Just Keep Swimming

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[me1iah-deactivated20221028]

It didn’t kill me, but something inside me died that day.

[thicclem0n-deactivated20200108]

do u know how much energy it takes to respond to ppl sometimes

[thadthemaddabber]

I've made peace with a lot in my time being single.

One thing that still really hurts after all this time though.

Everytime I tried to convey my feelings, it was always conveyed in the sense I was trying to be manipulative. When in reality my communication and train of thought is just so far from atypical.

In my heart I really do have the purest of intentions, especially when it came to my little family. It just kills me to think after all those years I wasn't viewed the way I felt inside. And now I'm no where near the guy I was in the first place.

[dominant-dominion]

You deserve the sex you fantasize about.

[artesbw]

by Apollonia Saintclair.

[talesfromourskin]

Sweet serenity; the love and magic of two souls intertwined.

by Magdalena Wosinska

[growaglow]

@thesoulshineco

[thadthemaddabber]

Between Glass Animals Modest Mouse, and now Odesza's tour for their new album I have so many emotions

I miss Caitlyn.

I can't help but blame myself for so much.

I wasn't so stuck inside my head, and anxious, and overthinky the first couple years we were together.

I definitely changed.

[hatin]

“They say searching for love is like searching for yourself, when you find yourself you find love because they are the same.”

— (hatin)

[thadthemaddabber]

I wish I wasn't such a closed off person to begin with because how has it been a year and she's still the only one I have a desire to tell about my life

[xdracuellax]

[thadthemaddabber]

Makes sense Glass Animals are gonna headline Mopop this year

I want nothing more than to go with my two favorite girls tbh

[thadthemaddabber]

It all still just hits me like a sack of bricks

Gut I gotta bottle it up. Not even cause I feel like I have to anymore. But simply because I have no one.

[strange-aeons]

was trying to get a picture of Khoshekh pondering the orb for tumblr but uh

what the fuck is this???

WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS???

[remanence-of-love]

[thadthemaddabber]

Sick of playing everything in life so safe and still falling on my ass.

Gonna start getting real weird with it and just have fun cause i don't have enough anymore.

Everyday I think of living another life

[thadthemaddabber]

I've put a lot of thought I to it lately, and it makes me sad. I'm broken as hell.

I barely feel connections to people.

I'm most comfortable in the background.

If people show interest in me it feels fake, forced, and uncomfortable. And it always has.

Except for the handful of people who have came into my life and it just felt natural.

I don't have that anymore.

I don't think I can handle that again even if i did have it.

Life is seriously too much. It's overwhelming and I don't know what to do with myself.