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BEING LEFT
โ ย wait! you can't just leave me here alone!ย โ
โ ย i don't know how to live in a world where i'm all alone.ย โ
โ ย everyone i've ever loved has either left or died.ย โ
โ ย i'm not yet ready for it to end.ย โ
โ ย will we ever see each other again?ย โ
โ ย please! you promised! you promised you'd never leave.ย โ
โ ย if you leave now, i'll never forgive you.ย โ
โ ย are you really going to leave after everything we've been through?ย โ
โ ย how am i supposed to keep on like before when you're not here anymore?ย โ
โ ย i knew this day would come, but i hoped it wouldn't be today.ย โ
โ ย please don't go. not yet. just stay a little longer ...ย โ
โ ย don't just walk away. say something, anything, before you go.ย โ
โ ย so that's it? you're just ... gone?ย โ
โ ย you can't just walk away like none of this meant anything!ย โ
โ ย why does everyone i love always leave?ย โ
โ ย i should've known better than to think you'd stay.ย โ
โ ย is it really that easy for you to walk away?ย โ
โ ย you said we'd face the world together. now i have to face it alone.ย โ
โ ย if you're going, at least look me in the eyes and say goodbye.ย โ
โ ย i don't have the strength to watch you walk away again.ย โ
LEAVING
โ ย i'm sorry, but i cannot stay here any longer.ย โ
โ ย for once, i'm trying to do the right thing.ย โ
โ ย you don't need me here anymore. you've always been stronger on your own.ย โ
โ ย i wish staying was enough. i really do.ย โ
โ ย don't look at me like that. if i don't walk away now, i never will.ย โ
โ ย one day, you'll understand why i have to walk away.ย โ
โ ย i wish i could stay, but this isn't my place anymore.ย โ
โ ย don't wait for me. i don't know when ... if i'll be back.ย โ
โ ย i wish there was another way. but there isn't.ย โ
โ ย this isn't goodbye because i don't care. it's because i do. too much.ย โ
โ ย this goodbye is the hardest thing i've ever had to do.ย โ
โ ย i'm leaving because i love you too much to keep hurting you.ย โ
โ ย i'm sorry i couldn't be what you needed me to be.ย โ
โ ย i have to go find who i am without all this.ย โ
โ ย just because i'm leaving doesn't mean i stopped caring.ย โ
โ ย i'm not running. i'm just done waiting.ย โ
โ ย every step i take away from here is breaking me.ย โ
โ ย i can't keep pretending this place feels like home.ย โ
โ ย the hardest part isn't leaving. it's knowing you'll be here when i'm not.ย โ
โ ย sometimes goodybe is the kindest thing we can say.ย โ