...then I saw you, again. For the past years I have not thought of seeing you again. You look great. You look happy.
Then my memory of the past came.
I felt something for you and I know you had too, well I'd like to think that you had. We've known each other since we we're kids. And during that younger years, other kids would notice there's something between us. But then we were just kids.
And then we grow apart. Really far apart.
Then we had our paths cross, again. We were just like before. Oh! No. We were much closer than before.
Then people notice this kind of chemistry between us. I just don't say anything about it. I don't know if they asked you.
Then, there was a time that I know you were ready to talk about this thing to me, but I had to block that. I told you that I forgot what we were when we are younger. Yes I lied. The truth is, I never forgot what you were to me back on our younger years. And you had been that until that day. I wanted to give you that answer but I didn't.
I knew you were willing to give it a try, but my insecurities were stronger than what I felt for you. I wasn't in the better version of myself. And I know that you deserve someone better. I know it's not me.
And so we're going on each other's opposite directions. But I still look back on you. I am genuinely happy for what life has turned out to be on you.
As for me...
You will be that question without answer. That something I can't name of. A reminder of my cowardness to try and my strength that I can let go if it's not for me.
My life still goes on. I am better and i am aiming to be best.I am rolli'n like what I should. I am looking forward to what life has for me.
And amidst all that, you are a reminder of my life's what if.

















