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goals.

make that my only issue

hate how money is my main issue ..

emeraldjade

“I got it! I got it!”

GO, BABY! YES, YOU DO! YOU GOT IT! Look at him go, y’all. omg.

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omg.

Breathe

Finally settled into my own apartment with my husband and child. It feels SO liberating. I just thank my husband for always pushing me to be a stronger woman. I have put him through the worst times and can’t even believe I allowed it to happen. I’m thankful that he has never given up on me even when times were rough. I am lucky to have both my spouse and child under the same roof, finally after so long.. his love conquers all.. To be able to walk around my house without avoiding other individuals. Feeling comfortable to GO HOME. Being away from my family’s negative energies. In the end, I think about my side of the family every single day. How I wish things weren’t the way they are. But my own seed comes first. His upbringing comes before anything. And if it means being away for his sake, that’s what I’m going to do. It may be a struggle financially but mentally I am free. I am at peace. We have learned and grew from past experiences to have a successful future. It’s really all about where you put your energy towards. It takes a shitload of practice, but the results are priceless. I have learned to control my emotions in order to avoid certain energies. I’ve learned to put them toward more pleasing emotions. I have accepted some things to be fact and to leave it be. I have learned that I cannot be destroyed unless I allow it. and I am not done yet... learning to make happiness a feeling and NOT destination takes time -- it takes a lot of mental power especially if you come from a place where people try to break you down. I am NOT waiting to be happy I am happy ! and when you reach this you don’t need nothing else I assure you. Life is too short. Way too short. to never realize what you wanted was right in front of you. You just never saw past the flaws of it all. Don’t ever blame others for what you feel. Change how you feel. We are the pilots of our own lives. Where do you want to be? Set yourselves free...

<3 jensa

A place I can call home, for my son and future kids, and for my husband and I. It comes with a beautiful kitchen with granite tops, spacious enough for a kitchen table, a place where I can always cook with my lil tribe and eat all together. A beautiful living room with hardwood floors with my india inspired interior designs. With a huge bookcase to store alll of my books for guests to peek at. A stand for a record player to finally play ones I've owned for years but haven't opened... A room I can relax in, and fall asleep in with no worries in the world. A room for the crafts of my husband and I. His studio to create his sounds. A place where my creativity can flow... where I can make my designs come to life. A place I wanna come back to. A home where no negativity exists. Just love.

My life is literally a drama movie.

Listen to, dl, and RT Beneath The Grapevine by Anjelihs !!! #anjelihs #mickshabazz #beneaththegrapevine

Accepting the upcoming changes of life. Excited for better things to come :) this year has been an experience that I'll definitely grow from. The first year of my baby's life. It was precious while this phase lasted but we're on to a next chapter. A chapter less full of negative energy. I'll never forget the moments here. My first place where I raised Rah for his first year of life. All the accomplishments I achieved. Everything I overcame emotionally and physically.