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on the pursuit of happiness, stay tuned...

[thatjulybaby]

it’s crazy that my bio talked about my journey to happiness and now that’s finally achieved... i made it:)

[thatjulybaby]

sure is weird to be back... but i missed you old friend

[thatjulybaby]

one year i made it one whole ass year

[ssleep-noww]

i was kinda getting used to be someone you loved.

- you're not here to get me through it all.

[lovelorn-stuff]

[ramoray79]

[thegoodvybe]

[fighting-ghosts]

[thepersonalquotes]

[thatjulybaby]

I really thought I was done with this place for a while, jokes on me

[thatjulybaby]

its been a loooong while my friends

[thatjulybaby]

so i recently had sex with this guy and i’ve been going crazy to vent to someone about it but i feel like i can’t go to any of my friends. basicallly i met him at the bar MONTHS ago, probably december of 2017 so almost a year. this past weekend he was back in buffalo. he moved to boston to become a physicians assistant. anywho, i got super fucking drunk saturday night and met him out. he care back home with me and yeah, you get the picture from there. Now the thing is, i’ve known him for that many months and it was kinda just like ok cool whatever you’re nice. now i feel so fucking attached. idk why i caught feelings for him. like he is such a perfect genuine guy so i should but like i never had them before. granted i had sex with him this time around but to be honest with you i don’t remember much of it. And i wish I did. Because what i do remember is talking about how many kids we wanted afterwards. and how we were snuggling. and me telling him that i was sad that he moved away. and him telling me that he’s working on moving back. idk ever since saturday my heart has just kinda hurt and i’ve been missing him. he drove back to boston yesterday. i told him to let me know when he comes back to visit. our texts are so sad. “i miss you, let me know when you get back safe, i’m home, have fun with life.” i really don’t know why i’m so hung up over a guy i’ve only had sex with once. this is at normal for me. i’m very good at honestly forgetting my flings lol. I wish i wasn’t thinking about him while i was at work, or on my drive home, or before i fell asleep but i do. I miss him a lot. I just had to let that out. Thank you for listening.

[depresslife22]

I can’t fucking do this 

[queerlysad]

[cutter-girl]

Many years ago

[queerlysad]

[depressionessoverload]