Just Another angsty blogger

Some sadness, some mindful neglect, internalizing my negative experiences at every turn, And a dash of self loathing. bake at 450 degrees for 25 years. I've hated myself for a long time and am finally coming to terms with who I am and what I want out of life. After living through hell and losing some of my most treasured people and relationships along the way. I stand here for you to digitally judge my character based on reposted photos and personally composed mediocre poems. 25 yo, gay, still a work in progress, Love me? lol

[thatnickkidd]

I have the very real fear that I'll die without knowing what love actually feels like #LateConfessions

[thatnickkidd]

Supporting lady Gaga's #BornThisWay charity with the Matcha Green Tea 😁👌 do recommend.

[thatnickkidd]

They're finally KINDA friendly...😁

[thatnickkidd]

I guess I found the hidout 🤷🦐

[thatnickkidd]

"Lemme clean that shell for ya" I'd say the Snail and Shrimp relations are going..swimmingly 🦐🐚😂 #aquarist #tanked #snail #fish #aquarium #rili #rilishrimp #Nerite #plantedtank #ultumnaturesystems

[thatnickkidd]

First venture into CO2 fertilization and I'm super hopeful 😁🤞

[thatnickkidd]

Final product, betta study. For the record the picture doesn't do it justice at all 😣😶

[thatnickkidd]

I couldn't resist the new pickups, 2 Otocinclus catfish for the old tank to start and a bumblebee horned nerite for the new tank to keep the olive nerite company.😍 #tank #fishkeeping #aquanerd #aquarium #hobby

[thatnickkidd]

Started a Betta fish study tonight, pretty happy with the color blocking so far. 😁

[thatnickkidd]

Went for a walk at silver sands for work today, I can't help myself it's always so picturesque 👌😁. (at Silver Sands State Park)

[thatnickkidd]

Saturday​ gardening session ✔️

[alyssascottart]

Jellyfish

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[thatnickkidd]

When your new tank isn't delivered and your plants and everything else is, you hook up a new canister filter to a salad bowl in the mean time 😥 😂

[psychofactz]

[fishamiright]

Such a unique color on this fish, I’d love to breed him with a blue female and see what happens!

[psychofactz]

[fishamiright]

Such a unique color on this fish, I’d love to breed him with a blue female and see what happens!