Life sucks.

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[thatonelonelygirl]

Today............

is my birthday...

fuck.

[thatonelonelygirl]

WE JUST GOT OVER A FOOT OF MOTHERFUCKING SNOOOOOOOOOOW

[thatonelonelygirl]

i just want someone to say that they’re proud of me for once

[thatonelonelygirl]

Sometimes I’m happy, and those small, little moments...they mean the world to me

[thatonelonelygirl]

Everyone: Oh she’s so mature, she practically acts like an adult!

Me: Ah yes, because of all the shit I’ve gone through I now act like an adult because I’m scared to mess up and fuck up my life even further

[thatonelonelygirl]

:( I hate favoritism

My mother just yelled at me for one tiny mistake, and she was like “you aren’t a good role model AT ALL for your sister.” Like how tf do you think that makes me feel?? It makes me feel like a piece of shit. Like I already know she’s your favorite not me so can you stop practically rubbing it in :(

[thatonelonelygirl]

...idk

I SPRAINED MY GODDAMN ANKLE BY TRIPPING ON MY DOG”S TOY WHY JUST WHYYYYY

[thatonelonelygirl]

You'll leave me eventually. Everyone does.

[thatonelonelygirl]

Emptiness..

There’s a lesser known emotion, those times when you felt nothing at all? That’s emptiness. All have felt this harsh emotion, but few know what it actually is. The emptiness is like a black hole, slowly pulling everything towards it to destroy, and then, it’ll destroy you too...

[thatonelonelygirl]

The problem is, that I’ve been hurt so much that I’ve put up walls around my heart and mind, and most people give up before they’re able to crack them.

[thatonelonelygirl]

The worst pain is getting hurt by the person you once explained your pain to.

unknown

[thatonelonelygirl]

Do you ever write a message, and then halfway though it delete it and say fuck it, they don’t even care?

[thatonelonelygirl]

I’m always the second choice...but it doesn’t hurt as much as it did at first. But I understand why I’m the second choice, I’m not anything special like those other girls. I’m just...me.

[thatonelonelygirl]

I’ve had a long day...

You know what hurts?  Caring about people. It hurts. A fucking lot. So I’m “best friends” with these two girls, but they NEVER want to hang out or even call, whenever I ask they always say they’re busy. But I know they’re not. And it fucking hurts. So bad.