Reading the Nimona graphic novel and then proceeding to watch the movie not even 10 minutes after is just hhgkdhfkdhfksjaldhf-
The movie is so much more forgiving, so much softer in a way that I canât explain, and that difference allows me to interact with the characters in a new way.
In the novel itâs pretty obvious that Ballister and Ambrosius are husbands who have been messily divorced for 12 years and still not over each other- but in the movie theyâre still trying to figure out what they want to be, and theyâre trying to save each other and constantly trying to reach out to show that âsee! Iâm right here, please come back, donât let this take you from me!!!â
In the graphic novel, Nimona lies about her past, like blatantly lies straight to Ballisterâs face and yknow, as she should, claiming that she used to be a perfectly normal girl, while In the movie she deflects his question by turning it into a joke to avoid answering.
And most importantly to me, in the book Ballister acts like a villain because âthatâs what they needâ. He poisons people, heâs always fighting with Ambrosius, heâs trying to undermine the institution right from the start. while in the movie he begs his innocence but still gets the label because the Director believes âthatâs what they needâ, and still he believes in the world around him, and when he loses that belief he doesnât want to fight, he wants to leave.
I guess the way I see it the book is about trying so hard to be what youâre not, trying to be a normal girl, trying to be the villain they want, trying to pretend that they are enemies and not deeply connected. And the movie is about trying to find who you are, from âbecause I love youâ to âI see you, Nimonaâ, to just everything- the book is the call and the movie is the response and it all comes back to learning to love and accept who you are and Iâm crying