more than i should

Charlie Jordan ♦ Nineteen ♦ Dancer ♦ Matched to Sir Douchecanoe Levi Fassbender

[edisonmacey-deactivated20141215]

Really? Well, I believe you’re wrong. It seems no girl does. This isn’t the point, anyway. I don’t care.

[the--charmingcharlie]

Why? Because of me? You shouldn't believe things on my account. I'm hardly right about most things.

[axel-caston-deactivated20140519]

I am now the proud owner of a puppy. He is simply adorable.

[the--charmingcharlie]

What a precious pup. I want to snuggle with him every night.

[edisonmacey-deactivated20141215]

Yeah, who with? If you haven’t realised, I’m not good with relationships or love. I do, Char. You even know it, yet you’re covering it.

[the--charmingcharlie]

I don't know, but I'm sure it wouldn't be hard to find someone Eddie. You're a, uhm, great looking guy. Most girls would love to be by your side...I don't know anything Eddie. You're fine. Maybe there are just other people who aren't so aren't so good at it.

[alice-sparrow]

……. I’m sorry, what?

[the--charmingcharlie]

You said escape plan.

[edisonmacey-deactivated20141215]

No I-… Right. She can’t bend the rules for me to have a freakin’ kid. I do, but at least I can accept it, right?

[the--charmingcharlie]

How do you know? She hates her job, she doesn't care. If you want a kid, it could happen. No, stop. You don't fail, stop beating yourself up for things that aren't your fault

[the--charmingcharlie]

Well there still better than mine. Jumping off a building. Oooooh….let’s throw a party.

[thelogansinclair]

Okay, when?

[the--charmingcharlie]

When can you do it?

[the--charmingcharlie]

Uh, no. I think its just how the cookie crumbles. We didn’t have any male cheerleaders. But then, the only reason the boys even came to pep assembles was to try and look up our skirts. Eh, skating sounds slightly better now.

[alice-sparrow]

Well, when you decide that you want to try it, give me an escape plan a call! 

[the--charmingcharlie]

Escape plan?

[the--charmingcharlie]

Amaya…they don’t hate you. No and dad are just tough. They love you, just like I do. You know I love you right?

[saberrp-blog]

    Yes, and I love you. But mom and dad, they don’t. I’m sorry Charlotte, but they don’t love me. It’s the sad truth.

[the--charmingcharlie]

But then why do they love me? I'm like you Amaya.

[the--charmingcharlie]

Why…why would they hate you? How could anyone hate you?

[saberrp-blog]

    Because I had dreams and I path I wanted to take, and it wasn’t what they wanted for me. They had my life planned, and when I said no and when things happened well… They hated me. Always have, always will. And deep down, I hate them too.

[the--charmingcharlie]

Amaya...they don't hate you. No and dad are just tough. They love you, just like I do. You know I love you right?

[saberrp-blog]

[the--charmingcharlie]

What are you trying you protect me from? There are times in my life I was, but that didnt happen. I can take whatever you’re going to tell me.

[saberrp-blog]

From everything, from this world. Because when you know what our parents did to me, what they do to each other, and what this damn society does...

[the--charmingcharlie]

Why...why would they hate you? How could anyone hate you?

[the--charmingcharlie]

But Amaya, I’m not so little anymore. I don’t need to be protected.

[saberrp-blog]

   Everyone needs to be protected sometimes Charlotte.

[the--charmingcharlie]

What are you trying you protect me from? There are times in my life I was, but that didnt happen. I can take whatever you're going to tell me.

[the--charmingcharlie]

Yeah? Well, if I do, they’re to make sure you don’t feel the need to protect me. I’m a big kid, despite what everyone thinks. I can handle more than you think

[saberrp-blog]

   I’m always going to want to protect you. It’s my nature to protect people, and your my little sister.

[the--charmingcharlie]

But Amaya, I'm not so little anymore. I don't need to be protected.

[alice-sparrow]

That’s kind of sad, don’t you think? Boys being the only people who skate, I mean. But hey- you dance, you cheer! That’s pretty cool stuff too.

[the--charmingcharlie]

Uh, no. I think its just how the cookie crumbles. We didn't have any male cheerleaders. But then, the only reason the boys even came to pep assembles was to try and look up our skirts. Eh, skating sounds slightly better now.

[saberrp-blog]

    You’re telling me you have no secrets from me? None at all? I may have a few, but it’s to keep you safe.

[the--charmingcharlie]

Yeah? Well, if I do, they're to make sure you don't feel the need to protect me. I'm a big kid, despite what everyone thinks. I can handle more than you think

[alice-sparrow]

Thank you! Umm, might I ask, if you skate? Or if you know anyone who does?

[the--charmingcharlie]

No, no. I dance and cheer, but that's about if. I'm not aware, but if you ask a boy around here, chances are they do.

[saberrp-blog]

       Charlotte, you really don’t want to know half the shit our parents have done.

[the--charmingcharlie]

Don't I? Amaya, you're keeping secrets, and we promised we'd never do that

[alice-sparrow]

E-excuse me? Could you point me to the direction of the nearest skate shop?

[the--charmingcharlie]

Down Main Street to the left