Alexander Declan Pond

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Runaway A.

I woke up early,

I brewed a cup of tea, I packed all my things, And ran away from here.

By car, by train, by plane, by foot, However, wherever, as far as I could.

One of my photos disapeard for some reason so here is an reupload of the same poem from about a year ago. 

Right now feels like such a good moment for thoose few words. In a few days high school is starting. New people, new school, new start. An escape from the past. My getaway to the future.

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WHERE IS OUTER WILDS FANDOM?

So I was watching Outer Wilds (I'm kinda poor so I just got used to experiencing gameplays) and, out of many questions that popped into my head one is still not answered. Where, for Nomais sake, is Outer Wilds fandom???

Doesn't it happen naturally for games like this? I mean Detroit become human for example. This game is just as good as Detroit. Or even better!

I love it in so many aspects. From really cool graphics, through the variety of new planets to the physics implanted into game.

I love the storytelling. I'm not very much of a gamer but for me Outer Wilds is why games should be a thing. It creates whole new way of exploring the world of experiencing the story. It's not linear like in a movie or a book. You can do whatever you do because you are a c c t a l l y a part of it. That's wonderful ability. And Outer Wilds didn't miss a shot.

Do I have to say that story is just phenomenal!? It does not feel unrealistic or made up. It just feels correct. It's the kind of feeling you feel while reading Stephen King. You know it is fictional but it does not feel fake. And its really difficult to achieve so chapeu bas!

And the reflections it leaves us with ughh. At first it's one big EXCUSE ME WHAAAAT? But after the while you start thinking about sense of life at all. About existing and being conscious. About reality. About the death and another universes. Or maybe that's just me but that's what makes a good story for me, okay?

So once again - where is outer fandom?

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Through the wind Through the snow Through the freeze and fog I loved you then I love you now My love is life-long #poems #young_poets #moutain_side #love_poems https://www.instagram.com/p/BwZsFQIHWPI/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=6a8wjhh12sgl

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Death shouldn't be scary It's just a thing we got on our way So why should we worry? We will die anyway. Why should we care About progress therefore? Well, in pointless life It makes sense much more To keep getting better To keep being fine. It sounds much nicer Than early resign. Than staying for entire lifetime in exactly same place. Keep this in mind and cheer up your face! Even if you get a trouble or difficulty someday Remember one thing - we'll be dead anyway. . . . ☀️ #better_mood #dead #anyway #no_worries #why #no_reason #poets #youngpoets #poetry #poems https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs82JppAFg2/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=hocs5tu6x9z1

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I'm more alive at night Than under the sunshine But this morning was just... This morning was fine . . . ☀️ #morning #sun #dawn #poets #youngpoets #poetry #beautiful #fine https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs8yKrxARgt/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1qn6j1689hpsz

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My sky, my clouds, my mornings and dreams, I keep myself quiet when I want to scream. My world, my wind my evenings and ears early catch. I really, really wish I didn't worry that much. #poems #youngpoets #mornings #sky #dreams #clouds #worring #worrying #doubts #insecurities https://www.instagram.com/p/BpJ-E_jhFmP/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1i0mzzwt0i1cy

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No idea for the poem today, so the messege I rlly need. Maybe someday I'll belive? #thoughts #feeling #alone #messege #youngpoets #selfesteem #selfdoubts #badday #feelinglow #feeling_low https://www.instagram.com/p/BpFbnyyBsKC/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=qsxiddt797zz

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life is dying, bills and sense that you make. death won't be scary, sense will be fake, looking for the escape, I'm fully aware, bills are responsibilities I'm frightened to take. #bills #billgates #puberty #fear #growingup Photo found on web https://www.instagram.com/p/BpAKzgJhF2J/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1cn3fk0drmt5f

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I'm standing right there, With the words of mine, But I'll never be heard, I'll never be fine. https://www.instagram.com/p/BpADYc5hl8v/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=gbksn13ne0s0

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i one poem I've read about the homo viator theme, i thought it was a lie but I'm a viator and you are with me https://www.instagram.com/p/Bo9tbsEBrrH/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1pz40s9hwuaze

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sometimes I get this feeling, like you weren't with me right there, like there won't be better future like noone would even care https://www.instagram.com/p/Bo6DnwAhe5c/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1de3h04sse4rl

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the morning light, the sunshine warmth, the fragnant tea, the arms of yours... #morning #sunshine #warmth #you https://www.instagram.com/p/Bo4pNI-hJtW/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=4z76l2h6ockm