My Door Is Always Open

Hello! It's so very nice of you to stop by. My name's Knock Out. I'm the Decepticon Chief Medical Officer aboard the Nemesis. Though when I'm not in the medbay I tend to spend quite a bit of time in my lab. I'm from a dimension I've been told has the nick name of 'shattered glass'. I'm not sure why but it makes my home universe sound....broken. As it is, Sir Soundwave encouraged me to start a blog here before running off to enjoy his own adventures. Said it could help me open up and be more social. No harm in trying, yes? ((Independent RP blog. Mun is 20+. May and probably will contain NSFW posts. I follow the tag thegoodknockout Current M!A: None I will take some M!As - depends on the M!A. Longest time allowed for M!A - again depends on the M!A.. Art and reaction images do not belong to me.))

[enforcer-of-the-dead]

the-good-knockout:

The mention of Unicron has Teal frowning deeply. He didn’t like Unicron….at all. Nothing good came from that particular being. “They do realize Unicron can, has, and will possess the mind and frame of some mecha, yes?” Still, the punishment Barricade spoke of…

“How bad was it that they locked you away? And…forgive me, did you say they made you a grave digger for life!? I mean…they give you such a twisted task and expect what? Total compliance? That’s insane. I can’t blame you for leaving. I- That’s-“. Teal gave a sigh. “Where are you now? Have you found a safe place to lay low for a time? So the Autobots won’t find you?”

“I tried to say the same, but….they didn’t believe me.” he sighed.

“I killed 16…never to my knowledge. I never knew I was doing it. I spent a long time in a box…and then was released to a desolate land to tend to the dead…with hardly anyone to talk to. It’s been….miserable.” Barricade added on. “I escaped just barely. I’ve just been sort of wandering from hiding spot to hiding spot”

[the-good-knockout]

Teal was momentarily reluctant to show understand toward the Autobots, a stubbornness that latched hold then released just as quickly. “It’s probably difficult for them to except that truth....not without full understanding or watching a possession take place.”

“16!?” Sixteen!? That wasn’t remotely defendable. “16!?” He repeated, shocked. “Barricade...”. Not many ways to offer comfort in such a bleak situation. “I still think their punishment is on the cruel side.” He paused. “How safe are you?” He wasn’t sure if offering refuge would be wise. Unicron taking possession and running a muck on the ship could be chaos. It could endanger his own safety.

[the-good-knockout]

( Bee runs in for a screaming happy hug! )

*The scream brings a massive smile to his face as he keels down to envelop the minibot in a close hug. Holding him tight, sighing softly as he leans a cheek against the familiar and missed yellow helm, EM field reaching out as well seeking that soothing familiarity, luxuriating in it for a long long moment.*

I’ve missed you.

[the-scrappy-stinger]

(Bee’s EM field responds, flooding against Teal’s in unfiltered happiness. Not that he needs to rely on the EM field; Bee is whimpering and nuzzling against his cheek the whole time.) 

I thought you were gone forever!

[the-good-knockout]

*Teal lingered, unmoving in the embrace for a long moment, before shifting his hand to gently stroke down the side of Bee’s helm soothing as he turned his head and placed a kiss atop Bee’s helm.*

Not gone for forever.

*Not this time. A few close calls but that was the nature of war.*

*Teal pulled back enough to look at Bumblebee and smile.*

You’re such a lovely and welcomed sight! How are you, love?

[the-scrappy-stinger]

I- … you missed a really bad period there, Teal, when my CPU was probably at its lowest point in about a year. I’m… kind of glad you weren’t there for that. But I’m surrounded by bots I love and new friends along with the old, and now you’re here and I feel even better! 

(His field echoes his emotions even as they play across his face, a double layer cake of unguarded emotions.) I even started letting my field out a little! And I got my arm almost bitten off by a Predacon at one point, but that’s just kind of out there…

[the-good-knockout]

*The medic’s smile dissolves at the news.* Oh Bumblebee, I’m so...I’m so sorry. I- If I may ask, what happened? *His field reflects what’s not spoken; sadness, sympathy....regret.* I’m glad you’re better. And new friends, well, with your personality it’s hardly a surprise you draw them. You’re a wonderful individual, Bumblebee, and it shows.

*Teal smiles at the field comment but everything once again turned to concern at the mention of a predacon.* Predacons can be dangerous and many times unknowingly so. They don’t realize their size and strength and their version of play if very different from most. I’m glad you’re alright and in one piece!

[the-good-knockout]

TEAL there is something on your faceplate.

*Teal pauses at the outburst, a smile blooming.*

Smokescreen!

*He’s happy to see Smokescreen but also he raises his digits to quickly touch his face, the gesture almost self conscious. He’s not near any mirrors or reflective surfaces that could aid him.*

I do? Where? What is it?

[shatterscreen]

the-good-knockout:

*The medic held still for a moment, confused, then smiled, giving a quiet laugh. Teal leaned gently into the gesture, reaching up to touch Smokescreen’s helm softly, turning so their forhelms pressed together for a moment before tilting his face up, placing a kiss on Smokescreen’s forehelm.*

You’re too kind. Thank you.

/Smokescreen’s hesitating, but returns the kiss, hugging Teal tightly./

Missed you.

[the-good-knockout]

*The medic smiled and hugged him back tightly.*

I’ve missed you as well. How could I not! Have you been good in my absence?

[the-good-knockout]

-Out of nowhere entity-hug-

*Though that ability of Shax’s to enter or exit any reality, seemingly on whim alone, still shocks and surprises - Teal happily and graciously accepts the hug, returning it as much as he can, smiling.*

You’re alive and well! *He still worries about you from time to time.*

I’ve missed you.

[lost-con-shax]

The entity chuckled. “Haven’t been alive for aeons but yeah I’m well.” He winked. “And I’ve missed you too, Mister busy bee.”

[the-good-knockout]

The medic grinned. “Enigmatic as ever. Who would foolishly ask you to be otherwise?” A question not really meant to be answered. “Too busy. Too far away. This pause, being allowed back to rest and breath, is a most needed break.”

He paused, smile waning a bit. “May I ask you something? You left your home universe long ago. You’re different but still you. Have you even gone back to your home universe and felt a sense of…detachment? It’s home but there’s an obvious disconnect. Do you think it’s a side effect of traveling through many universes? Or does distance alone cause that? I never ventured from Cybertron before the war so I don’t have basis of comparison….just questions.”

[lost-con-shax]

“I don’t feel at home in my origin universe at all anymore. It’s just a familiar place to me these days.” He replied and gave a light shrug. “I don’t give it too much thought, though. Personally, I think home is where you feel the safest, where you feel… most at home. Pun intended.” The entity winked. “Not some sentimental place from your past.”

[the-good-knockout]

Teal gave Shax a soft smile. “You adapt and move forward with an ease I can only envy.” But of course Shax always had....or at least it seemed that way from Teal’s perspective. “I keep getting tangled up in the questions in my mind. Trying to make sense of everything.” Give order to the flurry of questions brought on by an unexpected experience. He’d sort through it and figure it out....eventually.

“How is your family?” It was a better topic, familiar and more comfortable than trying to pin down unknowns.

[the-good-knockout]

( Bee runs in for a screaming happy hug! )

*The scream brings a massive smile to his face as he keels down to envelop the minibot in a close hug. Holding him tight, sighing softly as he leans a cheek against the familiar and missed yellow helm, EM field reaching out as well seeking that soothing familiarity, luxuriating in it for a long long moment.*

I’ve missed you.

[the-scrappy-stinger]

(Bee’s EM field responds, flooding against Teal’s in unfiltered happiness. Not that he needs to rely on the EM field; Bee is whimpering and nuzzling against his cheek the whole time.) 

I thought you were gone forever!

[the-good-knockout]

*Teal lingered, unmoving in the embrace for a long moment, before shifting his hand to gently stroke down the side of Bee’s helm soothing as he turned his head and placed a kiss atop Bee’s helm.*

Not gone for forever.

*Not this time. A few close calls but that was the nature of war.*

*Teal pulled back enough to look at Bumblebee and smile.*

You’re such a lovely and welcomed sight! How are you, love?

[the-good-knockout]

-Out of nowhere entity-hug-

*Though that ability of Shax’s to enter or exit any reality, seemingly on whim alone, still shocks and surprises - Teal happily and graciously accepts the hug, returning it as much as he can, smiling.*

You’re alive and well! *He still worries about you from time to time.*

I’ve missed you.

[lost-con-shax]

The entity chuckled. “Haven’t been alive for aeons but yeah I’m well.” He winked. “And I’ve missed you too, Mister busy bee.”

[the-good-knockout]

The medic grinned. “Enigmatic as ever. Who would foolishly ask you to be otherwise?” A question not really meant to be answered. “Too busy. Too far away. This pause, being allowed back to rest and breath, is a most needed break.”

He paused, smile waning a bit. “May I ask you something? You left your home universe long ago. You’re different but still you. Have you even gone back to your home universe and felt a sense of...detachment? It’s home but there’s an obvious disconnect. Do you think it’s a side effect of traveling through many universes? Or does distance alone cause that? I never ventured from Cybertron before the war so I don’t have basis of comparison....just questions.”

[the-good-knockout]

TEAL there is something on your faceplate.

*Teal pauses at the outburst, a smile blooming.*

Smokescreen!

*He’s happy to see Smokescreen but also he raises his digits to quickly touch his face, the gesture almost self conscious. He’s not near any mirrors or reflective surfaces that could aid him.*

I do? Where? What is it?

[shatterscreen]

Teal! Teal- hold on, let me get it for you.

/He’s gently pressing his face against Teal’s- not bold enough for a kiss, but it’s close enough./

[the-good-knockout]

*The medic held still for a moment, confused, then smiled, giving a quiet laugh. Teal leaned gently into the gesture, reaching up to touch Smokescreen’s helm softly, turning so their forhelms pressed together for a moment before tilting his face up, placing a kiss on Smokescreen’s forehelm.*

You’re too kind. Thank you.

[enforcer-of-the-dead]

@the-good-knockout

“….long time no see”

[the-good-knockout]

The mention of Unicron has Teal frowning deeply. He didn’t like Unicron....at all. Nothing good came from that particular being. “They do realize Unicron can, has, and will possess the mind and frame of some mecha, yes?” Still, the punishment Barricade spoke of...

“How bad was it that they locked you away? And...forgive me, did you say they made you a grave digger for life!? I mean...they give you such a twisted task and expect what? Total compliance? That’s insane. I can’t blame you for leaving. I- That’s-“. Teal gave a sigh. “Where are you now? Have you found a safe place to lay low for a time? So the Autobots won’t find you?”

[the-good-knockout]

-Out of nowhere entity-hug-

*Though that ability of Shax’s to enter or exit any reality, seemingly on whim alone, still shocks and surprises - Teal happily and graciously accepts the hug, returning it as much as he can, smiling.*You’re alive and well! *He still worries about you from time to time.*I’ve missed you.

[enforcer-of-the-dead]

@the-good-knockout

“….long time no see”

[the-good-knockout]

Teal gave a soft huffing laugh. “That’s a morbid request and one I hope no one fulfills for you.”

He paused, considering. “Fugitive? What happened in my absence that lead to that? I thought you were on good terms with your Autobots. Did tensions form? Negotiations sour?” He wouldn’t put it past some Autobots to declare a Decepticon a fugitive after negotiations broke down.

[the-good-knockout]

( Bee runs in for a screaming happy hug! )

*The scream brings a massive smile to his face as he keels down to envelop the minibot in a close hug. Holding him tight, sighing softly as he leans a cheek against the familiar and missed yellow helm, EM field reaching out as well seeking that soothing familiarity, luxuriating in it for a long long moment.*I’ve missed you.

[enforcer-of-the-dead]

@the-good-knockout

“….long time no see”

[the-good-knockout]

Barricade sounded how Teal felt about digging down into the details of things. But he was reluctant to let the spotlight of the conversation land on himself.

“Life is an unending ebb and flow of hard times.” Especially if your designation was Barricade. “Anything I can do to ease your hardships?” A possible useless offer depending on Barricade’s circumstances.

[the-good-knockout]

TEAL there is something on your faceplate.

*Teal pauses at the outburst, a smile blooming.*Smokescreen! *He’s happy to see Smokescreen but also he raises his digits to quickly touch his face, the gesture almost self conscious. He’s not near any mirrors or reflective surfaces that could aid him.*I do? Where? What is it?

[the-good-knockout]

Hello Real! So sorry it's been way too long since we talked. Hope you are doing well.

No apologies needed, my dear Miss Mary. It’s been radio silence on my end for good while now. How are you doing? You and your family keeping well? Staying on top of your studies I hope?

[enforcer-of-the-dead]

@the-good-knockout

“….long time no see”

[the-good-knockout]

“Indeed.” Teal’s tone was even, sober. “I’ve been away.” His answer to an unasked question was vague and bland and it already felt like more than he wanted to dive into. “How are you, Barricade? How has life been treating you?”

[the-scrappy-stinger]

💗....if so allowed. *And of course he'll let you go, he knows you have many other things that call for your time.*

(Bee clings to him like he’s a ravenous Scraplet, without the eating, of course. Teal also gets a soft nuzzle and kisses on his cheeks.)

[the-good-knockout]

*Teal gave a grin and a soft laughing sigh, something edged with relief.* Yes! That’s- That’s it exactly. Like the walls are closing in and sounds you never paid much mind to become penetrating and overwhelming and it feels like it gets harder to breath. I take it I haven’t been alone in this?

[the-scrappy-stinger]

And sometimes the noises don’t just overwhelm you, they itch! It’s like hearing them hurts- yeah yeah! I get it really bad too sometimes! Like, a LOT at work! A loooot.

[the-good-knockout]

Yes, yes. It doesn't happen too often but when it does....it can hit hard.

Thank you. It feels good to speak on it....and to know I'm not the only one out there. I take it this had some influence over your decision to take a trip? Get out and see something new and different?

[the-scrappy-stinger]

💗....if so allowed. *And of course he'll let you go, he knows you have many other things that call for your time.*

(Bee clings to him like he’s a ravenous Scraplet, without the eating, of course. Teal also gets a soft nuzzle and kisses on his cheeks.)

[the-good-knockout]

*Teal gave a grin and a soft laughing sigh, something edged with relief.* Yes! That's- That's it exactly. Like the walls are closing in and sounds you never paid much mind to become penetrating and overwhelming and it feels like it gets harder to breath. I take it I haven't been alone in this?