I love Mariel Molino. Sheās talented, magnetic, she gets the emotional core of her character. I genuinely wish her Lala had a real story arc ā she and Mariel deserve that.
But I canāt stand whatās happening in NCIS: Origins lately. When was the last time Gibbs even mentioned Shannon? I swear itās been a hundred years since we heard her name.
How long has it been in the Origins timeline since Shannon and Kellyās deaths? A year? Two? Against thirty years of grief we saw in the main show ā thirty years of pain, silence, sawdust and boats in a basement, coffee cups and ghosts ā this feels so hollow.
I donāt know what other viewers were expecting from Origins, but I wanted canon. I wanted depth. I wanted answers to the questions fans have been asking for over twenty years.
I wanted to see Diane ā the real Diane, the one who lit up every scene, the woman who was sharp, funny, flawed, and unforgettable.
I wanted to understand how Gibbs ever let someone in again after Shannon. How that love even became possible. How a man who built his entire life around loss decided to marry again.
For Godās sake ā not because he āfell for Lalaā (a woman who doesnāt even exist in the original show!) and married Diane because āit was safer.ā Thatās a lie. A blatant, painful lie.
In the original show, Gibbs loved Diane. Her leaving shattered him. Even in season 3, he was still doing his little ritual dances around that memory ā the boat he had built for her, the one that carried all his grief and love. That wasnāt nothing. Diane mattered to him so deeply that after the divorce, he built that boat and named it after her. The same way he built āKelly.ā Thatās how important she was.
And now theyāre telling us Diane didnāt matter ā while literally showing us that she did. We saw the way he looked at her. The way he opened up to her. The way he knelt down to kiss her. That wasnāt indifference. That was love.
And then ā bam! Again, Gibbs is a confused little boy who canāt make up his mind, staring at Lala with that same pathetic, guilty-puppy expression. And the background chorus of Randy and Mary Jo is singing, āHe loves Lala,ā āHeās only with Diane because itās was safe.ā
Thatās not how you write good stories.
Thatās not how drama works.
Thatās how you write when youāre doing it last minute, when youāre chasing fanservice, when you canāt show and start telling instead ā pouring cheap words into our ears.
Thatās not storytelling. Thatās gaslighting.
Origins is gaslighting us ā and itās an act of violence against canon.
Instead of respect for canon, we got lies. We got fanservice. We got Gibbs rewritten into a soap opera lead.
Gibbs ā who never wavered between two women (unless one of them was Shannonās ghost) ā suddenly turned into a man with puppy eyes, torn between āthe girl heās marryingā and āthe one he canāt stop staring at.ā
And the worst part? In episode 4 of season 2, Gibbs literally looks like a guilty puppy ā the kind that just peed on the floor and is now glancing around, hoping no one noticed.
Thatās not character development. Thatās character assassination.
Why? Just why? The only answer I can see is the cynical one ā marketing. Feed the new viewers the GibbsāLala dynamic in the first season, because Diane wasnāt in his life yet during this period.
But come on! They could have just left Gibbs and his grief alone, let him actually grieve in the first season ā without Lala. Without cheap fanservice.
Let Lala be an independent, strong female character, not the hundred-and-fifth āwoman of Gibbs.ā That would have been respect for the characters. Lala could have been a character with her own agency, challenges, and growth. Instead, sheās used as a prop to manipulate Gibbsā storyline, reducing a potentially compelling arc to cheap fanservice.
Writers could have introduced Lala in a way that enriches the story without negating established characters. Show her as a full person, not as a replacement or distraction. Respecting the canon would have created tension and depth ā not cheap drama.
I so much loved NCIS. And now... it hurts. It really, really hurts.
Because Iāve given this show years of my life. So much love. So much analysis.
We ā the fandom ā dissected every look Gibbs ever gave, every pause, every word, every scar, every rule. We wrote fics where we tried to fill the gaps canon left behind. We built stories from fragments.
And now? The writers of Origins just spit on all of it.
And before anyone says it ā Iām not against Lala. Iām not against Mariel. Iām against breaking canon for the sake of cheap drama.
Iām against turning Gibbs ā our Gibbs ā into a wide-eyed teenager who forgot his wife and daughter were murdered.
Heās forty, not fifteen. Heās haunted by grief. Heās the man who built boats to keep from drowning in his sorrow.
Heās not supposed to forget.
Gibbsā grief isnāt just a plot point ā it defines his morality, decisions, and relationships. Treating him as confused and emotionally naive erases decades of character development.
You know⦠this isnāt even young Gibbs, the one we saw in canon played by Sean Harmon. That Gibbs had scars, but he was whole.
Remember his meeting with young Shannon at the train station? He was more grown-up there than forty-year-old Gibbs in Origins.
Can you even imagine Seanās Gibbs acting like a guilty little puppy who just peed on the floor?
And itās not about Austin ā Austin Stowell is a wonderful actor. Heās performing what the writers wrote, what the directors filmed. And itās a disasterā¦
This isnāt just disappointment; itās a betrayal of everything fans have invested in. It tells us that decades of careful storytelling can be overwritten for short-term drama.
NCIS Origins - this isnāt just disappointment. Itās grief all over again ā for the show, for the characters, for the version of Gibbs that used to mean something real.
And thatās the thing ā I loved the first episodes of Origins. They were deep, grown-up, honest drama. I couldnāt believe our luck ā it felt like NCIS was finally honoring its roots, finally treating Gibbsā pain with the weight it deserves. But now⦠now Iām this close to giving up.
And Iāve never given up on an NCIS show before ā not a single one. Not the original. Not spin-offs.
I stood by all of them. I was loyal to every single one.
And now Iām just⦠broken.