To the handful of people who still follow me on here, it's been forever. I hope you've all been well.
I had a severe psychotic episode due to drugs at the beginning of the year, and I'm still unfortunately not fully recovered. I'm experiencing paranoid delusions and undergoing treatment with medication and therapy for it. There is the possibility that I may have schizophrenia, but as of yet my psychiatrist is unsure if it's that or just a lengthy recovery.
I've missed this place but I've avoided most social media because one of my delusions has been that I'm being watched all of the time, so any time I've tried to load up Tumblr or one of the various Discord servers I was a part of I've felt naked and like an animal in a zoo with people watching everything I do or say. It's been debilitating and I've become completely isolated in this time.
I've missed this little corner of the internet and I'm feeling a little calmer tonight l, so I thought I'd pop in.
Hope you've all been having a good 2023, and to anyone out there who has been going through it this year too, I hope the end of the year gets better for us all. ❤️
