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is anything real am *I* even real fuck me if i know

cant even rlly tell if i like this or not fuck

the fact that we almost certainly had a crush on each other at the same time but were both too STUPID to act on it and maybe she still likes me but like it has a girlfriend what am i supposed to DO

#probably the same thing ive been doing ngl #theyre like queerplatonic and poly its not THAT bad that im still crushing on someone that has a girlfriend. right. right #“im probably demiromantic too” DONT LEAD ME ON LIKE THAT STOPPPPP </3 #all tbis is going on and i still feel barely any of it btw. fuckk

totalllyyyyyyy not flirting with the person i may or may not have had a crush on for the past THREE YEARS

#and it STARTED the flirting thats the best part

i want !!!!!!!!!!! to die !!!!!!!!!!!!

#i am overthinking something thag doesnt matter lol

augh gonna k my s

it honestly feels so nice to cry again. fuck it has been so long

they know too much about me and i hate it i hate it so much i want to disappear

ok yea thanks for ruining my day </3 i was just playing for fun and you just had to say some shit about it. i gave up on that dream a long time ago i dont even care i dont even care what is wrong with me why am i living a lie im probably not even gonna make it through college fuck

i want to hurt myself but i cant i want to cry but i cant i guess im just pathetic and awful at absolutely everything

it doesnt matter if people care because they can never do shit. "i care about you" means nothing when thats all they can say.

nvm im okay again

i shouldnt be jealous why am i fucking jealous GHHH

#cuz youre telling me how your other friends are getting exactly everything i ever wanted with you and i dont knwo what they did right snd i #did wrong #because youre basically the most important person in my life and to you im just another friend #because you said you would do that with me but not anymore ig???? when did it go wrong i know it was something i did #and i know i shouldnt feel so guilty because youre allowed to have whatever relationships and youre not obligated to feel any way towards m #its just. feels so not fair.#what happened to it being us #what did i do #WHAT DID I DO #fuck #you moved on i didnt i dont think i ever can

i want to actually fucking die why cant i do anything

im probably causing them so much pain right now fuck im a terrible person

i wish they never met me im so sorry

fuck i messed everything up and make you feel bad about yourself fuck fuck fuck

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