Str4y M00n

Rant . Vent . Art blog. Uncomfortable? leave the blog it's not meant for everyone ♡

[the-straymoon]

Stray Moon Collective !

Welcome to our blog. Please read below before interacting<3

Who we are !

We are The Stray Moon Collective. We're a system of around 2 years now and still in heavy denial.

We're happily taken two of the best partners<33 (hi guyss)

We are bodily a MINOR so don't be weird >:T

We're a demi puppy girl and pansexual

Everything else is after the read more! This is a pretty long intro...

How this blog works !

Posts on here will be very inconsistent with mood and style depending on who's ranting !

Posts may be tagged the alters name or our collective tag below.

#୧‿̩͙ ˖︵ ꕀ The Stray Moon

Untagged posts are usually collective, blended, or unknown front.

Content you'll see !

System thought & updates

Fictive feelings / source emotions

Vents & comfort posts

Small horny postings / reblogs

Boundaries / DNI !

Do not interact if you ;

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Engage in system invalidation

Fakeclaim us

Push endogenic discourse here

Demand trauma details or personal info

Ignore stated boundaries and ones set by alters themselves

Police how systems should look, act, or function

Are racist, homophobic, transphobic, xenophobic, or otherwise bigoted

Mock neopronouns, xenogenders, or nonhuman identifications

Sexualize, infantilize, or fetishize systems or alters

Intentionally misgender or deadname

Send hate, threats, graphic content without warning

Trauma-dumb without consent

Use us as a therapist or support replacement

Ignore content warnings and tags

Repeatedly push for interaction after being ignored or blocked

And lastly..

Interaction notes !

Asks are welcome ! If they are disrespectful, high chance we will still reply and prove your point wrong in a good and actually respectful way.

Tone indicators are appreciated. We often have a hard time deciphering tone depending on the alter.

Gental corrections > arguments

Please disengage instead of escalating

If you're an adult, do not interact sexually or romantically with ANYONE in this system. We are still bodily a minor despite the alters age.

We prioritize safety and calm.

[the-straymoon]

hi. very long rant.

>> intern . he / they

Somebody just put me down already. I want to relapse so badly right now yet don't have the energy to even get out of bed. I feel sick. Horribly sick. Like, the though of not getting up to just cut again makes me want to throw up. It feels like a need. It's something that validates my feelings. Makes me actually feel something. Or maybe I just need to actually cry for once in my life without someone walking in.

I feel so gross with myself. I can't stop thinking about how I want someone to touch me or something. I'm so fucking gross and no one has told me. Someone say I'm just downright disgusting already. I need to just be used for my body again. I won't get anything out of it other than my mental health depleting further, but I can at least satisfy someone.

I'm so pathetic and such an attention whore. I would literally do anything for someone to just have all their attention on me for at least one day. I just need someone to keep their attention on me. To use me to the point I would never leave. I'm just some stupid mutt after all.

I'm so fucking worthless and I don't even know why they still stand around me. I'm some outcast compared to them. They're so perfect and I'm just here. I exist purely to add something. I'm not worthy of what I have. I don't understand why I'm still tolerated. I want to disappear into my own little world where I'm just all by myself. The place where I deserve to be. How can they even stand me anymore? I can't do anything right. I always slip up on something. Just leave me already. I'll be fine on my own. I don't deserve anything I fucking have anymore.

[avo0930]

what should i do when i miss my old art coloring 🤔

[lveteia]

You are starting to look like him

[the-straymoon]

Hi back on tumblr real quick.

Seriously, I wish I had a bit more space on twt.

>> SIL . SINGULARITY

I feel so awkward and I have debated about 5 times to join a friend. Although, I don't want to just randomly leave our partners here. Normally I wouldn't really care and just leave, so I don't know why I feel like this now. There's this guilt that will nag at me if I just leave out of no where.

I'm getting seriously bored here. Nothing to do. Nothing to at least keep me entertained. It's just awkward silence and sitting in a room by myself. I mean, I have our music playing, but that's about it. Everything else has proven itself boring. Other than that, I've just kind of been staring around and getting a grasp of everything around me.

Okay, bye. I'm bored again.

[the-straymoon]

Yeah, I moved to tumblr for a moment. Twt doesn't give me enough room for my rant.

Uh SH talk warn.. yah.

— M!Tom . he / it / she . mascfem terms

First day in front and I'm already fucking front stuck. The body is about to go through HELL will me because I barely give a fuck about our mental health. My bad for being a persecutor who actually does his job instead of being a fucking pussy like the others 🥹✌️ Besides that, I am so unbelievably pissed off right now and spotify is the main thing actually keeping me sane right now. Although, these ads need to kill themselves. Sorry for being too broke for your expensive ass premium. I just want to go drinking, maybe I should go do that to feel better :T

Also I feel like such a genuine attention seeker right now, because the topic of harming has been brought up a couple times due to like whatever and my ass over here is like "yeah, I relapsed because I was just pissed off and needed some kind of stimulation instead of rotting in my bed the whole time." This was usually (sadly) a common excuse in my source honestly.

"Eudhuudh Toomm you can't just harm the body almost every time you're in front!" WAAHH WAAAHHH PLEASE KEEP CRYING!!! IDGAF. Seriously. I find it so annoying when my own headmates tell me this shit. Like yes, I know it isn't good, but like.... shut the fuck up already. I don't care. Will our partner systems care? Most likeellyyy and I do feel some kind of guilt for that.

Okay rant over I'm probably gonna go drink or sum shit ✌️

[lveteia]

All that to keep a facade

[sofichaaaan]

I don't recognise you anymore

[the-straymoon]

Why am I never good enough at like anything??? This is so pathetic of me. ESPECIALLY ME.

[the-straymoon]

I want to go home. I'm not fit for this whole,, SPL shit or whatever. I'm overwhelmed, everyone is so loud, so much has happened, AND I'VE BEEN ON THE VERGE OF SOBBING FOR OVER AN HOUR. I CANT FUCKING CALM DOWN FOR 2 SECONDS TO DO ANYTHING. WHY AM I SO BAD AT EVERYTHING???

— Paul . he / they . masc terms

[the-straymoon]

WHY AM I ALWAYS DEALING WITH US SHUTTING DOWN AND PUSHING PEOPLE AWAY??? I GENUINELY DON'T UNDERSTAND. ITS STUPID. ITS PATHETIC. I SHOULD BE STRONGER THAN THIS. THATS WHAT I WAS MADE OUT TO BE.

— Paul . he / they . masc terms

[currantpearl]

spoke and mapic designs

[the-straymoon]

Maybe I understand why I'm always called dumb or stupid. Why cnst I just speak up???

— Matt . he / they . masc terms

[the-straymoon]

Uhm, kinda long rant. It's honestly not that important..

— Matt . he / they . masc terms

I feel so stupid. I want everyone away from me except like maybe a couple people who actually would care. I'm not okay. Why isn't anyone here noticing?? I want to go home. I want to be cared for and held. I don't want to be seen as the guy who's always so happy and acts stupid just for laughs. I wish to be seen. For someone here to just understand me. Because if say something about physically shutting down and getting overwhelmed almost every second, I'm only going to get pity and told it will be alright. I DON'T WANT THAT. I want someone to understand me. I can't do anything. I'm too sensitive, I'm not serious enough, I can't help. I feel so fucking dumb and pathetic. I genuinely can't stop shutting down over the smallest of things and no one is helping or understanding me. I just want to go home. I can't be here any longer.

[the-straymoon]

ME WHEN I GET TO READ MY SMUT LITERALLY ANYWHERE AND NO ONE CAN STOP ME</33

aaugghffjg smuuttt

Ja, I am completely sane. Nee, I am not a freak about smutfics. Trust.

— Paul . he / they . masc terms

[dylankorner]

Do you think his roommates sometimes hate him

[kinolorberyousuck]

moar doodling