Im Probably Sad, lol

Possibly triggering content, please be safe Azryal They/Them

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This acc is just a place for me to rant about things happening in my life and also to keep triggering things off my main(@k-n-i-f-e). Please don’t ask if I am okay because if I am posting on here, I’m probably not(you can message me for anything else, that’s totally okay). If I feel I am a danger to my self or others I have probably already contacted someone but if you want to message me, the more the merrier I guess. Once again, please be safe, the content here is probably triggering

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I’d prefer if you didn’t call me a stupid fucking idiot when I have your notifs on...

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Me: *eats a small slice of pizza for dinner because im forced to despite it being an extreme fear food*

My mom who didn’t eat dinner with me: Is there any pizza left?

(Yes mom, thanks for assuming I’m going to eat an entire pizza by myself)

Me: I only ate one slice

Her: Good.

Me, in my head: Yes mother, it’s really wonderful to sarcastically congratulate me for eating the bare fucking minimum after constantly commenting on my weight, thanks💜

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I really am pathetic

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I can’t stop fucking sobbing...

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Why stay if I just hurt you. I’m a liar, untrustworthy, and overall a fucking disgrace, what’s the point

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I’m useless, I’m a liar, I’m a manipulative asshole, I’m everything that they said I’d be. Killing myself is the only way to stop hurting people

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It: *calls me a liar*

Me: haha *severe trauma*

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Why does... why does everyone think I’m gonna hurt them

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Not leaving, just having a breakdown

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I was clean for over a week...

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Trying not to sob is so hard rn

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No you didn’t??? We all did, we all contributed because we all need help

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It won’t be fine, we all have issues we need to work out and talk though but it will be better, I promise that.

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I-

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Saving two people that have worth is better than having one left that doesn’t

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Even if it causes me to drown