Jan 11
#this is her door#you cant see it well here but that little window casts iridescent streams of light all across the walls and carpet when the sun sets#whenever we waited for her to open the door i could see the refracted shape of her in the crystalized glass#i want to cut it out of the door and keep it#hang it on my wall forever#hold it up to the sun and let the light pour through whenever i feel like remembering what it looked like in her house#nobody will ever be able to love it like i have#the thought of someone i dont know replacing the door and letting it rot makes me feel sick#if she can be ripped out of my life why cant i rip the fucking window out of the door#i just want the window
