Justin: looked into Millie's eyes, waiting for her reply to what he'd just admitted. He inwardly hoped that she wouldn't pry as to why he had to lie to her before and thankfully she didn't -- not now at least. He'd cross that bridge once he got to it. Justin smiled slightly against her lips once she kissed him gently, placing her hand on the back of his neck. He leaned forward some and rested his forehead against hers, listening as she admitted the fact that she'd felt stupid for enjoying kissing him so much. Letting out a soft laugh he pulled back some and shook his head, "It's ok." Although he'd finally told Millie how he really felt he knew they couldn't be together -- things weren't that easy. If he knew Millie at all, she'd eventually want to know why he had to lie to her and he didn't think he'd be able to make up a lie to cover up the truth. Justin didn't want to do that. It was the reason Justin hadn't been in a relationship since his family died. There was just too much that came with that commitment, and he didn't want to lose Millie right after he'd finally gotten her. He was willing to push the feelings away and just be friends with her -- he was good at concealing his thoughts and emotions. "I don't really want to think about anything right now." He voiced, looking at her being completely honest. Justin didn't want to think of the consequences of anything right now. There'd be plenty of time to do that. But right now, he just wanted to kiss her again without feeling guilty for making her think he was just kissing her because he was emotional. Justin could feel his head begin to ache and he knew that once he wasn't with Millie the voices would be back but he tried his best to ignore the dull ache. Leaning forward he took a slow deep breath before pressing his lips against hers, and placing his hand on her back -- pulling her closer to him his kiss saying everything that he wanted to express to her.
Millie: nodded when Justin said that he didn't want to think about anything right now. In all honesty, Millie didn't want to, either. She knew that the second she let herself dwell on the conversation they had just had, she would talk herself into asking him questions. She would want to know why he had lied to her, and why they couldn't be together, and why he said that he didn't deserve her. Considering the state that Justin had arrived at her house in tonight, she figured that now wasn't the best time to ask--she didn't know if she ever wanted to know the answers, anyway. Millie knew that she was in love with Justin--there wasn't a doubt in her mind, really--but that didn't change the way that she felt about relationships, in general. They always ended with someone getting hurt. Millie didn't want that to happen with Justin. She told herself that she'd rather have have him in her life as her best friend than end up losing him after having him as something more. Even though there was a huge part of her that wanted to be with him, she knew that in the long run, it was probably better that they weren't together. Trying to figure how he would feel about being in a relationship with her would make it too hard to try to see him as a friend. As much as that hurt, she knew that she'd have to accept it, and she felt a little bit better knowing that Justin would be going through the same thing. Pushing those thoughts away, Millie smiled, happy that, for a second, she could try to kiss Justin without thinking too much about it. As soon as he pressed his lips against hers and placed his hand on her back, however, she rested her hand on his shoulder, suddenly reminded of the fact that he was wearing wet clothes. While she had obviously noticed that when he walked in, she had been more focused on if he was alright. Now, she realized that he was going to catch a cold if he didn't change soon. Letting out a small laugh, Millie pulled away from him once again, finding it harder than she had before. "I'm really sorry," she smiled, shaking her head, "But you're soaking wet, and if I let you sit here like that, you're going to catch a cold, or the flu, or bubonic plague, so I should find you something to change into."
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