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shblr and ed a little i mostly just hate myselrf 18 instagram: ask:)

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ivr

ivr, a user on Spotify

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im sad and i want to drink

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why wont he ever text first weve been dating for a year and a half

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i wanna get drunk and talk about stuff again because then he s automatic ally happy and i dont annoy him so much

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how can he be soooo sweet and the next moment i want to cry

[vilepatient-deactivated20250817]

Sometimes I feel a bit perverse because I think self harm scars and cuts are attractive. I’d never encourage anyone to do something like that, but I always find them a little bit cute. When people vent about hating their scars, I always become very unsure of how to comfort them, because I think they’re sweet, in a way. I don’t think people should harm themselves, but I don’t believe it makes them look ugly either. I’m unsure if what I’m saying makes sense.

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so real

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link me playlists you like please or songs! i just want to feel happy (spotify? ) but soundcloud d be nice too:)

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qwhy am i so dumb why cant i be normal Once

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im pathetic and hes gonna hate me

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i ligerally asked him to hust tell me in advance when he wanted to see me so i can work out my studying around yhat because i really wanna soend time with him and not think about whether im gonna have time to study later and he said i screamed at him about it?? i cried and cut and im pathetic and i shouldve stood my fucking ground but nooooo miserable bitch mode shut the fxk up oh my god

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i love him so much

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if i cut more would he really care like really really or would he just get drunk and scream again im still so mad he upset me so much i puked for like 5 minutes and he didnt even check up on me But when i get drunk becaus r im upset its the fucking end of the wordl

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i would like just 1 (one) (singular) fucjin g evening where i can go and feel good and kind of like im 13 again

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i got so upset i loterally stood in the bathroom running ice water on my arms amd came back with both forearms wrapped woth cold paper towels snf he dodnt care

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miss old best freiend but the last time i texted her was a year ago

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i was drunk the bad awful way and told her i got woth the guy she liked for a month but i really thought i was a lesbian and into Her turns out he didnt like her because he liked me and im definitely not a lesbian