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Hey I'm Evelyn, nice to meet you. 18/21+ only. If you see your gif and want crdit just message me.

[theastralgatesofgod]

Name: Evelyn

Race: I'm a interracial woman I'm Irish French German Black East Indian and Spanish (I was born and raised English /French but I speak English the most.

Age: I'm 42 years old

Sign: The cusp of prophecy Sagicorn

Sex: Andro Female/Bisexual/Pansexual & possibly Asexual

Style: Grunge, Goth, Mystic, Punk, Rivithead mix

Status: Loner Spoonie Single Not Looking (unless your special)

Spoonie: Cptsd, SA Survivor, Endo, PMOS/PCOS, Arthritis, GAD, OCD, Psychosis, Mad Brain fog, Lethargy, basically Chronically Ill in every way.

Favorite(s): Sushi, Bacon, Tacos, Michigan Hotdogs, Loki Pepe my Cat, Xfiles, NIN and Angels of Liberty, Darkways,The Craft, NIN, Red Roses, Guinness Coffee Beer, Taylor Fladgate, Music, the Paranormal, Making Art, Fringe Science, Tarot, Stargazing, sunsets, swimming, art, MMA, woodland Creatures and Cryptids, Magick, wonderwall - oasis, Angel's Of Liberty - Dead, Tormented, Rob Zombie -Living Dead Girl, Cabin in the Woods, Hellraiser, Legend

Random Facts About Me: I always wanted to master being vegan but my ass is to broke and so is my body. I love animals, I love life but my body doesn't. I know a little MMA I use to practice in the 2000s, my cat's my favorite person.

Intro: My blog is partly a story of a person (me) in the grip of a terrible oppressive demon (the demon being "Ba'al" which I use to represent my experiences with sa abuse because he came up in several readings). I also post things about in my daily life things I like etc etc etc...

Social:

minkamoonchild.tumblr.com templeofastrallight.tumblr.com

Current Theme Songs: Angel's Of Liberty - Dead Tormented Rob Zombie-Living Dead Girl Twin Tribes - Monolith

Info: Feel free to chat with me :) Have a good one!

I interact with 18/21+ above only

[theastralgatesofgod]

He stopped being my friend because I don't feel well enough to go out today because he triggered my cptsd and psychosis yesterday ... nice just fuckin great.

[theastralgatesofgod]

If anyone would like to help Loki and I financially it would be greatly appreciated <3 He can only eat meat it cost a lot and Im on limited income so I don't have a lot of money to work with.

[thequotespot]

I used to fear losing people, until I started losing myself.

[minimalistquotes]

Make peace with the fact that people will always see their own version of you in their minds. You don't have to be responsible for who they think you are.

[perfectfeelings]

“It’s not about being the best. It’s about being better than you were yesterday.”

— Unknown

[thoughtkick]

“It takes a great deal of courage to stand up to your enemies, but even more to stand up to your friends.”

— J.K. Rowling

[manic-pixie-screamgirl-blog]

[quoteastic]

My heart is so big that even after you hurt me, I will still try and find the good in you.

[thoughtkick]

“True friendship takes us by the hand and reminds us we are not alone on the journey.”

— Unknown

[perfectfeelings]

“Anxiety is an urgent, deafening thing. No matter how many logical reasons you have to remain happy or positive, when it is present, you can hear nothing else.”

— Beau Taplin

[badtundra]

nowadays you gotta be prepared to never talk to someone ever again & move on.

[kill-the-head-2023]

[darkpagesworld]

[wildflowerdaysi]

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[theastralgatesofgod]

I don't care if this is cringe...

I literally have had enough of the verbal abuse and threats of physical abuse I'm so over it. I know I will likely be homeless with my cat or worse if he stops "helping" (we have our income tangled which I never wanted to happen) but me and my cat aren't going to be held hostage to a tyrant. I just asked my occupational therapist if I was doing better and she said yes, so I was right. He's trying to manipulate me and I'm done with it, he tried to make me go out today despite not feeling well because of him and gave me an ultimatum on our friendship. I don't care if my content is cringe I'm so sick being threaten to be hit, just fucking hit me ! He tried to force me to go to his place when I said I wasn't going out it's all a game to him...he's always calling himself an alpha and me a beta I'm done...

[theastralgatesofgod]

I feel sick from cptsd GAD and adrenaline dumps because my friend was screaming at me all yesterday and had to cancel my appointment today because I still feel like shit and now he is giving me shit because I'm sick unexpectedly and as I write this he's giving me hell because my sickness didn't fit his schedule...He's going to ditch me soon...