Ethan James Proctor-Barnes

Indie Marvel OC Side blog to winterxsteven

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nascondere:

He had a kind face, at least from where Freya was standing, and each time she had to do things like this…there was always that split second where believed that she was wrong. Even though those people raised her…they had to be wrong, right? Freya shook her and pushed away those thoughts using a flick of her hand to close the door behind her. “You obviously don’t care about SHIELD or Hydra…” Not that Freya regretted her actions there. But if she kept him distracted long enough, maybe she could take him. “So what DO you care about? Because I care about my job and I’m not going let you stop me from doing it.”

Ethan didn’t have total control over his abilities so he wasn’t  sure if he could even freeze or without accidentally blowing her up, though that wouldn’t be a bad thing at the moment. “You know that they’re going to experiment on me, right? And cause me pain?” He might be able to get through to her if he spoke to her and used his abilities as a last resort. “And I care about nothing. Can’t afford to with my life.” He lied, he cared about Bucky and that was about it. 

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ifwehcdamonkey:

“No really, I’m with you on that one.” Though Fitz’s first thought in that moment was protecting the man beside him. He needed to get him out of here before the new guys found out what he was. “You’re taking me with you…right? I can’t…I can’t stay here alone with them. They’ll make…work for them, too.”

“I’m not leaving you here.” Ethan reached over and squeezed  Fitz’s hand in his. He was willing to give his life and he was  willing to give away his secret if it meant protecting Fitz. “We’ll get out of here and fine our Director.” He told him, standing close to the genius as more and more agents pilled in. 

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ifwehcdamonkey:

“As much as I would love to see you do that,” Fitz had to admit that he just wanted everything to work out…and to have Coulson back in charge…but it wasn’t going to happen any time soon. “The first chance we get…we should…get out of here and find a safe house.” He didn’t want them coming after the other man because he was different, he had failed Skye, he wasn’t going to fail anyone else.

“I’m not working for them. We gotta find Coulson.” Ethan mumbled so only they could hear. He wasn’t stupid, the only reason he wasn’t put on the list of special people was because of who his uncle was  and what would happen to him if the information got out that he wasn’t normal. “I’m leaving the first chance I get.” Besides he couldn’t call his uncle if these bastards were in their base. 

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@ifwehcdamonkey 

“They do know that I can probably take the agents out in like five minutes or less right?” Ethan whispered to Fitz as he watched everyone claiming to be the ‘real SHIELD’  come into their base. They hurt Fitz while doing so and that didn’t sit well with him. He wanted to kill everyone that was  touching their stuff but he held back. He didn’t need to be on a most wanted list. Though he’s sure they were going to lock  him up or kill him because of what he was. 

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ifwehcdamonkey:

“You know what they’re going to do right? I still believe that the team is fighting for the right reasons…but what’s left of SHIELD will think that they own you now.” He pointed out. He hated the idea that the people they worked for would ruin this. Ethan deserved better. But the look on his face softened quickly when he heard those words. “I’m not leaving you.” He promised. “They’ll be my family wherever I am, it’s okay.”

“Maybe they should. I can’t control myself, Leo.” Ethan sighed and tried not to let his emotions get the best of him. It was always worse when he got emotional. He just smiled sadly and reached out to cup his face gently. “It’s not. Coulson won’t let anything happen to us. Lets go back, okay? I know you miss everyone.” He pressed his  forehead against Fitz’s. 

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youcanthelpme:

“Tell them to stay away from the face, I kind of like looking at it…and I throw a mean punch too if you need some help.” Though TJ didn’t expect Ethan to actually say yes to that, TJ was a target and he couldn’t get out of that until the bad guys were completely gone…but even then would it really make a difference? He knew exactly who he looked like. “I don’t know, I’ve never met him. I’m more than okay being stuck with just you.” He needed to need to meet him as far as he was concerned.

“I’ll let them know next time.” Ethan’s voice was sarcastic as he spoke. “And you aren’t gonna throw any punch if I have anything  to say about it.” He didn’t want TJ fighting because it was his job to protect him. TJ was the target of these attacks and Ethan would give his life to protect him because that’s what Coulson ordered him to do. And he would follow this order to the letter. “Then that’s okay. I’m okay with being stuck with you as well.” He sighed a bit and gently pushed the male away. “I’m alright now.” 

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@ifwehcdamonkey​ | Continued from X | 

“I think letting them find me would be best right now.” Ethan was tried of almost hurting Fitz when he got surprised and  it didn’t help that he couldn’t control it all the time. “I just don't  want you to leave me when we get there.” He didn’t care what  SHIELD did to him anymore as long as Fitz was safe from him. “I can’t keep you from your family, Leo.” Thought they were his family too before he got abilities. 

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youcanthelpme:

“Your job is to get beaten up? I think you should ask for a raise.” TJ offered before stepping closer and dabbing the cloth gently on the other man’s face. He didn’t want him to be in anymore than he already was. “You know even covered in blood you are devastatingly handsome.” He gave him a small smirk, trying to distract him from everything that was going on. He just wanted to be safe again.

“My job is to protect you by any means necessary even if it means getting punched a few times.” Ethan looked up at the male to let him fix up his face. He had to admit that it was freaky to see his uncle’s face on someone else but he knew they weren’t the same person and he actually found TJ attractive. “I’ve been told I take after my great uncle.” He wanted the male to be as safe as he could get him but he wouldn’t be safe until he killed every last Hydra agent. 

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youcanthelpme:

@thebarneslegacy cont.

TJ shook his head before walking off to the bathroom and returning with a damp cloth, there was no way that he was going to let this man protect him if he couldn’t return the favor every once in a while. “Nothing I have to worry about? You’re putting your life on the line for me. Of course I’m worried.” TJ wasn’t completely hopeless as most people seemed to think. “Let me do this?”

Ethan was ignoring the pain from his mouth and cheek  bone. He knew blood ran down his face because of the cut on his lip and his hands hurt to. Punching people hurt after awhile but he was trained to ignore it. Hell he was trained by a few of the bests agents out there. “It’s my job.” He didn’t  want to admit he was getting attached to the person he’s supposed to protect. “Go ahead if you must.” He stayed where he was, though  he sat down on the arm of the couch so TJ could reach his face. 

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rpmemes-galore:

Send “STOP PRETENDING TO BE OK!” for my muse’s reaction to yours yelling this at them

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“Who did this?”

@youcanthelpme | Meme | Accepting 

“I’m fine. It’s nothing you have to worry about.”Ethan got in a fight with a couple agents looking for TJand one of them landed a few good hits. Apparently Coulson was right about getting him to look after oneof the Hammond’s. It seemed like TJ was a high targetfor someone and he won’t stop until he knew just whowas after him. 

[yourmusings]

RP starters: Concern.

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yourmusings:

“It’s midnight, where the hell were you?!”

“Stop keeping your phone in silent, you got me worried!”

“Blood? Are you bleeding?”

“I don’t like the idea of you walking down the streets all alone.”

“I thought I would never see you again…”

“We should get you to hospital.”

“Where did all those bruises came from?”

“I have the right to be worried!”

“Have you been drinking? You look terrible.”

“Sleep at my place tonight.”

“I don’t feel safe letting you be alone when you’re in that shape.”

“Please talk to me about it.”

“Let me take care of you.”

“You need to rest now. Don’t move.”

“How many times have I told you to not go there?”

“You could’ve died, you know…”

“I don’t care if you don’t want my help, I’ll do it anyways.”

“You really need to stop drinking. I’m serious.”

“This time you got yourself into a hospital. I think that’s a sign.”

“Are you sure you’re okay?”

“You need to stop doing stupid shit like that or you will get yourself killed.”

“I’m your friend, of course I care!”

“You know I’m always here for you, right?”

“You’re not okay.”

“I’m just trying to help you.”

“Let me clean your wounds…”

“Why did you do it? Tell me.”

[memeroundups]

Send ‘rough touch’

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memeroundups:

and the generated outcome will be used for a small drabble scenario or starter { tw violence, possible noncon/dubcon implications, nsfw }

Your muse throws a punch at mine.

My muse throws a punch at yours.

Your muse suddenly grips my muse’s hair.

My muse suddenly grips your muse’s hair.

Your muse roughly grabs my muse’s arm.

My muse roughly grabs your muse’s arm.

Your muse grips my muse’s hips.

My muse grips your muse’s hips.

Your muse wraps their hands tightly around my muse’s neck.

My muse wraps their hands tightly around your muse’s neck.

Your muse slams mine against a wall hard.

My muse slams yours against a wall hard.

Your muse pushes my muse to their knees.

My muses pushes your to their knees.

Your muse bites mine.

My muse bites yours.

Your muse clutches their hand tightly around my muse’s mouth to silence them.

My muse clutches their hand tightly around your muse’s mouth to silence them.

Your muse grabs my muse’s wrists.

My muse grabs their muse’s wrists.

Your muse attempts to shove away mine.

My muse attempts to push off yours.

Your muse roughly kisses mine.

My muse roughly kisses yours.

Your muse pins mine onto the ground.

My muse pins yours to the ground.

Your muse delivers beatings to mine.

My muse delivers beatings to yours.

Your muse breaks my muse’s arm.

My muse breaks your muse’s arm.

Mun chooses.

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“I’m not coming in. I told you guys I’m done with  Shield.” Ethan didn’t even ask how they got his number, he already knew that they can get whatever they want from anywhere. He just wished they would leave him alone already. “Besides you guys already have one Legacy there, ain’t that  enough?” He knew about Tripp being a Shield agent. They would get together every now and again and talk about their families. 

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nascondere:

Freya stepped out from the shadows, her expression might have been soft on the outside, but this was the first mission she had carried out since the fall of Hydra…and they expected her not to fail. “I don’t want to take you to SHIELD…and your friend is taking a nap, sorry.”

Ethan just stared at the women in front of him, slowly reaching for his gun even though he had a feeling it wouldn’t do him much good. “HYDRA then. Still my answer is gonna have to be no. Sorry but he wasn’t my friend. You actually did me a favor.” He was a SHIELD agent that was trying to get him back into the fold but he refused. 

[thebarneslegacy]

“The answer is still no. I’m not going back to Shield.” Ethan was done trying to be apart of a team when it only caused bad things to happen to him. “I don’t  care if Imma Legacy or not. It’s not happening so  you can leave now.” He waved the person away  before he continued to try and fix his arm. 

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Hurt & bitter starter sentences

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agcnt-jcnhscn:

❝ You’re too mean, I don’t like you ❞

❝ That’s not what I want at all❞

❝ You don’t love me. Big fucking deal! ❞

❝ You told me again you prefered handsome man but for me you were making exception ❞

❝ When I wake up I’m afraid somebody else might take my place ❞

❝ We just aren’t going to stay like this forever ❞

❝ Fuck you anyway❞

❝ I’ll be good and I’ll love the world like I should❞

❝ I’ll never tell you how I feel ❞

❝ If you leave then I’ll be afraid of everything ❞

❝ It hurts but I won’t fight you ❞

❝ All we do is hide away ❞

❝ I send my best regards from hell ❞

❝ I’ve been upside down… ❞

❝ Is there somewhere you can meet me? ❞

❝ Oh but you got away, didn’t you?❞

❝ This isn’t fun anymore… Never hurt like this before. ❞

❝ This house don’t feel like home. ❞

❝ But if you loved me then why’d you leave me?❞

❝ It almost feels like a joke. ❞

❝ I’ll be good for all of the times that I never could❞

❝ I’ll wait for you baby, that’s all I do baby ❞

❝ One may think we’re alright, but we need pills to sleep at night❞

❝ I hope my smile can distract you so it never has to show and you’ll never know❞

❝ You suck anyways ❞

❝ That was called love…❞

❝ Go ahead and cry me a river ❞

❝ Don’t cry no more for me, don’t spend your time convincing me ❞

❝ We need lies to make it throught the day… We’re not okay.❞

❝ I don’t even think of you that often ❞

❝ If you love me don’t let go ❞

❝ That’s one thing I’d never say to you ❞

❝ Just don’t. ❞

❝ Can’t they see I’m hurting enough? ❞

❝ We don’t feel like outsiders at all ❞

❝ Stay, stay, stay, stay, stay. ❞

❝ You look so cold…❞

❝ We both know it’s not fashionable to love me ❞