Girl with a rare mind

i draw, i paint, i write, but above all, i love

[thebeautifulhearted]

I’m getting tired of fighting silent battles

[thebeautifulhearted]

I think that my problem is I act like I’m fine and everything is okay, even when I know deep down that it’s not. I’m the one who knows where it’s hurting. I also know I’m not like everyone else and everyone else is not like me but still I try so hard to be who I’m not

[thebeautifulhearted]

Heartbroken at 31. It's been six months, and today, I cried so much about it; it still hurts so much, like there is this big hole in my chest. I think I am also very hurt by how everything went. I feel more embarrassed at how it felt like I was begging for love and to be seen, even though I liked him a lot. It just feels like I fell flat on my face. I know I deserve so much better, and it's going to happen for me

[thebeautifulhearted]

I may not be strong enough today but I'm will be stronger tomorrow #art #artsy #words #writer #butterfliesoncanvas #purple #portrait #flyaway #painting #warrior

[thebeautifulhearted]

"Bloom" Mixed Media on canvas 2017 We cannot say that because death is inevitable we stop living. We cannot say that because the road has become harder we turn back. I wither away just so i can bloom more beautifully than the last 🌺🌺🌺 •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• #flowers #handcrafted #handmade #painting #art #conceptual #acrylic #conceptualart #thoughts #feelings #newsprint #painting #creative #decay #wither #bloom #rebirth #growth #evolve #prose #words #poetry #writer #poetsofig

[thebeautifulhearted]

#june_for_inspiration #poetrycommunity #prose #writerscommuity #writer #poetsofinstagram #literaturelover #literature (at Lagos, Nigeria)

[thebeautifulhearted]

We are not all going to be here forever Love to the fullest, happiness is free not a caged bird #writer #africanwritters #writercommunity #poetsofig #poetrycommunity #poetsofinstagram #beliver #peacekeeper #tale #story #fate #forgiveness #essay #literature #words #wordporn (at Lagos, Nigeria)

[thebeautifulhearted]

And then she was never so coy Happy Easter all • • • • • #writerscommuity #writer #poetry #africanwritters #poetry #poetsofig #poetsofinstagram #dreamer #thinker #beautifulhearted #thoghts #believer #mysterious #enigma (at Lagos, Nigeria)

[thebeautifulhearted]

#thoughts #prose #poetry #subconscious #writtenwords #writer #artist #possibilities #poem (at Lagos, Nigeria)

[thebeautifulhearted]

Reborn

I was standing at the edge, Precariously Looking down all the way down, Dangerously I felt the wind at my face Lovingly And the ground coming so close to me So quickly It all ends People would say I was curious to see the bottom Some would say I was pushed by betrayal Others would say I went raven mad And I would laugh No one would know that like a phoenix I wanted only to be reborn From my ashes, from my dust and from my pain To be reborn In a time where there is no you Because old things shall pass.

[thebeautifulhearted]

Art and poetry sounds like romeo and Juliet 💑💑 @nseikpeetim I was inspired Oil on canvas 2017 #inspirational #God #art #warrior #conqueror #nigerianart #oiloncanvas #strongwomen #naijaart #chiroscuro #poetry #motivational #writer #thinker #believer (at Lagos Ikeja)

[thebeautifulhearted]

Love.... #poetry #essay #prose #words #writtenwords #writer #africanwriter #trance #subconscious #thoghts #dreamer #thinker #introvert #instawritter (at Lagos, Nigeria)

[thebeautifulhearted]

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[thebeautifulhearted]

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[thebeautifulhearted]

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[thebeautifulhearted]

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[thebeautifulhearted]

Some people believe that every soul is linked….

On this sunny day, in this crowded city I make my way through people more than half of them in a hurry to get to wherever, I bump into one or two persons but not really in the mood to turn and apologize. Who am I? Just a regular girl with a lot of irregular baggage I notice this shop from the corner of my eyes with stuffed teddy bears this makes me smile I had always wanted one I thought to myself just not been privileged enough to be given one by anybody, I grew up too fast I smile a sad smile. I find myself stopping abruptly in my tracks with shock registered all over my face, my action has caused a few passers-by to look at me with unmasked irritation I don’t care. I look back at the shop that caught my attention before and notice a guy, he looks quite familiar where do I know him from? I search my memory, as if on cue he looks my way our eyes meet, I stare and so does he, for how long I cannot say, he smiles a very mischievous smile as if daring me to approach. In that moment my eyes flutter open- a dream I lay on my bed my teacher’s eyes looking down at me very cautious “what did you see” he asks me “I saw him” I replied “I want to go back” I continued but before I can say anything else my teacher stands and exist the room saying as he goes “we do not choose our stories… We choose our roles” what?! I thought we write our own stories…..