the day before eleven eleven
I still remember way back 2014, sang crush ko pa si rj but he loved another girl. I didn’t hate her man gid but i didn’t liked how she treated my beloved bestfriend hahaha. Kay every dismissal, rj would go to her and follow her with her friends kung diin diin sila gakadto since rj loved her gani. there i saw how serious rj was for he showed dedication and real courage gid ya in chasing somebody nga wala labot s’iya. that is how i understood the situation. kay ginapabay-an man lang sa bi ni girl. i mean, daw ido sa ya bala nga nagasunod sunod lang kung diin sila gakadto tapos daw waay man sa gina entertain ni girl. naluoy ko s’iya hayy
but today, it’s like the universe slapped my face for judging the girl 2 years ago. i swear i am not used to having guys around me who would really stick to me biskan diin ko magkadto kay naanad ko sa guy classmates and friends ko nga gapamaya lang. for four years ya naanad na ko nga kung mag updanay man gid kami sang boys, updanay lang kami ya eh but if waay na sila ga enjoy sa mga trip ko with my girl group of friends, malakat na na sila ya kag mag ubra man sang mga butang nga gusto gdja nila. they will enjoy on their own. waay ko ya naanad nga may maupod upod sakon biskan diin ko magkadto amo na nga nakabalo ko magpakasadya biskan sin-o lang upod ko hahaha somehow, my guy friends made me strong. but then, months passed and i met two guys who is presently changing my daily routines. and sadly, i like one of them. hay i am not as pretty as the other girls in my school and i have never experienced being chased. pero subong, every lunch time and every dismissal, kevin goes to our classroom to check me (but not me alone syempre he doesn’t like me man guro ah hahahha me and my friends bala haw) and kada hapon, gapanghagad siya lagaw which i find okay man lang because were friends. kagina gin akbayan ko ni chio hahahhahaha waay sa dayon nanapak as in daw nagsunggod gid sa ya tapos ginhambalan ko sa nga “TE INDI KA NA LANG GID YA MANAPAK? PANINDUGAN MO NA HA? SUGOD SUBONG INDI NA TA MAGSAPAKANAY” nangakig gid ko ya. makadto kami tani sa plaza kaso waay nadayon kay nag sinuplada ko bay? nag pa sm na lang kami sang duwa ko ka miga. ma arcade na lang kami tani. i thought ya nagpabilin sila sa plaza kay waay man sila gapanapak. pero sang lapit na lang kami sa savemore, they suddenly appeared behind us. there i knew nga gin sundan kami gali jpun nila. aww. then amo na to waay ko sila jpun nga duwa ginsapak. i even told them nga “DIIN KAMO YA? ABI KO MAPA PLAZA KAMO. LAKAT NA KAMO TO” and i feel really bad because i shouldn’t have said that. they said nga “MAUPOD KAMI SINYO YA” kag amo na to. kami ya gahampang hampang sa arcade kag nagkaon while sila ara lang sa likod namon kag kabalo ko nga wala gid sila ga enjoy. kay ngaa gid bi maupod gid sila samon kung didto sila masadyahan sa plaza diba? waay man kami ga demand for them to stick with us. in the first place, makalagaw kami ya nga kami lang. hayyy pero nakonsensya gid ko ya because deep down i know that they are rare and it is impossible for me to find guys like them again guro hay jusko na lang then nagkadto kami sa plaza, sunod sunod lang sila jpun nga sunod sunod tapos ara to classmates namon. syempre nahuya man sila guro te naglakat na lang sila. hayyyy nakonsensya ko. daw gaga gid ko ya kis-a :(
i feel kevin is too good for me
