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What do i do now.....

So i broke up with my girlfriend this morning. Over some really stupid shit. But it was important to. Idk. So I’m single. And i really don’t want to be single. But I can’t keep fighting with her. I’m tired of it. She’s done all this shit to me but yet, I’m still here.. She told me i had animosity towards her and i think i do. I really think i want her to feel what i feel from. Her actions. But i know if she did she wouldn’t even think twice about leaving me. I don’t think she actually loves me. I think she constantly cheating on me and i think she’s constantly lying because she’s done it before. Idk g.

But honestly i could’ve been the problem to my own problem. I am a very difficult person. I know that. I’m actively trying to change that. I told her in the beginning that i was. Idk g. Maybe I’m the problem. Maybe i am really crazy.

Ah. My worst fear. Being labeled as crazy.

I need answers!

How do you get over the felling that someone is cheating on you?

They have already proven themselves to be loose fucking cannons when you guys aren’t together. And not tell you shit that’s important to your relationship.

So again.

How do you get over the feeling that your significant other is cheating on you....

Wtf

Idk how y’all do this relationship shit because it’s fucking exhausting. Like damn.

IDK

I just don’t know anymore g. I never have and i never will i guess.

I think that the only thing I’ve always wanted was truth in what people say. The only thing in life that i want is truth. Only thing in life i need is truth. The only thing that will make me truly happy is truth. And the sad thing is that i probably won’t ever find the truth. The truth to anything. Which leaves me stranded in the middle of nowhere, not knowing which direction to head in. No signs. No help. No path. No one around.

Just me.