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indie rp blog for mia toretto of the fast & the furious franchise . HIGHLY SELECTIVE & PRIVATE mun & muse are of age . multiverse & multiship . ' maybe you're lying to yourself . maybe you're not the good guy pretending to be a bad guy . maybe you're the bad guy pretending to be the bad guy . you ever think about that ? '

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The frown never left his lips as the cool evening air welcomed them beyond the threshold of the back door. “This isn’t talking now?” Confused settled in where it wasn’t supposed to. After all, she didn’t have to ask him to move in with her. But the house was so lonely without another occupant. Even he knew that. Too many years kept them apart and he didn’t want to lose that again. So he agreed. But there was a small part of him that didn’t want them to rush too quickly into things without all the other unresolved feelings and emotions of the past they had left to fix. Because how do you expect a federal agent to be dating the sister of a wanted convict without there being any sort of tension or awkwardness?

The job did keep him busy. Some of it through no fault of his own, but mostly to shield some of the conflicting feelings and emotions in him. He didn’t know how to express a lot of it out loud. He just kept it all bottled up. He was never quite good with words, moreso actions than anything else. And it left him exhausted. Hell, he couldn’t really discuss the nature of some of these cases with her. But it was because he didn’t need to burden their relationship with his work. Outside of work, he was just Brian O’Conner. A guy who had a love of import cars, racing and speed. Who loved to surf, if he ever really got the chance to go and showered his girl with all the love she adored and admired. (Or did. Not anymore.) She was right about that. Hehadn’t been that loving and respectable boyfriend to her. He didn’t care for her and take her out like he used to. His job really was affecting his love life. “I don’t hate you… Why would you say that?” He pressed his lips together, taking a few steps back. I hate myself.

He saw the tears well up in her eyes and he stiffened up. No. I’ve heard you a few times, baby. Cry yourself to sleep. And I know that’s my fault. I just… But he thought it was because she was mad at him. He thought she was upset with him for taking up this occupation. It was legal. It paid the bills and kept a roof over their heads. Didn’t that amount to anything? Weren’t they trying to keep the criminal acts in the past? Now he wasn’t so sure. Because she was also right about them not talking much in the last several months. Months, really? Has it been that long since I’ve loved you that way? “Just admit it. You are. You never wanted me to go back into law enforcement.”

   Where was the affectionate loving guy she fell in love with? Despite just pouring out her heart to him, Mia still felt that Brian was pushing her away. What more could she do? What more could she say? He just kept making it about him instead of seeing where she was coming from. Was he really that blind as to how terrible he was making her feel? ‘I’m not ! But keep telling yourself that so you can sleep better at night and not feel like a prick for treating me as if I don’t even exist.’ Harsh words, but they were nothing compared to how she felt inside. He had turned their love so cold. ‘What’s the point anymore, Brian? Let’s just break up. You clearly don’t see what you’re doing to me, & I’m tired of being your punching bag. I love you, but I cannot do this to myself.’ Mia placed the back of her hand against her mouth, & turned around in attempt to hide her sobs. She was broken, & all she wanted was Brian’s love, but it was now clear that she wasn’t going to get it. 

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Leave it alone. It’s not like you care anyways. Brian could feel the sting in those words. The frown never left his lips as she moved away from him. What more could he say or do without pushing it in the wrong direction? It was bound to happen. But should he even bother? Or just ignore it like he had in the past so many times? He was usually the one to leave the room first. So now that it was her, it really made Brian wonder what was really going on. It was starting to get a bit ridiculous. They never used to argue like this. “No…hold on! Since when have I not cared?” Oops. Did he just trigger something in her? He shook his head and followed her out the back door. “I’m not leavin’ this alone. C’mon, Mia. Talk to me. What’s wrong?” He was a determined guy. Nothing’s changed about that. That includes this situation.

    It had been months of him neglecting her, & now he wanted to ask what was wrong? A part of Mia was angry that it took him this long to care, but then there was that other part that felt something for him once more, because she was happy that he actually did care. How did they even end up like this? It was heartbreaking to see, & the most terrible part was her feeling that they would never overcome this obstacle and be that “happy couple” again. ‘We don’t talk anymore, Brian. We haven’t slept together in months, & you’re asking me what’s wrong? As if things are right between us. I’m miserable, I cry myself to sleep every night. You know the sad part? You sleep right next to me, & yet you don’t even realize that. You keep thinking I’m angry at you for taking this job, & I’m not ! Brian ...’ Tears welled up in her eyes, and her voice was a bit shaky. ‘I just want you to love me again .. I feel like you hate me.’ 

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‘Jesus Christ, Brian ... just leave it ALONE. It’s not like you care anyways.’ She pushed passed him and headed for the back door. ‘I need some air.’ 

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     slipping her heels off at the front door, mia walked into the bedroom exhausted & ready for sleep. — dom had been acting a bit distant towards her the passed week, but the brunette figured it was probably just work related. he often chose not to talk about it, no matter how hard mia pressed for him to open up.

     dom’s car was in the driveway, but he was nowhere to be found. ‘dom ??’ mia headed into the living room, & began to look around for him.

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“I don’t know. You don’t really appreciate something until someone takes it away.” They were haunting words almost like a broken record these days.

There was a lot on the blonde’s mind. Too much on his mind. Ever since the team returned home to L.A. on full pardons. And it wasn’t like anyone asked him how he was feeling or reacting to any of it. It was a lot to take in. All of it. Out of all the adventures, the sins of London was a burden Brian still couldn’t shake off. There was so much pain there. Regret and guilt he shouldn’t even have but did. He was playing out those worst case scenarios, even going back to the very moment he went undercover for the first time. And coming in contact with Toretto and his team. Ever since that very first day he stepped into that cafe and ordered that first sandwich, he knew his life would be changed forever.

Had he actually done his job and turned in Dom, what would his life be like now? He wouldn’t be with Mia, that’s for sure. Hell, he’d probably still be a cop. Detective even. Or most likely working for the FBI. Brian was beyond stressed these days. He just kept it all to himself. Bottled up and locked away because he just didn’t know how to express any of it. Unhealthy, he was well aware. And it wasn’t fair blaming it on marriage or fatherhood either.

The moment he walked through the front door, he was stopped abruptly by his wife, their son in her arms. But with the urgency in her stride, it appeared as if she was leaving in some kind of  rush. His face became stern, almost emotionless. “You look like you’re in a rush. What are you doing?”

      there was no emotion in his eyes … nothing she could hold on to, or anything convincing to make her stay. this was one of the hardest decisions the brunette ever had to make, but her gut told her that it was the right thing to do.

      mia pressed her lips together in a tight line. her eyes shifted from brian to her son, who was luckily still asleep in her arms. ‘i’m leaving, brian. i can’t do this anymore.'

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                                lucky him, that she doesn’t allow him the time to get a good look at her because she’s already off, drifting the corner of the bar like a regular pro and heading straight for him. he manages to position himself, turning to face her and opening his arms to catch her just as she crashes hard into his chest, hooks slender legs around his waist and arms around his neck.

                                 her skin is softer than a knotted rope.                                  maybe that’s a compliment he’ll keep to himself.

                                 he supports her easily with an arm beneath her thighs, the other secure around her shoulders. a laugh sticks in his throat at the sound of her italian – not quite as flowing on a foreign tongue, but fluent nonetheless, hot exhaust breaking against his cracked mouth. he tries to steady himself by breathing it back in, tries to swallow past the pleased sound that he won’t let out, but mia constricts around him and he loses track of his blood.

❛     good t’ see y’ve been practicin’.      ‘t’s good t’ see you.     ❜

                              she gazed into his eyes, taking in the masculine features that she had missed so terribly. mia took her bottom lip between her teeth, & stroked the back of his neck gently. it almost felt like this moment wasn’t real, & that she’d wake up at any second. so much time had passed, yet here they were --- right where they left off, as if no time had passed at all. however, the brunette held onto him as if he could just slip right through her fingers. the desire & want for him was growing strong, her legs tightened around his waste. 

                              ‘you could’ve called, dom. i was so scared something had happened to you.’ mia furrowed her eyebrows together in frustration, before sighing softly against his lips. ‘how long are you staying for?’ she knew better than anyone that his time was always cut short, he was on the run. the brunette wanted to go with him, but she knew that he would never allow her to do that, & to put her life at risk. 

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                                 it’s hard to see her again. hurts, tight in his chest, swells in his throat – and he hasn’t even seen her face yet. she’s got her back to him, dark hair tied up in a loose ponytail that brushes the nape of her neck. but he would know her anywhere ( blind, deaf, buried and dead ), and he knows her now.

                                 her arms are bare, exposed through the thin sleeves of a white tank top that immediately brings to mind the sound of her voice, breathless from laughter and telling him that one of them is going to have to change. the hills and valleys of muscle beneath tanned, freckled skin, stretched across the bones of toretto shoulders that have always carried too much.

                                                he never wanted that for her.

                                he’s careful now to set his feet down softly, deliberately, slowly – masks the sound of his dead weight body and worn soles of scuffed leather boots on the linoleum floor of the diner. presses his palms hard into the edge of the bar to support himself, but keeps his head down, stares holes into the grain of the polished wood.

                                               he doesn’t deserve to be here                                                ( selfish and homesick ),                                                baggy bloodshot eyes on her perfect face.

                                                                                         he can still leave.                                                                                          he doesn’t.

❛     scusami. sto cercando qualcuno.       pensa che si potrebbe aiutarmi?     ❜ 

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                 these nights she had spent restless. all she could ever think about was dom, & if he was okay. mia hadn’t heard from him, & that was uncommon, because every time he’d leave, dom would always keep in touch with the younger toretto. this had been the longest he’d been away, & the no contact worried her to no end. 

                 it was late, & the brunette was closing up the diner. it was hard working there, because everything was a reminder of him. 

                 suddenly, mia was overcome by an eerie feeling, as if she wasn’t alone in there. shortly after, she heard the most familiar deep voice, that automatically brought shivers up & down her spine. --- turning around, she was faced with the man who haunted her dreams every single night. he was okay, & that was all that mattered. 

                 ‘ dom...’ without hesitation, mia ran & jumped into his arms, wrapping her legs around his waist, & throwing her arms around his neck. 

‘lei è proprio qui.’ she whispered against his lips, while pressing her forehead against his. 

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       her things were already packed, along with jack’s, & placed in the car. her & brian had been having marriage issues for some time now, & they weren’t getting better. he was so closed off, mia felt as if she didn’t even know who he was anymore. the brunette had not told him that she was leaving with jack, but it had gotten to the point where she couldn’t even bare living with brian anymore, because all they seemed to do was argue or ignore each other. that was not the kind of marriage she wanted to be in, or have her son seeing her miserable & crying everyday. 

       with jack in her hands, mia took one final look at their home, before grabbing the car keys, & heading out. suddenly, she was face to face with brian. 

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