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Side note: this is a real experimental phase that I'm in to earn money in the economy. I have goals to reach, I know EXACTLY what they are. I have a vision. But this blog is a place for me to let off steam as I go along, and hopefully connect with others working in the 'taboo economy' <3 I don't know how temporary this phase of my life will be, but I'm here for now. Thank you for sliding into my world xoxoxo
hate your life? make a whole new one. sitting in my apartment reflecting how everything i’m doing would sound insane to me 6 months ago. I’m obsessed with reinventing myself
woe is me.
I need the motivation I had in May and June to get hotter. where art thou? omg. I'm currently in reboot mode. I need to shift my shoot to like early October. I want to be mythic. dream life. dream me.
the sexual tension between me & what i’m capable of
The problem is I see myself doing so many different great things in life. Why is sticking to one career, one path, one style, one aesthetic the standard? That’s so boring. I’d rather be everything, doing anything.
Ok cool vanilla business update:
I worked for a company 3 years ago and they just offered me a full time or part time contract that I get to design myself. And a contract just ended abruptly last month, so the timing is perfect.
I've booked in two services with a potential new contract starting next month yay!!! If all goes well, I just need to secure two more contracts for the rest of the year.
I need to hire a manager now which will allow me and my mum to be fully remote, and we can manage the business from the comfort of our own homes.
I did lots of marketing this week, and I've managed to book in 2 clients this week.
Seriously, I'm excited to see where we'll be in a years time.
Escorting world:
I need to renew my ad, but honestly I just want to wait until my website is up and running (in August) because the low grade men I keep attracting on there is really putting me off. When my website is up, with professional photos I can actually attract better clients. I want to have good experiences with men not just make money.
btw what you consume shapes your perception. if you flood your mind with cynicism, chaos, and uninspired content, you dull your ability to see beauty. curating your inputs—art, literature, film, music, people—rewires your vision. you get to choose which version of life you experience...
you know that woman who wrote 'is it embarrassing to have a boyfriend?' her friend told me how she's always on dates on her close friends on instagram. hahahah. honestly, I do not listen to what most women have to say. just live, and do you. because they certainly are living double lives.
‘Backstage At Roseland’ Ling Tan & Ayumi Tanabe Vogue Italia (May 1998) ph. Steven Meisel
I don't believe that partners should tell each other EVERYTHING. that's probably a more unconventional take about relationships. as long as my health and finances are not in jeopardy.. I don't have to know. I think this is what has kept my relationship alive and full of mystery.
the plan is in a years time, the second business will be partly remote as well. and I would be able to hire a supervisor to over see a portion of the business. manifest, manifest, manifest.
I have some things to say about Sheneka Adams.... shady laugh.
one thing I love about what I do in my first business, is that I get to meet so many interesting women. one of my clients just invited me to spend a few days at a villa in Italy (Sicily to be specific) but I'll be in Paris though with my mama and bestie. but I really like her, and I need to expand my social circle. it's been very samey samey these past few years. I need to be with new people to open up new perspectives.
My 'escort' training is predominately embedded in reddit threads. there are some exceptional escorts who post their experiences elaborately which makes me so curious about how they move in the underworld. When I click on their profile, you can sometimes see their other comments on different threads, most choose to hide their profile though. Top tip: type their name in the general reddit search bar and it'll come up with all of their comments. I'm nosy! (sorry not sorry)
I need three more contracts by the end of the year to make an extra 3-5K a month for the second business. I'm confident on reaching 2, the third would be a bonus. I'm gutted I've got the flu, otherwise I would have been at a networking event this week. Need to recover ASAP. Honestly, relationships in this business is everything.
Ladies... keep pushing your partner for things that you want. Inch by inch ask for things that are even more grandiose than the last. 'More' will become the norm for him to give. It has to be things that money can't buy, and things that money CAN buy. You need both to truly test his commitment to you and investment IN you. relationships no longer bare new juicy fruits when there is stagnant investment. Plus, he would lose interest. You don't have to care about what men think, but you have to care about HOW they think for partnership to be worthwhile for YOU.
Partnered or married, I'm never having a man have financial leverage over me. I don't care how loving he is, how 'stable' the relationship is etc. There is a part of human nature that is always driven by power and leverage. I implore every woman who still has a Disney fairytale lens to read up on 'dark psychology' Start with Robert Greene.
Plus, I never want my lifestyle to drastically change if my relationship ever breaks up. Also, maybe because my Venus is in Taurus in the 2nd house, but I feel very erotic by the fact that I can build and earn money by my own skill set and ambition.
I want to be a mother, and I'm making that choice because I want a child/children. It is not contingent on the man or relationship. Therefore, being financially comfortable and hot personally is the way forward. My mother had me because she wanted to be a mother, and she never ever put a man first, even when she was partnered. My heroine fr fr.
