shiver || caden & keller
It was obvious that their time in the planetarium was limited – the feeling of borrowed time hung in the air as they laid there, as if a giant clock hung above them, counting down to the moment when they would need to get dressed and disapparate out of there and all the memories they’d created on the floor. Keller didn’t want to – it hurt him to even consider leaving Caden and the feeling of her body lining his – but it was a reality that they’d have to face soon enough. The feeling of her mouth lazily moving across his skin, etching a path toward his collarbone as she spoke, made Keller’s skin prickle with goosebumps. “You deserve the world, Caden,” he said emphatically, brow furrowing in concern that these negative thoughts lived inside Caden and were only now been given a voice. “And you’ll never lose me. Never. As long as I have air in my lungs and a heart that pumps blood through my veins, I’ll be yours,” he said, running his fingertips up and down her back, stopping to let his palm rest on the small of her back. “You remember that next time you’re lying awake, afraid of what could be, okay?” Keller asked rhetorically, sliding down so that his face was level with hers, but his arms were still around her. If Caden truly felt as she did, then Keller never wanted her to feel alone: she clearly felt that way when with Nolan, as though things were falling through her fingers and about to disappear. Keller made sure that his fingers pressed a little harder along her hip bones where the bruises were forming, and it made a small smile grow at the corners of his mouth at the moan she released, followed by her own promise. “I know,” he breathed, ghosting his lips over hers before capturing them in a kiss, immediately jutting out his tongue to find her own. Without particularly meaning to, Keller’s hips sought Caden’s own, grinding against her once more and heaving out a breath against her at the feeling of friction that sent sparks along his cock in interest. With hands seeking her body to bring it ever closer, Keller let them fall to her thighs, pressing fingertips almost savagely into the flesh to make sure there’d be reminders of him for days later. “You’re mine, I know that now,” he murmured against her lips, kissing along her jaw as his hand fell from her thigh to her still-wet core, running two fingers through her folds passively, lazily. He wasn’t sure what he was doing – whether Caden could or would want to go again - but Keller felt the lust drumming through his veins once more, prompting him into action. Keller could feel his cock beginning to throb, and when he let two fingers push into the tight heat of Caden’s core, he knew that she would allow him if he wanted to; and he wanted to very much. Slowly allowing his fingers to slid in and out of her, Keller’s eyes met Caden’s, giving her a wry smile, full of knowing and hope. “We won’t know when we’ll get another chance,” he offered by way of explanation.
If Keller’s words could become truth they would be forever written as the most beautiful she had ever heard; most likely because dreams were always so astonishingly alluring to someone that would never have a hope to hold them. Caden wished she had been more ignorant when it came to limitations, hoped that she had brought up under the belief that so long as you wanted it enough you could have it, but Keller would always be the exception to this rule as he lay beneath her with the same feelings running wild through his own mind. She knew there was no going back from what they had both done, but did they truly want to? It was true that knowing would cause them more pain as they were then forced to watch themselves be with someone other than who set their heart alit, but if that was the price of finally being able to love Keller then Caden would gladly pay it a thousand times over. “People rarely get what they deserve, love. I think a prime example of that would be how we can simply lay here together forever,” Caden replied in an almost wistful tone, her mind running through all the ways she knew how to stop time and coming up with nothing that could prolong their love tinted bliss. She had resigned herself to the fact that she didn’t deserve Keller long ago, half the reason why she feigned happiness over his relationship with Fiona for so long, but it didn’t prevent the bitter vines of envy from coiling around her heart whenever they were together; Caden had simply lost the round that required her to win Keller as her own. It would be half-life that she lived, the most prominent and shining parts kept to the shadows and secrets where bruises and burned memories served as the only evidence of it even happening, but Caden couldn’t deny him as he spoke and started to kiss her already flushed skin. “I just don’t know if I can help from wanting you when I’m not supposed to,” she confessed with a stuttered his sigh, his questing fingers making her thighs part as she urged his desperate movements with physical affirmations of her own. Whimpering lightly as she felt his fingers part her already wet folds she moaned in a long drawl as he pushed inside of her sex, her walls closing around the digits to apply pressure to the waning heat that made her hips bucks without command. “I don’t think I can ever stop,” Caden continued as his hand found purpose and started to fuck her idly, his eyes asking a question she couldn’t wait to answer as her hands reached up to pull him down towards her parted lips. Arching her hips in time to feel his knuckles brush against her clit her tongue darted out to meet his own, a velvet intruder without apology as she demanded his own lustful reaction all while begging for him to make her his own like it was the last time they could ever do so.