based :3

[theciash]

I haven’t shaven and I don’t pass at all I’m ugly from the inside out no one wants to be with me knowing what I’m like

[theciash]

I should talk about things I like here more that I don’t to other pepole like interests

[theciash]

I don’t know if I want attention on this post or not even if I added tags I doubt anyone would see this but I just want to get this out to the people who would check here I feel so lonely because I can’t create conversation irl or on the internet to be seen on the internet you still need to put yourself out there something I can’t do I can’t create conversation it may feel and it feels like I am ghosting people but I don’t have anything useful to say so it would be pointless to add in filler that doesn’t feel like anything like a general “yea” I feel like I have pushed most people irl because I don’t go outside and I can’t talk online and I can’t make online friends it and to keep people I have to maintain conversation which wouldn’t feel like me anymore I could like and create fake engaging responses or force myself to say things which is usually talk about what I like steering it towards me unfair to the other person and not fun to me and then I see people doing nothing just waking up to messages without even saying anything to provoking it it feels unfair I’m going to a group today might finish this later to say how it went

What I’m listening to now cuz why not

I think about being active on tumblr meeting people and building a community or a group of people that I share interests about but what do I talk about can’t think of anything

@neutr1no if you’re still active I just want to say I can’t think of anything to say I am listening you say I’m not ghosting you

[theciash]

I think I overthink and overreact when I get bumped into

[theciash]

I always hate going into crowded places I was in a supermarket recently (which I rarely go) and I was not sure where my family was going to go and I was trying to follow them and there was pepole walking everywhere and I was bumping into everyone now I’m in the airport and it’s the same 😭😭😂

[houdadraws]

The malleability of the self 🎭🎲

[theciash]

[poppetfox]

No Justice No Peace. And Especially No Kings

[kiss-curlss]

@theciash you are going to LOVE this so much and talk about it for days.

[theciash]

its perfect :3

[hereticusmaximus]

Here is the Fire Warrior Strike Team! All painted and finished!

[theciash]

so goooooooooood wish I was this good

[wh40kartwork]

by Dwayne Dorect

[tiiteas]

Day dream carnival is such a gorgeous print and definitely one of my most worn jsks!

JSK: Day dream carnival - AP

Blouse: jewellery blouse - AP

OTK: Candy border - AP

Headbow: Handmade

Shoes: Teaparties

[chibineechan]

May 18, 2025

Romantic Cat JSK by Angelic Pretty

[catchymemes]

[theciash]

Are like communities alive here because I am in a KMFDM one and the only post is someone saying they are goofing to Raymond Watts!!!?

[theciash]

I dont hate it though

[theciash]

Are like communities alive here because I am in a KMFDM one and the only post is someone saying they are goofing to Raymond Watts!!!?

[theciash]

My door is so creaky #Creaky door core

[pantwardowskimoved]

[theciash]

this is how they felt saying that