The Conscious Queen 👑 @theconsciousqueen1210 - Tumblr Blog

Yeah this is me. What’s wrong with me idk. I can’t seem to find a guy who wants to date me. I am a great person. I am extremely funny, and caring, and would love you tell the end of time. I have gone through hell and back. I can’t seem to find “friends” who are really friends and will hangout with me and go on vacations with and do normal 22 year old things with me. Yeah I have Systemic Juvenile Rheumatoid Arthritis, and a bad body but that doesn’t mean I don’t want to be a normal person. It hurts when I find out that my so called really goood friends go see my other really good friend after WE already had planned on doing it together. That the was a big knife in my back. You had lied to me saying you couldn’t do it because of different plans. Well guess what the plans of you being my surrogate someday is gone I’ll ask someone else.

leohearts

“The tragedy is not that people do not love us but because we fall in love with those who are not able to love us.”

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ambroseharte

Shopping for Love.

If love was made to order; If I could pick and I could choose, The things that I would add on, Or the things that I would lose. I don’t know where I’d start; The things I’d rearrange, Because when I look at you, There is nothing I would change. If goodness came in packaging, So attractive and so grand, It would not be on my shopping list, Because they haven’t got your brand. If Amazon sold pure kindness, Delivered to my door, I would not order any; You have so much in your store. If they advertised on TV, Selling smiles and loving looks, Their standards would be very low, Because you’re not on their books. If they could sell real teardrops, Blazed in clouds across the sky; You fill me up with teardrops, Every time we say goodbye. So I am not going shopping, In the malls or on TV, I have all that I could wish for, Snuggling up to me. Ambrose Harte Scattered Thoughts

leohearts

“You’re right, I want a love story. I want one where two people stare at each other and fall completely in love because my heart can’t take much else.”

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