Broke depress artist in your area.

Idk what to do with my life so I draw whatever I want. （Multifandom btw.) https://thecreatordarcel.straw.page/

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Didn't make any obvious process... ...Grup...

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A sign from a mall.

Idk it's just reminded of him.

P.s. sorry for being gone a bit. I'm overwhelming by everything but don't worry, I'll be fine!

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Was taking a break from the project to draw this. No comment about it.

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Sometimes I wonder if there's a serial killer around where I live (I read those stuffs too much and there's one's lurking around a city nearby but I haven't watched the news that they're arrested already or not.) because I swear I've been heard an electric saw at night from a forest near my neighborhood months ago if I wasn't hallucinating or made things up in my mind.

Now half an hour ago I thought I heard it again so I tried to listen carefully to find which direction it came from, I don't know where it came from lol so I went to my room and immediately knew where it was. So the "electric saw" I heard this time was just my tablet left on my desk, playing high and dry by Radiohead in full volume when I was out of my room to have some fresh air...

Guess I'm leaving myself with my mind alone for too long huh.

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Pss hey, I have some drawings and sketchings from 2 years ago. It's never posted anywhere so I'ma post some which I still like, it's not how I drew mostly but obviously how I colored and decorated lol. Enjoy I guess?

It just reminded me how colorful and messy fun I was, for not long ago...

Edit: bruh I post this and Tumblr changes how I place these pics. I had to fix it.

Edit 2 : It won't let me change so it is what it is...

Edit 3 : oh god finally.

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"He doesn't belong to where he needs to be at all."

(I curled myself into a ball and got an idea)

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Normally I wouldn't post something like this but I can't sleep peacefully if I don't talk about this.

Finally there's a new Robert (and Lucien) fic after months and I can't stop thinking or talking about it at all since I notice. I'm just so happy to see there's something up in that fandom tag.

Just wanna say thank you y'all whoever you are write rhs fics every single one even I haven't checked it out all...

I may feel like I'm talking to a wall but that doesn't matter, all I want is just to say something and hope that some writers might see this, just let you know I really love it all.

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Notice that learning to read tarot cards back a few years ago starts paying me back now and the result is so good.

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My favorite trait I have is having an urge to want to hug my every favorite character.

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I hope you didn't lie about that...

So I actually got the real story behind this art!

Months ago my dad brought a clock that look like a very unusual size of a watch, it's longer than my longest ruler I have. I was thinking that it must be either funny or cute to give it to the officer.

Here's an actual picture of it.

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The moment before a panic attack and we drowned♥️

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It was 128 pages long for the first time I opened and read The death watcher.

Carlos very gave me ideas to draw. (Better luck next time Robert)

More for uncensored version (violence graphics(?) It's called that, right?) and a sketch(some spoiler)!

I love how they smiled at each other in that one scene like, guys, stop flirting also the killer is behind Carlos lmao.

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Why did I cry over a video I watched while eating?

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I was forgetting how to draw even though it's almost only one thing I do for 11 years as a hobby in my miserable life.

Oh god can I just stop venting around.

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How I imagine the detective stories book series I'm going to buy this week being in the same place.

I'm so sorry to murdle fandom cause I'm gonna read Hunter first. I feel something is gonna go wrong in the story and it is possible to make me cry and sob for over weeks if there's something actually going on wrong. Please don't spoil the story if you know...

Oh also I'm sorry for disappear last week. I got sick from then till now.

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I notice that I often act like I don't have any oc but I actually got countless of them. So I draw some for you or anyone who's interested, maybe I'll drop more.

Some of them I never draw or even give them their names lmao.

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I hope you still enjoy my art as its quality is getting down cause of my little burn out phase with unclear reason. (I promise it'll be better, kiss kiss)

Or maybe it's because i just draw it to avoid sleeping tonight as I've got nightmares 2 nights straight and it's enough to overwhelming me. I know I cannot pass tonight without sleep but at least... I don't know. I asked my friend on discord to stay with me, he's still busy so he invited a bot in to played ninah theme song for half an hour now, for me to not feel alone.

Also a bit of unfinished-looking finish art.

I guess. Goodnight? Or wherever you are, have a good day!