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my 11th house theory consists of having either your MC falls in the 11th house or the 10th house ruler in the 11th. i think having this placement makes you achieve a dream or wish of yours. the 11th house follows the 10th house of legacy reputation and career. it’s the “house of acquisition” also called the house of good fortune and house of hopes and dream traditionally called “the house of hopes and expectations” it may not be necessarily a dream job for everyone with this placement, but something with the career fulfills a dream or wish.

something i’ve noticed is teachers people really connect with or form a strong bond with tend to have the teachers sun or have their prominent placements as the persons 9th house.

for solar returns if you make it whole sign the first month is the first house. so if my solar return started march 8th april 8th would be the first month which would be represented by the 1st houses ruler. i’ve noticed the saturn ruled months in someones solar return chart tend to be the hardest.

if you have mars or saturn in the 10th house and venus or jupiter in the first, you might have a double type of personality. mars in the 10th especially if it’s out of sect will make someone come off as rude, harsh, impulsive, and might have multiple reputation downfalls. saturn makes a person have bad anxiety, prone to loneliness, and build harsh discipline to themselves. this is called “overcoming”.

people who are really stand off ish about their emotions or just private in general tend to have their moon in the fourth house.

yes the moon can show you where you find your comfort but look at your IC and it’s ruler, this can also show you how you act when you are the most comfortable. i actually made a post about it! here

2nd house suns and stelliums really know their worth. they exude the aura of fully being in their body and people around them tend be affected by their decisions because they come off inspirational. they know their worth and it’s evident in their daily life.

4th house venus’s with extroverted charts or angular house emphasis are really double sided lovers. what i mean by that is their outside personality doesn’t match how they love or how they are in romantic relationships. it reminds me of avril lavignes song “complicated”.

every aries moon i’ve met has a complicated relationship with their mom. really any malefic ruled moon: scorpio, aries, capricorn, and aquarius. aries moons though hold so much anger to their moms though. scorpio moons i usually tend to find the relationship being very manipulative and possessive. capricorn moon their was some loneliness, coldness and discipline involved with the mother. for aquarius moon the mom could’ve been very independent and unwilling to compromise or be very unpredictable.

heavy saturn influence = pop rock, goth, grunge

people with 9th or 8th house axis influence really like ghost hunting, the paranormal, gore, scary movies etc

i’ve noticed people with leo risings and saturn in the first tend to “peacock” or flaunt the theme of the house that their venus is in. this is because venus rules the 10th which overcomes the 10th making venus soften the saturn influences when the native starts to be hard on themselves etc.

in whole sign if you have a planet in the first house look and see if it rules another house. like for example if you have venus in the first look at the libra and taurus houses. the theme of those houses can show up in your personality.

if you want another way to look at your chart make your part of fortune your ascendant. this can show you your body’s fate that it was destined with.

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When I asked if you were scared of losing me I like to imagine your long hesitation and period of silence was more of an overwhelming amount of emotional comprehension and not the simple thought of

“I didn’t even think about you”

-the answer was yes

-A.B

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I want to be something.

I’ll scream and scream until the echo teaches me that I am still incompetent.

-a.b

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A trial of heart and mind is one that is in a constant confrontational setting.

The need to not cause a scene is too great for my pitiful emotions. It’s an irritability that sits in my body. A judge waiting for the moment I break to scream guilty. I will be punished for my crimes of emotional outburst.

-a.b.

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A flame of burning desire to speak my passionate harmonic opinion overwhelms me. These fingertips flutter over the piano keys of my chill inducing sentiments. Burning away at my throat, heart inducing palpitations to the tempo of my longings.

Reaching into the night sky, dazzling the celestial sphere with its forzando echo. I will let my empathetic notions ring out with traces of challenges overcome.

Should I find my own cadence? One that fills my vision and ignites a unstoppable melody or hide in the backdrop of the stage of life. No matter how my hands will tremble or the chasm of my stomach widens, I will climb and transform again and again to reach the feeling that completes me.

When I no longer run from fear and use the emotions of my own euphony, there waiting for me will be my outcome I have yearned for. A dance of a multicolored notion, I will have reclaimed the person I am becoming

I will be an unwavering evolution of my own psyche, my reflection shines brightly no longer a image of someone else’s. So I will keep on facing the dissonance of my unbalanced mind for the purpose of meeting myself.

Letting my voice resound In the inner depths of my own self made prison of doubts, starts the path of my future.

a.b.

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i don’t have to try to communicate, you guide me continuously. myself, my future. i’ve created a time loop of sending love and messages to myself to where i’ve created a space in time where i am there in constant. a guide. and one thing i know to be certain, to where it makes even the solidness of my bones ache, is that i have myself to be the invisible hand that lifts me off the ground when i am motionless. to be seen in the ugliness of something I've been avoiding.

so any time my cries of cassandra are shut out again I will carve my cries on the prison walls.

and with every stroke I will embed my sense of self.

the truth.

my truth.

I may lose everyone because they fear the verity of what I bring them but what they can’t take away from me is my own deity. my being.

i will become again.

-a.b

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i yearn for a telepathic understanding. to rewrite a prophecy i am cursed with. i love, i care, and i heal but i am a lesson that is learned too late and understood only after im gone.

it was written down in hushed secrets millennia ago that everyone i meet is to be calculated, as if i am a tool for their own personal evolution.

i am cursed with the gift of knowing but being misunderstood. to be five steps ahead while being five steps behind and the ache of yearning to be heard is bone deep

-a.b.

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i’m in a marathon sprinting and spreading myself thin to save people from the burden of ever feeling misunderstood when in reality i am the person needing saving and the marathon track is an endless loop of misconstrued strengths that are actually traumas

-a.b.

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i scavenge for hope in the smallest of things

and i can find it in the sunlight leaking through the trees and dappling the ground.

i can find it in my childhood where the dark of shaded things meets gitty laughter and glows with sudden light, scattered firefly’s in an open, never ending field beaconing me with their dance.

I can find it in the whisper of death during winter when the light reflecting on the white sheet of the landscape is blinding to my eyes. or the singing hope of spring where life attempts to grow in between the cracks of stubborn never moving concrete.

hope is one that touches me just enough to warm me

hope is one thats fleeting enough to get me off my feet running

hope is one that i see living glaringly all around us when fools are desperate to find it

hope is one that takes a keen eye to see its persistence in the face of the impossible

and yet after being a dedicated student of it teachings following every sudden revelation it’s gives me that makes my skin jump or its teasing of fingers tangled in my hair when it lives in the wind i can never tend to fully grasp it

-a.b.

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my love is earth bound. in the stillness it is honeyed. in the ache their is comfory.

but i have a rooted longing for more

and this is surface level

but they only want what is easy

i will be uprooted, burned, decayed if i ever dig for more.

-a.b.

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I feel too much to ever describe in words what it’s like to live inside my hearts walls

-a.b.