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syncthetempest replied to your post: (( Why do I still have 96 followers  ))
((Hey! Long time no see! Welcome back!))
(( I'm not sure if I'm really going to be too active, especially with certain life obligations now, but I figured I'd make a few posts to at least dust off the old rp blog, yeah? ))
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Iâd say that I never really left butâŠ
I kind of didâŠ.))
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(( Why do I still have 96 followers
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MY WIFE IS BACK!))
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I'd say that I never really left but...
I kind of did....))
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flamesfanned is so incredible and a lot of fun to rp with! The concept and the detail and care put into this character is just so impressive. Props to you, mun. Ember is great.
Tear - Reunited
 âAlways a pleasure to see you, as beautiful as ever, you look not a day older than when I had taken my departure! Positively astonishing⊠and donât worry, Iâve always had that one foot in, but Iâve always managed to stay out of trouble.â He said this sincerely, genuinely, cheerfully⊠but the feeling behind it could only be described as if he was a stray cat Tear had found on the street who was clinging to their house⊠what a strange odd feeling⊠like a lost pet finding its way back? ⊠That felt about right. He was hoping, preying, that if he kept talking to her- he would start feeling like old times again, and everything would fall into place. He knew that when he was anxious, the best thing to do was to be positive. Positive people bring positive responses!
For the sake of blending in, and raising less suspicion, Gailardia had adorned his old outfit- which he had fixed up a bit. After all, he knew explaining nobles clothes was a story inside of a pandoraâs box he didnât know if he was quite ready to openâŠ
And the bad part was? He didnât even know why⊠he could tell he had caught Tear off guard, that noticeable change in demeanor made him realize⊠maybe he should have been around quite a bit moreâŠ
âHmmmm well after reviewing my agenda I couldnât imagine anything more important than seeing you and Luke. Top on the list of priorities So unless you can be far more creative than my own personal view, and think up something that is relatively important for yourself to be doing, seeing as you are a lovely lady of great importance~ however if not- Iâm so grateful to have this priviledge madame.â A smile graced his features as he followed along with her, showing plainly that he was teasing her.
It was unfortunate that he truly felt every word he was sayingâŠHe didnât deserve her company, and this was truly a privilege. He shouldnât be talking to her⊠he wanted something she had⊠and he really had no right to be hereâŠ
Taking a seat in the room carefully he braced himself with a smile, eminating confidence and positively in waves. Wanting for nothing more than for her to feel at ease with him. He would never try to do anything to either of them to hurt them⊠he knew thisâŠ
It just didnât stop the guilt, and the dirty feeling he was amassing, the almost slight, imperceptive⊠anger? Was that⊠was he feeling spiteful? Gailardia was surprised at himself⊠there was so much happening right now that he never thought he himself could feel⊠was he spiteful towards Tear? That couldnât be right⊠because she was with Luke?
âIâm sorry Iâve been gone for so long!â He startled, earnestly, attempting to jump start the conversation⊠attempting to shut down his feelings.
WHAT WAS WRONG WITH HIM?
Tear couldn't help but chuckle at his mannerisms of speech. The same as per usual, just as she remembered. In fact, perhaps it was even more eloquent than before. At least he hadn't changed much. She closed the door behind before gesturing to a couch in the entrance of the home for him to sit in. Gratefully, Tear settled herself across from him in a recliner, closing her eyes a moment. Ah, yes... much better. She took several moments to regain herself, so she'd be able to give Guy her full undivided attention.
"You know," she finally piped up, re-opening her eyes as she sat back up again, looking toward him, attempting to give a reassuring smile, "There's no reason to apologize to me. I'm sure you've had your reasons, whatever they might have been. I just hope you've been doing well while you were gone. You certainly look healthy." she summed, giving a nod.
"In any case," she then began once again, placing her hands in her lap, "I'm glad you've stopped by to say hello. Truly. I think that when Luke sees you he will be thrilled. It would definitely do him good to be able to catch up with you."Â
Having realized that she did not offer any drink, she rose once again, heading to a small kitchen area where she filled a kettle with water to begin making tea. It was apparent that the years had changed Tear greatly. She no longer was stiff, and hard-to-approach. More often than not, she had a pleasant expression, which added to her friendly atmosphere.Â
Despite Guy's comments, there was very subtle differences in Tear's appearance. A little more round, for sure. And then, the all too obvious protrusion of her stomach where a new life grew. Her hands looked like the hands of a mother. A little rougher, and worn. Her hair, mildly unkempt.Â
She turned back to Guy, letting out a deep breath and sitting back down in previous spot. She noted that there was a hint, a shadow of an expression that Guy was suppressing. What that might have been, Tear couldn't say, for Guy was doing a very good job of hiding it. She ignored it, assuming it might have only been because he was nervous. Tear wasn't sure if he was still uncomfortable with women at all, or if it was simply the fact it was hard to figure out where to begin. She certainly wouldn't blame him if he was nervous being alone with her.
"I'm sure you noticed that the manor is rather different. After all, you lived here much longer than I have. What do you think?" she asked to break the ice.
Tear - Reunited
It was difficult to imagine what to do- how to go about it, and what he was even going to begin to say to manage to seem convincing in his disappearance?âŠbut he imagined at this point- if he pushed it off any longer, the topic would be even more unbearably difficult to explainâŠ
âSorryâŠ.that cat⊠had to find it- it ran offâŠâ The words bounced back at him from his small mirror⊠Somehow managing to sound so much more ridiculous than they had originally in his head even. âUh- I ⊠left the oven on⊠and it took five years to figure out how to turn it offâŠâ He was seconds away from just suggesting he lit himself on fireâŠ.and the reconstructive surgery took a massive amount of effort, and doctors from all over the world had to⊠⊠hu⊠or maybe he just set his FRIEND on fireâŠ
WellâŠLuke was pretty hotâŠ
âMay I see⊠Luke⊠Fon Fabre ?â Was that it? Had Luke taken Tearâs name? Or had Tear taken Lukeâs name? Wasnât he supposed to know this? What if Tear had been especially masculine - (Thereasonwhyshewasalwayslessscary?) and had forced Luke to take her last name? Wouldnât that be important to know? What if he wasnât personable enough?
âDonât psyche yourself out now⊠You can do this⊠youâre just going to see some old friendsâŠâ Gailardia felt the reflection reflexively smile back, but the right side of his lip was twitchingâŠ
His hand raised to his mouth to touch it⊠that was odd. He had never done that beforeâŠ
Was it really that difficult???
So Gailardia made a decision⊠he was just going to act like nothing had ever happened what so ever. After all, he could completely skirt the topic of where he had been for the last five years the same way he skirted any other topic⊠by smiling really big until he backed out of a roomâŠ
So it was with heart that was skipping every third beat rattling like a trapped bird in a cage in his throat that he went directly to the main doors of the Fon Fabre residence. The sun was beating down upon them, and there wasnât a single thing out of place from what he remembered. The thrill of familiarity calmed his nervesâŠand he felt oddly as if he was only returning home from a long vacation⊠it felt like it hadnât been any longer than a week, and to say otherwise would be blasphemous..
So he went directly to the front gate⊠Then stopped, looked at the guards. He imagined asking LukeâŠno⊠no he wouldnât do that⊠perhaps Tear? She was pregnant thoughâŠwasnât she? Wouldnât that be difficult, for her to make it all the way to the door? Would he be asking too much of her? Approaching the front gate he opened his mouth, bit down⊠and opened his mouth again⊠one could almost enamor this to a very confused fish.The guardsâŠjustâŠ
StaredâŠat himâŠ.
âIsâŠLuear Fon Tech⊠Art⊠home? No? Iâll just⊠go home then!â Raising his face high, as the guards looked across from each other, and one began to raise the helmet. A man who ranged from his mid- thirties answered easily enough. âWho?â
âNO ONE!â Gailardia was puffed up like a cat, rigid with his hands at his sides, flat as a board he made a very hasty side step and then took off. Running down the entrance and taking a back entrance he breathed to himselfâŠ
âLuear Fon Tech Art??? Who is that? Who am I??â Making his way around the back entrance, he raised his eyes skyward.
The window was openâŠ
The next thing he knew he was sneaking around corridors that he knew like the back of his hand, looking for Tear, LukeâŠ
OranysignsthattheywereoutsothathecouldsayhetriedattheveryleastâŠ
Stepping into a main foyer, he stopped, taking in a deep breath, seeing Tear, looking almost not a single day older than he remembered, talking to a â- maid? The red headed woman serving Tearâs orders, caught sight of Gailardia and cried out in shock. To which Gailardia merely flinched.
âHey there- itâs been quite a while hasnât it?â
Because - he didnât know what else to do - he just resorted to smiling⊠BecausegettingonyourkneesandpreyingwouldhavelookedquiteridiculousâŠ
To say Tear was surprised would be a rather large understatement. For a moment, she considered that perhaps she was hallucinating. Because, of course, no one had spoken to Guy in 5 years. For Tear, it was shortly after Luke first returned that she had last seen him. It hadn't necessarily hurt, nor was it all too surprising. After all, people went their separate ways, people followed through with different life dreams. It was also not so very surprising that Guy had never tried to contact Tear personally. After all, in their time during their travels, she and Guy had never gotten too particularly close. They were merely casual friends, and not much else. They shared no particular bond. What had Tear curious for quite a long time though, was why Guy had never attempted to keep in contact with Luke?
After all... Luke had known Guy since the day he'd been created. They were, more or less, childhood friends. Although, Tear couldn't exactly claim to know what the specific details were of their friendship. What could have appeared to look one way might have been another? Moreover, she didn't know what Guy might have been thinking all this time. Perhaps he'd had his various reasons. Which, if he was willing to share, Tear would be more than happy to listen to. However, if not, then she was not the sort to pry. Finally, she gave a smile.
"It certainly has. Back from the metaphorical grave, I assume?" she replied easily, chuckling. "Welcome back, Guy. It's certainly a surprise to see you."
Tear turned to the maid she had been speaking to, dismissing her with a casual wave of her hand. The maid bowed, before scampering off, her heels clicking on the floor, fading off. It was now just the two of them, which wasn't exactly awkward, but it certainly held an interesting atmosphere between the two. Briefly, Tear glanced at the time on her watch, hastily calculating how much free time she had. And if her math was enough, plenty to suffice catching up. Aschly had a bit to go before finishing her class with a tutor in another part of the manor, and knew her way back to their house on the compound like the back of her hand. She'd come home when she was ready.
"Why don't you follow me back to our house so we can catch up, hm? Unless you had come only for a specific reason...?" she then asked. After all, she did not know what Guy might have had in mind by suddenly returning. She had figured, though, that inviting him back to their house would have been much easier rather than conversing in the middle of the hall. Not to mention, and she wouldn't vocalize this easily, she was feeling rather fatigued after being up and about all morning and afternoon. She had noted that in this pregnancy, unlike the last, she became tired much more easily, and often required breaks.
thediaryofteargrants replied to your post: OOC: Replies?
(( Well, we were doing an RP but the M!A is over. Oh well! ))
((Sorry about that! Things got kinda crazy and I mustâve lost track. :( ))
(( oh thats alright. uvu things happen! ))
 ((Well⊠no worries, Iâve always been super fond of your Tear-so I suppose itâs their loss and my gain? -Puts flowers in your hair- ))
(( I'm excited to see your portrayal of Guy! If it's even half as good as your Flynn then I'm sure it'll be perfectly wonderful. ))
Hu
(( Thatâs awk.
I had 97 followers earlier and I was super shocked that I was about to hit 100
now I suddenly have 92 again.
Welp.
 ))
((What in the world could you have possibly done to amass such an offense to lose that many followers? Well at least I followed you back- Iâm sure 100 wonât be that far away.))
(( I have no idea. Perhaps I said something that people didn't like? I don't talk in ooc THAT much though. Hhmm....
I appreciate the follow back though dearie! I'm excited to have you as a Guy now~~ ))
Tataroo Valley.
If only it wasnât infested with monstersâŠ
thediaryofteargrantsreplied to yourpost:So are you two getting a divorce now or�
âItâs a good thing youâre going to die soon and we didnât sign a prenup.â
âOh you heartless bitchâŠ.â
"Don't like it? My apologies."
thediaryofteargrantsreplied to yourpost:âA sweet moan escaped the lips of the mouth of the replica as he ground his hips intoâ-I look like who?â ( Heâs so helpful, come on heâs trying to improve your stellar relationship!!!)
(( SCREAMING IN LAUGHTER ))
((OH YEAH YOUâRE NICE.))
(( ilu ;;v;; ))
((YOUâRE WELCOME FOR THE FOOD. ENJOY IT WITH FLYYN D< ))
((Â #you're cheating on me and everything hurts ;n;
aldskjfadf you're still my hasubandoooo ;; o ;;/ ))
thediaryofteargrantsreplied to yourpost:âA sweet moan escaped the lips of the mouth of the replica as he ground his hips intoâ-I look like who?â ( Heâs so helpful, come on heâs trying to improve your stellar relationship!!!)
(( SCREAMING IN LAUGHTER ))
((OH YEAH YOUâRE NICE.))
(( ilu ;;v;; ))
(( That's awk.
I had 97 followers earlier and I was super shocked that I was about to hit 100
now I suddenly have 92 again.
Welp.
 ))
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