So I was listening to this new rapper, hearing his pain from being teased for being half black and half white. The reason I like him so much is because, that kind of pain he experienced from being different, and therefore segregated is much like the pain I experienced growing up and being fat. The potential to be accepted and cool is there, but you have to try really fucking hard. Now he's a musician and everybody wants to be his friend and have sex with him… When I lost 80 pounds at 19, girls either loved me or hated me because of it, and all of a sudden I became not only worthy of sex, but of love and commitment. Fortunately through healing with many things, most powerful, plant medicine, I've been able to heal the wounds caused from it, and have a voice loud enough yet soft enough, to remind everybody that it's not a race issue, a size issue, a gender issue etc. It's the karma attached to these labels issue. It's a lack of self-worth issue, and an illusion of separateness from our creative source issue, and the various manifestations of fear that play out. Meditation heals that... So does plant medicine....of course with creative maintenance and cleanliness of mind ,body, spirit. It also triggers spiritual experiences that bring into conscious reality our connection to everything. Everything that experiences the Generation Operation and Destruction of life and existence... G.O.D. Everything in the whole Uni-verse (one- song). Everything has a vibration, vibration creates sound, and our individual humming is connected and singing one song… So getting back to the initial opportunity at hand… Are you willing to let go of the labels, and humanities flawed nature in representing the Godhead? There are many, so every unique individual can find a way to connect to that manifestation, and it doesn't matter what it is, if it is vibrating love and reaching for evolving the self. Science explained the divinity right there in that acronym and chosen word used to explain everything. So be nice to everyone, first of all yourself. Stop hating groups because of the bullshit playing out. Rise above it the best you can, by staying away from assholes, and surrounding yourself with everything that is loving and lovable. Some assholes can't be saved so it's better to save yourself from them. There is a balance to be found in this shift and I'm blessed, and so grateful to be among the tribe I am and being given the gift to change humanity, with plant medicine. Thank you to all of the Godheads in and out of my life that have got me here and sustained me. I owe you my life, therefore I am committed to this path of purity and purpose with medicine. Healing with the gift God gave us because we are not supposed to have to do it by yourself, and it's not supposed to have to be a struggle. It's supposed to be fun and easy. So mother nature said, use plant medicine to get that pain the fuck out, so you can get back to remembering.