Hello everybody, as you may be aware of, I have a second job that is stressing me out and draining a lot of my timeā¦ I know this might sound like Iām whining or complaining again but bear with me.Ā
This job has been draining most of my energy since the past year and as you might know my drawings are less frequent then usual. Things I usually loved are getting me depressed as I have to rush through my project to get it done. Itās not a chore, but it is pressuring me quite a lot with the situation Iām in at the moment. I WANT to keep the quality of my content and I want to bring smiles and emotional reaction to those who read my work.
Paper Craneās comic have been a project Iāve loved since day one and Iāve been looking forward to do a weekly update and produce more contentā¦ but with my second job, itās been harder and harder to even produce a page in time.
I do not want it to feel like a chore when itās something I used to love a lotā¦ My time interacting with you guys or anyone else that matters has drastically decreased as wellā¦ and it breaks my heart to not be able to emotionally be attached or want to spend more time with the people I care about. Iāve been working to move out of my situation, but Iām being forced to work a job I hate because my living situation has been an over-complicated mess for far too long, and now I have two options - keep working the way I am and be miserable, or do what I like and be kicked out of my house, where I wonāt be able to save for my move like Iāve planned.Ā
Iām super thankful to all the Patrons who have stuck with me so far, though itās far from sustainable. I wouldnāt mind to do 2/3 commissions a month to compensate from the lack of money, but it wouldnāt be enough even then, because of how things are right now. I know Iāve talked about it a little bit here and there, but I really prefer to not burden everyone with the details.
Soā¦ I hate to ask for thisā¦ but I need your helpā¦ I love drawing, itās been my life since I was little, and I would hate it if it turned into something that I cannot enjoy anymore because my second job drains the life out of me. I would be more than grateful if you could help me enjoy working on my things again and remove that pressure my family had imposed me for the past yearā¦
I would highly appreciate it if you could share this, I donāt think I ask much but for you to share the words that I need help, that I have a Patreon available with private contents.
If my goal is reached, Iāll do a weekly update of my comic, if itās reached, Iāll do some commission on the sideā¦ please consider myĀ PATREON.
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