life's an adventure

im 24, I'm addicted to music and song lyrics mostly. I'm a fan of pretty much all kinds of music.. as long as I like the lyrics and/or the music I can usually get into it

[theendofthedesign]

Nothing hurts more than saying I'm fine

[theendofthedesign]

I've been struggling the past couple days. It'll end at some point, but each day is harder than the last and I'm not sure why

[theendofthedesign]

I don't really like writing anymore but I got nothing else. I hate feeling like I don't got anyone to talk to who just understands. And it's not like my side even matters really. I just hate how I got kinda left behind by someone who was there for me for so long and I was there for them. I get I made some bad choices and everything, but my side isn't even asked. Just so quick to believe someone's half truth. You guys became friends, and it still didn't change for my side. Anytime I talked to you or our names were mentioned at the same time, you got shit talked hard. And it wasn't fair to you, and I get I didn't make the smartest of choices. but I don't get what else to do other than to sell out the person I was with... which I don't believe in doing, though I guess she was always so quick to tell all my secrets to everyone I dunno why I ever kept hers. The more I sit back and think about it, the more confused I get about why I ever made some of my decisions. But I made them and I gotta live with them. Oh well, just late nights get harder when there's so much you need to get off your chest, and no one to talk to about it

[alexanderwilliam]

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[slightdownpour-deactivated20170]

[sandandglass]

[hplyrikz]

Clear your mind here

[the-whispers-in-echoes]

Making trap rooms is fun 

I do this all the time when I’m with @day-dream-fever 

[eddsworld]

When the Bass drops you…

This comic was written and illustrated by Tobias Knitt

http://knittcartoon.tumblr.com/

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCvmv0vfG_MigaHbvuH4Tx5A

Read more at www.eddsworld.co.uk

[theendofthedesign]

Tonight's just a bad night. I just wanna sleep and continue on tomorrow. It sucks feeling like I don't have anyone to confide in.

[theendofthedesign]

State Champs "Losing Myself"

CD/Vinyl/Merch: http://smarturl.it/StateChampsNY iTunes: http://geni.us/3Hhd?app=itunes Listen on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6e7qQNNJSaez58YoKRi...

I said I'll always remember the wood grain beneath my feet in a busy street I never said I was angry, but I think I'm still in misery But it's what I needed and you took me by surprise Sometimes I think I'm bound for losing it all And I thinking I'm weighing I think I'm weighing us down But no, I won't fall, and I wouldn't trade it I wouldn't trade it I'm down for life Another day I was selfish; It reminds me of my wasted youth and all the one's and two's I try to live in the moment; It reminds me of the time we spent trapped in your apartment We attract what we're ready for It's something I can't ignore Sometimes I think I'm bound for losing it all And I thinking I'm weighing I think I'm weighing us down But no, I won't fall, and I wouldn't trade it I wouldn't trade it now Maybe some promises were broken; wasn't holding tight But now I wanna know what it feels like Sometimes I think I'm bound for losing it all But I wouldn't trade it I wouldn't trade it I'm down for life Call it off, I've made my move I'm defenseless and I could use some time on my own and a place to say I'm losing myself in the best way Done with anything basic I've had enough of the same shit Tell me why We attract what we're ready for It's something I can't ignore Sometimes I think I'm bound for losing it all And I thinking I'm weighing I think I'm weighing us down But no, I won't fall, and I wouldn't trade it I wouldn't trade it now Maybe some promises we're broken; wasn't holding tight But now I wanna know what it feels like Sometimes I think I'm bound for losing it all But I wouldn't trade it - I wouldn't trade it I'm down for life

[theendofthedesign]

Second day of row you've treated me like a sack of shit... Love being treated with no fucking respect. I dunno why I deal with this over and over again. You're always consistently making me feel like I'm not fucking important. Maybe I should just get the hint already

[theendofthedesign]

I just want someone to cuddle with tonight

[theendofthedesign]

If my relationship is over after this I definitely wasted my time again. I'm not the one who really fucked up... You promised me you'd try for me staying after you fucked up, and I've yet to see it. I went to Ottawa a week ago for you.... It's literally just looking like what I was afraid of... Looks like your taking the first opportunity to leave right after I went to Ottawa.. looks like you only wanted me to go just because your mom already bought the tickets... Not because you actually wanted me to go... I feel so used right now... I didn't even fuck up and yet you're the one considering this to be done... That's so fucking stupid.... I feel so played again... I really hope you don't fucking play me again just like you did at Christmas...

[theendofthedesign]

The mad amount of disrespect I receive is crazy

[theendofthedesign]

You know what.. I tried. I'm trying to get it to work, I told you it's fine it's something you couldn't control and I told you to come here. You shut me down and bitched me out with everything I tried, everything I did and even everything I didn't do. You bitched at me for "stripping" a screw when you told me right after you undid it was that it was stripped. Yea yea yea happy birthday to me, just what I fucking needed. Fuck trying to help people, I can't fucking do everything.

[theendofthedesign]

I answer, I get my head ripped off having feelings and emotions like any human being. I don't answer and I get my head ripped off for not trusting you to tell me. Thanks for putting me in a lose lose situation again. There goes my motivation for the next week, I'm just going to go home and do stupid things till I don't care anymore

[theendofthedesign]

I'm seriously sick and tired of being the scapegoat and the punching bag for everyone.. people get angry I talk to them calmly, I get angry people freak out at me. People just consistently trying to put me down and make me feel like a sack of shit. Well guess what people. Its working. Great fucking job. I'm back to the point I just want to quit everything in one weekend cuz I'm tired of being the fucking scapegoat for everyone's anger. I'm tired of the whole fucking world allowed to do something but I'm not. Like seriously. Fuck this and fuck everything. It's not fucking worth it