The Fear.

.self love. 25 yo. Qns, NY. [Follow Me on Instagram: KolorMeBaddd] -Sallei the Great

[saga-anderson-deactivated202402]

[thefear2012]

blah

Might start posting on here again just to get out random thoughts.

[vintagewoc]

Tina Turner at the Lake Amador Gold Rush Festival (1969)

[accras]

Jodie Turner-Smith out & about in  Calabasas, Calif., 1/5/20

[bywomon]

my gf took these fire ass 35mm film camera stills of Meg Thee Stallion in HTX at her Red Bull Music Show. she was determined to capture Meg & she did. I am proud of her and want to share her work with the world. I LOVE YOU @nakedbybria KEEP FUCKIN IT UP!!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥

[orion-lake]

[n0pu55y4u-deactivated20230922]

Love her

[thefear2012]

Ni88as Still Waste Your Time in 2019?

Oh-shit, It’s 2020-- Even worse!

Just started dating again and I was supposed to meet up with this dude around 8 and he flaked. 

I had a feeling he would when I didn’t get a response to the text I sent at 6 to confirm, and so I didn’t bother getting dressed or undoing my twists, but I did do my makeup and ironed my top.  I figured if I got a late response I could just throw on my outfit and undo my twists and go.  I definitely didn’t want to get dressed and undo my twists without getting a firm confirmation.  Bitch, could you imagine if I got got dressed, did my hair, left my house and went to the bar?  I’d be tight!!  Do you know how long it takes to put these twists in?!  I don’t let my hair out unless I’m going somewhere nice or seeing people. Haha, oh wells, I get to save this twist out for another day lmao. 

Shit, I figured the men got more mature around 30 but it’s the same shit!

This ni88a wasted my time (the time I spent doing my makeup), my energy because I was nervous all day and my goddamn alcohol that I drank to calm my nerves.

This is strike two and three.  Definitely not giving him a chance to waste my time and energy again.

What was strike one?  The fact that he asked me out but I had to make the plans, wtf.  Ni88as where’s the freakin ingenuity in 2020?

Oh wells.

*I know I haven’t posted on here in yearsss.  I was gonna vent to a friend but I really don’t feel like having a back and forth conversation so I just decided to bring that energy here :)

[mamachonnes]

[thinkwayvii]

💜

[thefear2012]

It just hit me that my last perm was 4 years ago 😆

[kierralondon-deactivated2019102]

like no offense but that lady doesn’t deserve to be called a bitch and racial slurs on social media just because 1 out of her 4 kids slipped away from her for a second. she doesn’t deserve that amount of demonization, she doesn’t deserve death threats, she doesn’t deserve to lose her job, she doesn’t deserve fucking Anonymous of all people threatening to hack her… and i will say it’s racially charged because y'all flip out when KKK members get doxxed or when we ask people calling us niggers to be fired. oh but this? for a gorilla? it’s a okay

[blacknaturals]

♕

[autistic-people-are-awesome]

[bonitaapplebelle]

Phylicia Rashad at her college graduation 

[thefear2012]

Beautiful.

[igxbaddies]

[chaqlatgawdess]

[humansofnewyork]

“At my high school, the first kid to get a pair of new Jordan’s was the king, and the kid who couldn’t afford them was bait for the sharks. My mom and I didn’t have much money so I got teased a lot. Sometimes it got so bad that I’d have panic attacks. One day all the kids were being especially nice to me in history class. Everyone was acting like my friend, but as soon as the bell rang, they all threw soap at me at the same time. I lived in a homeless shelter at the time. I liked being at the shelter much more than being at school. Everything at school was a competition. But everyone at the shelter helped each other out. People would share clothes, cook for each other, and babysit for each other. We were all at rock bottom, so nobody thought they were better than each other.”

[lilypokuah]