Youโre currently catching up on charts when you glance over to a room close to you. Thereโs a patient there, just resting. But something is telling you to go check on them. Youโre not sure why but you trust your gut and make your way over.
You pull his chart from the end of the bedย
Samuel Kingston, age 57
You close the chart and go to his side.
โMr. Kingston, Iโm a nurse and I just wanted to check and make sure youโre doing alright tonight.โ
Mr. Kingston can barely open his eyes. He can barely respond and you notice his shallow but slightly rapid breathing.
โMr. Kingston? Are you feeling okay?โ
You quickly examine his eyes. Unfocused.
You can see sweat start to form on his hairline.
Quickly you take his blood pressure manually.
Fuck. Itโs low. Way too low.
You reach for his chart and check his medication doses since being admitted.
The chart states he is on strict blood pressure medication for hypotension.
Then you see the medication doses.
He was supposed to have a dose earlier this morning and the space is blank.
No time administered or an initial to indicate he was checked on.
The resident on his case was Dr. Menton, a newer resident.
You quickly make it to a supply cart and find a bottle of Midodrine. As you start administering it, a voice enters the room.
โHey Mr. Kingston, Itโs Dr. Mentโ HEY!โ
As you finish the medication dose, a hand grabs your arm and pulls you back and grabs the syringe from you.
โWhat do you think youโre fucking doing?โ
You look at him bewildered.
โWhat am I doing?โ you start โWhere the fuck have you been? Mr. Kingston wasnโt given his morning dose of meds for his hypotension. Youโre lucky I was even over here. He could have dโโ
โWhat the hell is going on here?โ Robbyโs voice cuts through the chaos.
You both turn towards the chief attending as he rushes in with another resident on his heels.
โI came in and Iโโ youโre quickly cut off by Dr. Menton
โI came in, Dr. Robby and found Mr. Kingston suffering symptoms of his hypotension. Whoever was supposed to administer his medication this morning didnโt . Luckily I was just outside to notice him suffering the consequences of that missed dose.โ
Menton gestures towards you โyour nurse here, gave me attitude and tried telling me how to do my job.โ
Your eyes widen in absolute shock.
โWhat are y-โ
โENOUGH!โ Robby shouts as he shakes his head.
โThank you Dr. Menton for stepping in and helping Mr. Kingston. Star, go find something to do and please show more respect for your resident.โ
Dr. Menton glances at you with a smirk and follows Robby out of the room after Mr. Kingston is stabilized.
You stay stuck to your spot and stare at nothing.
Tears start to fill your eyes as your breathing becomes uneven.
Brendon is on his way back to the orthopedic floor, hoping to pass you on his way.
Just as heโs about to turn the corner he hears sniffling.
He stops momentarily to listen closely.
Thereโs more sniffing followed by muffled crying.
Brendon walks towards the noise and pulls back the curtain to the room itโs coming from.
Who he sees standing there makes his blood run ice cold.
There you are, his star, face wet from tears, eyes red and lips trembling as you silently cry.
โStarโฆโ he can barely get the word out.
You look up and see Brendon.
His face softens at your distressed state as his anger simmers inside.
Whoever did this to you would suffer greatly.
โCโmere sweetheart,โ he walks to you and pulls you into his arms.
The gentle gesture makes you cry even harder.
โShhh star, Iโm right here.โย
His low and soft tone soothes you and makes you feel safe.ย
After a few minutes he slowly pulls himself back and lifts your chin to meet his eyes.
โYou know youโre not leaving this room without telling me who did this and what happened.โ
You huff lightly โI know, Brenโ you say in a whisper.
You then spend the next twenty minutes explaining to Brendon what happened with Dr. Menton
As you do, he canโt help but clench his fists and hope he gets the chance to meet Dr. Menton and give him a tip or two about how to not upset his crush favorite nurse.
He wipes a tear from your face as you finish.
โI just wish I had said something and not let him think he could do that shit.โ
You say in frustration.
โI know I'm not intimidating but like I could learn to be tough, I think.โ
Brendon smiles at you pacing while talking to yourself. Youโre definitely not intimidating by a mile. Thatโs fine with him because heโd prefer to defend your honor and you just stand back and look cute.
But he understands your frustration.
โOkay star, listen,โ he grabs your shoulders and turns you towards him.
โYouโre gonna find this jackass. When you do, you look him in the eyes and you tell him that shit wonโt fly anymore. You might feel scared and thatโs okay because youโre standing up for yourself and getting the respect you deserve. I donโt think Dr. jackass will try that shit ever again.โ
You tilt your head a little and look up at him with your big sad eyes.
โYou think so?โ
He smiles wide, โI know so, baby.โ
Standing on your tiptoes you kiss Brendonโs cheek โThank you Bren. Youโre the best.โ
The touch of your lips on him has his whole body go still but feel on fire.
Itโs getting close to the end of your shift when you pass a room and you see Dr. Menton looking at some paperwork.
You take a deep breath and walk in.
โDr. Mentonโฆโ
He looks up and immediately rolls his eyes.
โWell if it isnโt miss โcanโt mind her own businessโ. What do you want?โ.
Your eyebrows furrow at his tone.
โListen here Menton,โ you get in his face โI did my damn job today. Actually no, I did your damn job. Youโre lucky Mr. Kingston didnโt die from your negligence. So, as of today, that shit wonโt happen again. I wonโt tolerate your shit.โ
Dr. Menton chuckles in amusement, about to not take you seriously at first but he sees something in his peripheral. Glancing over your shoulder he sees something truly intimidating.
Brendon Park.ย
Also known as the shark and for good reason.
Getting on his bad side is waiting for a bomb to go off so most people steer clear.
Brendon stands around a corner outside of the room in the distance, arms crossed with a scowl. When he makes eye contact with Brendon, he gives a stare that screams โlisten to her or Iโll make youโ
Mentonโs eyes widen as he looks back to you.
You poke a finger into his chest โSo hereโs whatโs gonna happen. Youโre going to find Robby and tell him what really happened. Youโre going to give me the credit I deserved. And lastly, youโre not going to pull this shit ever again. Not with me and definitely not with anyone else. Are we clear?โ
He briefly looks back to where Brendon is. Scowl still in place he starts cracking a few knuckles for emphasis.
Menton nods his head quickly as he looks back to you
โY-yeah I got it. Iโll go find Robby now and tell him. S-sorry.โ He says quickly before leaving the room in a hurry.
Park smirks from his hiding spot at the resident scrambling to hopefully make corrections.
He walks from around the corner and acts as if he didnโt witness a thing.
You smile at how Menton seemed to take you seriously. As you leave the room you see Brendon walking from the hallway.
โBren!โ you call his name
He smiles and makes his way towards you.
โBren! I did it! I told him to tell Robby the truth and not do that shit again. And I think he got the memo. I canโt believe I did that and he seemed like he genuinely heard me.โ
Brendon beams at you with pride โI told you, star. Iโm proud of you.โ
You smile wide, not knowing you had more help than you were aware of but he wouldnโt ruin your glow.
As far as you knew, you had a โscaryโ streak now.
Iโve always had this head canon that heโs a bit of a guard dog boyfriend. So my request is Park the Shark and younger nurse reader have been secretly dating for a bit. They keep things professional at work but he decides to bring her around his med school ortho friends to introduce her. Immediately they start playfully flirting with her and he gets protective and possessive. They start teasing him and telling him things like โif I had her in my OR I wouldnโt get any work done I dont know how you do it.โ She notices that heโs a bit tense and tries to get him to calm down a bit. However he has the satisfaction in knowing he gets to have a pretty young thing like her to take home while they can just look but not touch ;)
You watch your reflection closely in the mirror as you apply one last coat of mascara.
Tonight there was a reunion event for Brendonโs graduating class from medical school.ย
You had seen the invitation in the mail and insisted he go and see some familiar faces. And also throw around some bragging rights as the one of the east coastโs top orthopedic surgeons.
After some top tier convincing, he finally agreed but only if you went with him. Now it was you who had to be convinced.
Brendon watches you get ready from the doorway of the bathroom. If he could stare at you all day long he would.
When he met you, you were the fresh faced nurse starting out in the pitt.
It only took him overhearing you talk about your interest in orthopedics once for him to fight day shift tooth and nail for you.
With a promise to Robby that he would watch out for you, you were moved to orthopedics.
You were brilliant and young, eight years younger than him and completely out of his league.
You still were out of his league now.
Yet as soon as he asked you out for the first time back then, you immediately said yes.
He often worried with the age gap people would have things to say. That those words would drive you to be with someone closer to your age.
Even though you always reassured him that would never be the case, you both agreed to keep things under wraps at work and discreetly out in public.
You never minded, only wanting to ease his mind. Youโd do anything for him
Brendon was glad to have you on his arm tonight but he still worried just a tad that youโd catch the eye of someone who may try to steal you away.
โ-
You and Brendon walk into the event room, your hand holding onto his bicep.
โWow..โ you say looking around at the beauty and decor of the room โitโs gorgeous in here.โ
Brendonโs gaze lingers on you as you admire the space โYeah, sure is.โ
You turn your head and catch him staring, rolling your eyes with a smile.
He chuckles at your reaction as you both make your way to the bar.
โHey! Look who it is! If it isnโt Park!โ
The voice makes you both turn your heads.
To the right of the bar in a seating area towards the back are a few guys, all smiles as they wave in your direction.
Brendon waves back as he leans close to you.
โSome guys I studied and hung out with most of the time in med school.โ he whispers
He gently leads you towards them.
A taller guy greets you guys first when you get closer.
โWell well well if it isnโt Pennsylvaniaโs most sought after ortho surgeonโ he smiles and then his gaze turns to you.
โWell hello there, and you are?โ
You smile politely and introduce yourself.
โYou a doctor too, sweet stuff?โย
Brendonโs hackles go up at the flirtatious tone and pet name.
โNo, Iโm a nurse for orthopedics at ptmc with Brendon.โ you share
The guy briefly glances at you and Brendon and notices your intertwined hands.
A giant smirk works its way on his face.
โOhhh shit! Guys!โ he grabs the attention of the other men sitting close โOur buddy here brought his O.R. nurse and girlfriend!โ
Your face warms in slight embarrassment from the attention as all the men start whistling and yelling at the introduction.
Brendonโs hand moves from yours to your waist, pulling you close.
A waiter walks by and offers you both drinks.
Thank god.
You both needed one.
Brendon grabs a whiskey and you grab a wine glass.
The friend closest to you guys beckons you over to sit.
Casual conversation flows and Brendon adds in here and there, glad that the attention is off of you.
Or so he thought.
Brendon glances around the group subtly and notices a few of the guys eyeing you and looking you up and down, not so subtly.
His jaw clenches at how they unashamedly stare and gawk at you.
โHey baby,โ he whispers to you โcould you grab me another drink? Maybe a snack we can split?โ
You smile at him and kiss his cheek quickly.
โYeah of course. Be right back, baby.โ
He watches you as you walk off and turns back to the guys and sees theyโre also watching you walk away.
โYo Park, your girl is fine as fuckโ one guy says with his eyes still on you in the distance.
Brendonโs composure is slowly crumbling.
โYeah,โ another guy chimes in โif I had her in my O.R.? Shit, not a damn thing would be getting done except for her.โ
The man breaks into a fit of laughter as the other guys high five him and agree.
Brendon frowns at the jokes being made, gripping his thigh hard to keep from decking the men.
He doesnโt like the idea of anyone else having you.ย
You're his.
โ--
On the other side of the room you're grabbing new drinks.
Itโs like you can feel his brooding attitude from across the room.
You turn to look for him and you see the irritation clear across his face as he swirls the whiskey around in his cup.
After the bartender hands you the drinks you make your way back to him.
His buddies quickly glance at you as you walk past, not being discreet enough with their comments about you.
โFuck, the things Iโd do if I had her.โ
โShe could have anyone and she chooses old man over here.โ
โI bet he had to pay her to be here. No way sheโs actually dating him.โ
The smiling assholes arenโt subtle when they say it and itโs clear that Brendon hears it too when his frown gets even worse.
Luckily you can squash the talk and reassure Brendon all at once.
Brendon is sitting on a leather couch. So you place your left leg between his and then place your right knee on the cushion on the outside of his leg.
The placement has you practically straddling his thigh with your dress riding up dangerously high.
Brendon must notice because his hands grab your ass and hold you closer to him, shielding whatโs only his to see.
โHey babyโ you greet him sweetly.
He gives you a โheyโ, frown still in place.
You lean in closer so your mouth is right by his ear.
โI know what theyโre saying, Bren. You also know that none of it is true. As far as Iโm concerned,โ you whisper โtheyโre not the ones who get me in their O.R. every day. You do.โ
Your hand makes its way to the back of his head where you lightly scratch through his hair.
A weakness of his.
โTheyโre also not the ones who are gonna get to fuck me at the end of the night. You are. So, how about you turn that frown upside down and we go home to our own party?โ
You hear his breath hitch at your words and a slight groan escapes him.
โY-Yeah. Yeah letโs fucking do thatโ he grits out โBut can we wait a few minutes?โ
Your eyebrows furrow at the question.
โI mean yeah but wh-โย
Your words are cut off as he pulls you flush against him.ย
More so against his hard cock.
โAaah okay babyโ you laugh a little.
โThanks sweetheart.โ he groans as he leans his head back against the couch.
โ-
Unbeknownst to you both, your audience had watched the interaction with rapt attention.
Eventually they all had silently slipped away to collect themselves and let their jealousy spill over elsewhere.
You made it clear you were Brendonโs and they had finally gotten the message.
hey!! i hope you still take requestsโฆiโm thinking of reader freshly out of a relationship and jack who has had a crunch on her for ages trying to subtly act on it and she likes him baaaack!!!! (the whole break up is a bit self reflection lmao)
Jack leans on the nurses station counter looking at the same chart over and over again. He didnโt even read it halfway through the first time before looking up and scanning the E.R.
He doesnโt see you yet. Thatโs okay, you should be there soon.
He shows up 30 minutes early to every night shift because you show up 20 minutes early.
He doesnโt want to miss a moment of you before the shift starts.
โ-
One could assume Jack liked you. They would be partially right.
Itโs safe to say he was infatuated with you.
Ever since he met you on your first day over a year ago, he was smitten with your beauty and infectious smile.
You were ethereal.
And he wanted to know more.
Unfortunately, only one thing stood in his way.
Your boyfriend.
He had heard Santos and Javadi talking about it at the end of your first month. Word was that he wasnโt the greatest guy but your heart was big and you were trying to make it work.
Jack felt a bit defeated at the news but he wasnโt deterred.
He could be patient.
You would be worth every waiting minute.
โ-
Glancing at his watch he sees thereโs 10 minutes until handoff and youโre still not here.
Are you okay?
Did you oversleep?
Did your car break down?
Did you call in siโ
His spiraling thoughts are interrupted by the squeaking of wet sneakers. Looking up he sees you walking fast, a rain jacket pulled tight around you.
โAlmost didnโt make it there earlybirdโ he jokes
You quickly look over at him and give a small half smile โThe day I'm late is the day you should worry.โ
Then he sees it. Your eyes are red rimmed and slightly swollen, like you had just finished crying your eyes out. Your face screams โsad and tiredโ.
He immediately straightens at his observation.
โYou okay, sweetheart?โ
You nod a bit too quickly and force a bigger smile on your face.
โAll good Abbot, promise.โ
The next moment you're walking to the lockers to put your stuff up for the night.
Jack watches you go, not convinced in the slightest.
Throughout the night Jack searches for you to make sure youโre okay.
Every time he finds you, you always have a smile on your face or youโre laughing with someone. But he can see somethingโs off.
Later in the early hours, the Pitt is at a lull so he takes the time to reset all the rooms before the next rush.
Heโs not paying attention when he pushes the curtains aside to one room and he sees you standing there. You hands partially cover your face but he can see that youโre crying.
โShitโsorry Jack. Just needed a minuteโ you sniffle as you face away from him, quickly wiping your face.
You called him Jack.
Not Abbot.
Now he knew something was really wrong.
You loved to tease him by using his last name.
โSweetheart, whatโs wrong?โ
You shake your head silently, too choked up with tears to respond.
Jack approaches you and turns you slowly by the shoulder.
โCโmere,โ he says as he pulls you into his chest.
He soothes you as best he can for about ten minutes before you slightly pull back.
โWant to talk about it?โ
You look at him for a minute before nodding and going to sit on the bed behind you. Jack joins you and sits as close to you as he can.
โI uh, me and my now ex broke up a few weeks ago.โ
Jack tries to keep a poker face but inside his heart is racing at the revelation.
โI had not been feeling too good about him for a while and unfortunately my gut knew because he had been cheating on me for a while. While that hurt it didnโt kill me. I think I was slowly losing feelings and that had solidified that we werenโt right for each other.โ
Jack sees a stray tear fall and quickly wipes it away. Your face warms at the gesture.
โThen what happened today?โ he asks quietly.
You take a deep breath.
โI went to grab my stuff from his place. I guess he was mad about me ending things and he-โ you take a shaky breath and try to hold tears back.
โHe said he cheated because I was a bore. I wasnโt pretty enough, the sex was awful, I was a shitty girlfriend. Then he said Iโd never b-be good enough for anyone. That no one would l-love me.โ
Jack's heart breaks as he watches your lip tremble and sees the sadness in your eyes.
Heโs also angry that anyone would have the audacity to say those things to you.
You were good enough.
Too good.
For anyone.
For him.
Your ex was wrong about that for sure. And he was wrong about someone never loving you.
Because he loved you.
He was in love with you.
Had been since he met you.
Jack grabs your hands in his.
โI hope you donโt believe a word of that honey. Youโre amazing. Youโre too good for him and he never deserved you. And I know thereโs someone out there who loves everything about you. Who wonโt ask you to change a thing and knows youโre more than good enough.โ
You sniffle and stare at your joined hands.
โSomeone that good doesnโt sound real.โ
The silence causes you to look up at Jack and you find heโs already looking at you.
โJack?โ
He leans in a bit.
โMaybe this is the absolute wrong time and maybe you donโt feel the same way.โ
Your heart races at his words.
โYou can tell me to fuck off but Iโd regret it forever if I didnโt tell you how I feel.โ
Your eyes widen slightly.
Thereโs no fucking way.
You had always had a crush on Jack Abbot. His cute grey curls, his handsomeness and charismatic personality. He was the whole package.
He was out of your league.
So, you gave the guy at the bar, your ex, a chance in hopes youโd get over Jack.
Now? Now you were glad things hadnโt worked out. Maybe this was your chance if he truly felt the same.
He squeezes your hand a bit.
โSweetheart, will you go out with me? Can I take you out for dinner this weekend?โ
Your heart stops.
Yes god please!
โI-I, yes. Yes, Iโd love that, Abbot.โ
Jack canโt help but smile at your flustered response and that you were back to calling him Abbot.
I saw requests are open and I was wondering if youโd consider writing a fic with Brendon Park x reader where the reader is terrified of the dentist and gets a toothache or maybe their wisdom teeth come in? Fluffy and sweet?
Over the next few weeks the pain gets progressively worse but your fear and stubborn nature keeps you from getting help.
Brendon can only watch from the sidelines and hates every time he sees you grimace.
Unfortunately today would be your breaking point and you would get there the hard way.
โโ
Tonight Brendon had made a delicious meal of steak and baked potatoes.
Your favorite.
Chewing had been a challenge over the weeks with the tooth pain but today seemed like you were turning a corner. You felt a little sore but overall better than the last few days.
Brendon sets your plate in front of you and you both dig in.
You cut your steak and take your first bite. The chewing reawakens the sore feeling but you try to focus on how delicious it is instead.
Itโs the second bite that gets you.
You start to chew and one bite causes a horrific pain.
You grimace as you feel the tears build up.
Your heart races as a nauseous feeling overwhelms you.
Brendon happens to look up and notice somethingโs off.
โYou okay baby? Is the food okay? Anything hurt?โ
His concern warms your heart but you donโt want to fall apart in front of him.
You force a smile to cover up the grimace from the bite.
โYeah, all good Bren. Iโm just gonna use the bathroom real quickโ you say.
Quickly you make your way to the hallway bathroom and lock the door.
As soon as the lock clicks you brace yourself against the counter, knuckles gripping the edge.
The pain is excruciating as you take deep breaths to steady yourself.
A hot tear rolls down your cheek as you hang your head.
Fuck this.
Then a knock echoes from the door.
โBaby?โ
You hear the knob turn back and forth, stopped by the lock.
โSweetheart, are you okay?โ you can hear the underlying concern in Brendonโs tone.
You contemplate for a minute before going to unlock the door.
Before you can move your hand from the knob the door is already opening and Brendon slides into the bathroom with you.
โHey, whatโs going on? Youโve been gone for a bit.โ
You hadnโt realized that.
โMy mouth hurts so bad Bren. It fucking hurts.โ you say in a pained voice.
He holds you close to his chest.
โI hate to see you in pain, baby. Do you want an ice pack? Tylenol?โ
Your heart races.
You know what you need.
โCanโฆcan you help me make an appointment? To get them taken out?โ
Brendonโs eyebrows raise at your question but relief flows through him that youโve changed your mind.
Itโs killed him the last few weeks to see you in such immense pain, while still understanding your fear of the dentist.
His hand goes to the back of your head, holding you to him.
โOf course, sweetheart. Iโll do it first thing tomorrow morning.โ
You kiss his chest as tears soak into his shirt.
โYouโre so brave, baby. Iโm so proud of you. And Iโll be with you through every step.โ
Itโs a week later and youโre walking into the center for oral surgery.
Your anxiety was getting the best of you and Brendon was doing everything possible to ease your nerves. He had held you close all night last night and held you this morning.
Heโs barely let go of your hand all morning, secretly nervous for you.
Once youโre in the room they go over the procedure plan one more time and then youโre saying your goodbye to Brendon.
He crouches down by the chair to be level with you.
โYouโre gonna do great sweetheart. Iโm so proud of you for being here. Itโll be over before you know it and then weโll be on the way home.โ
You nod as your heart races a tad.
โA-And youโll be here when Iโm done?โ you say nervously.
โOf course baby,โ he takes your hand and kisses your knuckles โIโll be in the waiting room the whole time.โ
Itโs like the simple words finally hit you and the nervousness slowly starts to fade.
โOkay. Love you Bren.โ
โLove you more baby.โ he smiles.
He gives you a quick kiss and then he's leaving the room.
The doctor then administers the numbing medicine and waits for it to set in.
โAlright,โ he says while putting gloves on โthe nurse is going to give you some laughing gas. Count back from ten and then youโll be out. Once youโre done weโll get you into the recovery room and then your boyfriend can come get you. Sounds good?โ
You canโt feel your mouth so you nod in understanding.
The nurse then holds the laughing gas mask over your face and reminds you to count back from ten.
Brendon had waited a little over an hour before they called him back to see you in recovery.
You were laying in a bed and clearly out of it. Your eyes barely open.
โHey pretty girl, how ya feelin?โ he says while approaching you.
He watches as your eyes widen at the sound of his voice.
โBrenannnโ you slur out with a mouth full of gauze.
He tries to hold back his laugh at your loopy state.
Your head lolls to the side, looking at the nurse.
โThaathโ you attempt to point at Brendon โith my boyfrenth. Heโth tho hanthuuumโ
The nurse nods in amusement โHe sure is sweetie. Youโre a very lucky girl.โ
Your head falls back and a wide smile appears on your face.
โUh huhhh. Jus donโth tell my boyfenth. Bren canโth knoooww.โ
Brendon lifts an eyebrow โI canโt know?โ
โNooo thilly, youโre my thecret.โ
He canโt help but laugh at your words.
โOkay baby, we won't tell him.โ
โThannng youuu.โ you huff out dramatically.
The nurse then helps you into a wheelchair and helps roll you out to the car.
โYouโre thooo sweeeth.โ you say to the nurse after she gets you settled with Brendonโs help.
โThank you sweet pea. Feel better soon!โ
She shuts the door and Brendon makes his way back to the driverโs seat.
โOkay sweetheart, letโs get you home.โ
โ--
Once youโre home, Brendon helps you to the couch where he already has a pillow and blanket waiting for you. As well as water and gatorade sitting on the coffee table.
Within five minutes of getting you comfortable, youโre out like a light.
โ--
About 3 hours later you start to wake up.
What happened tโ
โOwwwwโ you groan in pain.
You go to touch your face when a voice stops you.
โHey sweetheart, donโt touch.โ
Brendon comes over to you with a pill bottle and water.
โTake this baby. It should kick in soon. Iโll change your gauze out too.โ
Brendon was truly the best and made sure you didnโt lift a finger, only relaxing.
He eventually comes back to the living room with fresh gauze for later to give your mouth a break. Sitting on the couch he pulls you closer to him.
You cuddle into him and relax in his hold.
He kisses the top of your head โYou did so good today sweetheart. I know it was scary but you were so brave and did the damn thing.โ
You look up at him the best you can.
โI couldnโt have done it without you Bren,โ you hug him tight
hey!! can you write something about Brendon and exwife!reader who co parent. theyโre on pretty good terms for the kid (definitely not because theyโre still very much in love ๐) but eventually they get back together. i know itโs pretty vague but i really love second chance and thought you could write it beautifully
You blow out a breath as you look into the hallway mirror.
I can do this.
Itโs just him.
I'm fine.
A knock at the door interrupts your attempt at encouraging affirmations. You rub your hands on the side of your jeans as you make your way to the front door.
This happens every time.
This feeling.
The nervousness.
You thought youโd feel more settled after the separation, more peace. But it only seemed to fuel your nerves.
Youโre the one who brought up the idea of divorce.
Youโre the one who walked away first.
But it wasnโt a light decision.
Brendon was your world. Marrying him was the best decision of your life. Even now you wouldnโt change a thing.
After only one year of marriage, you had your baby girl, Claire. She was the absolute light of your and Brendonโs life.
She wanted for nothing because you both promised to give her the world.
Two years later is when things started to slowly fall apart.
As one of the best orthopedic surgeons on the east coast, Brendon worked quite a lot at the hospital and you knew this. The odd hours, the late nights, not seeing him for a day or two at a time.
You understood what came with that and you were on board from the start.
When Claire was born he was so present for you both and was incredibly involved. After those first two years he started working more. More than usual to the point you weren't sure when heโd be home.
You still kept him thoroughly updated with Claire. Sending videos and pictures, even facetiming him during breaks so he could see her.
Then he stopped answering his phone. Replies became scarce with only a โreadโ receipt as a sign he even saw your texts.
This started to take a toll on you, on your marriage.
It would be one thing if you were the only one to be affected by this but you had a daughter who was now barely seeing her dad.
After a few months of this you confronted Brendon and explained how you were feeling. That you and Claire missed him and that you need him.
You donโt know what caused the boil over but the night ended in raised voices and tears.
Both of you hurt.
At the time Brendon couldnโt see how things were affecting you. So it was no surprise he didnโt take it well when you suggested separating.
He couldnโt lose you or Claire.
But he did anyways.
Pennsylvania law didnโt require a separation period before divorce but you both agreed it would be better to start with that for Claireโs benefit.
It had been several months since that night and every day you were plagued with every emotion and feeling.
Is he happier?
Does he miss you?
Is he seeing anyone?
The thought makes you sick but you reel the feeling back.
You open the door and come face to face with the same handsome face you fell in love with six years ago.
โHeyโ he smiles, holding a sleeping Claire in his arms
โHey Bren,โ you return the smile.
You both had agreed that you would have Claire during the week due to his schedule and that he would get her during the weekends. Not the most ideal but you both wanted her to have as much stability with both of her parents.
Brendon also insisted you get the house to stay in with Claire. It was your home too and heโd never take that from you.
โCome inโ you hold the door open wider to let them in.
โI see the zoo wore her outโ you chuckle lightly.
He turns towards you โOh you know it. She loved every minute and then fell asleep before we even made it to the parking lot.โ
You smile at that. He had sent you pictures of her and him throughout the day, melting your heart with every photo.
โIโm gonna put her down and then Iโll come down.โ
You nod as you lean against the hallway wall.
He turns and heads to the stairs up to Claireโs room to put her down.
Your eyes never leave his figure until he turns the hall corner, out of sight.
You let out a breath you had been holding and make your way to the kitchen, bracing your hands on the counter with your head hanging down.
You donโt realize you haven't moved for a few minutes until a voice startles you.
โYou okay?โ
You look up and see Brendon in the doorway, a look of concern on his face.
A smile forces its way onto your face โYeah, Iโm good. Just tired. Want something to drink?โ
He doesnโt look convinced by your answer but chooses to not address it.
โSure, whatever youโve got is fine.โ
You turn to escape his intense observation and head for the cabinets.
As you go to grab glasses for drinks, Brendon notices a shine on your left hand.
Specifically your ring finger.
There's a ring.
Your wedding ring.
He hadnโt noticed it before, assuming you didnโt want the reminder.
A sliver of hope fills his chest.
This may be his only opportunity. He canโt pass it up.
He leans back against the kitchen counter, arms crossed.
โYou still wear it?โ
You continue to fix both drinks โWear what?โ
You canโt see him but he nods towards your hand.
โYour ring.โ
Your movements still at his words. Slowly you pull your hand towards your chest and lightly twist it on your finger.
โYeah. IโฆI do.โ
You glance at Brendon, seeing his ring still on. You had looked for it the day after the separation and he had it on. He's had it on the whole time since then, which was months ago.
He braces his hands behind him on the counter โWhy?โ
You take a shaky breath, heart racing โIโฆโ you still twist the ring around โBecause I love youโฆ. And I fucking miss you.โ
The last part comes out in a whisper while your eyes fill with tears.
Brendon walks towards you slowly โI think you know how I feel.โ
You turn to face himย โI justโฆ. I just wanted you to be here more. I wanted you here with me and Claire. We just wanted you.โ
He gets close enough to rest a hand gently on your hip โI've missed you too. I miss having you both under the same roof every day. I knowโฆ. I know this is a long shot but could you ever forgive me?โ
You look at him for a moment and then walk towards a kitchen drawer and pull some papers out, walking back over and handing them to him.
Brendon takes the papers and looks at the top, his stomach dropping as he reads โDivorce Agreementโ.
โI haven't signed them...I don't want toโฆโ
Brendon looks up at you, the little bit of hope getting bigger.
Your hand grabs his wrist lightly โYou know that loving you was never the problem. I love you more than anything. But the way you work? I can't go through that again, Bren.โ
He looks at you and nods โYeah. Yeah I understand. I uh, I stopped working crazy hours. I might work late here and there but mostly according to my schedule. I wanted more time with Claire. And I...Iโd love more time with you too.โ
Your eyes widen slightly at the new information.
โYou cut your hours?โ
Brendon nods โI did. About two months after we, uh, separated.โ
You take a step closer to him.
โBrendon,โ you start โif this is going to work, I need things to stay consistent as much as it can. I don't want a roommate. I donโt want to beg for your time. I donโt want to compete with it. I want my husband. And Claire needs her dad. I won't jeopardize her needs and happiness.โ
He nods his head quickly โI completely agree, sweetheart.โย
The term of endearment slips out, one that was still ingrained in his vocabulary.ย
Only for you.ย
One that you missed.
โGive me a chance to prove it to you. To show that Iโm making the changes.โ
You nod as the tears start to fall โDonโt make me regret this Brendon. I can't go through this again.โ
He quickly pulls you into a bone crushing hug.
You hug him back and he lets out a long breath as he breathes in your familiar scent. One that heโs missed having surround him everywhere.
โPlease come home Bren.โ you whisper, in tears.
โYouโve got me sweetheart. You and Claire bear.โ
Hi, I saw that your requests are open, so I was wondering if you could please do a Brendon Park x reader, where the reader is a bit self-deprecating and Brendon doesnโt accept any of that, gently reminding her that sheโs good and that he adores her.
You shake your head as a voice pulls you from the memory.
โReady to go, sweetheart?โ
Clearing your throat you turn to face where the voice was coming from.
โYeah baby, I just have to grab my bag and shoes.โ you say back as your boyfriend walks out of the bedroom, fixing his watch.
You and Brendon were headed to a dinner with most of the pitt staff.
As the pittโs favorite nurse and their beloved friend, you were invited to all of the outings. Brendon always got an invitation as well and came to them as often as he could.
You always looked forward to spending time with everyone. It lifted your spirits every time, even on bad days, including today.
Brendon looks at you with a smile โAlright hot stuff, letโs get a move on then.โ
His words cause your face to heat up as he places a hand on your hip and moves you towards your stuff at the front door.
Tonight was going to be exactly what you needed.
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The group sits in a large booth at the back of the restaurant. Appetizers and drinks had been ordered and now everyone was just in conversations of various forms.
You were in a small conversation with Dennis and Samira when Brendon starts talking and the conversation catches your attention.
โSo,โ he looks between Jack and Robby โwhat advice would you give someone wanting to go to medical school?โ
You still at the question.
Oh Brendon Park you better not.
โYou do know youโre already a doctor, right Park?โ Robby says chuckling.
Jack tilts his head โWhy do you ask?โ
Brendon looks over at you a bit with a grin and you give him your best โshut your mouth right nowโ face.
โYour favorite nurse takes the MCAT in a few months.โ
You donโt notice how all conversation has died and everyoneโs heads have all turned to face you.
โIs he serious, kid?โ Jack asks with a heartwarming smile.
You nod slightly.
โHoly shit! Yes! Youโre gonna be a doctor with us!โ Trinity yells excitedly halfway up from her seat.
You huff out a breath with a smile โWell I hope Iโm actually smart enough for itโ
Brendon looks at you with a confused face, hoping youโre joking. Youโre the smartest person he knows.
โSweet pea, youโre such an amazing nurse. Of course youโre smart. Youโll kill it.โ Dana reassures you.
Samira gently grasps your hand from across the table.
โYouโre seriously talented. Literally the pittโs best nurse.โ
โThank you Samira,โ you say sincerely โgod knows I barely made it this far. Barely passed the NCLEX. Would probably help if my brain worked more oftenโ you joke.
Brendon has a tight lipped smile but behind it his heart is breaking at how youโre talking about yourself. The others don't seem to know your jokes arenโt jokes. He can tell you mean it and he canโt figure out why.
A few hours later you arrive back to the apartment with Brendon following behind you.
You set your keys on the counter with your bag and let out a sigh.
โTonight was so good. I needed that.โ
Brendon nods as he makes his way in front of you.
His silence catches your attention.
โYou okay, Bren?โ
He grabs one of your hands and holds it in both of his.
โWhat was that tonight?โ
Your eyebrows furrow at his question โWhat was what?โ
โWhen I brought up medical school. Everyone had something nice to say and maybe they thought your responses were jokes but I know they werenโt. Why would you say any of that about yourself?โ
You swallow hard and your chest gets tight.
You didnโt realize Brendon had been paying such close attention. That he noticed your insecurities speaking tonight in the jokes you made.
โI uhโฆI donโt knowโ you mumble, avoiding eye contact with Brendon.
He gently squeezes your hand.
โI think you do know. You know I love you. So much. I wonโt make you but can you tell me why?โ
You look up at the ceiling hoping he wonโt see the tears in your eyes threatening to fall.
His large hand caresses the side of your face โSweetheartโฆโ
โOkayโฆ cโmereโ you whisper as you lead him to the couch.
You both sit and you keep his hand in yours as you turn to your side to face him.
โDid I ever tell you that I didnโt plan on being a nurse?โ
Brendon furrows his eyebrows at the confession and slowly shakes his head. He thought you had always wanted to be one. You were a natural. Patients loved you as well as the whole hospital staff.
โI wanted to be a doctor. That was the dream.โ you gently squeeze his hands.
โI had spent a summer interning in high school in the E.R. and fell in love with it. The stuff that they do in the pitt? What Robby, Jack and the rest of them do? Thatโs where I saw myself.โ
Taking a deep breath you continue.
โWhen I got home after the last day of interning, I told my mom I wanted to be a doctor.โ
Your lip trembles as you hold back tears. Brendon pulls you closer into his side.
โIโll never forget her laughing in my face, like I had said the funniest joke. She said if I ever wanted to be a doctor that Iโd have to be a whole different person. Because the person she was looking at would never achieve something that amazing.โ
Brendon tucks your head under his chin as he silently listens.
โWhile it hurt, it didnโt kill my hope immediately. I still spent summers during college interning at the hospital. I got my Bachelorโs in Nursing so that I could have a better medical background before medical school. Three months later I was ready for the MCAT. I paid the fees, studied, and showed up early for the test. And before it even began, I walked out of the room.โ
Brendon rubs up and down your back โWhat happened, baby?โ
You take a shaky breath.
โI let the years of every terrible thing she said get to me. Do you know she didnโt even show up for my college graduation? Because I chose one in medicine and still wanted to be a doctor?โ you laugh with bitter tears as you think back on the day you realized no one was there at graduation for you.
You sniff, cuddling closer into Brendonโs embrace.
โI worked myself up so bad I felt physically ill, panicked, and left. It took a year to get the courage to take the NCLEX. I love nursing, don't get me wrong, but being a doctor is where I want to be.โ
Brendon gives you a quick squeeze before pulling you back a bit to look you in the eyes.
โDo you know how incredible you are?โ he says gently
โYouโre so kind, brilliant, talented, beautiful, and so much more. Youโre a fucking great nurse and everyone knows it. Youโre loved fiercely in the pitt. Youโd make a great fucking doctor too. No doubt."
He kisses your forehead gently.
"Iโm sorry your mom couldnโt recognize all your amazing qualities. She has no idea how amazing her daughter is. But I do. I know I canโt erase the damage caused but I promise to always remind you of all the good. Iโm beyond proud to call you mine and I canโt wait to see you kill the MCAT.โ
The tears had already started after the first few words he said.
Your family may not have supported you but Brendon did.
He showed up when it mattered and only ever encouraged you when you had an idea or goal.
Now you feel a little more brave to face your dreams.
Itโs been two months since that night and you had used Brendonโs encouraging words to take the MCAT.
You had been scared shitless that day. Waking up with a tight chest and a slight tremor in your hands.
Brendon had left early that morning so luckily he wouldnโt see you starting to panic.
You had gone to the kitchen to make a coffee and was met with a post it on the machine.
โYouโre gorgeousโ
That brought a smile to your face.
You open the cabinet to grab your lucky mug and youโre met with another post it.
โYouโre incredibly brilliantโ
Your heart melts while beating faster.
Next you grab your creamer from the fridge and there lies another post it.
โYouโre all the good in this world.โ
A tear falls down your face.
Damn you Brendon and your big heart.
When youโre finally ready to leave you go to grab your keys from the bowl and see something under them. You grab it and flip it over, tears immediately forming.
It's a picture of the pitt crew cheering, making heart hands, giving thumbs up, and smiling.
โWe're so proud of you! Our favorite nurse forever!โ written across the top.
You held the picture to your heart for a minute before putting it in your bag.
Okay, I've got this.
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Now you stand at the kitchen island with your laptop, email open and your hands clutched against your chest in anticipation.
โCโmon sweetheartโ Brendon says standing shoulder to shoulder with you.
You lean your head back โI know, I knowww. Iโm just scared.โ
โAnd thatโs okay baby. Iโm here with you no matter what.โ
You let out a breath and click the โsee resultsโ button on the email.
Your eyes scan the page for a few seconds and then it feels like your heart stops.
โPassโ
โOh shit! You did it baby! You fucking did it!โ
You did it.
Your mom was wrong. So wrong.
Brendon engulfs you in a bear hug and rocks you back and forth.
โYou brilliant mind you. I knew you could do it.โ
You hug him tight and can only feel gratitude for Brendon and the pitt crew, giving you endless encouragement up to this moment.
Can you do a park story about his wife being really shy and does crafts and baking and sales them online and gets hurt baking or doing a craft and comes to the emergency room nobody there knows she's parks wife thanks
To say you were busy was an understatement. As a small local baker, you didn't tend to get too many orders on a regular basis. But this week? Absolutely slammed for your business of one worker, yourself.
You started tackling orders at 6 a.m., briefly saying goodbye to Brendon as he kissed you on the cheek before leaving for his shift.
Itโs now 10 a.m. and you're almost caught up on orders. Right now youโre working on a few apple pies. Itโs not the worst thing but peeling and cutting apples? Thatโs the annoying part.
Youโre scrolling through emails as you cut the apples, trying to manage orders while keeping up with the ones youโre working on.
One email snags your attention as you work
โTen cakes for next weekend? Are they insane? Thatโs way too mโFUCK!โ
Your mumbling turns into a scream as you glance down and see a deep gash in the palm of your hand, bleeding pretty bad.
โShit, shit, shโowwwโ you wince as you make your way to the sink.
I guess thatโs whatโs bound to happen when you cut an apple in your hand.
Brendon had warned you time after time to use a real cutting board and not sacrifice your hand as one.
Of course heโd eventually be right about this.
You find a clean dish rag and tightly wrap it around your hand as you turn off all the appliances before heading to the pitt.
You walk into the pitt nervously. You had never met anyone from the hospital and Brendon had kept you private from his work life. He just loved being able to unload the dayโs stress in the safety of home, specifically in your arms.
You had been to the pitt a few times for friends, family, and a few injuries of your own. You didnโt really know who anyone was other than names and they definitely had no idea about you.
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After checking in you only sat in chairs for around 30 minutes before being called back. You sit on the bed and count to twenty in your head to try and distract yourself from the pain thatโs now setting in.
โGood morning, Iโm Dr. Langdon, what brings you in todโoh!โ
Your face warms in slight embarrassment. In your haste to make it to the hospital you didnโt check your appearance. One that consisted of being covered in flour, sugar and now some blood.
โLangdon, you know itโs rude to stare at our obviously injured patients.โ
A man as you recognize as Dr. Michael Robinavitch ,or Robby, speaks as he follows Dr. Langdon in. You had seen him on the hospitalโs website in the list of doctors when you had wanted to see who Brendon worked with.
The same voice draws your attention back.
โGood morning Missโฆโ he looks at your chart โMiss Park.โ
You can tell he doesnโt make any connection to your husband.
โWhat brings you in today?โ
You slightly lift your wrapped hand โMe vs. a knife and it's safe to say I didnโt winโ you manage to say with a smile as a tear falls.
โWell, I hope you put up a fair fight.โ Robby jokes to help ease your nerves.
He gently grabs your hand and unwraps the towel for a closer look.
You wince as it peels away and turn your head to the side.
โSorry, sorry. Yeah, you got yourself pretty good here. Itโs gonna require stitches unfortunately.โ
You nod as you wipe your face.
โThatโs fine. I shouldโve known cutting things in my hand would end badly one day. My husband told me this would happen.โ
Robby chuckles as he gathers the medical instruments.
โSmart man.โ
โโ
The elevator dings as it makes it to the pitt floor and opens, revealing Brendon Park. He stalks towards the nurses station in search of information on a consult.
As he shuffles through some charts, he quickly glances up at the patient board and looks back down.
Suddenly his head snaps up and he reads the board again
โY/n Parkโ
The name makes his blood run cold and he moves quick towards the room listed, not even looking at the reason youโre there.
He comes to a halt at the doorway of your room. Robby is gathering supplies and Frank sits by the tray holding your hand out to examine it before numbing it.
Dr. Langdon or Frank, as Robby has also referred to him as, holds your hand out to look over it one more time before administering the numbing medicine.
He grabs the needle off of the tray and goes to inject it when a deep familiar voice grabs everyoneโs attention.
โGet your hands off her.โ
You look up towards the doorway and are met with the eyes of your husband.
Brendon stands there very still, frown in place, and eyes locked on you.
โBren, Iโโ he cuts you off, repeating the same phrase to Frank.
โGet your hands off of her now.โ
Frank looks over his shoulder as Robby looks at Brendon. โPark? What's going on? We didnโt ask for a consult. Nothing's broken.โ
โYeah Park,โ Frank says as he turns back to you โThis has nothing to do with you.โ
Brendonโs eyes harden, as they shift towards Frank.
โSheโs my wife.โ
Everyone looks at each other. Then you. Then Brendon. Then back at you again.
โYour wife? You have a wife?โ Frank questions in shock.
Brendon pulls out the ring attached to the chain around his neck.
โShitโ Frank mutters.
Robby steps forward โLook Park, you know the rule about working on family. You can be here but you canโt help.โ
Brendon silently looks at you before nodding slightly.
โBut only you or Abbot can do the stitching.โ
Frank makes a face โLook Iโm perfectly capable ofโโ
โNo.โ Brendon states firmly โSheโs my wife and she gets the best care thatโs available. You can put a bandaid on at the end if it makes you feel better but anything else is attending work. I wonโt have anything less for her.โ
He sits behind you on the bed and pulls you back against his chest.
โHey baby.โ you whisper over your shoulder.
He rests his chin on your shoulder and whispers to you.
โWhat happened, sweetheart? You okay?โ
You laugh a little โI think I might take your advice on using a cutting board after today.โ
โCutting those damn apples in your hand, huh?โ you feel him smile against your cheek.
You roll your eyes playfully โYeah, yeah, yeah you were right, big guy.โ
His hands come up to your face and gently wipe the last few tears away.
Your moment is interrupted by Robby grabbing your hand and administering the lidocaine.
Brendon holds you tighter when he hears you wince.
โSorry, Mrs. Parkโ Robby cracks a half smile with you.
โNo,โ you smile. โIโm sorry about my husband and his oh so gentle words.โ
That pulls a laugh from Robby. โNo worries. Heโs prickly because he cares. Canโt say I wouldnโt do the same if this happened to someone I loved.โ
You blush as Brendon rubs your hip gently with one hand as he securely holds you around the waist with the other.
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Unbeknownst to you three, there's a small group at the nurseโs station watching the interaction.
โWho wouldโve guessed the Park the Shark would have a wife. She looks like such a sweetheart too.โ Trinity says to Dana as they both watch Brendon hold you.
โShe is but him? What a fuckin peach.โ Frank mutters with his head on his fist.
Trinity glances back at him with a teasing look
โYouโre just mad because Park made you look like an intern compared to everyone else.โ
โIโd say heโs husband material if you think about it. Very book trope codedโ Samira says looking at the other two.
โBlack cat x golden retriever.โ Frank states.
โMmmm, more like grumpy x sunshine. Only soft for her.โ Trinity says.
They all three look at you and Brendon in the room.
i always add aesthetic at the end, but ffs i cant colour match ๐ญ the pics I like wonโt be in the same colour, and if the colour matches, the pics suck ass lol :/
Was the first thing your fiancรฉ had said at 6:30 this morning. You obviously were very on board with that. You and Brendon both had the same day off for the first time in a few weeks, so a new adventure was due.
Thatโs how you find yourself hand in hand with him as you guys stroll down the streets of downtown Pittsburgh.
You look around at all the shops in search of something interesting to do when you look up ahead and see a sign hanging from the building
โTwists & Turns Tattoosโ
You squeeze Brendonโs hand.
โBabe!โ
He looks over at you โYeah sweetheart?โ
โI know what we can do.โ
โAnd that is?โ he questions with a raised eyebrow and small smile.
Raising your joined hands you point at the tattoo shop sign.
โYou want a tattoo? For sure?โ he grins
โPositive!โย
He pulls you gently towards the shop โThen letโs go get some tattoos.โ
As you both look at designs, Brendon moves in front of you to get your attention.
โWanna make this interesting?โ
You raise an eyebrow at him โHow so?โ
โLetโs choose each otherโs tattoos.โ
โWhat if I already had something in mind?โ you tease.
He takes a step closer.
โYou can save that for another time. Easy.โ
โHmmmmโ you hum as you think about it.
Brendon walks over to the counter and sets his elbow on it with his hand held out.
โHow about this, if you win the arm wrestle, you can get your tattoo and Iโll get one I want. But, if I win, we each choose a tattoo for each other.โ
Damn you Brendon.
He knew you couldnโt turn down a challenge.
โDeal. But we get to choose where we want it on ourselves.โ
He nods with a smile โI can agree with that.โ
You walk to the counter and grab his hand.
โOkay, on the count of three. 1โฆ2โฆ3!โ
You put all your strength and effort into it. Brendon is strong but you were too. His hand slowly starts to move back and it seems youโre about to win. But then itโs like he catches a second wind and within a split second your hand is pushed back flat on the counter.
โFuck!โ you laugh as Brendon pumps his fist in the air.
He pulls you into a hug and kisses your head.
โAlright babe, go find something for me.โ he says
You both are taken to different rooms with the artists and prepped without seeing what the stencil is.
This wasnโt your first tattoo. You had a few small stars along your hip. This stencil was definitely bigger but nothing you couldnโt handle.
You lay face down on the chair, skin buzzing with nerves as the tattoo artist begins
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An hour and a half later, youโre sitting in the lobby area waiting for Brendon to be finished. You both agreed to make the other guess where the tattoo is and after then youโd both get to see the design the other chose.
Not even twenty minutes later Brendon walks out and over to you. He kisses you briefly and goes to hold both of your hands.
โYou good? Excited?โ
Your smile grows wide.
โYesss. Iโm so excited. How about you?โ you check in
โOh yeah. Canโt wait to see what you picked. Letโs start with yours first though.โ
You pull him over to the giant floor to ceiling mirror at one end of the shop.
โOkay, you get three guesses.โ
He looks you up and down for a few minutes.
โMmmm , your thigh?โ
You shake your head.
โDamn. Uh, yourโฆ.back? Somewhere there?
โGood guess!โ
He chuckles as you beam at him โWhy there?โ
โBecause, regardless of what you chose, I knew it would be a reminder of you. So, I wanted it on my back because youโve always had my back.โ
You pull your shirt off and face away from the mirror as he stands right in front of you to block anyone from staring.
โReady to see it sweetheart?โ
You nod as he angles you to where you can see behind you.
Opening your eyes you look over your shoulder through the mirror.
When you see it, your heart swells.
Itโs a shark design.
โI love itโฆโ you whisperย โItโs beautiful, Bren. What made you choose a shark?โ
He walks up to you and wraps his arms around your shoulders.
โYou were the first person to call me shark. Iโll never forget you making that joke in medical school. I love it and although the pitt crew wear it out,โ he rolls his eyes playfully โIโll always love it when you say it. Just wanted you to have another reminder of me with you. Your shark.โ
Your eyes water at his words and you quickly wipe a stray tear.
โGod, I love you so muchโ you smile
He peppers kisses on your face until you're shaking from the laughter.
โIโll always have your back, baby. Forever.โ
โAlright handsome,โ you step back a little โnow to find where yours is.โ
He stands straight with his arms crossed and a smirk on his face.
You eye him suspiciously โyou better not have gotten it on your diโโ
โNo! No, of course not babe.โ He chuckles
You try to think as your eyes roam his massive frame.
โOn your arm?โ
He shakes his head โThatโs two guesses sweetheart. Only one more guess.โ
โYour neck? I dont know!โ
Brendon shakes his head again.
โGuess youโll never know.โ
You grab his hands quickly "please please please tell me Brenโ
He looks at you for a minute to drag it out before pulling the collar of his shirt to the side where you see the covering.
โYour chest?โ
โNo,โ he corrects โover my heart.โ
You pout your lip out at his answer.
โI wanted whatever you chose as close to my heart as possible.โ
Fanning your eyes you point back at the mirror โOkay now go look at it before I cry too much.โ
He walks over as he pulls his shirt off, displaying all the muscle he normally has hidden under scrubs.
You watch as he analyzes the piece.
โDo you hate it?โ you ask timidly from beside him.
โItโs amazing, sweetheart. Although you did copy my shark idea.โ
โNuh uh!โ You gently hit his chest with a laugh โI was already thinking of it.โ
โWell then copycat, any meaning for it?โ
You wrap your arms around him from behind.
โItโs you and me, Bren.โ
Your arms feel when he takes a deep breath and you see his face stare solemnly at the mirror.
You walk in front of him โYou okay baby?โ
Tears line his eyes as he looks up and sniffles.
โYeah,โ he says as he pulls you into his chest โI justโฆ I love this and I love you.โ
Hiii!! Ok so I read the smuts and they were soo good!! Very much original very much loved!! Okay so I have two requests one is smut: size kink with Brendon Park. Like maybe he picks reader up and fucks her up against the wall!
Your head turns at the voice and you donโt see Brendon in the living room where had been the last few hours.
โYeah Bren?โ you call back.
โCโmere!โ
You roll your head back โWhy donโt you come here babe?โ
โNope! Get your ass over here sweetheart!โ
You canโt help but grin at his words, slowly getting up.
โAlright Bren, you winโ you say loud enough as you follow where his voice came from.
Walking into the bedroom, you're met with a surprise.
On the bedside table there's various lotions and oils. His phone is there too with soothing music playing.
Your favorite part is a piece of paper taped to the headboard of the bed with โMassage Timeโ written in Brendonโs messy but legible handwriting.
โWelcome to your relaxation station sweetheart. A Park recommendation.โ he winks
A giggle escapes you as you walk up to his towering frame, standing on your tiptoes to wrap your arms around his neck.
โI know how hard you've been working. Especially today. Thought I could indulge you in a well earned break. What dโya say?โ
You pull him down a bit for a soft kiss โIโd loooove a massage right now. Youโre the best, Bren.โ
He lets you go gently โOkay,โ he claps his hands together โThis is a clothes free zone and youโre severely overdressed.โ
You raise an eyebrow in amusement.
โSo my relaxation is to get naked for you, huh?โ
โI mean it is a win win situation for everyone but who can really say.โ he grins
You shake your head slightly as you begin to undress.
Once youโre completely naked he leads you over to the bed and has you lay on your stomach.
You rest your head on your arms and turn your head to look over at him.
He pours an oil into his hands and rubs them together as he approaches you.
Your eyes close as his warm hands touch your shoulders and start to massage into your muscles.
โMmmm Brennn, that feels amazingโ you lightly moan.
He chuckles as his hands make their way down your back โNot the first time youโve told me that.โ
You feel your face warm at what heโs referring to.
Brendon continues the massage down to your hips, over your ass, and then to your legs. He started from the ankles and worked his way up until he got to your upper inner thighs.
It truly is relaxing until you feel a finger brush the outer lips of your pussy.
The touch makes you jump a bit but then you relax again.
He continues to work the area until his fingers touch your clit and start slowly massaging there.
โB-bren, what are you dโโ
Your words die in your mouth as two fingers slip into you, the other hand still circling your clit.
This pulls a loud moan out of you as you arch your back slightly.
โJust helping you relax sweetheart.โ
โUh-uh huhhhโ you moan as he picks up the pace of his fingers pumping in and out of you.
He picks up the pace even more as he feels you clench around his fingers.
โWhat was that babe?โ you hear the teasing tone in his words.
You bury your head into your arms as you grip the comforter, the pleasure building up in your lower stomach.
Suddenly his fingers slip out of you.
Your eyes open at the loss of contact and fading orgasm.
Then Brendon pulls you up and maneuvers you onto his lap, right over his hard cock.
โT-Thank you f-for the massage Bren,โ you stutter out as you grind down on him.
He kisses you quickly.
โYouโre welcome sweetheart. I think you deserve a reward for being such a good girl, huh?โ
You nod quickly as he grinds up against you.
He pulls you into a kiss with a hand around your throat.
Your hands then go to the band of his briefs and start tugging them off.
โWant my cock sweetheart?โ he mumbles against your lips.
โPlease Brenโฆโ
โThen get on your knees for me.โ
You scramble off of his lap to comply.
He stands, seeming impossibly tall. Then your eyes fall to his rock hard cock thatโs just waiting for you.
You grab him and start slowly stroking him, your fingers not even meeting around him because of how thick he is.
Your tongue lightly moves over the slit.
He groans as his hand holds the side of your face.
The sight of you on your knees for him, your small hands on him, itโs everything.
His hand tightens slightly as you put his cock into your mouth and down your throat.
โFuuuuck sweetheart. Your mouth is gold.โ
You smirk around him as your head bobs. After only a few minutes heโs tapping your cheek gently.
โOkay, okay cโmere baby. Iโm gonna cum,โ he says helping you up โBut not in your mouth.โ
You let out a gasp as he picks you up by your thighs and then has your back against the wall.
His large frame engulfs you, large hands holding you steady and firmly.
Your arms wrap around his neck.
โPlease fuck me Bren.โย
โYes maโamโ he whispers.
He never breaks eye contact as he lines his cock up with your pussy and slowly pushes in.
Once heโs buried to the hilt you both moan at the feeling.
You press your head closely to the side of his, moaning into his ear at the feeling of being full.
Brendon takes that as a sign to start moving.
It starts out slow and gentle. He looks down where you guys connect and watches his large cock disappear into your tight hole. He loves the way your pussy stretches obscenely around him.
The scene makes him harder if itโs even possible and then he begins to move faster and harder.
One of his hands stays holding your leg and the other makes its way to your throat, squeezing slightly.ย
โCโmon baby, need ya to come for me.โ
You nod as much as his hand allows, that feeling building in your stomach again.
You sneak your hand down between you both and find your clit.
The feeling of that and Brendon fucking you throws you over the edge, leaning your head back against the wall at the overwhelming intensity.
Brendon thrusts into you a few more times until he buries himself to the hilt and cums hard in you.
โFuu-uuckโ he moans into your neck as you both let the remnants of your orgasms roll through you.
Once his breathing goes back to normal he cups the side of your face, rubbing your cheek with his thumb.ย
โYou okay sweetheart?โ
You meet his eyes and smile โIโm good Bren. Definitely relaxed nowโ
Jack had definitely not been expecting the pilates class to be as hard as you warned. He had left feeling tired and sore but nothing he felt he couldnโt walk off during tonightโs shift.
That was his first mistake.
He makes his rounds and filters between rooms to assess and treat patients. His legs are a bit sore and he doesnโt quite notice how stiff heโs walking.
But Dana does.
He goes to pass by her when she gets his attention.
โAbbot!โ she yells.
Jack turns his head towards her โHuh? Whatโs wrong?โ
She nods towards him.
โThatโs what Iโm trying to ask you. You good? Stick in your ass or something?โ
He rolls his eyes dramatically.
โNo, but Iโm sure it could be compared to it. My girl took me to a pilates class this morning.โ
Danaโs jaw drops in amusement.
โYou? In a pilates class?? Oh my god thatโs gold. Youโre a pilates princess now eh?โ
Jack frowns as she laughs behind her hand.
โYeah yeah yeah. Get it all out. But the soreness should be gone by tomorrow. I canโt wait.โ
Thatโs when Dana looks at him with raised eyebrows.
โOh, so you think youโll be good by tomorrow?โ
โYeah,โ he nods his head as if it was common sense .
She stares at him for a minute before continuing โDo you want to call out now or wait until you can barely move tomorrow?โ
โPshh, calling out my ass. Iโll be fine Dana.โ
She crosses her arms โOkay Abbot. If I don't see you before you leave today, Iโll see you in two days.โ
He lifts his arms up and makes a face that says โAre you kidding me?โ
โYou will see me tomorrow night, Evans! Iโll put $100 on it!โย
โDeal!โ she chuckles as she walks away.
โIโll be fine. Sheโs so dramatic. And tomorrow Iโll be $100 richer.โ he thinks
That right there was his second mistake.
One he wouldnโt realize until he wakes up from sleeping later.
The next day Jack sleeps until late afternoon like usual. You had joined him so you could nap and be with him before his next shift tonight.
Jack slowly wakes before his alarm.
He goes to stretch and sit up a bit when โShiiit!โ he hisses.
His back hits the bed.ย
Oh fuck.
He stares at the ceiling before lifting one arm which pulls more curses from him.
Thereโs no way Dana was right.
Shuffling of the comforter grabs his attention momentarily.
You turn over and cuddle close to him, your head laying on his chest.
His very sore chest, as heโs quickly learning.
He groans low at the pressure.
Your face scrunches as you open an eye.
โYโokay babe?โ
He nods slightly stiff โYeah. All good sweetheart.โ
You lift your head to look at him.
โYou sure? You sound weird.โ
He turns his head carefully hiding how sore he is.
โIโm perfect honey. Promise.โ
โMmmm if you say so J. I need to get up. I need to get some things for tomorrowโs dinner since you're off this weekend.โ
He hums in agreement โSounds good. Will I see you before I leave?โ
You roll out of bed and stretch your arms above your head.
He can't help but watch and not understand how youโre not in the same amount of pain heโs in.
โI don't think so babe but Iโll obviously say bye before I leave.โ you giggle at him staring at you, unaware heโs sore as all hell.
โYou better.โ he slightly smirks.
โ-
Once youโre dressed you walk over to his side of the bed.
โIโm headed out now baby. Iโll see you in the morning. Be safe. I love you.โ
He savors the kiss you give him.
โI love you too. Text me when you get back.โ
โI willโ you agree as you head out of the bedroom.
When Jack hears the front door close, he finally lets out a loud mix of a sigh and groan.
โFuuuuuck me. Dammit!โ
It takes him a solid 25 minutes to move from the bed to the kitchen.
He glances at the time on the stove.
4:57 p.m.
Thereโs still time to call out but 1) he canโt lose the bet with Dana and 2) he doesnโt want you to see him struggle to move after he had so confidently said pilates was just glorified yoga. Yeah no, he had to go to work. Pain and soreness be damned.
Jack surveys the pitt before going in, looking to avoid Dana for as long as possible. He thinks his pain isnโt obvious but it catches the eyes of a few.
Particularly, those of his best friend Robby.
โHey Abbot. Cโmere!โ
Jack looks over and gives a tight-lipped grin before slowly making his way over.
โHey Robby, whatโs up.โ
Robby raises an eyebrow as he quickly assesses his friend.
โSpit it out Robinavitch.โ Jack groans.
โWhatโs wrong? Youโre acting like someone ran you over with a car. Did ya make the girlfriend mad recently?โ he chuckles
Jack slowly turns and walks slightly limps away โBye Robby!โ he waves a hand behind him.
Dana sees the interaction from a supply cart and approaches Robby once Jackโs out of sight.
โWow. I didnโt think our pilates princess was gonna show up today.โ she grins
Robby swings his head towards her โPilates princess?โ
โOh boy, donโt I have something to show you.โ she says while pulling out her phone.
What Jack didnโt know was that Dana was a friend of your pilates instructor (unbeknownst to you). And that she had begged and pleaded with the promise of margaritas to your instructor for a small clip of Jack in class with you yesterday.
