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[thefidgetysoul]

[thefidgetysoul]

I am broken but will soon be fixed.

I am hurt but will soon be healed.

The struggle is not for a day , or a month but for every second from now on but it will be worth it.

People may turn their backs on me today but they will be here by my side to cheer my success.

The same people who have disowned me will be proud to be associated with me.

Struggle is really hard, but I will turn success my way. I have failed but I am not afraid of another fight.

Come on Life, bring it on..

[thefidgetysoul]

I am being judged, criticized, looked down upon, when I am just trying to stand up for myself. The moment I decided to think a little about myself before others, I was termed selfish. I was loaded with allegations which I never thought of committing. When I stood up for myself, the whole world turned their backs on me. I am scared, broken, hurt and all other emotions I have never experienced before. But there is no one to tell, I am lonely. I am burdened with an overwhelming guilt. Guilt, of not living up to their expectations, of hurting them, of choosing myself before everyone. But I choose to live with it. This decision was mine and I take full responsibility for it, and as long as it takes I ll work to build myself , not to prove to others but for me. I don't seek approval anymore.

[thefidgetysoul]

Nothing will last, this chaos,this constant uneasyness, this urge to achieve calm, this too will not last.

I am lost, yet constantly find myself multiple times a day.

I am anxious, yet I feel the calm in me when least expected.

I am dark , yet the light of some beautiful hearts enlightens my life.

I am the chaos and order too. I am the confusion and solution too. I am the embarrassment and reward too. I am blurred and crystal clear too.

I am all this and this is all me. My life is a constant struggle to find all of me-

----- thefidgetysoul