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ALAN: apparently
JOSH: wow. Do you think they will actually post on time?
ALAN: don't get too ahead of yourself

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WISHFUL THINKING
JOSH: so their working on fsom again? Finally?
ALAN: apparently
JOSH: wow. Do you think they will actually post on time?
ALAN: don't get too ahead of yourself
I love how one of the scenes in the script is named "I have three nipples" in full caps
no I don't kin Josh, what are you talking about?
honestly, Josh is such a mood and I relate to him a bit too much.
I find him funny, he's got a friend group who doesn't care for him but he has a few friends outside it that do, he's gullible, he's okay with kids? He's also a great friend and a great guy in general.
OLIVER WANTS HIS OWN EPISODE
OLIVER: hey, how come Alex and Josh get a episode and I don't?
ALEX: cus you're not important enough
OLIVER: that's so not true
JOSH: maybe the creators think no one wants one about you
ALEX: ouch
OLIVER: too far Davis, too far
"in the hypothetical"
TW// MENTIONS DEATH [ALEX, SAM and OLIVER are in the dinning room eating dinner]
ALEX: say, in the hypothetical
SAM: [sighs, mumbling] here we go again
ALEX: I died, and only one person came to my funeral, who do you think that person would be?
OLIVER: your ghost
ALEX: shut up! Ghosts don't even exist, dumbass
OLIVER: yeah, but you said in the hypothetical
ALEX: so now you know what that means
OLIVER: does that mean ghosts do exist in this hypothetical?
ALEX: no, of course not! Ghosts don't exist in real life, so why would they exist in the hypothetical?
OLIVER: I don't know, you didn't specify what was in the hypothetical
ALEX: well now I did, so lets move on. [sighs, annoyed] in the hypothetical, if I died and only one person came to my funeral and it wasn't my ghost, who would it be?
OLIVER: your corpse
ALEX: they are alive and well and a normal human being
OLIVER: you faked your death??
ALEX: you know what? Just forget it, you're clearly too dumb for this
"none of us would survive a nuke" well done Oliver, well done.
"through the woods?!" yes Josh. Through the woods.
Happy Pride month!!🏳️🌈
Our first episode is officially out! and with that, we ask a question:
Where do you listen to podcasts? Why there, and for how long?
currently tFSoM is up on Spotify, Stitcher, Amazon prime (+audible), overcast, and podcast addict! But we'd love to get it onto more apps - only problem is, we don't know what other ones there are! even most of these are from research, as we always used Spotify 😅
so, tell us where you listen to podcasts! help us conquer every app until there isn't a single place you can't listen to Alan and Josh bullshitting around and being sad!
the other couple questions are just for curiosities sake - we like reading rambles :)
~Nu & Kess
AAAAAAAAAAAA
FIRST EPISODE RELEASES TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You have a podcast coming up. What's it about? What're some reasons to listen?
We do! Explaining stuff is NOT my forté, however, Imagine you're 15, your birthday's coming up in a couple months, you have no friends and you're stuck in this weird boarding school in the middle of nowhere, you suffer from terrible insomnia and keep falling asleep in class - you're pretty sure all your teachers hate you, you're also trans, but out to nobody. Then one day this random other kid follows you on a walk into the woods. He's older than you but that doesn't matter, he's an annoying immature little twat. You have a conversation, you hate each other for a bit, then you become friends. Things get a bit better for you, you make a couple more friends (though none as close as that first one) and the skies seem to clear a little bit, then everything gets So Much Worse.
you're our main protagonist, Alan Jones.
As well as the main story, that goes over four episodes or "Chapters", there's also five other "Bonus" or "Mini" (though they're not really that mini, let's be real here) episodes that follow the stories of some of the major secondary characters, that'll be released between the main episodes.
I, writing this right now, am the creator of this podcast, Nu! I came up with the idea, wrote it all down, got voice actors, organised recording sessions, edited it all together and now I'm releasing it - but I'm not the main person running all the social media accounts, that'd be my very good friend and the voice actor of Martha (a major character introduced in the second chapter, and the main focus of the episode "Life's A Shady Business"), Kess Garvey.
now, it's debatable whether I even answered the first question very well but I would NOT be able to answer the second, I'd keep typing something up and deleting it and typing something up and deleting it and eventually end up with a couple vague answers that would probably work better to dissuade you from listening, so, I asked around the team; here's their answers.
"because it's gay and trans and written by a... stupid person. and they need more brain cells. and every listen gets them more brain cells. sorry" - Rex Eades (my wonderful boyfriend, and voice of Kess - the character not the person - he also designed the logo)
"if I wasn't in this, it would probably be one of the few podcasts I'd listen too and enjoy" - Kess Garvey
"cause they'll like listening to podcast and they think the characters are intricate. I dunno." - Alexander Hill (Director, Voice of Alex. once again, character not person - they're quite different.)
"it's actually kinda cool, and the story is... interesting?
The comedy is actually pretty good, yeah the comedy's good, it's funny" - Rudy Reeves-McHugh (Voice of Josh Davis)
"I'd say that if someone is looking for a queer show to feel represented with, especially people who went through school unsure of themselves and their identity, that this wold be a great listen for them!" - Luka Miller (Voice of Alan Jones and Alice Rimini)
"um... whoar this ones really hard, um. the phrases that are coming to mind are like 'take a deep dive into teenage angst - is talking to yourself really the first sign?' um um 'conflict- conflict abound, both internal and external' 'who loves who and why and do they really or not?' uh uhm 'you have the best conversations with yourself; but make sure no ones listening in!' ooh that's a good one, uh, 'everyone has a secret; some can't keep them' " etc. etc. etc. - Janette Eddisford (Voice of Miriam Davis, and main script editor, who went on in this general vein for the next five minutes.)
high praise I know (/s), but overall pretty positive, leans at least "listen for a rainy day" and hopefully that's a good enough reason
if anything I'd say just give it a try for the hell of it, got nothing better to do for half on hour on the 28th? Just pull up whatever app you listen to podcasts on and have a listen, worst comes to worst and you don't like it, then hey! At least you can complain to your friends about this godawful new show that just premiered
oh also, it's painfully English, so if you're into that, yk, give us a listen.
happy (late) Trans day of visibility!
posting this two days late because it felt weird to post on April fools, but I had no idea that the 31st was Trans day of visibility and felt like we should hope everyone a good one from the FSOM cast and crew (even if it is a little late)
FSOM posting schedule!!
APRIL 28th// Chapter 1: Talking To Yourself
MAY 28th// The Favor
JUNE 28th// Chapter 2: Laughing At Your Own Jokes
JULY 28th// Life's A Shady Business
*HIATUS OVER AUGUST, WE GO INTO ACT TWO*
SEPTEMBER 28th// Don't Crash The Coach
OCTOBER 28th// Chapter 3: Arguing With Yourself
NOVEMBER 28th// Own Goal (Name might be changed)
DECEMBER 28th// Chapter 4: Loosing The Argument
JANUARY 28th// The Voicemails Of Josh Davis
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA...hopefully see you there!
Found this little snippet whilst editing, feeling it so hard rn
[Transcript
Kess: do you need help?
Nu: No, I don't. it's on the right input now, everything is good, everything is fine, everything is going okay.
(Kess laughs a tiny bit)
Kess: good.]
TRAILER DROPS TODAY!!!
I’m scheduling this post to be in the morning, trailer should be out by midday
Guess who did some recording last night!
we had a longer video...but it wasn't working, so...