[wetheurban]

May you never abandon yourself again, especially for what isn’t choosing you.

[thegardenparty]

proof of life: still hot, still gay

[achillesinhighheels]

hottest thing a you can do is keep evolving

[h0lyshift]

The ultimate slow burn relationship has been with myself, not in a romantic way, but in the sense that it took time to recognize it was even happening. There was no moment where it started, just a gradual shift toward staying honest, staying present, and not negotiating myself away.

[5starcartel-deactivated20241219]

[aidashakur]

You literally just have to get really good at continuing.

[kosmogrl]

realizing that distance doesn’t change how you feel

[thegardenparty]

my nervous system is exhausted from being pulled forward and then abandoned mid-step. being ignored by the person you love is so destabilizing.

i dreamt of you for the first time in a while. in the dream, you kept prompting me to come talk to you, like you wanted something from me. every time i reached you, you’d say one small thing and then disappear, making me follow you again. over and over.

eventually we were in a forest. no path, just trees and distance and the feeling that i was always a few steps behind you. i kept chasing, thinking eventually you would stop, eventually there would be a real conversation.

instead, the dream ended with me sobbing on the wet forest floor, alone in the middle of it all, my body giving out before my hope did.

[axetofall]

I mean yeah I carry a sadness that exhausts my will to live like a leach on my heart but I’m basically fine

[ruhaniya]

Unsaid feelings are heavier than whole world

[prisonrot-deactivated20260602]

u can either reach me on tumblr dot com or hand written letter

[marinella-ela]

[thegardenparty]

i think what hurts the most is trying to reconcile

the person who said they loved me

with the person who moved on so quickly

and then kept circling back

just enough to keep me confused

it’s being told “i want to work on things”

while finding out later, always later

that there was already someone else

that there had been someone else

it’s the way the truth never came freely

only after the damage was done

only after i had already reopened my heart

i feel like i was kept in a pocket

not chosen, not released

just… available

in case the loneliness got too loud

she asked me to stay

asked me to reach out

and then made me feel foolish for believing her

it’s hard not to question whether the love was real

when the actions kept saying something else

when i was promised time, clarity, intention

and got breadcrumbs, silence, and contradiction

i don’t think she meant to hurt me

but i don’t think she protected me either

and both things can be true

so now i’m grieving twice

the relationship we had

and the version of her i kept hoping would finally show up

blocking her wasn’t punishment

it was survival

it was me choosing peace

over waiting for someone to choose me

i loved her

and that love deserved honesty

not confusion dressed up as hope

[thegardenparty]

if protecting your peace never means being uncomfortable. you’re not actually protecting your peace, you’re just avoiding growth. everytime someone challenges you, calls you out, or has a difficult conversation with them and you hit them with “i’m just protecting my peace” and walk away. but protecting your peace doesn’t mean running away at every fucking uncomfortable moment. sometimes growth is uncomfortable. sometimes the conversation that disrupts your peace is exactly the one you need to have. you’re not protecting yourself, you’re using wellness language to avoid accountability.

[r1-exs]

i would love to skip to the part where i travel the world with the loml

[kaori-kai]

[monsieurharlemboy]