so uh..... floral and fading? đđ»đđ» *looks at you with puppy eyes*
MY GODđđđđđđđđI REALLY WANT TO START WRITING CHAPTER 4 AS SOON AS I CAN I SWEAR i miss almost breaking my head open over the simplest scenes in f&fâŠ... my favorite child,,,,,,,
iâm just finishing giving birth to a v cool gyu oneshot right now and then i'll be back to f&f in a heartbeat!
is there gonna be another part of owner knows bestđ€€
yes!!!! the next one is probably going to be the final part too because i don't want anyone coming to my house irl to beat me up đđ i finally feel like i cockblocked everyone enough
Girl did you watch TXT's GQ performance. ISTG BEOMGYU TRYING TO KILL US.
WHY YOU ONLY COME HERE TO TRIGGER ME AND LEAVE I HATE YOU SOMETIMESand yes. he was absolutely insane. i was heavy breathing everytime mf showed up on the screen.
another performance that messed with my girl feelings this week was the one on mcountdown. the outfit aND THE MAKEUp actually made me want to eat glass.
EMMY I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN?????? i have so many thoughts on it
but if weâre talking about the tracks like we did before, girl;;;;;; i was literally in shock listening to it on the bus to uni. i genuinely liked every single song. they all suit the albumâs vibe so well.
and all of the bsides are so different from anything tubatu has ever put out (((but in a very good way. itâs not that "experimental horrifying noises" type of thing that some groups suddenly decide to do))).
my favorites are definitely 21st century romance and dream of mine. like, the instrumentals ........⊠i have an out of body experience every single time . no single reason for them to be that good. i just loved these two so much.
what aboutyouu tell me about your favourites !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
warnings: nsfw (mdni), owner/pet dynamic, f!reader, hybrid!reader, soft dom!gyu, inexperienced!reader, praise kink, teaching dynamic?, implied size kink, beomgyu is a little mean sometimes, scenting, possessiveness (light), dependency undertones, teasing, oral (f receiving), dumbification, licking, biting, fingering, vibrator use, dacryphilia (light), slight degradation (âdumb babyâ), multiple orgasms, beomgyu uses a vibrator to train reader, training, slowest buildup ever or it wouldnt be user theghostofgyu, alot of pet names.
wc: 6.705
author's note: hi friends!!! some of you really liked part. 1 so i decided to turn onb into a small series<3<3. i hope this is good because i just remember being horny and opening docs heh... so there might be some mistakes too!
like on any other late afternoon, beomgyu came home announcing his presence from the front door. his familiar, gentle voice calling out for you. but this time, he didnât find you already waiting at the entrance.
you blinked a little when you heard the front door shut and his voice calling you.Â
how hadnât you caught your ownerâs scent?
even so, you didnât have much time to dwell on it, because excitement quickly got the better of you. you pushed yourself up from the bed and hurried out of your room in small, quick steps toward the entrance. eager at the thought of seeing beomgyu, of having him all to yourself for the entire weekend now, without his stupid work getting in the way.
when his scent finally reached you, it was different.
worse than that, it wasnât just different. he smelled like another hybrid. another puppy.
you only became sure of it when you ran into the living room, like you always did, and threw yourself into the embrace he opened for you without even thinking twice âalmost stumbling before you got there. there, with your face buried against him, breathing in deeply, that the feeling settled completely.
you werenât just imagining things. there really was another scent there.
you didnât react right away, not in any obvious way. but your body showed it âthe way you grew more restless, how quiet you were being and the way your hands gripped his clothes just a bit tighter than usual. a strange unease building in your chest, and you didnât really know what to do with it.
and beomgyu, of course, noticed. enough to make him knit his brows slightly, looking at you with curiosity, trying to understand what had changed so suddenly.
he asked once. you said it was nothing.
it didnât sound like nothing. so he asked again, in that calm tone that always managed to pull things out of you even when you didnât mean to say it. until you ended up giving in, a little pouty, a little hurt, quietly admitting that he had a smell that you didnât like.
a smell that wasnât yours.
your owner understood immediately. a simple âohâ like it was the most obvious thing in the world, before explaining that he had stopped by a pet shop after work, that a puppy had clung to him for a while. nothing serious.
and deep down, it really wasnât.
but that didnât stop the irrational way it kept bothering you. nor the way you grew a little quieter after that, still close to him, still clinging, like you needed to make up for it somehow.
and that was probably why, after a while, he let out a soft sigh, his hand moving along your back in a slow, gentle stroke, like he already understood everything without you needing to say it.
he said he was going to take a shower, change his clothes, and that afterwards, you could go to the couch and stay all cuddled up together, nice and close.
long enough for you to âfixâ it your own way.
long enough to leave your scent on him again, as much as you wanted.
by the time you were finally curled up together on the couch, surrounded by blankets and pillows while some movie played absentmindedly on the tv, it was already getting dark outside.
beomgyu had changed into something more comfortable âa dark sleeveless shirt that left his arms on display, and a pair of sweatpants. you were ready for the night too, in your light little pajama top and shorts that left space for your tail, which still flicked calmly every now and then.
it was him who gently pulled you closer, encouraging you to climb onto his lap. a suggestion you accepted with small hesitation before settling there, facing him, legs wrapping around his waist.
it had been a few days since the last time youâd been like this: just together, no interruptions. and that, mixed with the lingering discomfort from earlier, made everything feel a little more intense for you.
âhow was your day, hm?â his voice came out calm and low, his hands sliding up to rest on your waist over your shirt, firm, but relaxed.
you answered with a distracted murmur, already starting to lean closer to him.
âhmm. i watched tv today, played on the computer a little⊠and took a nap.â your attention, though, wasnât really on the conversation.
almost without noticing, you started by rubbing your cheek against his, slow at first, a shy sort of motion, like you were testing it. it was subtle, leaving your scent there, mixing it with his own.
beomgyu let out a quiet hum, like heâd noticed, but didnât say anything. he just let you, his fingers tracing a light touch along the side of your waist.
âsounds like a good dayâ he murmured. âbetter than mine, at least.â
that drew a small sound from you, something between a pout and a soft laugh, your face still pressed against his. you rubbed your cheek again, a little firmer this time, more confident, feeling his scent a little more clean and familiar now, blend with yours.
âwas yours boring?â you asked, your voice low, almost muffled by how close you were.
âa littleâ he replied with a small shrug. âa lot of work, people being annoyingâŠâ
you made a quiet sound of disapproval, like that bothered you too, and turned your head just enough to press the other side of your cheek against him, repeating the motion. this time, your tail gave a more noticeable sway behind you.
without stopping your soft chatter, you started to pick up a bit more rhythm. your face slid slightly, and your fluffy ears ended up brushing lightly against the side of his face too, in a quick movement you barely noticed. beomgyu let out a soft, breathy laugh through his nose.
âyouâre in a good mood now, huh?â he commented, tilting his face slightly toward yours.
you didnât answer right away, just hummed a distracted âmmhmâ, already moving again.
this time, your nose brushed closer to his neck. you breathed in slowly, deeply.
better. much better.
almost without thinking, you kept your face there for another second. that earlier discomfort was being replaced by something warmer. your body relaxed more and more as beomgyu started to smell more like you again.
âwhat about you, sweetheart?â he asked. âmissed me that much?â
that made your tail thump a little harder against the couch.
âmmhmâ you murmured, your voice softer now, hidden against his skin.
beomgyu chuckled quietly, one of his hands sliding a little higher up your back.
âiâm here now. all yours.â
and thatâs when you started to push it a little.
your nose brushed against his neck again, slower this time, and before you could think much about it, you let the tip of your tongue touch there too. a light, absentminded lick, like it was the most natural thing in the world.
beomgyu let out a soft chuckle mixed with a sigh.
you froze for a second.
your whole body going still, alert, like youâd been caught doing something you werenât supposed to, even if he hadnât said anything. even if there was probably nothing wrong with it.
your ears twitched slightly, hesitant. but he didnât call you out.
you dared a shy glance up at him, still close to the curve of his neck.
your owner looked calm, relaxed. his expression soft, his eyes half-lidded, like he was more absorbed in the moment than anything else. his hand kept stroking your back slowly, steady, while the other had slipped a little lower, now resting on your hip.
something inside you melted completely at that.Â
so, feeling safer to continue, you leaned back in, slow.
your nose brushed lightly against his skin again, more confident this time. you took a deep breath, taking in his scent ânow almost completely clean, almost completely yoursâ and let out a small, quiet sound of satisfaction.
your tail wagged again behind you, a little more eager now.
âpuppyâ he murmured, his voice low, his hand on your hip tracing a slow motion with his thumb, up and down. you stopped everything immediately, your attention snapping up to him. âdid you remember to clean the toy i gave you today?â
and then you froze.
ââŠw-what?â
âthe toy, princessâ he repeated, looking into your eyes, not stopping the gentle touch even as your body grew more tense.
âyesterday you left it all sticky and messy on top of my bedâŠâ he went on patiently, the hand that had been on your back moving to pet behind your drooping ears. âi donât mind cleaning it for you, sweetheart. but you need to learn to take proper care of your things too, and not forget them lying around, hm?â
you were completely still. you didnât even know how to react.
âi-iâm so sorry, gyu⊠iâŠâ you could feel your cheeks burning like never before. âi co-completely forgot it, it was right when you got homeâŠâ
it had been a week since beomgyu helped you with your pre-heat problems. and you still thought your owner was probably the best owner in the world for that. it would be impossible for anyone to take care of you as well as beomgyu did.
the problem was âjust like he had expectedâ it had only been a temporary solution.
since then, youâd been a bit more restless. more needy. you tried to hide it, afraid of worrying him or bothering him.
but beomgyu had noticed. and because of that, he had an idea.
a good part of the day, he was out of the house, and he didnât want to see you struggling because of that, not being able to help you. and with your heat getting closer and closer, he figured he needed a solution that would help both of you.
thatâs why your owner bought you a vibrator.
a custom one. his size, his thickness âthough he didnât tell you thatâ and with a knot. so you could start getting used to it, little by little. so it could satisfy you, at least a bit, when he couldnât be there.
so that when your heat finally came, he could help you more easily. so your tight pussy would already be able to open enough for his cock to slide in and out. after all, that was all he wanted, to help his sweet puppy. no selfish reason behind it.
at least, thatâs what heâd been trying to convince himself lately.
beomgyu gave you the little box at the beginning of the week, one morning before leaving for work, gently tucking a strand of hair behind your ear as he asked you to wait until the weekend so he could properly teach you how to use it, since heâd have more time for you. but that, if you really needed it and missed the way he touched you, you could use the vibrating function on that sensitive spot he played with last time.
but judging by the surprise he had yesterday, when he walked into his room exhausted after a long day of work, his puppy didnât seem to be planning on taking things slow and careful.
and judging by your expressions and behavior over the past few days, beomgyu didnât think you were having much success with it either.
and he was right.
âitâs ok, loveâ he was quick to soothe you, noticing your nervousness and embarrassment. âdonât worry about it.â
he pressed a soft kiss to your forehead, pulling you closer into his lap, his arms wrapping around you.
âyou didnât hurt yourself or anything, did you?â beomgyu asked, gently lifting your face toward him with his fingers under your chin, studying your expression.
âhmmâŠâ your eyes gave you away immediately, darting off to some random corner of the room.
ââŠyou did hurt yourself??â beomgyuâs eyes widened slightly, his voice more unsteady, a bit worried now.
âno!â you rushed to fix the impression, lifting your hands quickly. âitâs just that, i-i tried to do it on my own. but not the way you said i couldâŠâ you swallowed, trying to keep your eyes on him now, even if they still slipped away sometimes. âbut it hurt a lot, i donât know why. iâm sorry, gyu. i-i shouldâve been more patient like you told me and just waitedâ
beomgyu clicked his tongue softly in disapproval. but soon a small, almost imperceptible smile slipped onto his lips. he couldnât be harsh with you for long. but then again, it wasnât like you werenât already a good girl for him most of the time.
you shifted slightly where you sat, suddenly very aware of your position as you felt something hard pressing from the inside of your thigh up to your entrance through the fabric of your shorts, nudging you faintly.
âyou donât have to rush to make it fit right away, princessâ beomgyu said, in that soft tone that always made your head a little dizzy. âyou have to take it slow, hm? donât be impatient.â the hand that wasnât on your hip slid absentmindedly from your face, down your torso, until it stopped on your lower belly, exposed by your slightly cropped top, just above your shorts. he rested his palm there, still looking into your eyes, and pressed lightly.
âiâm not going to fuck you while your little pussy canât even open for the vibrator yet, okay? and for that, you canât be so eager.â
you opened your mouth to say something. to defend yourself, maybe? or to beg for anything, as long as it was him? youâd never know, because you couldnât even form a single syllable, closing your mouth again shortly after.
you could feel your cheeks burning, your arms tingling lightly, and your pussy âso close to beomgyuâ pulsing with anticipation for anything at all. you didnât know what to do with yourself. it was embarrassing.
your tail swayed slowly, lazily, from side to side. your ears were still drooped over your hair.
âbesidesâŠâ beomgyu continued âyouâre probably just not doing it right, pretty.â he pressed a calm kiss to your cheek before gripping your waist and starting to lift you. âit shouldnât be that hard to put it in.â he carefully laid you down beneath him on the couch.
the hand that had been resting on your belly slid down just a few centimeters, stopping at the waistband of your underwear peeking out from under your pajama shorts.
âcan i see it?â he asked, one finger toying with the little bow at the edge of your underwear while another already brushed lightly against the skin beneath the fabric.
you felt your stomach twist with anticipation, your entire body heating up, your pussy responding involuntarily to anything even slightly suggestive that left beomgyuâs lips.
you nodded quickly.
âthank you.â he smiled at you. it was still that same reassuring smile as always âjust with a hint of something else behind it now, as he slid your shorts and underwear down your legs, leaving little wet spots along your thighs where the damp fabric brushed against your skin.
beomgyu let the clothes fall to the floor before moving back closer to you, leaning in to gently squeeze your cheek before grabbing a pillow from beside you. he asked you to lift your hips for him, placing it underneath to adjust the height for himself, his face already close as he positioned his hands on the inner sides of your thighs.
âiâm gonna spread you open a bit now, baby, just to check. ok?â
you nodded, feeling your heart race in your chest.
âno need to feel embarrassedâ he reassured you, and then his hands were already moving, gently spreading your legs open for him.
you quickly realized that this position felt much more embarrassing and vulnerable than the way heâd done it last time.
âbeomgyuâŠâ you whined, turning your head to the side, wanting to hide your face in the pillow next to you.
ârelax, puppyâŠâ he soothed.
he touched you like the tips of his fingers were leaving soft kisses wherever they passed. his index finger traced along your folds delicately, his middle finger soon joining it, starting to stroke and rub along that same path.
from between your legs, your owner could hear your breathing growing heavier. he could also feel the way you shifted slightly, seeking more contact, silently asking for more.
âjuuust checking. no need to get jitteryâŠâ
without warning, beomgyu pressed his thumb against your clit, making your hips jolt and a small sound slip from your lips. a faint smile tugged at his mouth as he slowly slid his thumb down from that sensitive spot to your wet entrance, rubbing there in a way that pulled another soft, breathy sigh from you. your legs relaxed more and more around his shoulders.
âgonna open it now, ok puppy?â he said, positioning his index and middle fingers on either side of your little entrance.
âmhmmâŠâ you answered with some difficulty, your needy brain already starting to short-circuit because of beomgyu.
and then beomgyu started to stretch his fingers slowly, testing your small hole to see how far it would go, his attentive eyes exploring your entrance, searching for your hymen inside. he couldnât help but lick his lips at the sight.
âyou wonât stop gushing, princessâ he looked up from where he was, straight into your eyes, his gaze dark. âreally canât hold back for a little while?â
you looked away, embarrassed.
âiâm sorry, gyu⊠it has been so hard⊠this week without you, i meanâ you said, meekly.
his expression softened.
âforgive me for that, sweetheartâ he tilted his head slightly, pressing one or two wet kisses to the inside of your trembling thigh. âtook such good care of you and then left you to figure things out on your ownâŠâ
âiâll make up for it, i promise.â
your eyes snapped back to him at his choice of words, anticipation pooling low in your stomach.
beomgyu leaned in closer to your center. he parted his lips, blowing a warm breath over your clit that made your whole body tense immediately, drawing a satisfied little chuckle from him.
so sensitive.
âyou can pull on my hair if you want, puppyâ he suggested, and then parted his lips again, bringing his drooling tongue straight to your clit.
a soft, startled cry slipped from you. you didnât understand, and it was so embarrassing having your owner there, his mouth buried between your thighs.
but then you did. you understood completely.
beomgyu sucked that sensitive bud between his plump lips, swirling his tongue around it in a way that made the lower half of your body go numb and the upper half feel like it was floating.
you could feel the warmth of his saliva mixing with your slick, dripping down and gathering at your entrance. the sounds he made while sucking, combined with the low vibrations of the occasional grunts against you, were making your head spin.
âo-oh my- gyuâŠâ you tried to say, though it came out so quiet you werenât even sure he heard.
he started flicking the tip of his tongue quickly against your clit, holding you in place with one arm over your hip when you began to squirm too much, your whines growing softer and needier.
âhmmâŠâ he murmured. âtoo sweet for meâ he said, muffled against you.
âpleasepleasepleaseâ you started to beg almost unconsciously, your mind already too far gone.
âplease what, sweet thing?â he asked, before flattening his tongue against your clit, sliding against it slowly, watching your desperate reactions, your trembling fingers finally finding something to hold onto in beomgyuâs dark locks.
âp-please, gyuâŠâ you couldnât do anything but beg, not even sure what you were asking for anymore.
âdumb babyâŠâ beomgyu chuckled against your pussy, giving your thigh a light slap that made you jolt a little. âdoesnât even know what sheâs asking forâ he said in a tone of mock sympathy that made your head spin. âbut thatâs fine. i do.â
he gripped your thighs more firmly now, keeping them spread for him as he started sucking on your bundle of nerves again, making your little moans falter and your hips grow restless under the overstimulation. still, he held you in place, not letting you move away.
âi know, pretty⊠itâll feel even better when you cum on my tongueâ he murmured, pulling away from your pussy now and then just to speak and tease you in the process. âhm? whatâs that? wanna give it to me?â
you started nodding desperately, babbling incoherently, something that only made him laugh when he couldnât understand a single word.
âokay, pretty girl. come for me then.â
he said it, and finally stopped teasing you. going back to sucking at your needy clit like it was the last thing heâd ever do. and then you, with a slightly stronger tug on beomgyuâs hair followed by a shaky moan that matched the tremble of your thighs, came on your ownerâs tongue. him taking everything you had to give, collecting all of your release with his tongue before swallowing, letting out a satisfied hum.
âgood girl, best girlâŠâ he said softly, lifting his head slowly after pressing one last kiss to your thigh. he licked his lips clean, wiping the dampness from his chin with the back of his hand as he moved closer to you âbreathless, still coming back to yourself, sunk into the cushions.
you reached your arms out, trying to pull him closer, and he understood immediately, bringing his body nearer to yours.
one of your hands reached his face, your trembling fingers brushing over his cheek, while the other rested on his warm shoulder, exposed by the tank top he was wearing.
âgyu, can i ask for somethingâŠâ you started softly, a little hesitant.
âdonât worry, love. iâll still show you how to use the vibrator. i was just-â
ân-no, itâs not that.â you interrupted him, feeling your cheeks burn again. your gaze dropping from his blown wide pupils down to the floor.
âi was going to ask for a kissâ you whispered. this time, he heard you. âi-if you donât mind, of courseâ you added quickly, your voice a little louder.
beomgyu blinked in slight surprise, and then his face softened, an affectionate smile forming on his lips.
âyou can always ask me that, you know?â he murmured, his voice low, almost too sweet. âthough i wouldnât mind stealing a kiss from such a pretty thing like you, looking at me with those big, pretty eyes.â
your breath caught.
gently, he took your wrists and guided them to either side of your face, pressing them lightly into the pillow beneath you as he leaned closer. his gaze dropped to your lips for just a moment before returning to your eyes.
then he leaned in.
the kiss was slow, soft, almost shy at first. his lips meeting yours with a gentleness that made your heart race, like he cared more about feeling you than rushing anything. and little by little, you relaxed into him.
your fingers curled slightly against the pillow, limited by the way he still held your wrists. he responded by tilting his head more carefully, deepening the kiss just enough to draw a quiet sigh from you against his mouth.
it was warm, but more than anything, it was gentle. the kind that made you want to stay there a little longer, wrapped up in him, forgetting everything else.
and the better it felt, the more you wanted beomgyu.
maybe thatâs why your hips were already lifting, shyly rubbing against his covered thigh.
beomgyu smirked against your lips when he felt something warm and damp seeping through the fabric of his sweats. soon, you both pulled apart, a thin string of saliva still connecting you for a second.
âgot you needy, sweet thing?â he leaned in to whisper hotly into your ear, still not letting go of your wrists.
âhm, a littleâŠâ you replied meekly.
âmy badâŠâ you felt him let go of your wrists and straighten up, now towering over you again. âit was totally my intention though.â
you shivered at that.
âcare to tell gyu where your needy ass left the poor vibrator this time?â he asked, a bit firmer now, his gaze distracted as the tip of his index finger traced small shapes over the sensitive skin of your stomach, where heâd pushed your top up a little. âis it slick with your pussy on my bed again? or did you get more creative today?â
then he lifted his eyes to yours.
you felt your heart skip a beat, your face impossibly warm as you remembered where youâd left the gift your owner had given you, after another failed attempt at making it fit earlier that day.
you reached a hand under the pillow your head was resting on, avoiding beomgyuâs gaze with everything you had as you pulled the phallic object from underneath.
you looked at the vibrator in your hand, then back up at him shyly. he still hadnât shown any clear reaction, until a quiet breathy laugh slipped from him.
âin the living room, love?â
âi-i swear i remembered to clean it this timeâŠâ you rushed to explain, even though he hadnât asked that specifically.
âhmmâŠâ he murmured, raising a brow in mild suspicion. then he held out his hand in a silent request for you to give it to him.
you hesitated for half a second, anxiety creeping in, but handed it over anyway.
thereâs no way he can know⊠right?
technically, no.
but you didnât expect the way beomgyu brought the toy up to his face, taking in its scent from base to tip before parting his lips and, without much ceremony, dragging his tongue along the head, taking a good part of its length into his mouth. he sucked on it for awhile, tasting it, before letting it slip out with a soft âpopâ âall while never taking his eyes off you.
you, on the other hand, were completely frozen.
ââŠyou really donât know how to lie, prettyâ he said, giving you a disapproving look as he settled himself back between your legs. âbesides, i donât need to lick your toys clean every time to know my puppy girl gets fucking irrational when sheâs needy. even cleaning a vibe is too much for her to remember.â
ânow, letâs start, hm?â
beomgyu lowered himself back down to the level of your hips over the pillow again, this time with the vibrator in one hand while the other held your left thigh open for him.
âbeomgyu, are you sure itâs really going to fit?â you asked, worried. he leaned in briefly, pressing a light, warm kiss to your lips.
âi am, princessâ he reassured you, looking into your eyes as he tucked a strand of hair behind your ear. âitâs a little big, and your pussy is really tight, so it might take some work for us. but if we go slow, and youâre very good for me, iâll make it fit. okay?â
you nodded, trusting him, even if you were still a bit hesitant after all your failed attempts before.
he pulled back, settling again between your legs.
ânow i just need you to relax for me, ok?â he asked in that deep, gentle voice, pressing the small button to turn the vibrator on, the soft buzzing filling the room.
you nodded again, looking at him as he brought the toy closer, pressing it lightly against you. testing, watching your reactions.
you instinctively tensed at the feeling of that pleasant vibration against your folds. beomgyu moved the vibrator slowly, gathering the slick at your entrance and spreading it along you, brushing over your clit every now and then just to hear your soft, surprised sounds.
âso good, gyuâŠâ you sighed dreamily, melting into the pillows.
âglad you liked the gift, princessâ he murmured, almost mesmerized by the way you responded to him. âiâve been dreaming of using it on you all week, you knowâŠâ he admitted, pressing it more deliberately against your clit now, pulling a needy moan from you and a soft roll of your hips against the toy.
the vibration slowly trailed down until it reached your entrance, where beomgyu turned it off.
âit might feel weird at firstâ he said, collecting a bit more of your slick with the tip of the toy, gently massaging your entrance with it. âbut donât worry. iâll make it feel good soon, promise.â
âo-okâŠâ you replied, trying not to get nervous. you just wanted it to work, wanted to stay as calm and relaxed as possible for him.
âgonna put it in, ok baby?â you nodded, looking for something steady to hold onto with your hands.
beomgyu started to push in, carefully. you were very wet, but even so, he felt a slight resistance that almost made his eyes roll back. god, he could barely wait to replace that stupid plastic toy with his own cock. it felt unfair.
âyou okay?â he asked gently, looking up at you.
âm-mhmâŠâ you murmured back, half lying. you were so tense it almost felt unfair, and you didnât know how to make your body relax.
he kept trying âwaiting, pushing little by littleâ but your body seemed to resist him completely, like it was actively pushing him out.
âgyu, i-i donât think itâs going to go inâ you said, your voice coming out a little shaky, almost teary, your hands restless around you.
beomgyu stopped, lifting his gaze to you, watching your expression and the way you reacted.
âi never managed to get it inside beforeâŠâ your eyes started to water, turning red. âit probably wonât now either, rightâ
beomgyu cast one last glance at your pussy, completely soaked, with only half of the toyâs tip inside, and then moved closer to you, his hand coming up to cup your cheek, pressing a soft kiss to your lips that were still pouting sadly. then he whispered, just between the two of you:
âprincess. do you want to spend your whole heat just soaking your panties and grinding against my pillow just to feel a little betterâŠ?â
you held your breath.
âor are you going to turn that little head off like a good girl and fuck the vibrator like iâm telling you to, so you can climb onto my bed and bounce on my cock whenever you want, hm?â
your ears perked up immediately. you blinked a few times, staring at him.
âi-i will!â you answered, a bit clumsy, but with a hint of excitement in your voice. âi wonât think about anything else, i promise, gyu.â
âgoodâ beomgyu replied, satisfied with your reaction.
if he had a treat, he wouldâve given it to you right away. but since the closest thing to a reward for an obedient puppy in his hands was a vibrator, he was going to make good use of that instead.
ânow, my obedient little girl will only pay attention to my hands and the nice things they're about to do to her, right?â
âyes!â you said softly, nodding quickly.
âgood girlâ beomgyu praised, turning his attention back to your pussy and the toy. âletâs get back to it then.â
you seemed more determined now, but beomgyu, being the good owner he was, decided to help a little more too. he removed his hand from your thigh, replacing it with his own thighs to keep you spread open, and brought that hand up to your clit instead. his thumb starting to rub slow, circular motions that nearly made you drool combined with the gentle push of the toy into your pussy.
âthatâs it, sweet babyâŠâ he guided you through it. pushing was still difficult because of your inexperience, but now he was finally making some real progress.
by now, heâd managed to get about half of the toy inside you. all while rubbing your little bundle of nerves and calling you sweet names. praising you for every inch you managed to take.
âam i doing good, gyu?â you asked between soft sighs and whines, seeking his approval. âyou⊠you think iâd be able to take you too?â
beomgyu bit the corner of his lower lip, holding back a wicked smile.
âbaby, wanna know a little secret?â he whispered, barely hiding his excitement.
you nodded, visibly trembling, since he clearly had no intention of giving your poor clit a break.
âyou know that toy thatâs almost all the way inside you right nowâŠ?â
you nodded again between quiet moans, glancing down briefly as his fingers pushed it a little deeper inside you.
âitâs exactly the same size... and same girth as my cockâ his tone dropped, lower, heavier. âitâs a custom copy i got, just to train your little pussy for me.â
the words hit you all at once. your whole body reacted, a warm shock running up your spine, making your breath hitch.
âr-really?â it came out soft, quiet, but full of realization.
âyeah, loveâ beomgyu murmured, voice low and steady, pushing the toy a centimeter deeper into you.
âsee?â he murmured, leaning his face closer to yours, his gaze dropping for a moment before returning to your eyes. âitâs just like mineâŠâ
his lips nearly brushed yours when he added, softer:
âand youâre taking it so well.â
and then, without warning, he pushed in a little more.
a breath slipped out of you instantly, your body reacting before you could even think, your fingers curling tightly into the cushions beneath you. beomgyu let his gaze fall for a moment, attentive, watching the way you reacted, the way your body adjusted, opened, got used to it.
âthere you goâŠâ he murmured, low, like he was guiding you. and in a way, he was.
another small movement, controlled, patient. and then he stopped.
âall inâ he said slowly, looking back up at you, his voice softer now. âgood job, princess.â
you barely had time to process the praise âand the fact that youâd actually managed to get it all in itâ before he leaned in a little closer, his eyes still locked on yours.
âweâll leave it like this for a little while nowâ he murmured, his voice low, almost too gentle for the way his eyes still lingered on you. his thumb was already back to tracing slow, absentminded circles over your clit. âgotta stretch you out properly.â
âno, gyuâŠâ you pleaded, your voice slightly strained from how overwhelmed you felt with all those new sensations. ââŠyou can try to move, please.â
âbut itâll hurt a little if i move now, puppy,â he explained carefully, like he was trying to soothe you at the same time.
âit wonâtâ you said, a little clumsy, without a hint of certainty in your own words. âi really, really need to feel itâ you whined. ââŠwant to pretend that itâs youâ you admitted softly, looking anywhere but at his dark eyes that felt like they were burning holes into your skin.
beomgyu let out a quiet chuckle, his cock twitching and leaking even more inside the tight confinement of his boxers at your innocent little confession.
âokay then, sweet thingâŠâ he said, gripping the base of the vibrator inside you a little more firmly. âtell me if you need a break, alright?â
you nodded meekly, curling into the pillows as you braced yourself, both excited and nervous for his next move.
he gave a small experimental twist as he slowly pulled the toy out of you, hearing your breath hitch, his attention never leaving your pussy.
once heâd pulled a good portion out, he lifted his eyes back to your face, watching every little expression as he pushed it back in again, slow and steady âhis thumb never stopping its moves on your clit.
âdoing so good for meâ he praised, his voice drawn out, heavy with want. the way your mouth fell open and your body writhed as he pulled out and pushed back in, going impossibly deep each time, was making him start to imagine things himself now âthat you were taking him instead. he couldnât wait to show you what a real, warm and heavy cock felt like.Â
as he noticed the little signs of pain and discomfort fading from your face, beomgyu gradually began to pick up the pace of his thrusts with the toy.
âliking it so far?â he asked, already starting to doubt your ability to answer properly at this point. the way you already seemed completely cockdrunk on a vibrator was driving him feral.
âgyu, i-iâm- hmmmâ
he smirked, speeding up a little more, along with his finger on your clit. the wet, constant sounds filling the room.
âyou enjoying getting fucked on my cock, pretty?â he asked again âalowing himself to be a little delusional with his choice of wordsâ, more to tease you than to actually check. all he got back was a drawn out, needy moan from you.
ây-yeah⊠please, gyu, soso goodâŠâ you managed to get out, your body trembling all over.
âso happy to hear that, princessâ he said, tilting the toy upward on a particular thrust inside you, his eyes locked on your reaction.
âo-oh, my godâŠâ you practically whispered, without the strength to say it aloud. your lips red and bitten, falling open.
âwhat, baby? does it feel good here?â he played dumb, angling the toy again on the next push, rubbing the tip against that sensitive spot experimentally.
you whined louder now, babbling nonsense as you felt your orgasm getting closer and closer. the sound of his voice, the way he spoke to you, everything only scrambled your senses more.
âgyuuuu, hmm-â you couldnât even finish a single sentence. you wouldâve been embarrassed if you had any self awareness left.
âgonna cum on my cock, puppy?â he murmured, his voice low, almost brushing against the skin of your thigh. âshow me how good you can be for me?â
you didnât really answer, just a soft, broken sound slipping from your lips as your head tipped back slightly. your whole body was trembling now, every breath short and uneven, like you were always one step behind the feeling building inside you.
âgive it to me, pretty girlâ he said, spitting a thick glob of saliva right onto your clit as his thumb sped up, messier now, paired with deep thrusts into your pussy that echoed through the room. something tightened low in your stomach at that.
your eyes shut immediately, your fingers clenching as a broken sound slipped from your mouth. the sensation rushed through you completely, making your body arch slightly, your breath catching so hard you almost choked on it.
your legs trembled, losing all strength as you came apart completely like that.
âgyugyugyugyuâŠâ it was all you could do, repeating his name dumbly as you melted into it.
âthatâs itâŠâ he whispered, more to himself than to you, like he was taking in every detail of your reaction.
and even when that hazy state started to fade, your body was still trembling, sensitive, heavy, still trying to come back to itself. when you finally managed to look at him again, beomgyu was already watching you. attentive, quiet. entranced by you.
he cleaned his thumb with his tongue, and then his hand moved up slowly along your waist, over your torso. soothing you, grounding you little by little, until it reached your face.
âbreatheâ he murmured, his thumb brushing your skin in a slow rhythm, completely different from before. âdid so well for me, love.â
a shaky breath slipped from your lips, followed by another, smaller one, your body still reacting in little aftershocks, too sensitive for anything but that gentle touch.
âso well that i thinkâŠâ he sighed, leaning in closer, his gaze dropping to your lips. âthat weâll do it properly next time.â
you felt his covered cock âhard, warm, and pulsingâ brush lightly along the curve of your inner thigh, way too close to your pussy.
your first heat would be arriving soon. beomgyu knew that.
the doctor had mentioned it casually, like it was just another step, something natural and expected. but that didn't really surprise beomgyu. he had noticed it long before that.
he noticed it in the way your body started to betray you in small, quiet ways. things you didnât even seem to realize you were doing. he noticed it because he knew his puppy.
you had always been affectionate. soft, clingy, eager to please, always seeking his touch, his attention, his approval. but these days things were different. lately, your affection felt different. it lingered, trembled, came with something a little warmer underneath. something that maybe you didnât really knew what it was, judging by the way you dealt with it.
you were trying to hide it, that much was obvious. avoiding him just enough to make it noticeable. going to bed earlier, pretending sleep would make it go away. pulling back from things you used to crave, like sitting on his lap, pressing yourself close just because you could.
your body wasnât cooperating with you. your reactions had become slower, hazier, distracted by thoughts you couldnât quite control. your breathing would shift at the smallest things. your gaze would flicker, unfocused, before snapping away like youâd been caught.
and then there was the worst of it. the way your mouth would water when he let you playfully bite him.
what used to be harmless, soft teeth against his skin, had turned into something else entirely. slower. heavier. your lips lingering a second too long, your tongue getting in the way, your grip tightening on his shirt without meaning to.
sometimes, you didnât even notice the way your saliva would drip against his skin.Â
he did.
youâd pull away after, embarrassed, asking sorry for being messy. but your body would be burning, wanting to bite more, lick at his skin. wanting him to bite and lick back at you. wanting him to pet your fluffy ears and touch you in places you had never felt his gentle, warm hands before.
restless. needy. confused. and still trying so hard to act like nothing had changed.
beomgyu watched all of it. quietly and patiently. because you werenât hiding anything from him, not really.Â
still, he hesitated.
the plan had always been to let you experience your first heat on your own. to let you grow into it naturally, to learn how to deal with your own body without depending on him for everything.
of course, he would take care of you if you needed it. he always would. what kind of owner would he be if he didnât? but he didnât want to interfere too much. didnât want to blur that line before you even understood what you were feeling and craving.
and yet⊠watching you like this was starting to test that resolve.
beomgyu had just come out of the shower when he stepped into his bedroom, steam still clinging faintly to his skin.
you were sprawled across his bed, comfortably settled like you belonged there. hugging his pillow close to your chest, his phone loose in your hand as something played forgotten on the screen.
âoh, princess. hiâ he greeted, voice warm, casual, as he flicked the lights on. âthought you were already sleepingâ he barely thought about it, walking in like that âwearing nothing but a pair of black boxers, skin still flushed from the heat of the shower, damp strands of hair falling over his forehead.
âsorry for entering like thisâ he added, almost absentmindedly.
you froze completely. the sound from the phone kept playing for a second too long before the screen dimmed on its own, slipping into darkness as your attention dropped entirely. your eyes were now locked on him. your pupils dilating slowly, unmistakably, as they traced over him.
âitâs okâŠâ you answered, barely above a whisper.
you didnât move, just tightened your grip on the pillow, pulling it closer against your body to ground yourself, already starting to feel restless.
beomgyu didnât usually walk around like that in front of you. you had seen him shirtless a few times before, sure, but⊠it wasnât like this. you didnât remember your body heating up like this, your mouth watering like it was now.
âgyu⊠are you going to go out today?â you asked, suddenly, too quickly. the words slipping out like an attempt to sound normal.
he glanced at you briefly as he rummaged through his wardrobe, then back to what he was doing, unfazed.
âno. iâll be staying home today.â a small pause. then, softer âsounds good?â
you nodded first, before realizing he couldnât see it properly.
âmmhmâ you hummed instead.
your fingers curled tighter into the fabric of the pillow, pressing it closer between your legs âyour thighs shifting slightly to accommodate it better without you even noticing.
you tried to look away, you really did. but your eyes kept betraying you, drawn back to the broad line of his back like something magnetic.
the way the heat from the shower still lingered on his skin, leaving it faintly flushed, the dampness catching the bedroom light as it traced along the subtle definition of muscle. the slow shift of his shoulders as he movedâŠ
it wasnât your fault he looked so good, right?
your gaze followed down the length of his spine, to the slight dip at his lower back, to the way his muscles flexed just enough to make your breath hitch. you were starting to feel dizzy from it.
you lifted yourself slightly from the bed, sitting back on your heels, the pillow still pressed between your thighs. not really knowing what to do with yourself anymore.
âwhy you ask, sweet girl?â he said, closing the wardrobe door and turning back to you with his pajamas in hand before tossing them onto the bed, just a little in front of you, but you didn't take your attention off him.
your eyes didnât know where to settle now. you had to consciously still your tail, keeping it from moving too much and giving your excitement away. or at least, you were trying to.
your gaze flickered first to his neck, still slightly flushed, a faint sheen of dampness clinging to his skin. a droplet of water traced slowly downward, disappearing beneath the line of his collarbone, and you followed it without thinking.
you had seen that part of him up close before. felt it too. the warmth of his neck when he leaned down to murmur something just for you, the way your breath would hitch when his voice brushed too close to your ear âhow easily it made your stomach flutter without you ever quite understanding why.
his chest rose and fell slowly with each breath, not overly sculpted, but firm and defined. just enough to make your breath catch.Â
you knew that place too. knew what it felt like to be pressed there, held close without warning, his body warm and steady around you, how it always made you go quiet, made something soft and restless bloom in your chest.
his shouldersâŠ
broad in a way that felt almost unfair up close.
you had felt those too. when he leaned over you earlier to play on the sofa, caging you in for a second âyour hands pressing against them instinctively. solid and unmoving. like he could keep you there without even trying.
your eyes lingered there a second too long before trailing down his arms. noticing the faint bite marks your teeth had left scattered along his skin from earlier too, some a little more visible than others.Â
your stomach twisted at the sight. you remembered that too. the way he was just there, letting you take what you needed like it was nothing.
but your eyes still dropped to his stomach, drawn by instinct more than intention.
there was a hint of muscle beneath, a subtle tension that showed whenever he moved, whenever his body shifted just enough to make it visible.
you didnât have a memory for that part.
not really.
just a feeling. a strange, heavy pull low in your stomach.
your grip on the pillow tightened. you didnât even realize you were staring anymore. and, just as your eyes were about to drop even lower, beomgyu pulled you out of your thoughts:
â...have something you want to do together tonight, puppy?â he asked, his tone low. it slid under your skin in a way that made your breath hitch, your body reacting before your mind could even catch up.
he was looking straight at you.
a small, knowing smile tugged at his lips as he pulled his shirt on, not taking his eyes off you.
he had caught you.
caught the way your eyes were ogling him like you couldnât help it. caught the way your body shifted, your hips moving shyly, almost involuntarily, against his pillow.
your throat went dry instantly, your movements stopping the moment you became aware of them. heat rushed up your neck, spreading across your cheeks as you froze under his gaze, looking down quickly, fidgeting with the pillowcase like you were trying to play it off.
nononono
gyu wasnât supposed to see you like that
you should behave properly.
beomgyu watched you for a second longer.
then exhaled. slow.
his hand came up, dragging through his damp hair before he set his sweatpants aside, showing no intention of putting them on anymore.
âi know i said i wouldnât do itâŠâ he murmured, almost more to himself than to you.
he hadnât meant to encourage that behavior. hadnât meant to let it get this far.
but the way you were looking at him. the way your body was reacting, and how you werenât even aware of it. it made his heart ache to help his poor puppy.
and maybe, just maybe, indulge in it a little too. after all, his girl was just so pretty, and he loved you so much.
âbut i guess itâs okay just this once, hm?â
he sat on the edge of the bed, making himself comfortable, leaning back on one arm and spreading his legs slightly. he patted the space beside him on the mattress.
âcome here, puppyâ he said, his voice soft and careful, encouraging you to follow his command and come closer. âi know itâs my fault too. it was mean of me to walk in like that⊠to do that to you when i know my princess is a little more sensitive than usual.â
you swallowed, not dry this time. because the amount of saliva your mouth had produced in the last thirty seconds of beomgyu speaking to you in that gentle, careful tone, was almost alarming.
you hesitated for a moment, still a little afraid to face all of that. all of those feelings you barely even understood yet. but as your owner gently reassured you that it was okay, that he would help you, you felt a little less anxious.
and so, you got on your hands and knees, moving toward him across the bed, your arms trembling slightly against the softness of the mattress. your tail giving a small, uncertain twitch behind you.
he watched every movement from where he sat.
âhow are you feeling, hm?â he asked quietly now that you were there, right beside him. you sat the same way as before, back on your heels.
he turned his body toward you, and your gaze, still lowered, brushed briefly against the faint outline beneath his black boxers before you startled and quickly looked up, straight into his eyes.
â...strange, gyuâ you answered, soft and needy, leaning into his hand on your cheek as his thumb gently stroked your skin. âthe new panties you gave me after i showered earlier⊠i got them wet again. i donât know whyâŠâ you sighed, frustrated with yourself, embarrassed to admit it to him.
he always said you were so good. that you were never any trouble.
and here you were.
being trouble.
âaw, sweetheart, donât worryâ he said, his tone soothing, though still a little deeper than usual. âthatâs normal for puppies like you, hm? thereâs nothing wrong about it.â
your expression softened as he spoke, even if your gaze still dropped to your lap every now and then. your fingers fidgeting together, your fluffy ears giving a small, shy twitch on top of your head.
beomgyu noticed immediately. his hand coming up to gently brush over one of them, thumb smoothing over the soft fur in a slow, comforting motion.
you melted a little at the touch.
beomgyu smiled softly, fond.
âdo you want to show me?â
heat rushed back to your face.
âd-do you want to seeâŠ?â you asked, lifting your head shyly.
his dark eyes sent a shiver down your spine, even if you didnât quite understand why.
âi do, prettyâ he replied, even quieter now, almost a whisper. âno need to be shy, hm? iâll make everything feel better.â
âhm⊠okay thenâ you answered, almost hypnotized by him.
everything about him pulled you in, left your breathing uneven. the damp hair, his parted lips, his half-lidded eyes that never left you, the warmth of his body so close to yours.
you really hoped beomgyu would be able to fix your little problem, because if not, you werenât sure youâd be able to sleep that night.
and so, beomgyu guided you to the middle of the bed with him, where he leaned back against the headboard and encouraged you to settle against him, asking you to take off your sleep shorts and, soon after, to open your legs so he could take a careful look.
beomgyu took his time, slowly touching and pressing against your pussy through your panties, which only grew wetter and wetter under his touch. he was practically drooling against the curve of your neck where he rested his head, indulging in every sweet little reaction you gave him to even the smallest movements.
he could swear he had never been this hard in his life.
if you were already being this sweet for him with just his fingers lightly brushing your clit through your panties, he could barely wait to see how much youâd like having him stretch that tight, warm, inexperienced pussy on his cock. how you wouldnât even know what to do with yourself with how good it would feel.
âdo you like it, princess?â he whispered, warm against your ear.
his fingers alternated their pace âslow and teasing when you seemed to get a little too worked up, faster and firmer when your reactions slowed too much, just to hear you let out a small, startled whine and chuckle meanly at it.
ây-yes, gyuâ you answered slowly, with some difficulty.
your eyes flickered between his fingers âand the way they played with you over your underwearâ and his arms âone holding your left thigh open, the other crossing over your body to reach your cunt.
âso goodâŠâ you whimpered softly, needy.
âc-can you⊠do it under it?â you asked meekly, your gaze dropping now to his face just inches from yours. his hair slightly messy, his lazy eyes making your heart race even faster.
âhmmmâŠâ he seemed to think for a few seconds, his eyes flicking back down to your clothed pussy briefly.Â
you were so wet that the fabric of your panties was practically clinging to you now.
poor puppy, it mustâve been getting a little uncomfortable for you.
âsince you asked so nicelyâŠâ his fingers slid to the waistband of your panties, his gaze lifting to meet yours as he hooked one of fingers there, and âinstead of pulling it down right awayâ snapped the material lightly against your hip.
a quiet, mean chuckle slipped from him when your breath hitched and you let out a small sound, somewhere between surprise and sting, pouting at him when you saw his pleased reaction.
âgyuâŠâ
âsorry, love. was just playing with youâ he murmured, soothing you now, finally sliding your panties down your thighs, warm and soft under his hands. he had to clear his throat to keep himself from drooling when he saw a wet string connecting your pussy lips to the fabric as he pulled it away.
you opened your legs for him again, trembling, but eager. eager for more of what he was giving you, eager to feel your ownerâs fingers directly on you now.
âyouâre a little too excited about this, i thinkâŠâ beomgyu said, observant, pretending to keep control as he watched your anticipation, his hands now slowly caressing your thighs. âwhat am i going to do with you, hm? i think i just got myself into a big messâŠâ
your breathing started to grow uneven again, anticipating his touch that still hadnât come, just teasing you.
âi only wanted to help you, sweet thingâŠâ
his fingers started to move closer now, tracing along the curve of your thigh toward your center, brushing right over your lips.
you lifted your hips slightly, seeking his hand as you let out a soft whine.
âbut with you acting like this⊠i think iâll end up needing to rub this sweet little pussy every night before bed, hm?â he said with mock concern, sighing softly right before dragging his middle finger straight to your clit, pressing gently, but with intention.
your eyes nearly rolled back, your mouth falling open in silent shock. he watched your face with an expression like he was the one being edged.
âg-gyu, p-please, i-â you let out another soft, needy moan, saliva starting to gather in your mouth with the way he focused on your clit now, rubbing slow, circular motions. âit feels so good⊠do-donât know what to doâŠâ
âshhh, easy, puppyâ he murmured against your neck, coaxing you gently. âif you promise to be good and not close your legs, iâll give you my hand to lick and bite, hm? how does that sound?â
you nodded eagerly right away, almost frantic, your feet kicking lightly at the thought.
âpleasepleasepleaseâ you begged, voice high, somehow growing even wetter, if that was even possible.
âmmhâŠâ he hummed in approval at your reaction, his cock impossibly hard, leaking inside the tight confinement of his boxers. âgo ahead then, pretty.â
his touch slipped away from your thigh, leaving only the warmth and pressure behind on your skin. your hand found his, fingers curling around his wrist as you pulled it close, guided more by instinct than thought. your lips brushed against his skin, starting to lick and gently bite your ownerâs fingers, holding onto him as your breathing grew uneven.
whatever small sounds you tried to swallow only slipped out softer, more frequent, the closer you got.Â
âgood girlâ he whispered against your ear, dizzy with his craving for you. his fingers speeding up over your sensitive nerves. you were absolutely dumb, dripping down the sheets. âyouâre gonna get there for me, yeah?â
you only let out a long, needy moan in response, two of his fingers still inside your mouth as you drooled over his hand. you were far too gone to form any proper sentence.
âseems like itâ he laughed softly, cruelty dripping like venom from his tone. âsay it to me, then: iâm beomgyuâs good girl.â
you squirmed in place, feeling impossibly close at his words. but you still tried âjust to please your owner, just to be good for him.
âi-iâm beomgyuâs⊠good⊠good g-girlâŠâ you said slowly, stumbling over the words, his fingers still in your mouth.
âthatâs it⊠good girlâ he whispered, warm against your ear one last time, as the knot in your stomach finally snapped, his skilled fingers doing all the work. âsweet baby, so sweet for me alwaysâŠâ
that sharp, overwhelming feeling spread through you, pulling a broken sound from your throat as your back arched and your thighs trembled around his hand. your fingers curled uselessly against the sheets, while your other hand still held tightly to his wrist.
your body trembled through it, soft, uneven breaths spilling from your lips as the feeling slowly ebbed away, leaving you warm, sensitive, and heavy.
your grip on his hand loosened, lips parting as you let it fall from your mouth, a faint string of saliva still clinging before it broke.
âgyuâŠâ you murmured, dazed, your head tipping forward, almost instinctively seeking him âyour body still buzzing, still wanting.
he felt it immediately, in the way you leaned in. the way your thighs shifted again, slower this time, needy rather than frantic.Â
the way your eyes, still hazy, lifted to him with something new in them.
expectation.
beomgyuâs hand came up to your face, steadying you before you could get any closer.
âeasyâ he murmured, his voice low again, but different now.
firmer.
you stilled.
his thumb brushed lightly over your cheek, grounding you as your breathing struggled to settle.
âthatâs enough for now.â
your brows knit together slightly, lips parting like you were about to protest.
a small, almost amused exhale left him as he tilted your chin up just enough to make you look at him properly.
âwhat?â he murmured. âyou thought iâd give it all to you at once?â
your cheeks burned.
your thighs pressed together unconsciously, a soft, frustrated whine slipping out before you could stop it.
beomgyuâs gaze softened at that, but he didnât give in. instead, his hand slid down to your thigh, squeezing lightly.
âyou need to learn how to handle it first, puppyâ he said, calm and patient, like he had decided this long before. âthis is your first time feeling it like this, isnât it?â
you hesitated. then nodded, small.
he hummed, satisfied.
âthen we take it slow.â his fingers brushed absentmindedly against your skin, no longer teasing.
âbe patient for meâ he added softly, his thumb brushing your lower lip now, catching the way it trembled. âyouâre my good girl, right?â
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YES I DID!!! i really liked bed of thorns too based on the preview! i'm so excited to hear more of it and see which direction it actually goes
so what sounds so fun!! it makes me think there's definitely going to be a choreography for it. i'm just not sure if theyâll promote it alongside stick with you since both tracks are pretty upbeat? they might go with a more contrasting song instead.
but my favorite so far is definitely 21st century romance⊠it has this specific melancholy to it, and it really reminds me of antiromantic
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