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Boy With The Broken Halo // WAR
Boredom is dangerous // Envy & Vengeance
Envy felt a little hollow at the reaction. Usually it would feel a lot note powerful to say such things.
âThen Iâll help.â She smiled. âThough you will owe me one.â
Nodding her head. âYes, whatever you want. I will do it. What do you need me to do? Either for this or for your favor?â
She looked at Envy with hope for the first time in her eyes.
âIâm sure Iâll come up with something. But I have nothing In mind at the moment.â Envy finished off her glass and set it down. âYouâll be hearing from me.â She grinned as she walked out.
Boredom is dangerous // Envy & Vengeance
Setting her mouth into a firm line she was pissed that he insisted that she be with him but he could be with whomever.
âI understand your meaning.â She said plainly. Looking down she felt stupid. She was just one in a stable of lovers that Darkness was drawing to him. Then why was he keeping her in his bed? Maybe it was because she was first.
âYes, I was whatever help I can get, please.â She looked at the goddess, âI donât care what the price, I just want to be with Order.â
Envy felt a little hollow at the reaction. Usually it would feel a lot note powerful to say such things.
âThen Iâll help.â She smiled. âThough you will owe me one.â
Boredom is dangerous // Envy & Vengeance
âWaitâŚ. Darkness andâŚ. Chaos?â Vengeance looked up. âWhat do you mean all over each other?â The goddess looked at the other in shock. A faint feeling of anger that Darkness was not loyal to her though she pledged her loyalty to him.
Inclining her head, Vengeance let the words seep in.
âTell me more, please.â
âWould you like me to draw you a diagram?â Envy snarked. âI didnât think youâd appreciate me being graphic but whatever youâre into.â She let a grin back onto her face as she took a drink from her glass.
âWell you believe Darkness is keeping you because he is jealous, right? Well I could potentially make him less envious.â
Boredom is dangerous // Envy & Vengeance
Shaking her head, Vengeance refused to say more for the moment.
Looking at Envy, Vengeance nearly started to cry. How easy this could have been had it been Envy.
âDarkness took me, threatened to hurt Order if I didnât submit to him, be with him. He knows im in love with Order.â She said through clenched teeth, fighting back tears. âI wondered if this was you.â
Envy now felt a pity rise in her- a small sadness looking at the other goddess. âIâm sorry but I didnât know any of this. I merely wanted to play with the fact Iâve seen Darkness and Chaos all over each other.â Well felt from a distance but there was little difference really. âI can understand why you would suspect me though. But even for me this sounds out of control.âÂ
She almost wanted to reach out and envelope the other goddess in a hug but she wasnât sure how she would react to that or why she would want to? This wasnât like herself. âWhat if... What if i could help make the situation less out of control?â
Boredom is dangerous // Envy & Vengeance
Looking away, Vengeance was angry and hurt and frustrated. She had nothing she could tell Envy. Nothing concrete.
âI donât know.â She said quietly but with a hint of anger.
Looking suddenly she blinked. âDid you influence Darkness to be envious of Order?â Her eyes went narrow. âDid you decide to play with him so much that it led to my imprisonment?â She hissed.
âWell at least tell how bad you think it is?â Envy let a little bit of seriousness lace her tone.
She almost jumped back at the accusation. Imprisonment? What had happened while she was away? âDarling, I havenât been in the palace until very recently and you know me- I love to take credit for my work. Although Imprisonment is a little much even for me. Honestly, the only twisted things Iâve done for a while was Henry VIII. Now that was a piece of work. Sorry this wasnât me.â
Boredom is dangerous // Envy & Vengeance
âNot clever enough.â She replied. âHave you seen my father around?â She asked nervously.
Taking a sip of her wine she debated for a moment.
âEnvy, do me a favor, stay away from Darkness, heâs up to something and wonât tell me what, Iâm afraid it will be bad for those involved.â She whispered.
âNo, i havenât seen him around. I havenât seen much of anyone around.â It was true and it saddened her greatly. But the main four almost never stepped out of the shadows nowadays. It made her wonder about the state of things.
Envy was shocked by the other eternals words. âWe are gods. We are always up to something. And I know heâs... up to someones.â She let out a little laugh. âWhat could he be doing thats dangerous?â
Boredom is dangerous // Envy & Vengeance
Envy leant forward.âExactly, itâs like we are all more alive- which I suppose we are. Itâs just more vibrant. And I understand, it is the same reason I am back for a break of sorts.â
Envy let out a laugh. âShenanigans, really? I suppose I donât really have great schemes but shenanigans makes me sound like a misbehaving child. And canât i simply be happy to be in your company?â
âYou can.â She replied coldly, âThough I know you too well.â A smile crept across her lips as cold as her words. Sitting back, Vengeance relaxed some and looked around.
âHow long have you been back?â
âI suppose you do.â Envyâs smile melted down into a more natural grin.
âOh not long. Not long enough to have any fun anyhow. You were going to be a target but i suppose you are too clever for my tricks.â She flattered.
Boredom is dangerous // Envy & Vengeance
Nodding her head Vengeance mustered a small smile. âI understand that. Itâs more⌠electric here. Like black and white versus technicolor.â Sipping her wine while thinking, Vengeance thought again.
âYes, Earth is much more fun for what I do. Still, sometimes it is nice to take a break from the job and simply rest.â
Noting the saccharine smile, Vengeance went on high alert. Something was up with Envy. âI hope that you arenât planning any shenanigans for me.â She looked pointedly at the Goddess, tilting her head at her.Â
Envy leant forward.âExactly, itâs like we are all more alive- which I suppose we are. Itâs just more vibrant. And I understand, it is the same reason I am back for a break of sorts.â
Envy let out a laugh. âShenanigans, really? I suppose I donât really have great schemes but shenanigans makes me sound like a misbehaving child. And canât i simply be happy to be in your company?â
Boredom is dangerous // Envy & Vengeance
âMay I?â She asked indicating a seat at the table before sitting. âMostly glad?â She asked. âIs there not enough drama on Earth for you to keep you entertained?â She sipped her wine slowly, thoughtfully as she chose her words carefully. Watching the goddessâ reactions.Â
âOf course.â She waved towards the seat. âThereâs plenty but it never feels quite tangible- like iâm playing with dolls. Here itâs different, the energy makes me feel more alive without even doing anything myself. But it always feel more lonely. What about yourself? Surely earth is a better place for vengeful acts?â She felt like Vengeance was being guarded with her. Understandable really, considering who she was so she lay on an unusually sweet smile for her.
Boredom is dangerous // Envy & Vengeance
Walking into the bar, Vengeance swept her eyes across the room twice before entering, seeing no Order but Envy sitting inside. Ordering up a glass of wine, Vengeance tried to remain calm as she felt⌠uneasy about being apart from Darkness. It bothered her that it bothered her being apart from him. Digging her nails into her palms, she had hoped to find Order about the palace. She knew she was being followed by servants of Darkness, who informed her movements back to him. To go to his room so quickly would look badly.Â
Still, to speak to Envy may help her to relax. Turning to face the other Eternate, she regarded the smiling woman.
âHow are you Envy?â She asked.
Envy felt the thrum of emotions blooming out of Vengeance. Which was understandable considering what she had heard from the palace servants. Relationships were always hard to keep track of in this place but the servants always knew everything and it made them great company, like her following on earth. So it really wasnât sup ring to her that the other woman approached her. âVengeance, itâs been a while. Iâm good, iâm mostly glad I am among my kin once again. Earth can be quite dull.â She smiled.
Boredom is dangerous // Envy & Vengeance
Envy may have been tired of the way humans would bother her and were so easy to manipulate but the boredom she had subjected her self to her was almost as bad. The palace felt empty even with the waves of heady jealousy bouncing off every wall. Maybe it was time for her to come out to play. She walked into the palaces bar to get herself a scotch and let her eyes drag across the room for an insecure pull but no one really dragged her in. Then the door swayed open and she let a manic grin twist her features.
Iâve returned
Humans can be very tiring
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Under Bar Lights | Envy & Desire
Desire felt a thrill run through her at the touch, beautifully aroused by the blatant suggestiveness of such placement. Of course some of it was her powers, but no god was this susceptible if he or she did not already want it. Setting down her drink, Desire leaned forward so she was just close enough that the space was intimate and yet tantalisingly far, and she placed her own hand on top of Envy's. "I wouldn't say so if I didn't." She bit her lower lip and smiled, not once breaking eye contact with the beautiful goddess across from her.
Envy grinned and bit her lip. The other goddess had leant in close enough that she could smell that rich scent that belonged solely to her. It was overpowering and addictive. The close proximity let Envy study Desire closely- her light eyes blown out and capturing her own, her cheeks reddening subtly, her deliciously red lips that lifted gently at the ends into a smirk- she really was something to behold. The waves of want rolled over her and the familiar sensation of needing to possess took hold.Â
Her heart beating faster, Envy's impulsiveness soared. "Well" She paused. " I think actions speak louder than words." Letting the words slip out she pushed herself forward even closer to place her lips over Desires gently. It was almost shy, though how couldn't it be when she was never sure if she had read someone wrong.
It's Jealousy Controlling Me | Â Envy [Self-Para]
The palace thrummed on jealous energy- they were all flawed beings and it was all too easy to let it take over them. It hit her the most at night when others would be filled with longing and she'd feel it twist her insides- the need for company to cease loneliness. It didn't matter if her sheets were filled it would never be enough. She would hoard everything- jewellry, paintings, dresses, whatever others sought out, but mostly she loved to hoard people. She enjoyed sex as an act of possession. She loved that someone would be entirely her own for a moment. When their intention was focussed on no one else but her.
Relationships were always hard- she was always torn between wanting to show someone off and selfishly keeping them all to herself. Showing them off was wonderful when she could be the subject of envy but to have their glances linger at anyone else for a moment made her mind combust. Exploding with jealousy was her greatest weakness, she could usually conceal her problems but when she couldn't it marked the beginning of something messy. Sometimes she'd cut her losses and leave them out of the blue. Other times she'd fight it out, hoping the chaotic eruption would cause sparks to fly and the passion would return as swiftly as the jealousy began. It rarely did. She was called crazy way before she was paid any reassurance.
There's a lesson that she's been taught her whole existence but she's never learned. Jealousy and loneliness went hand in hand.