Heart break kids

A story of two kids with broken hearts meet and fall for each other. Chris has a hard time trusting and growing up and camryn keeps getting hurt by the ones she trusts. Once chris and camryn become a couple, things start to slowly fall apart. Will their relationship last?

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Ten part two

Chris

Hours later…

“C-chris please stoop"she moaned and i shook my head. We’ve been having sex for hours and at this point, i could care less about the party. I didn’t want to go anyway, all my thirsty ass cousins are there and i would hate to murder one of them for looking at what’s mine.

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One

Lo

Two months later…

“I hope i never see you here again Ms. Brooks, you’re are a very smart girl and you do not belong here. You’re free to go sweety, have a nice life"the judge expressed and i flashed her a smile before being escorted to the building to get my belongings. I don’t even know how to explain how happy i am right now to be out this place, but now i don’t know what to do.

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Prologue

Lo

Thursday January 31st, 2013

An alpha, or and an alpha dog is a dominant leader of a pack. Every pack has a leader, but the alpha I know will do anything to protect his pack. Even if it includes an act of betrayal and in my case, that’s what it takes to protect what’s yours. He wasn’t only my leader, my boss or someone I worked for. He was my lover, my friend, my everything but now I’m not sure what he is or what to call him anymore. He’s definitely an enemy.

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Nine part one

Kennedi

Right now, I’m unfortunately with Chris’s mom shopping for this party his uncle is having tonight. Chris thought that if me and her came shopping together, maybe she’ll apologize but its literally been quiet between us this whole time. I don’t know why he keeps coming up with ways to make her talk to me when its not going to work. She made it clear that she doesn’t like me and i don’t see why i should continue trying to make her like me.

I don’t even know why i had to come shopping with her for some party I’m not going to. Chris promised he was actually going to show up with me but i just ignored him, i’m not going. His family doesn’t care about me anyway they just want to see him. I already know if i go, something is going to go wrong. And that’s a gut feeling, you should always trust your gut feeling.

While we were walking in silence, i just decided to separate from her and go grocery shopping for our house. I need to anyways since Chris eats too much and now he’s running low on snacks to eat whenever i don’t cook. Can you believe he has me doing all the cooking now? He only ‘attempted’ to cook for me once and the reason i say attempted is because he didn’t even cook. I think you know what we did instead.

I was taken out of my thoughts when i felt my phone vibrate and i took it out of my pocket seeing it was from Chris.

Babe😍😘: wyd?

I rolled my eyes at his dumb question then text’d back.

Me: I’m shopping with your evil ass mom, you know that. But im glad you text’d me do you want captain crunch or cinnamon toast crunch?

While i was waiting for him to text back, i grabbed him a box a fruit rollups and fruit snacks then he finally wrote me back.

Babe😍😘: 😂 and captain crunch, but get the ones with the berries in it. Can you get fruit rollups and fruit snacks? and hot pockets but the bite size ones. I’m at home btw, we finished setting shit up at my uncle’s.

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Twelve

Kennedi

Next Day…

So Chris and i just came back from the doctors office and I’m pregnant. Two weeks to be exact and I’m kind of disappointed but then happy. This is all happening way to fast for one, and at a bad timing. I don’t know how to raise a baby, and with the situation that’s going on with me and Chris, i most likely will be raising the baby myself unless i work things out with him.

I really love him and as much as i hate him right now for sleeping with my cousin, i do want us to eventually work out for us and for the baby, but his mom can’t be around. She’s officially on my shit list with Chris, but there’s a difference with him. He can actually get off, she can’t. I really hate her and i don’t even see how Chris can deal with her with his temper.

I was taken out of my thoughts when the car stopped and i looked out the window seeing us at this breakfast restaurant. I looked at Chris and he looked at me while taking off his seatbelt. “What? I know you’re hungry so lets go. We need to talk anyways.“he said and i sighed. I actually was hungry but i didn’t want him to know that, i want him to know I’m still pissed.

I got out the car anyway and he walked up to the door opening it for me and i walked in. We walked all the way to the back booth and instead of him sitting next to me like he usually does, he sat across from me. At first i was confused and sad because i really wanted him next to me, but i forgot we aren’t together and im mad at him. So he’s sitting right where he belonged.

The waitress came and handed us a menu, Chris didn’t budge to say thank you so i decided to look up at her and do so until i realized she was Seyla. My first reaction was to jump up and beat the shit out of her but we’re in public and I’m pregnant, i refuse to lose my baby over a ho. “Chris can we go some place else?“i said and he looked up at me.

“Why?“he asked and looked over at Seyla then immediately clenched his jaw and stood up. “So what the fuck is up with you telling everybody Trey and i ran a train on you? I barely fucking know you?"he said and i frowned. I wanted to asked how he knew about it but i didn’t say anything because for one, i can finally find out if its true or not and two, i forgot Bernice said everyone in the streets was talking about it.

"I know, that’s one of the reasons why i came over here because i wanted to tell you Kennedi it never happened. Well at least not with me and your boyfriend but i swear i didn’t say anything to anyone. If anything it could be Adrian"she said. I’ll admit i was happy to hear that my baby, didn’t fuck this whore but in my book she’s still full of shit and always will be.

"But you still fucked my best friends boyfriend, that doesn’t make things between us okay. Now i can forgive you and forget about the past but we will never have a tight relationship"i said and she sighed then walked away.

Chris sat down and went back to looking at his menu but i pulled it down causing him to kiss his teeth. "You said you wanted to talk so lets talk"i said and he blew out of air and sat back.

"I just wanted to do my part and apologize for telling my mom all our business and being childish. I never had feelings for my ex, and she’s not pregnant with my baby. But of course you couldn’t even pull me to the side and talk to me, you just believed everything my dumb ass mom said. Just like you believed that rumor about me and your cousin"he spat. Ugh he was right, i was a little naive in the situation only because i was mad.

"Baby i’m sorry, and you’re absolutely right. I should’ve came to you and asked but, why would your mom make up stuff like that? And it sounded somewhat true because you always say that girls name in your sleep so i jus-"i was cut off by him laughing and i sighed. That did sound stupid.

"Are you hearing yourself right now?"he asked. "This is my mom we’re talking about, you know the one that doesn’t like you? She’ll say anything to make you leave and that’s exactly what happened"he said and i stayed quiet then looked down at the menu.

The same thing that’s going on with us is the same thing that happened in my last relationship, maybe my insecurities drove him to actually cheat on me and if that is then i really should stop my insecure ways. Because nothing can hurt me more than to find out Chris cheated on me, i really really love this boy.

After eating in a complete awkward silence for an hour, we drove back to my house but instead of Chris staying like i thought he was, he just dropped me off and went back to his house. I guess its really over between us and i really don’t want it to be.

I feel like he’s not even really pissed about this petty argument, he’s really mad because of my reaction at the doctors office when they told me i was pregnant. Now i didn’t react all rudely yelling and crying saying i didn’t want the baby, i would never do that because its my fault. I allowed Chris to have sex with me without a condom the whole entire relationship, but when i found out i didn’t say anything. I just smiled, i basically didn’t have the reaction he expected and that hurt him.

Now that i think about it, i shouldn’t have done that. Even if i wasn’t excited, i still could have pretended that i was. I know how much this meant to him but i let my selfishness get the best of me. And don’t get me wrong, I’m happy and i look forward to bringing our first child into this world. I’m just scared, i never been around my mom so i don’t know a thing about raising a baby when i haven’t been raised myself. But things will work out hopefully.

Chris

Few hours later…

I was sitting on my couch flicking through TV channels and listening to the rain smack against the windows. Part of me wishes Kennedi was here but part of me doesn’t only because of all the shit that went on. I knew i shouldn’t have rushed into this relationship but at the time i didn’t care, i really wanted her and i had got her but now she’s gone. Its not even all my mom’s fault, us breaking up is partially my fault and kennedi’s.

I don’t know why she couldn’t just come talk to me, i mean i never cheated on any girl i ever loved because i wouldn’t want to lose them so why would i cheat on her? She clearly doesn’t understand how much i love her, i can’t control the dreams i have and i can’t control what i say when I’m sleep.

I admit i was wrong for talking about her whenever she didn’t want to have a baby, and i never really said anything bad but i still shouldn’t have did i what i did. I didn’t consider her feelings in the situation and my mom wasn’t the right person to talk to.

Aside from all of that, i love her and i hope i didn’t make her feel like this was all her fault. I’m not even mad that she didn’t come talk to me, the whole thing was dumb and should’ve never gone this far. I’m just upset at that fact that she really didn’t want a baby with me, you should’ve saw her face. It said it all.

I thought she would eventually give up and want a baby since i did but i guess not. Now i feel bad for giving her something she never really wanted and all i ever want to do was make her happy but i fucked up. I’m happy that I’m going to be a dad but i hate that she’s not happy about it.

If i have to raise the baby myself i will, but i don’t want her to feel like she’s stuck with me and a kid i wanted forever. That’s why i didn’t even stay at the house with her today, i just dropped her off and came back here. It was wrong for me to force myself into her house last night when she really didn’t want me there, so im not going to force her to stay in a relationship with me if she doesn’t love me.

Sometimes i wonder what the fuck is wrong with me, every time i get a girl she never wants to to stay with me. I hate that i catch feelings so fast, but i show nothing but love to them and that’s something i had trouble doing before. I honestly wish i could go back and start over with Kennedi, the best part about us meeting each other was knowing that she liked me and her not knowing i liked her.

Maybe everyone was right, I’ll be forever alone. I was taken out of my thoughts when my phone started ringing and without even checking to see who it was, i answered it. "Hello?"i mumbled and tossed the remote to the side seeing Leslie’s face one the news.

"Aye I’m in front of your moms right now, you want me to take her out still or you going to do it?"red asked and i sighed. "What’s wrong man?"he said.

"I’m good man just let her live, Seyla and Adrian too. In fact we should just lay low for a minute because they just found Leslie. We do need to be in anybody’s suspicion"i said.

"Alright but are you sure? I mean I’m right here and it’ll be quick"he said.

"I’m positive bro, just let it go. Im really not in the mood to kill anybody, i don’t have energy tonight and might not have it for a couple of weeks"i said.

"Alright then"he said and i hung up.

I turned off the TV and went upstairs to my room plopping down in the bed. Here i am alone in this damn house again, i want to call Kennedi so bad but she might not answer. In fact i shouldn’t even bother her, getting her pregnant was probably enough for her.

I almost want to take the baby and raise them myself but maybe that’ll be wrong. "Shit"i said out loud. I don’t know what to do but i don’t want her to have my kid if she really don’t want it and adoption will never be the answer.

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Eleven part 3

Kennedi

While Bernice was on the dance floor with some guy, i was at the bar taking a little bit of shots. I wanted to get drunk but instead i have to be the responsible one that gets us home safe, i didn’t think the plan through earlier. I haven’t heard from Chris all day and that kind of makes me sad, even though I’m beyond pissed off at him, i would expect him to be calling my phone non stop you know? At least show me that this relationship means something.

I guess i just want to see him fight for me but its whatever, i really miss him though i can’t lie. The only thing that bothers me the most about the whole situation is him saying bad things about me, cheating on me and his secret baby. I never expected that from him because he doesn’t look like that type of guy, his mom bothers me too but that’s something i could get over.

Bernice was right about him, he’s an asshole and i see why they fought all the time. After i got off work, i went by his house because i was starting to feel bad so i wanted to give him a chance to explain himself but he wasn’t there. So i just took all my stuff out and left my key on the counter, I’m really going to miss him though. I love him.

I was taken out of my thoughts when i felt a tap on my shoulder, i turned around seeing Adrian who had a smile on his face. “Uh hey Ken, i just wanted to apologize to you about what i told Bernice"he said nervously and i frowned.

“What are you apologizing for? You did nothing wrong, if anything i should be saying sorry to you. I’m sorry for not giving you enough attention, even though you made up a rumor about me, you’re really sweet"i said and he nodded.

“Okay the rumor was partially a lie, i mean im sorry for adding a huge lie into it but we did almost have sex and you can’t tell me we didn’t"he said and i laughed only because it was true.

“Yeah okay but almost doesn’t count, but im glad i found out the truth before the dudes on the streets told me. You know they add extras to everything"i said and he nodded in agreement.

“Yeah they do, but honestly that dude has always been bad news. Them running a train on Seyla isn’t the first time they’ve did that, they’ve done that to girls in the past. Why? I don’t know but its not right"he said and i shook my head.

“I really wish Bernice would hurry up, my stomach is starting to hurt and i feel like throwing up again"i whined and he laughed. When we first got here, i had to run to the bathroom because i felt nauseous and there this weird smell following me that made me throw up.

“She’s coming over here right now, but as soon as she come you guys should leave asap"he said and i looked at him confused. He sounded so serious but i can tell he was because the look he had on his face.

“Why what’s wrong?“i asked and he pointed towards the entrance and in comes Chris with some red headed dude. Did he know i was going to be here? Nah i doubt it, he hasn’t even called me.

“Ken are you ready to go? I’m kind of tired now and its starting to get boring. There’s no cute guys in here, hey Adrian"she said and he smiled then looked at me.

“You have to go, in fact I’ll leave because i can’t be seen with you. Chris told me if he saw me around you he would kill me, so i gotta g- shit he’s coming over here i gotta go"he said and quickly walked away.

I looked to my left seeing him and his eyes were directly on me. I took a twenty out my wallet and placed it on the counter then grabbed Bernice. “Lets go"i said and she pulled away.

“No, no wait isn’t that Chris that’s coming over here? Oh my god it is, who is the dude with the red hair?“she said and i sighed.

“Who cares lets just go before they get over here!“i slightly yelled. But seeing how crowded it was in the place, i knew we wouldn’t be out of here on time.

“Why are you in such a rush to leave Kennedi? Just stay here and chill with me baby"chris said walking up and i rolled my eyes. "I saw you talking to Adrian, i think i should go have some words with him"he said.

"First of all leave him alone, if anything i should’ve fucked him instead of you. Why don’t you just leave, we have nothing to say to each other you know what Bernice lets go, i don’t feel good and i don’t have time to deal with his bullshit"I said and she sighed then looked at the red headed guy.

"You and I both know you don’t mean that but if I catch you talking to him again its going to be major issues. We need to talk so lets go"he said and I frowned. I really just want to slap the shit out of him right now. In fact I am. I smacked him across the face then stormed out of the club leaving Bernice behind. Hopefully that dude will bring her back but I have to go because I feel horrible.

When I got outside, I quickly got in my car and sped off because I had a feeling Chris was coming after me. I never hit Chris but it honestly felt good but I would feel even more better if it was Seyla. As soon as I got home, I ran to the bathroom and puked almost everything I ate throughout the day. I can’t wait for my doctors appointment tomorrow because this isn’t making any sense, I’m not pregnant so I don’t know what’s up with me. But wait hold on, there’s a chance i might be because those tests his mom bought were cheap as hell. Good thing i stopped by the store earlier and picked up a good, expensive ass brand. I just don’t know if i should take them…

Chris

I stood there trying to process the fact that she actually raised her little ass hand, and slapped me then had the audacity to say she should’ve fucked bummy ass Adrian? Fuck that now I’m really pissed off, I’m going to her house right now and we really going to have to talk and set shit straight before I lay hands on her. Only reason I didn’t now is because there is people around but now I’m pissed, if I can kill my own my mom then she has no idea what I can do to her. Oh yeah, I plan on killing my mom and I’m glad about it, she has to go. Not only because she caused this big ass argument between me and kennedi but because its something I’ve wanted to do for a long time. "Red, stay here and entertain this bitch until i say bring her back to the house"i said and he nodded.

I pushed passed everyone and rushed over to my car when i got outside. As soon as i got the car on, i sped all the way to her house and parked all fucked up in her driveway. I got out somewhat slamming my door and walked over to her doorstep. The door was unlocked of course because she never fucking locks the door behind her, when i came in she was in the kitchen drinking water but she stopped once she saw my face. "Chris what are you doing here leave!"she said and i locked the door then walked up to her.

"I’m not going no fucking where, i got a key so i can come whenever i want. Now you know you crossed the fucking line by putting your hands on me and talking to Adrian. You just have no god damn idea Kennedi"i said.

"You deserved that slap and you know you did. You cheated on me with my slutty ass cousin, you talked mad shit about me and you lied. Now if you came here to beat my ass then get it over with because i’m not apologizing to you"she said and i just laughed only because i love her smart ass mouth.

"I don’t hit girls, even though i was close too but I’m not going to do it. At least not to you. I just want to know when you’re coming back"i said and pulled her closer to me.

"Never, when i said we’re done i meant that. Did you not see the key i left on the counter? Did you not see that i took all my shit out your house?"she said trying to push me away and i bit my lip then looked over her shoulder seeing positive pregnancy tests on the counter. I looked back at her then unwrapped my arms from around her.

"You and i are together forever, i told you that and i meant that. You have no choice but to come back home because…"i walked over to the tests picking them up and held them up. "We can’t raise our little one in separate houses"i said and her eyes widened then she ran up to me snatching them out my hand.

When she finally saw that they were positive, she froze and i laughed then held her from behind. I told you were going to be together forever, she can’t leave me. "Congratulations baby"i said kissing her cheek and she pushed me then stormed up stairs.

I guess I’ll leave her alone for tonight so she can get some rest, i don’t want to upset her even more since she’s carrying my baby now. And MY actual kid not some other nigga’s baby. I might as well stay the night here because, since we have baby on the way she has to come back home and i have to move all her shit back. I walked over to the door and unlocked it then text’d Red to bring drunk ass Bernice back bit for him to make sure to lock the door back.

I jogged upstairs to her room and walked into her laying in bed. She looked at me then turned the other way causing me to shake my head and laugh. "You really need to lose the attitude, your negative emotions doesn’t help while you’re carry my baby"i said taking off my clothes.

"Chris leave me alone, these tests could be wrong but tomorrow I’ll know for sure and I’m praying that they will be wrong"she spat and i crawled in next to her. "No go lay downstairs"she said and i just looked at her then she rolled her eyes.

Tomorrow is going to be a good day, we’re going to check on our little one then im going to go take care of Seyla and Adrian oh and my mom. Then things will go back to normal. You didn’t think i would let her go that easy did you?

[pseudonymousff]

Ten part 2

Kennedi

The alarm on my phone went off and i rolled out the bed slowly because i still felt horrible. I walked inside the bathroom and stood over all four of the test then examined them. I felt a pair of arms wrap around me and i looked over my shoulder seeing Chris. All of them read ‘Negative’ and i was somewhat happy but then sad. “What’s wrong?“he asked and i sighed.

“They’re all negative, and i feel bad because in a way i didn’t want a baby but then i kind of did because i knew you really wanted one"i said sadly and he turned me around to face him.

“Its okay, i just don’t want you to think that you have to have my kid so my mom could like you. I was joking about giving that a try, if we do end up having a kid i want you to also want it. Don’t do it just for me, think about what you want"he said and i nodded.

“I love you, even though you’re mean most of the time i still love you and i promise when i feel like I’m ready, i will have all your kids. Thank you for understanding babe you’re the best boyfriend in the world"i said then leaned forward to kiss his lips but he moved his head.

“I love you too and as much as i want to kiss you i can’t because you’re sick and i can’t afford to get sick"he said then kissed my cheek. “But lets go downstairs because your soup is done and I’m going to be mad if it gets cold"he said picking me up and i frowned.

“Why would you get mad its not like you’re the one eating it, i am"i said and he just gave me a look then carried me all the way downstairs and of course, his mom was still here but she was in the kitchen sweeping. It sounded like glass.

”Anytime you want to stop being so dramatic to get attention from my son, please keep the damn house clean. There was glass all over the floor and i could’ve gotten hurt"she spat and i looked at Chris who sat me on the couch and handed me my soup.

“Well if the cost was you getting hurt then maybe there should be glass on the floor more often"i said under my breath and Chris snapped his fingers at me then pointed sending me a warning.

“Mom, I’m the one that left the glass there okay? And if you’re going to keep being rude and disrespectful to her for no god damn reason then you should leave and never come back"he said and she folded her arms.

“You know what Chris, maybe i will because you never stuck up for Leslie the way you stick up for this childish trick over her. I actually loved her, she meant the world to me but you give her up for this girl. At least she would want to have your baby, she was pregnant with YOUR baby that she also wanted"she said. That’s when i sat up and sat my bowl of soup down.

Okay first, i didn’t say anything when she intentionally blurted out Chris and i not using protection every time we had sex but now that she’s over here talking about some girl who he’s always moaning about in his dreams hurts my feelings. And to hear that she was pregnant with his child hurts even more because he never told me this, he can tell his mom everything about us but he can’t tell me everything about him?

“So you went and told her that i never wanted your baby? You have a baby with your ex? You know the girl you always moan about in your dreams. How come i didn’t know about this Chris? Why is that you know every single thing about me but i don’t know shit about you"i said and he threw his head back.

“I’m not going to talk about this when she’s here, mom leave"he said and she laughed.

“No Chris, the least you can do is be honest with this girl. Now you may love her but at the end of the day you still have feelings for Leslie. You and her been together for years, and you and this girl only been together for three measly ass months. You can’t get over her that quick"she explained. I just shook my head and walked out the living room.

I went upstairs and changed my clothes then grabbed my purse along with my keys and headed back downstairs. “Are you serious right now? You’re going to leave?“he asked grabbing me and i snatched away from him. I really don’t want to leave but i should before i say something i’ll regret.

“You know what, now i really believe we rushed this relationship. Your mom is mad disrespectful, you keep telling her our business and you won’t be honest with me about anything. You have a baby on the way Chris, and you still have feelings for your ex when you told me she was old news. I need to go, i have to go to my job anyways since im always using you for shit”i said looking at his mom.

“I didn’t tell you about it because it wasn’t important, she doesn’t mean shit to me. My mom is rude i agree, but no matter what i say she still may not like you but that doesn’t matter. I love you"he said but i wasn’t buying it.

"Then maybe we should just break up, because I’m not going to keep dealing with her shit and I’m not going to be with you if you still love this Leslie chick. I can’t believe you went and told your mom i didn’t want your baby like I’m some bad person"i said.

"I was pissed off at the time okay? There is no more fucking Leslie so let it go. If i still loved her i would not be here with you right now so stop believing everything my mom says because now you’re being stupid"he said and i nodded my head.

"Goodbye Chris"i said then walked out.

Bernice

Hours later…

Right now I’m out grocery shopping while Trey is out with his friends probably doing the usual ‘Smoking’ i swear i need to help him stop. He actually kind of slowed down after him and Chris stopped hanging out with each other. And speaking of that sorry bastard, i miss Kennedi. Our friendship never ended, it just stopped and my plan was to call her today so we could talk.

Now i know she loves him and i hate that she does but I’ll do anything to have our friendship back, so it looks i have to accept him unfortunately. I admit i was being a bitch but i couldn’t help it, Chris is an asshole and i don’t like him. I tried being nice and he still acts like a dick.

I was taken out of my thoughts when i found myself bumping into someone. "Damn, same ol’ Bernice zoning out every time she walking somewhere"the guy said and i realized it was Adrian. He actually looks pretty good, i never paid attention to how he looked.

"Boy shut up, aren’t you suppose be somewhere stalking Kenned"i laughed and he shook his head.

"Nah, every since that one dude came in to the picture i fell back. It sucks though because i actually really liked Kennedi, but i guess she never felt the same. Anyways how are you? You got a new boyfriend yet any babies?"he asked and i playfully pushed him.

"You act like its been years its only been a couple of months but no, there’s no babies and I’m still with Trey. But what about you? Any girlfriend’s or you still waiting for kenni"i said and he shrugged his shoulders.

"I never really look at other girls, i still have eyes for Kennedi but i guess she’s single now so i might have a chance. But what made you take Trey back?"he said and i stopped. Did he just say what i think he said?

"Wait, Kennedi broke things off with Chris?"i asked and he nodded. "When? Was this like recent?"i asked.

"Well I’m not for sure, i just assumed because you know, a couple of nights ago him and Trey was at this party and they ran a train on Seyla. I thought you knew, everybody well the boys is talking about it in the streets"he said and i felt my heart drop.

"No i didn’t know"i said nearly in tears and his eyes widened along with his mouth. "It was nice seeing you Adrian, i’ll see you um later"i said trying to walk away but he grabbed me.

”Look I’m sorry, i didn’t know i thought you knew about it but obviously not. I wasn’t trying to cause anything"he said and i sighed.

"No its fine, im glad you told me it would’ve been nice if i found out from him but anyways its fine. You didn’t do anything wrong, i promise i won’t mention your name okay? Now i have to go, i have to tell my best friend first then handle Trey, Chris and Seyla next"i said then walked away leaving my basket full of food.

I ran all the way out to the parking lot and got inside my car quickly starting it. I’m so pissed off, i want to cry but i can’t, like he really cheated on me. Chris fucked around on my friend with her slutty ass cousin, see i knew he wasn’t shit and i knew this bitch coming back into town was not to squash shit with Kennedi. I can’t wait til i get my hands on that bitch.

I pulled out the parking lot and sped all the way down the street to the bank where Kennedi works at. As soon as i got there, hopped out and walked in pushing past people until i saw her face. "B-Bernice what are you doing here, you know my boss is an ass you can’t barge in here like this"she said but i ignored her and pulled her aside.

"Kennedi we need to talk, i just found out some fucked up shit about Chris and Trey right now. I’m highly upset kenni, i want to cry and i want to kill a bitch. Look, i’m shaking like im old or something"i said showing her my hands.

"Well what else did Chris do that i don’t know about? I was planning on calling you when i got off to tell you what happened earlier"she said.

"I was grocery shopping right, and i bumped into Adrian. We started talking about you and he was talking about how he feels that he has a chance to be with you know that you and Chris broken up"i explained and she frowned.

"Wait how did he know we broke up? Is he still stalking me?"she asked and i stomped my feet."Okay im sorry, go head and finish"she said.

"He didn’t know, that’s where i stopped him and asked. He said he wasn’t for sure but he assumed you did because both of our boyfriend’s ran a train on Seyla at this party. And all the nigga’s on the streets are talking about it. Im fucking pissed, i want to kill all three of them"i said.

"Wow, now i really feel like a dumb ass but you know it all makes sense. Seyla came here to cause more damage, you know she has always hated me she didn’t come to make peace. And i saw Chris checking her out at graduation, i just didn’t say anything because we weren’t even together. You know he has a baby on the way, with his ex? And his evil ass mom is the one that broke the news to me. The whole entire time we’ve been together, he’s been going back to his mom telling her all kind of bad things about me whenever he got pissed which explains why she doesn’t like me. He told her all our business and been lying to me about his ex. The asshole still has feelings for her and his mom wants him with her, because she has his baby and she she actually likes her. She said all kind of things about that girl in front of me and it hurt my feelings but she was right. Chris moans the girl’s name in his sleep every night, so i just broke up with him today but i really do not want anything to do with him after hearing this”she said and i just shook my head.

“We both had fuck boys and we couldn’t even see it. Since you and Chris are over, i should go break up with Trey then find Seyla. You might not fight her but i will and i do not care. I hate that bitch, i just want our friendship back before i do anything. I miss you kennedi and im so sorry for everything, i promise i won’t be a bitch again”i said and she laughed before pulling me into a tight hug.

“Our friendship never went anywhere, 1-20-12 has always been an important date to me, i would never put anyone before us again especially not a dude. I love you sissy, and if you want to fuck up Seyla i will be there to have your back. Hell i might throw in a few hits, but after we’re done i already know we’re going to go back to my house and cry our eyes out but tomorrow we’ll be  fine. But tonight i want to go out and get drunk, you want to?”she asked and i nodded.

“Hell yeah, we’re single now. But when you get off please call me, in fact give me your house key because im going to need to get in the house to move my shit in after i break up with this nigga”i said and she handed me the key.

“Text me when you’re done but hurry up and leave because Marvin is coming and i have to help all these people. But im glad you’re back”she said and i hugged her again then walked out. Okay, now that we’re friends again, im a little okay but im still pissed off. I don’t know what im going to do when i get back to the house and see this nigga there.

[pseudonymousff]

Okay can all ff writers that follow me reblog this post or something so i can start reading your stories?

There’s a few i already read but i just feel like i should read other ff’s that either follow me or read my story.

[pseudonymousff]

Nine part 1

Chris

 Once i saw that Kennedi was knocked out cold, i grabbed my keys and quietly closed the door behind me. Tonight, i just feel weird. I don’t know what the feeling is but, i don’t like it. When i got downstairs, i saw the that the TV was still on so i decided to turn the channel to the news. Leslie and that drunk chick from the other night faces immediately popped up. I chuckled a little to myself then turned it up but not to loud. “The Murder update we have for tonight is two girls have been found just a couple of miles away from each other and police are working on the investigation. Before we leave tonight, want to let you guys know that you should not give up hope, we will find this guy no matter how long it takes"the news reporter said and i laughed before cutting the TV off.

They’ll never find me, but its fun watching them try. I walked out the house and made my way to my car then got in but before i could stick my key into the ignition, my phone started ringing and Red popped up. Its kind of a good thing he called because i needed to talk to him about him helping me with my murders. “Hello?“i asked.

“Hey man, i never asked you this but what happened to the Miami trip? Are we still doing it or not?“he asked. I totally forgot about that but now its pointless for me to go, all i wanted to do was kill them to be honest. And then take their money.

“Nah, I’m good off them people but i needed talk you about something and when i tell you this don’t get all fucking butt hurt"i said and he sighed. “Look, as far you helping me with what i do, i think it should stop. For now on i want to handle everything on my own like i kind of was doing before"i explained. He stayed quiet for a couple of minutes then finally spoke.

“Alright then, if this is something you feel comfortable with doing then im with it but if you ever need help you can hit my line bro"he said and i nodded. I’m surprised he didn’t take it the wrong way, well he probably did but since i told him not too he actin’ like its cool.

“Okay, I’ll talk to you later. I got to take care of some business"i said then hung up. I turned on my GPS which had the address i needed already typed in. “In a quarter mile turn left"it spoke and i turned down the volume. The last thing i need is a bitch telling me what to do.

I started up the car and followed the directions on my phone but eventually i didn’t need them because i kind of knew where i was going and the place was literally down the street. I heard my phone going off and without even checking it, i answered it. “Hey i think i see your car, do you see me? I’m wearing a red tank top and i’m standing outside waving my hand"she said and i looked straight ahead seeing her.

I hung up the phone and pulled up to the house then got out. “My cousin doesn’t know you’re here right? She already hates me"she asked and i shook my head.

"No she was asleep"i said and she nodded then grabbed my hand guiding me inside the house. When we got inside, i sat on the couch and she went to the back then came back out.

She climbed into my lap and started kissing me on my neck then moved to my lips. I moved my head to break the kiss because i didn’t really like it so i played it off by slipping my hand into her shorts then shoved my fingers inside her. She moaned out and pulled my hand out her shorts then got on her knees and began unbuckling my pants.

Now i would’ve made her stop but, i can really go for some head since Kennedi won’t ever have sex with me again. Well she might after all because, i think i’m going to use a condom. I think. I was taken out of my thoughts when she took my member into her mouth and i tensed up my whole body. "Fuck"i mumbled then looked down at her bobbing her head up and down real fast.

I grabbed a hand full of her hair to keep head down then used my other hand to grab the knife i had in my pocket. As soon as i got it, i positioned it above her head but as soon as i was about to strike her, she jumped up and pulled out a gun shooting me right in the chest. I slumped over on my side, and she stood over me smiling.

I quickly sat up breathing hard as hell and looked at kennedi who was still knocked out. I angrily threw the covers off of me then got up and jogged down the stairs. When i got downstairs to the kitchen, i flicked on the light and walked over to the island slamming my fist down on it then stood there for a minute.

"Why do you keep letting these dreams get to you?"i said to myself. "No one can kill you, its impossible for you to get murdered you are a murderer"i said laughing afterwards then grabbed a bottle of vodka out the cabinet and took a big gulp.

My throat was on fire but i didn’t care, i just continued to take bigger gulps then threw the half drunken bottle on the floor letting glass shatter everywhere. I made my way back upstairs to the room and laid next to Kennedi who was still asleep. I pulled her closer to me holding her extra tight then buried my face into the crook of her neck.

Kennedi

Next Morning…

I woke up to myself moaning and stomach pains but also Chris’s extremely tight grip on around me. My stomach was hurting so bad and i don’t even know why. Chris groaned in my ear then started grinding his dick against my butt. I smacked his arm and he laughed. "B- what the fuck?"he said and i opened my eyes and screamed when i saw his mom standing over us.

"H-. How did you get in here?"i asked sitting up and she gave me the dirtiest look ever then threw a bag in my face. Chris snatched the bag looking inside it then looked up at his mom.

"Why do you have these?"he asked and i widened my eyes when i felt myself wanting to throw up. I started gagging and got up rushing into the bathroom then vomited into the toilet. "Shit"Chris said then pulled my hair back as i continued to throw up.

"She’s fine, just a little morning sickness which is pretty late as you can tell"his mom said standing in the door, i couldn’t even look at her the way i wanted too because i started throwing up again.

"Morning sickness? She’s not pregnant mom what are you talking about?"Chris said and i flushed the toilet then sat there with my head down trying get myself together. That was totally unexpected but i think i might have the flu or something.

"Baby i don’t feel good"i said and chris ran his thumb over my cheek then picked me up and carried me back to bed. He put the covers back over me then kissed my cheek. "Can you make me some soup or something, i don’t want to go to the doctor"i pleaded and he nodded.

"Alright, i’ll go do that for you right now. Mom come on lets go, i don’t want you in here with her alone"he said and she frowned then looked at me.

"I’m not going anywhere, until she take those tests. I already know what’s wrong with her but in order for you both to believe it, she has to take the test"she said and Chris sighed.

"Mom she isn’t pregnant alright? Now lets go, im not leaving you in here so you can talk down on her again. Lets go"he said again and she shook her head.

"Im not going to do anything i just want her to take the tests. I don’t know what you kids were taught in school but if you use no condom while having sex, the girl gets pregnant. Its very rare for a girl to turn out not pregnant after having unprotected sex for three whole months"she said and i gasped. How in the hell did she know that?

"Mom! You got a big ass mouth i swear, come on man lets go!"he said nearly pushing her out the room then closed the door behind them.

I sat there staring at the ceiling thinking about what his mom said because it probably is true, i might be pregnant. But i haven’t witness any morning sickness and me throwing up a few minutes ago could’ve been anything. Last night i ate so much ice cream, so that could be it.

Sighing to myself, i glanced over at the bag with the tests in it then twisted up my lip. "I can’t believe im going to actually do this"i said out loud then sat up grabbing the bag. Lets just hope im not pregnant, i really hope im not.

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One

Liberty

“You are just to cute little boy"i said to my newborn baby boy. I’ve been in labor with this little guy for twenty- four hours because he wanted to take his sweet time coming out. But it was all worth it, he’s finally in my arms. Chris was standing over me staring down at him and i was doing the same.

We’re like..addicted to him, we can’t keep our eyes off him because he’s so perfect. I just can’t believe he’s here, after all the times Chris and i tried bringing a child into this world we finally did. Chris gently began to stroke his soft curls and Cyden stared back at him.

“I’m so glad he here, you took forever to get here man. You put yo’ mama through hell in here"he said jokingly and i laughed a little then kissed my sons cheek before handing him off to Chris. He sat down in the chair and started rocking him a little.

“Don’t you have work in a little while?“i asked and he shook his head. I’m surprised he’s even he here to be honest, he’s always so caught up into work we barely even spend time with each other. But i really think he’s out with other girls, he says he isn’t but i don’t trust anything he says anymore.

“I took a week off so i can be home with you and the baby"he said and i smacked my lips then pouted. “What’s wrong?“he asked looking up at me with his beautiful brown eyes.

“Just a week? You couldn’t make it at least two? I know the baby is here and all but we also haven’t had time to spend time together. Every since you started this art business, it also been interfering with our marriage"i said and he sighed then sat back.

“What do you mean by also? What else is interfering with our marriage lib? Because last time i checked, everyone was happy"he said and i looked at him like he was dumb. He knows it isn’t just his job that causes problems, its his infidelity issues.

“You cheating all the time, and kissing, making love to me whenever you feel shitty after the dirt is done. Now that Cyden is here, I’m not going to go through this shit with you anymore Chris. You fuck up again and that’s it, you’re going to have to go through with the divorce"i said and he laughed a little.

“We aren’t getting a divorce, i don’t believe in divorces. Im telling you babe, all the cheating shit is behind me. I don’t want to lose you and i don’t want ruin our family. I love you, i would never leave you for another girl, i promise"he said and i just turned over on my other side to not face him. “Come on lib don’t be like that, the last thing i want to feel is that you don’t trust what i say"he pleaded.

“That’s because i don’t Chris, you’ll do good for a couple of months then boom! I find out about another bitch. Look, i know that there’s going to be another girl soon, i can feel it. But this time its my last straw, either she goes or i do. And i mean that. Co- parenting will be the routine too"i warned and he sighed.

”Look im not going to do that anymore, can we just drop this conversation. I’m not trying to start an argument when our son just came into the world"he said but i just rolled my eyes and stayed quiet. I guess i can enjoy the ‘faithful’ Chris for now but whenever this mysterious women comes, im going to either make the bitch leave or I’m leaving him.

After a few hours of Chris and Cyden bonding, they both fell asleep but i eventually had Chris wake up to lay the baby down because i was paranoid that he would drop him. I’m extremely tired but i can’t sleep, i think its because im still so happy that my baby boy is here. In the past i was pregnant of couple of times but ended up having miscarriages because i was always sad and depressed over the issues i had with Chris.

I hate to say it but Chris is just no good when it comes to a relationship or marriage. He can’t keep his dick in his pants and i blame myself sometimes when he does cheat because I’m still with him. No matter what, i still love him but i know it will be right if i leave him. I just can’t picture myself doing it, but now that my baby is here, i know i would be doing the right thing for the sake of us.

***

“Alright you guys are all set to go home, bye baby Cyden we’re going to miss you"the nurse said but he was asleep of course. We left out the room and headed downstairs then out the hospital. My phone vibrated and i pulled it out seeing a text from my friend joy.

Joy 💀-Hey me and your boyfriend Tylan are at your house right now, is your side nigga going to trip? We just want to see Cyden tbh 😂.

I knew she was going to text something stupid but i just can’t help but laugh. Tylan is Chris’s friend who actually introduced us to each other, i knew Tylan for a while and i use to have feelings for him until i of course met Chris and found out he never felt the same for me.

But now that I’m married to his friend, he has feelings for me and I’m not going to lie, there’s still feelings for him that i have. Especially since he’s been by my side with all the things I’ve been going through with Chris. Joy has been there too, she wants me to be with Tylan and if things don’t work out with Chris then i definitely would. They only thing that makes me hesitant about it is the fact that they’re friends.

I don’t know though, i shouldn’t even be worried about relationships. My son should be more important but i also want to be with someone who will set a good example for him and teach him how to treat women because i would hate to see another girl go through what i do.

Me- 😮 my bae there!? And no he ain’t gon’ trip but we on our way. Did my mom make it?

Once we got Cyden situated in his car seat, i sat in the back with him and we took off. My phone vibrated again but this time it was a text message from Tylan which caused me to smile extra hard. “Who are you texting?“Chris asked looking at me through the rear view mirror. But i just ignored him and read Tylan’s text message.

Ty💦😍😘-babeee are you on your way orrr… Why you takin’ so long. Y'all better not be fuckin’ with my son around.

Me- boy i just i had a baby i can’t have sex for six weeks and im on my way now 😒

“Babe!"chris slightly yelled and i looked at him annoyed. "Who are you texting?"he asked and i rolled my eyes. Why is he always worried about who i’m texting? Its annoying.

Im texting joy, her and Tylan are at the house"i said and he sorta laughed. "What so funny"i asked.

"Nothing"he mumbled.

Joy💀- mommy made it now we waitin for you. Now hurry up i wanna see my baby!

I can’t wait to see them, but i know they aren’t trying to see me well Tylan is but my mom and joy aren’t. They just want to see Cyden, this little boy is going to be spoiled rotten.

Chris

We finally made it to the house and i saw joy and liberty’s mom running out the house to us. Tylan came out last and out of everyone that came out the house, he was the first person liberty went up to and hugged. That somewhat pissed me off because i know they have a past with each other but liberty would never cheat on me. So that’s why i bite my tongue when i see them talking to each other.

As soon as we got in the house, i took Cyden out his car seat then handed him over to ana. Liberty went upstairs to the room to go put her stuff up and i decided to follow behind her so i could talk to her real quick. I know i cheat a lot but i still love her to death, i would never leave her side just like she hasn’t left mine.

I know part of the reason why she still hasn’t left is because she obviously loves me so much. She always bring up the idea that we should get a divorce but I’m not and never will go through with it unless its something she truly wants. She only throws the divorce thing around whenever she’s pissed off and when i fuck around with other girls.

When we finally got into the room, i closed the door behind us and attacked her from behind but not to rough because you know..she obviously just had our son. "Are you still mad at me?"i asked and she shook her head.

"I was never mad, i just wanted to give you a heads up on if that situation happens again im leaving and you have to go with the divorce. Even if you don’t sign the papers i would still leave you"she said with a serious face and i kissed her lips.

"You really would leave daddy?"i asked and she nodded. "Mm, well you don’t have to worry about anything because you are my one and only. I know i fuck around a lot but the one thing that’s for sure is that I’ll never leave you for another girl"i said and she nodded.

"Good, now let’s go downstairs before they think we’re up here doing something"she said guiding me to the door and i chuckled. I know exactly who she’s talking about.

"They as an Tylan"i spat and she stopped then looked at me. "Look i know you and him had a past but i don’t feel comfortable with y'all texting each other and hangin’ out alone. He has feelings for you"i said.

"Chris, im with you okay. And if anybody should be worried about someone being alone with another person it should be me. I’m not the one with infidelity issues, you are. I never cheated on you but i know if i did, you would leave without any hesitation but i won’t ever do it. At least i would have a heart and break things off with you before i do anything with someone else. Now lets drop this conversation and go downstairs"she said walking out.

See, she always say drop the conversation but be the one that’s constantly bringing it up. Its obvious she isn’t over what i did, but im trying to show her i can change and i don’t want to lose her. I haven’t slept with no girls for months now, i might check out a few but that’s it. This shit is stressful, i don’t want to lose her or my son.

[pseudonymousff]

Eight

Chris

[pseudonymousff]

“You didn’t have sex with her did you?“red asked shoving her body in his trunk. I shook my head and took out my phone seeing three missed calls from Kennedi. I know she’s going to be pissed off at me when i show up, i just know she is.

“It wouldn’t be right or feel right if i did fuck her, i have so much love for Kennedi man. I love her way to much i can’t hurt her"i said staring at her picture which was set as my lock screen. I know red still doesn’t trust her but i don’t care, i trust her.

“Well if you love her so much you need to come clean to her about your issues. You know about the voices in your head and visions you have"he said and i looked up at him like he was crazy. At first, i was really planning to tell her but then i sat back and added everything up. If i told Kennedi i had mental issues, she would probably leave me and I’ll die if she does.

But if i also tell her im crazy, she would find out im a killer and then i would have to kill her. I really don’t want to but like i said, if i have to i will. “I’m not telling her, i know i got issues but if i wanted to hurt her i would’ve done it by now. We been together for three months now, and everything has been good. So there’s no need for me to say shit"i said and he shook his head.

”Of course everything is going to go good when y'all with each other 24/7 but you know if you see her with any fucking dude you’ll snap. Just tell her"he said and i shook my head. Kennedi knows i don’t like guys talking to her but as long she puts them in the friends zone, i could deal with it. Maybe.

“Look i got to go, just make sure you take care of this bitch’s body. Then text me when you’re done"i said getting inside my car. I watched him get in his car then drive off, my phone started ringing and i quickly answered it when i saw Kennedi’s face pop up.“Baby I’m sorry, I’m on my way right now"i said starting the car and she sighed.

“Well I’m not there anymore, i came back to the house. But you should still go because your mom wants to see you"she said sadly and i frowned. If she’s not there im not going, my mom probably drunk anyway and i don’t want be around her when she drunk.

“What happened why did you leave?"i asked then drove off. Before she could say anything i cut her off. "Wait im on my way back home so you can tell me when i get there"i said.

"Okay then"she said softly and hung up.

***

I walked inside the house seeing her sitting at the island eating ice cream but the whole time she had her head down. Something is entirely wrong because she’s never been sad like this. She only gets sad when we get into arguments but lately we haven’t gotten into any, so something happened at that party. "Hey"i said walking up to her. She looked up at me and smiled a little.

"There’s your plates from the party, your mom made some for you and i did also"she said then went back to eating her ice cream. I held her from behind and kissed her cheek.

"What’s wrong with you? How did the party go?"i asked and she sighed then turned towards me.

"The party went great but everything with your mom and i didn’t go so well. She made it very clear that she hates me and she doesn’t want me with you. I didn’t even come at her crazy Chris, as soon as i told her i was with you she snapped. She thinks im using in some kind of way after I’ve explained to her numerous times that i want nothing from you, i just want you. But she’s not buying it, she’s no where near convinced. I don’t know what to do"she said.

"I’ll talk to her, i mean at least we both know why she’s unsure about us being together. I think i can get her to change her mind about you so don’t worry, okay?"i said and she nodded.

"Okay, but she said the only way she’ll be convinced is if i have her first grandchild but then she was like, hm i don’t know if that would even be a good idea, you might use my son for child support"she said mocking her. "Why do she keep thinking i need money from you? Do i look like a gold digger or something?"she asked.

"Noo babe, but if you want to make her like you. I say we should just give the baby thing a try?"i said and she folded her arms giving me a deadly look. I really want a baby, every since Leslie got my hopes up and shot them down, I’ve been wanting to make my dream of having a Jr come true.

"Chris i told you about this baby thing already. We aren’t ready, i mean its fine that you have baby fever. I get it sometimes, but when we have a baby we won’t be giving all our love and attention to each other that much anymore it’ll be on the baby. And i don’t know about you but i enjoy it just being us two right now, i love having you to myself. Im a little selfish at this moment i can admit it, but i promise when im ready to have a baby I’ll let you know"she said. I hate to say it but she’s right, i even like it just being us but i still want a kid. Im ready.

"I get what you’re saying and i agree with it just being us two but i still want a baby. I want a son, i been alone in this house for years babe. You coming into my life put a start to it being complete, if you give me a baby i will officially have everything I’ve ever wanted” i said and she groaned.

"Okay how about we make a bet?"she suggested and i threw my head back. I swear bets is the most childish game ever but i’ll do it for her. "If you go three months without smoking, cigarettes mainly, i will have your baby but if you lose. You have to let me get birth control or start using condoms"she said. Three months without cigarettes? I don’t know if i can do it, i NEED my smokes.

"Shit fine, but I’m basically getting no sex and no cigarettes for three months. You have to at least please me or a nigga will go crazy. Im serious"i said looking her dead in the face.

"Well use a condom then we can have sex all you want” she said and i groaned then stood there staring at her annoyed. "Whaat Chris? Can we not make this night about you, i got embarrassed tonight by your mom. I tried sticking up for myself as much as i could and respectfully as i could"she whined.

"I said I’ll talk to her, just forget about it. She probably wasn’t even mad at you, she’s pissed off because i didn’t show up"i explained and she shook her then went back to eating her ice cream. "Well its good thing you didn’t show up, don’t forget what she did to you"a voice said in my head and i clenched my jaw.

"Well you should eat, because i can hear your stomach growling"she said and i walked over to the plates she brought back and started unwrapping the foil.

"She didn’t put that nasty ass potato salad on here did she?"i asked and she sighed before rolling her eyes. "She did didn’t she? Damn Kennedi why didn’t you just make my plate?!"i asked angrily.

"I did Christopher! Why do you think you have two plates? I told her you didn’t like potato salad and she was like, you don’t know my son then went back to putting random stuff on there. So i went and made you another one with stuff i know you wanted"she said.

"Don’t fucking yell at me, down ever in your life yell at me"i warned and she put the ice cream back in the freezer then started stomping out the kitchen until i grabbed her. "Did you hear what i said?"i asked.

"Yes"she mumbled and i let go of her arm then watched her storm upstairs. She better lose that damn attitude before i get up there, i don’t know why but lately i been letting her call the shots and that’s not normal for me. I control this relationship, and i get what i want.

After eating all my food, i tossed the empty plates and the shitty ones my mom made into the trash then made my way upstairs. I don’t care what she says, we’re fucking without condoms. In every relationship i’ve been in, i always made it clear i was in control but i never did with Kennedi which explains why she acts like a brat sometimes.

That’s all going to change tonight though, i didn’t like how she yelled at me. No girl ever has the right to yell at me, especially when im already pissed off. That makes shit worse, i kind of almost wanted to hit her when she did that.

Once i got upstairs to the room, i saw her in bed on her phone doing whatever it is she does on there. She’s probably texting dumb ass Bernice, but that’s going to stop. I walked up to her snatching it out her hand then grabbed her making her stand up. "You still got an attitude?"i asked and she rolled her eyes.

"No"she said and i let out a slight laugh then walked into the closet slipping out the clothes i had on. Before i tossed them into the hamper, i could smell that chick’s perfume. I immediately walked out the room with them and tossed them into the washer, i can’t afford to get caught up. And i definitely do not want Kennedi to have the idea that im cheating on her, i can’t deal with that.

I came back in the room seeing her sitting back down on the bed then i sat her phone on the dresser. I crawled in bed next to her and pulled her on top of me. "Did i tell you you can sit back down?"i said and she gave me this look until she saw that i was being serious.

"No, im sorry i won’t do it again"she said then tried getting off of me but i grabbed and slammed her back down. "How come every time someone does something wrong to you, you take out on me?"she asked.

"I never take my anger out on you, me yelling at you downstairs wasn’t me taking my anger out on you. It was me trying to figure out why you let her put some shit on my plate that you know i don’t eat. But forget about that, it wasn’t that serious"i said and she looked at me for a minute then bent down kissing my lips.

"So is this your way of telling me that i know you more than you mom does?"she asked and i nodded. My mom never gotten a chance to know me when i was under her wing, but she never even tried. Just like the other females, that’s why Kennedi is special and she needs to start realizing that.

"Moms and i aren’t as close as you think you we are. She doesn’t like you because she doesn’t trust you, its because she hates to see another girl in my life that treats me better than she did"i explained and she stayed silent. "She did me dirty when i was kid"i added.

"What do you mean?"she asked softly and i shook my head. If i explain to her all the shit my mom has did, I’ll just get pissed all over again and will want to kill a bitch. There’s times where I think about the situation and want to kill her but the only thing that stops me is the fact that she’s my mom and I’m suppose to love her I guess. I don’t even think she cares about me because she was going to kill me.

"I don’t want to talk about it but just know I’ll talk to her, I’m not going to let her ruin this relationship because I actually want to spend the rest of my life with you. And by all the sacrifices you made for me, I can tell this relationship means something to you. I mean you basically gave up that nice ass apartment to be here with me and you gave up your friendship with Bernice. No girl would do that for me, I didn’t think I would ever find someone like you"I said and she smiled. "So whatever my mom said to you, don’t let it get to you. As long as I feel good about you, that’s what most importantly matters"I explained.

[pseudonymousff]

He got some explaining to do 😔😒

[pseudonymousff]

Seven

Chris

Three months later…

I woke up to the TV up on full blast and i turned over seeing Kennedi flicking through channels. We’re still together and I’m actually really happy because I’ve never lasted this long with any girl. These three months with her has been everything to me though, I’m seriously in love with this girl. Things between us is even more great since Bernice doesn’t come around but her slutty cousin stay bugging her. Im going to handle her though, and when i do she won’t have to worry about her ever again.

But enough about her, today is my mom’s birthday and her bitch ass boyfriend is having this big dinner party for her at their house. I decided to go because its my mom and i love her, and i really want her to meet Kennedi. This isn’t the first girl she’s heard about but she’ll definitely be the first that she gets to meet in person. That’s how i know im really in love because every girl i ever fell for, i never took them to go meet my mom. Hell i never even let them stay at my house, and Kennedi is here all day everyday but that’s because i don’t want her to leave.

Right now I’m upstairs getting dressed because i just got out the shower but Kennedi walked in grabbing her phone off the charger and tried walking out but i grabbed her and pulled her back. Today she’s been really distant and that isn’t normal so i know something is wrong. “What’s wrong? And don’t tell me nothing"i said and she sighed then folded her arms.

“Fine, can you please tell me who this Leslie chick is?“she asked and i frowned. How in the fuck does she know Leslie and why is she even being brought up, that bitch is dead. Terminated.

“H-how do you know Leslie?“i asked and she shook her head then tried walking out again but i picked her up and literally threw her on the bed and laid down on top of her so she couldn’t move. “Stop trying to leave and talk to me, tell me what’s wrong so i can fix it"i said.

“Look, i don’t know her but you kept saying her name last night in your sleep. You were grabbing your dick and moaning her name, i just want to know who she is"she said and i bit my lip. I did have this crazy ass dream about Leslie, but at least i know why Kennedi’s mad.

“Um, she’s one of my ex girlfriend’s. I don’t know why i was dreaming about her but i love you, there is no way in the hell that i could ever fall for another girl. Okay?“i said and she stared at me for a minute then kissed my lips.

“Next time have a dream about me, then i won’t be ignoring you like i was"she said and i kissed my teeth then rolled off of her. "Oh yeah, i need to talk to you about something"she said.

"What i do this time?"i said leaning against the dresser and she hopped up skipping over to me then wrapped her arms around me.

"So you know how we have sex?"she said and i nodded. What couple doesn’t have sex?. "Okay well every since we first started having sex we never used a condom. So just to be on the safe side, i scheduled myself an appointment to be put on birth control"she said.

"Cancel it"i said and she frowned. I don’t want her on that bullshit because that messes up girls bodies sometimes and im not risking that with her. If she gets pregnant oh well, i want a baby anyway.

"Chris we aren’t ready for a baby, we only been together for three months, in fact we never made it official"she said and i laughed a little.

"I made it official and you don’t need birth control. I don’t trust those damn pills because what if we do decide to have a baby, you won’t be able to because your body will get so use to not being able to get pregnant. I mean you’ll be fine, we’ve been going raw for a while and you still look the same"i said.

"Just because i look the same does not mean i could possibly not be pregnant. Sometimes signs never hit but i know im not right now but i still think i should get birth control if you want to continue to have sex. You always complain about using condoms so that’s my only option"she said.

"Well im not letting you get birth control and im not using condoms soo"i said shrugging my shoulders and she nodded then removed her arms from around me.

"Okay then we’re not having sex then"she said and i laughed. Usually it would be the guy who can’t last days without sex but in this case, Kennedi can’t go at least two days without sex. Im use to not having sex for a long time but every since we got together, she always gets horny either when she’s off her period or when she get out the shower.

"Anyways, i gotta go somewhere real quick. But when i get back, can you please be dressed and please have my outfit laid out for me so i can quickly get dressed when i get back"i said and she nodded.

"Hurry back because im getting sleepy, lord knows you take forever to do anything"she said and i rolled my eyes as i threw on my coat then walked out.

****

I sat at the bar, taking shots after shots but the whole time i had my eye’s on her. She was drunkenly dancing around and staring directly at me with nothing but lust in her eyes. In a way her sexual contact was turning me on but nothing else she’s doing could possibly turn me on more than me having both my hands wrapped her neck choking her. "You wanna go somewhere?"she asked snapping me out of my thoughts. I took my last shot and nodded before grabbing her arm and walking her out to my car.

As soon as i got her inside, i took out my phone and dialed Kennedi’s number to let her know im either im going to be late or i might not show up. "Where the hell are you Chris? Your mom’s party starts in five minutes and you’re still not here"she said.

"Im going to be a little late, something came up. Just go head and go without me, show up on my behalf okay?"i said and she sighed.

"Fine Chris"she mumbled before hanging up. I have to make this shit quick, i can’t risk having both of the two important women in my life being pissed off at me.

"Come on baby lets gooo"she whined and i put my phone back in my pocket then hopped in the car before speeding off.

Kennedi

I walked inside the house and immediately felt eyes shift on me, making me feel extremely uncomfortable. The whole point of me coming was for one, show up to my ‘Boyfriend’s mothers party with him because you know that’s what girlfriend’s do. And two, he wanted to introduce us to each other but it looks like i have to do everything by myself. I’m so nervous, she might not even like me because she’ll probably think im like his other ex girlfriend’s that did him wrong.

I just want to hand give her this present and leave, i can’t deal with all this. Chris owes me for this, i don’t even know why he waited til night time and around the time for his moms party to take care of whatever it is he had to do. I walked into this room where i saw everyone dropping off their gifts and placed mine down.

I walked into the living room where a lot more people were and seen his mom sitting on the chair. As soon as everyone seen me, they all stopped talking and stared at me. I literally wanted to shit on myself, this too much. "Um hi, are you a… Family friend?"his mom asked and i swallowed hard.

"U-um no, I’m Kennedi. Im Chris’s girlfriend, he’s going to be late so i decided to show up by myself"i said and everyone looked at her. She got up out of her seat then slowly made her way up to me.

"So you’re the girl that he’s been constantly calling me about. Its about time he’s let me meet at least one of you"she said looking at me up and down. "Are you actually looking to be with my son or are you playing him like those other hoodrats?"she asked straight forward and i laughed nervously.

"No, i want to be with him. These three months with him have been great, i really love your son"i said and she nodded but she didn’t seem convinced. At all.

"Mm, well its very nice of you to come since my son is out doing god knows what. But lets head over to the dinner table so i can get to know you more"she said and i nodded then followed behind her like everyone else did.

When we got to the table, i sat at across from her and her boyfriend was right next to her. Instead of saying a prayer, everyone just dug into their plates while i sat there eating a little bit at a time. "So where did you and my son meet?"she asked. It was so quiet, all you could hear was everyone’s forks hitting their plates.

"We met at my school. His friend one day came to pick up me and his girlfriend and Chris was with him"i said and she nodded. I hope Chris just pops up right now, this is so awkward.

"Hm, what school do you go to?"she asked taking a sip of her water.

"American River College, i graduated already though"i said and she nodded a little.

"Well that’s good. But when you and my son first met, did you guys have sex or you never saw each other after that?"she asked. Is she serious right now? Why do parents always ask the most personal questions ever?

"No mam, we went out on a couple of dates first and then we eventually decided to.. Yeah. But if you’re thinking im just with your son because of his thing, that’s not it at all. I’m with him because i love him and want to spend the rest of my life with him. He makes me really happy"i explained.

"Im glad to hear that you may have some so called feelings for him. But how many boys have you slept with before you got with my son"she asked. Okay she’s doing three much right now.

"Auntie, that’s enough. That’s kind of personal"a boy next to me said and she rolled her eyes.

"Well she’s dating MY son so, i want to know"she said. What does my sex life have to do with me dating Chris? I don’t understand.

"I was a virgin when i met your son, i lost my virginity to him"i said annoyed and her eyes widened.

"I guess that’s a step for me to be convinced that you aren’t using him. Maybe it isn’t the sex, that has you all over him. Its the money he makes isn’t it"she said.

"I have a job, so there’s no reason for me to use your son for anything. I love him and i want to be with him, that’s all"i said.

"Mhm sure"she mumbled and got up from the table. I knew she wouldn’t like me and that’s not what i want. So I have to make this work. This is going to be a long night…

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Prologue

Liberty

“This is it. This is the hotel that they have been coming too to meet up"he said while i was scanning the building then i looked back at him staring down at his hands. I know he feels pretty shitty simply because him and Chris are best friends but i could care less about that right now. Chris and i been together way to long, and I’ve dealt with his side bitches way to long. This girl is it for me, I’m not going to have this trick ruin my marriage.

I turned his face towards mine and saw nothing but guilt in his eyes. In a way i felt bad because I’ve been nothing but selfish about this situation. I didn’t think about what could happen between them if Chris found out he was helping me with this situation. “Tylan look, i know you’re paranoid about Chris finding about this, but remember this is between us only. I won’t say anything and you won’t either. Relax okay?“i said and he nodded. “Now is Chris still at his meeting?“i asked unbuckling my seat belt.

“Yeah, but its only for an hour so you have to be quick. Call me as soon as you get done and i’ll be up there right away"he explained and i nodded then quickly got out the car. I closed the door and adjusted my skirt then made my way into the building.

I walked up to the front desk clearing my throat to get the lady’s attention and she looked up at me smiling. “Hi how can i help you?“she asked and i smiled.

“I’m looking for my husband’s room? He made reservations yesterday"i said and she nodded. I can’t wait to get this over with, then i can work on getting our relationship where its suppose to be but most importantly work on Chris. After all the cheating he’s done in the past he stopped for awhile until this bitch came along, now he has feelings for her and i can’t deal with that. She has to go.

“His name?“she asked snapping me out of my thoughts and i moved some of my hair out my face.

“Christopher Maurice Brown"i said and she typed it in then looked up at me with an confused look.

“Problem?“i asked and she laughed nervously pointing to the screen.

“Uh yeah, his wife is already up there. Are you sure tha-”

“Look, if i had time to explain this to you i would but since i don’t, i really need you to tell me my husband’s room number before he shows up. That girl that is currently in the room is not his wife, i am. See the ring?“i said flashing it off and she nodded. “So can you please help me out"i said. She quickly handed me the key and smiled.

“Room 114 third floor, it’ll be on your right"she said and i smiled at her then pulled out a hundred dollar bill out my bra handing it to her before walking off. I pulled out my phone checking to see if Tylan text me but he didn’t. It was just messages from Chris but i didn’t open them.

I repeatedly pressed the elevator button until i heard the ringing sound go off and the doors opened. A few people walked out and i stepped in pressing the button to close the doors. I can’t wait to see this bitch’s face, she just might pass out.

Tylan wants me to make a deal with her by offering her money to leave Chris alone but i know that’s not going to work. She’s a ho and ho’s don’t just give up dick that easy when they’re sprung off it. But its not his dick that’s has her sticking around, its the money and all the expensive ass shit he showers her with. Can you believe this idiot gave her all our banking information? And most of the money she took was half of mine. I want her gone, and for good. I’ve dealt whores like her for three whole years because of my sorry ass so called husband.

I know i should’ve left him but unlike all the girls he messes with, i love him. Now i have suggested for us to just get a divorce but he won’t go through with it. He wants us to be together forever but doesn’t act like it. I still have the papers too, every night i sit alone in the dark going over them. My signature is on there but only way it’ll be finalized if he signs it, he doesn’t know i have these papers but even if he did he still wouldn’t sign it.

I don’t understand him either, he says he hates how he hurts me but consistently does it, then when i try to leave he won’t let me. Part of me wants to leave him because i know it’ll be right, but another part of me doesn’t because i love him so much. Sometimes i wonder if he feels the same but its pretty clear that he doesn’t.

Once i got up to the third floor, i stepped out the elevator and made my way down the hall scanning each door until i finally came across room 114, Adrenaline immediately rushed through my body. I slid the key inside the door until it clicked then took it out and stepped inside seeing her standing at the edge of the bed with a towel wrapped around her body. “Hey its about time you came, i need to talk about us. You know things aren’t just aren’t working o-“she stopped mid sentence when she turned around seeing my face.

I can tell she was scared but she wasn’t showing it. "Oh look its wifey"she laughed. "I already know why you’re here but before you say anything, i just want to tell you I got everything i wanted from Chris so you can have him now"she said.

"Its bad enough that you came into the picture ruining our relationship even more but i refuse to let you play him like this. So all that money you took out MY bank account and all the expensive shit he bought you i need back right now"i said and she folded her arms.

"I’m not giving you shit back and everything he bought me i sold and pawned. Now you need to leave so i can pack or I’m calling security"she said.

"Go head and try that i promise I’ll break your fucking fingers bitch. Give me what i want or you’re not walking out of here alive"i warned and she slowly started walking up to me so i pulled out the pistol i had tucked in the back of my skirt and pointed it at her.

"If you kill me you’re just going to crush Chris even more, i know it sucks to be in a marriage where your husband has feelings for another woman but you have to deal with the fact that you’re worn out. Chris gets tired of seeing you everyday, you can’t have another baby with him because you’re always doing extra shit. You’re lucky to even have Cyden and you’re just an unsupportive wife. He deserves better, of course not a girl like me but i hope he finds another girl"she said and i held a tight grip on the gun.

"You bitch"i said through gritted teeth. All the other shit she said i didn’t care about but her bringing up my miscarriages really hit home. Chris went and told this bitch our personal business? My personal business. Now I’m curious to what else he’s told her. "Tell me everything Chris tells you"i demanded.

"Everything, i mean its really unfortunate that he still wants to be with you when he’s cheated on you multiple times. I would almost think he’s purposely doing this so you can divorce him and he could be with me. To bad i don’t want him"she said laughing afterwards.

I walked up to her and smacked her in the face with the gun causing her to fall to the ground. I yanked her head back and hit her in the face again and again and again until i saw blood. When i finally stopped, she looked up at me teary eyed and a mouth full of blood but i didn’t care. No whore like this one, will ever get away with speaking on my miscarriages. Ever.

"You know the plan was for me to let you go by you giving me the money you stole and the shit Chris bought you but you’re really pushing me to kill you. Like i wanted since i first saw you"i said trying not to cry.

I put my finger on the trigger and pointed the gun at her head as the thoughts of all the women Chris messed with raced through my mind and visions of him and her made me hold the gun even tighter. My heart is telling me to do it but in my mind i don’t know if i can, i never killed anyone but i really want her dead. I grabbed a pillow slamming it on top of her head and placed the gun on it then took a deep breath.

She’ll be the last bitch, to ever come between my marriage. The very last…

[pseudonymousff]

Six

Chris

It was starting to get light outside and we were still going at it but this time we were in my room in the bed. All night long we’ve been all over the place but i didn’t care, this is a moment I’ve fantasized about having with her in the short amount of days we’ve known each other. I don’t care about that whole ‘lets take some time out and get to know each other’ shit. Its pointless to me, i know for sure Kennedi is the one for me.

If i had another girl with me that night Bernice and Trey decided to fuck in front us, the girl would’ve been trying to do the same thing on sight. She didn’t do that, i wouldn’t have mind either but i also don’t like slutty bitches. Kennedi is just everything to me and when she said she loved me and i was her everything made me fall more in love. I know i found the right one this time and we’re going to be together for life.

Right now we’re having lazy sex, I’m honestly fucking exhausted but every round was worth it when it comes to her. She actually lasted this long with me when she was already pleading for me to stop in the first round. That also tells me she’s a keeper. “Mm chriss"she moaned tiredly into my neck as i slowly grinded in and out of her.“Im gonna cu- uhhh"she said grabbing me tightly and arching her back. Shit was sexy as fuck too.

As soon as she came i busted in her for the thirtieth time then bent down kissing her sloppily. I pulled back to look at her for a minute and she ran her thumb over my lips softly, she’s so damn beautiful. “What’s wrong?“she asked softly and i licked my lips then shook my head.

“Nothing, but i want to apologize for acting weird last night if i scared you. I didn’t mean to, i mean i don’t ever want to make you feel uncomfortable around me because i love being around you. You make happy and i’m rarely a happy person"i explained and she smiled.

“Its okay, i enjoy being around you too but if there’s anything you ever need to talk about I’m all ears. I just want to know what happened though, everything went left so quick. Did i say something wrong?“she asked and i sighed.

I want to tell her what really happened but i can’t, she probably already think I’m crazy so i’m not saying shit or at least exactly what happened. "Every girl i ever been with either still had feelings for their ex or was just with me because of money. No girl has ever told me they loved me and i wanted to tell you i love you but i was scared you would say you don’t feel the same. I really do love you"i explained. I get a lot of my money from these Serbian people for killing people. Girls to be exact, but i lie and say i sell drugs to cover up the real deal. The money means nothing to me, i do it because i enjoy it.

"Well, i really really really like you but don’t you think we’re moving way to fast? That I love you phrase is not a thing to play with. I’m not saying i don’t love you but i care about you a lot. I want to see us together"she said and i just buried my face into her neck because i got tired of holding myself up.

"I don’t care if we are rushing, i love you and i need you. In fact you’re already mine, i made that clear when were on the couch. So this subject is done with, i just wanted to apologize if i scared you"i said and i felt her hands running up and down my back. It was kind of making me fall asleep.

"Don’t you have to catch a flight in like an hour?"she asked and i groaned. I forgot all about that shit, otherwise i wouldn’t have fucked all night to get me this fucking exhausted. No wonder why Red has been blowing up my phone, fuck it I’m not going im tired as hell.

"We ain’t gon’ make it"i mumbled and she laughed then playfully pinched my cheek. I groaned out in pain as if her pinching me really hurted then smacked her thigh extra causing her to yell out.

"Ow! You hit too hard an get up before you miss your flight then i’m going to really have to beat you up"she said and i lifted my head up giving her a straight face and she laughed even harder. "Okay I’m sorry please don’t hit me again"she said then kissed my lips.

"Yeah you better apologize"i said then laid back down on her. She started playing in my hair and i began nodding off until she gasped hella loud and woke me up. "The fuck is wrong with you?"i asked kind of irritated.

"I forgot to tell you i was a virgin"she said and my head popped up hella fast. Why in the fuck would she not say anything? I was fucking her hard and everything but that explains why she was so damn tight.

"Are you serious? We fuck for hours roughly and you ain’t say shit? Did i hurt you?"i asked and she sighed.

"Yes but it also felt good, really good. But at the time i don’t think you were trying to hear anything. Just let me go check if i bled a lot"she said and i rolled of her letting her get up and run into the bathroom. I pulled the blankets back and seen a little bit of blood and she poked her head out from the door. "I didn’t even bleed that much but I’m really sore thanks to you"she said and i frowned.

"Its your fault too but i’ll say sorry anyway. Now come back to bed so i can go to sleep im tired and you are too"i said and she slowly made her way back then carefully laid down. I hopped in between her legs and she quickly placed her hand on my chest.

"Please be careful, it really hurts down there bad"she warned and i nodded removing her hand from my chest then grabbed my dick by the base and slowly pushed it in her. She flinched a little them gripped my shoulders. "Mm"she moaned out in both pain and pleasure.

"Im almost in baby"i grunted still sliding in her and she began arching her back. I swear every time she does that she looks sexier and sexier. When i finally got all the way in her, i bent down kissing her lips then buried my face into her neck and a few minutes later we both fell deep asleep.

Kennedi

Hours later…

I woke up to Chris snoring in my ear and i looked at him for a minute then scanned the bed to see if my phone was anywhere because i kept hearing something vibrate. "Ugh"i said when i realized i left my phone downstairs and it was Chris’s loud ass phone. I looked down at him seeing him completely knocked out, i don’t want to wake him up but his phone is annoying.

"Chris"i said shaking him and yawning at the same time. He groaned and held me tighter. "Chris wake up someone keeps calling you"i said and my stomach started growling. "And im hungry get up"i said. We didn’t even get to eat last night, i just realized that.

"I’ll get it in a minute, just give me five more minutes"he said in a husky voice and i sighed then looked at the clock seeing that it was four o’ five in the afternoon. Yeah we were super tired if we slept that long, im still tired.

"Alright you have til four ten then you have to call back whoever it is calling you and you have to let me u-"i was cut off by him snoring and i shook my head then blew out of air. I laid there staring at the ceiling and quickly got bored so i started messing with his hair while staring at him.

He looks so cute when he sleeps, like really cute. In fact he looks adorable, i kissed his lips and his snoring stop but he was still asleep. At least i think he was, i looked at the clock and it read four O’ nine. I looked back at him then kissed his lips again and sucked on his bottom lip. "Stop"he mumbled and i laughed a little.

"Well get up, im hungry since you didn’t feed me last night"i said and he kissed his teeth then opened his eyes to look at me. "You know you look adorable when you sleep? I had to kiss you I’m sorry love"i said and he bit his lip.

"Give me another kiss and I’ll let you get up"he said and i pecked his lips. Once i did that, he sat up and gently but slowly started pulling himself out of me. It was hurting so bad, i wanted him to just snatch his dick out of me but that would’ve been worse.

"Hurry up it hurts"i whined. "Why is your dick so damn long"i moaned and he laughed a little then finally slid out of me. I sat up putting my hair up and he handed me a shirt that i quickly slid on while he slid on boxers and basketball shorts. I’m starving, i hope he has cereal or something.

I stood up and walked over to the door then i felt his arm around my neck"You really was about to walk down these stairs and have breakfast without me huh?"he said and i waved him off. Its not even morning so he need to go somewhere.

When we got downstairs, the doorbell rung and he groaned then went to go get the door. I went to the kitchen opening up his pantry door seeing a bunch of snacks and different kind of cereal. It was so much stuff, and he had all the good cereal including my favorite Lucky Charms. I just love him, i don’t think I’m ever going to leave his house. "Oh. My. God"i turned around seeing Bernice with her mouth wide open and my eyes widened.

"Uh…. Hey?"i said awkwardly and she walked up to me then shook her head. "What? Wait why are you here anyway?"i asked grabbing the box of cereal and pushing past her then grabbed a bowl.

"I came here because Trey wanted to see Chris and i was calling you to see if you wanted to come but now i see why you weren’t answering the damn phone. Never mind all of that, what the hell happened between you and Chris yesterday? You never called me after y'all left” she said and i smiled before pouring the cereal in the bowl.

“Nothing happened, we just came back here and chilled. Oh and ate dinner"i lied then walked to the fridge grabbing the milk and walked back over to the island. I avoided looking at her but i could feel her staring at me which made me smirk a little.

"Kennedi you know you can’t lie, just tell me the truth. You guys had sex didn’t you?"she asked and i was about to answer her but the boys came in. Chris walked up to me hugging me from behind and placed kisses all over my neck. "So Chris, what you and kenni do last night since you took her away from me"she asked but he ignored her and continued kissing my neck.

"Chris stop I’m trying to eat"I said smacking his arm. "Bernice did you guys do anything yesterday?"I asked and they both looked at each then back at me and Chris. It’s so awkward right now being in the same room with Bernice while Chris is all over me.

"It was coo but you know what, I think we should let you two love birds have some time alone"trey said and I frowned at him. They literally just got here and now they want to leave, oh well its awkward for me anyway.

"Alright then man, thanks for bringing me that weed though I needed that"Chris said dapping him up and I looked at him like he was crazy. What the hell he need weed for? He smoked like two blunts last night, I was going to try it but I didn’t because people react differently to weed and I might act weird. They finally left out and Chris finally noticed I was staring at him. "Why are you looking at me like that?"he asked I shook my head then went back to eating my cereal.

As soon I finished, I wiggled out his grip then walked over to the sink sitting my bowl in it then went into the living room grabbing my phone off the table and seen a bunch of messages from Bernice. All of them was just her asking me what Chris and I were doing then another one popped up saying I need to leave him alone. I really don’t get why she doesn’t want me with him. Maybe she has feelings for him or something. Hopefully not.

[pseudonymousff]

Four

Chris

Next day…

“So you really trust this girl going with you to Miami? You don’t have to take her i can go with you. I got a bad feeling about this bitch"red said and i took one last puff of my cigarette then tossed it on the ground and stepped on it. I don’t care if he don’t trust her because to be honest, my plan is to try not to have someone end up dead.

If things go as plan then there’s no worries, but if i do kill someone I’m sure kennedi would be smart and not say anything. I don’t want to hurt her but if i have to i will, its not like I’ve never hurt a girl before i mean i torture them because i guess its something i love to do. I ain’t even sure why i do this shit, but i don’t care to explain. “She’s not a bitch so don’t call her that, and i don’t trust her but i know she won’t say shit. I’ll say something to scare her into not saying anything"i said and he kissed his teeth.

“Man, just let me go. I can distract the wife its not hard"he said and i shook my head laughing a little. He always thinks he can distract a bitch with his dick, every girl does not want dick on sight when they see it. This bitch is old anyway, i don’t think her pussy can take new dick.

“If you go who’s going to watch my house then? Cops been hot around here lately and i cannot risk having my shit raided without my consent"i said and he sighed then stood there scratching his head trying to think of something to say. I just shook my head and wiped the excess sweat off my forehead. I don’t even know why I’m sweating so god damn much, its not even hot it cold as fuck.

“Have her watch it, you don’t have shit to hide in there. At least nothing to make you look suspicious, remember we got rid of all the bodies, you cleaned up everything i hope. So you should be good"he said and i bit my lip. You know that actually doesn’t sound like a bad idea. I can’t have her blow shit when we get there especially since she’s already nervous about it. I better not take that chance.

“Y-yeah, i think i might do that"i mumbled then took off my jacket. I already knew what was happening with me but i didn’t think just one day of me not taking my pills would do this to me. But everything happening with me will go back to normal soon, this isn’t the first time.

“You alright man? Don’t tell me you ain’t been taking yo meds?“he asked and i kissed my teeth. I got irritated just that quick when he asked that dumb ass question that he already knew the answer too.

“Of course i stopped taking those god damn pills. They don’t help and I’m tired of hiding who i really am. Me being nice and shit is not me, a nice Chris doesn’t exist. Never will"i spat and he sighed while shaking his head. The only reason i continued taking the medicine is because it helped me control my anger when i was with Leslie because i didn’t want to hurt her while she was pregnant with my child that turned out to not be mine.

“Well if you see yourself being with this chick or hanging out with her all the time, you really need to keep taking you meds. You know how you are with women dude, i mean look at all the girls you killed in a year at this house. That’s probably why the cops are hot on the block"he explained but i really wasn’t trying to listen to what he was saying. I know what the fuck I’m doing.

"Look just have you shit ready tonight, i gotta go to this graduation so i can tell her the change of plans. We leave tomorrow in the morning"i said and he nodded before dapping me up and walking to his car. I got inside mine starting it and sped down the street. I thought about stopping somewhere to pick up a little gift for her because i don’t want to show up with nothing. Fuck it I’ll just bring her back to my house and cook for her or something. She’s going to be there anyway.

I know I’m hella late but oh well, they probably haven’t even called her name yet knowing these slow ass people at this college. Once i got there, i headed out to the bleachers seeing Trey at the end but he didn’t see me which was cool. I don’t want to see or speak to anyone else other than kennedi. That is the only person i came to see, Bernice ain’t shit and she dumb as fuck.

I sat down on the first row of bleachers but there was this old lady staring at me weird. I frowned and she quickly turned her head another way, that’s why i hate old fucking people. They stare to much and for no reason. "Hey is it okay if i squeeze in right here?"this blue headed girl asked and i nodded then scooted over a little bit.

She sat down removing her purse strap from her shoulders and i glanced over at her breasts that were nearly about to pop out her shirt. I licked my lips as i continued staring at them, and my dick somewhat started to get hard. "So you have a sister here? Or cousin graduating"she asked snapping me out of my dirty thoughts.

"No, my friend"i replied then turned my attention towards the field. "Who are you here for?"i asked and she looked at me with her big brown eyes. I don’t know what it is but i love looking into a girls eye color. Certain colors tell me a lot about them and it helps me decide whether i wanna make them my next victim.

"I’m here visiting a cousin, we don’t really get along but I’m here in town and i was told she was graduating so i wanted to surprise her and support her"she explained and i nodded.

"Why don’t you guys get along? If you don’t mind me asking"i asked and she shook her head then sighed. She probably did some scandalous shit, she look like the type of cousin that would fuck a family members boyfriend.

"I, I had sexual relations with her boyfriend and got pregnant. But at the time i was going through a lot with guys and he was showing her so much attention and love that no guy has ever shown me so i wanted that. I thought i would never find another guy like him so i chose him, knowing he was in a relationship with her"she said and my eyes widened. Exactly what i told you, she’s a ho.

"That’s deep, what’s her name?"i asked then that’s when she stood up stopping these two girls that were passing by. Then i finally noticed it was Kennedi and Bernice.

"What the fuck are you doing here and why are you here with her?"Bernice spat looking at me and the girl and i clenched my jaw before standing up. This bitch better not start, i have no problem hurting her and i could care less what trey would fucking say.

"Seyla what are you doing here? We have nothing to talk about there’s no point of us even seeing each other"Kennedi said and her cousin sighed trying to grab her hand but Bernice pulled Kennedi away. This bitch always in somebody business i swear.

"Bernice why don’t you stay the fuck out of it, this is between them. All you do is treat her like a little ass kid, kennedi is a grown ass women let her make her own decisions. Worry about your damn self for once"i spat then pulled kennedi away from her and she frowned.

"Who the fuck you are? I don’t even know why you here get the fuck out of here and you to Seyla. She probably fucking Chris Kennedi"she said and i chuckled. For some reason, i think this bitch doesn’t want kennedi with nobody.

"I just want to leave, we’re getting no where just standing here arguing. Come on Chris, Seyla stay away from me and Bernice i’ll call you"kennedi said grabbing my hand and pulling me away with her as she started walking away.

We ended up walking way back to the front of the school and if i hadn’t stop this girl, we would’ve walked all the way to the parking lot where my car is. As soon as i stopped her, she folded both her arms across her chest and made no eye contact with me. I pulled her by her hips and held her closer to me then she finally looked at me. "You good?"i asked and she sighed then shook her head. "You know i didn’t know her right? We didn’t come together she just asked to squeeze in next to me and i said yes"i explained.

"You don’t have to explain yourself Chris, i just don’t trust her and she’s done a lot to me in the past and has never apologized for it so i don’t understand why she’s back"she said and i moved some of her hair out her face then placed my hand back on her waist. I put my forehead against hers and stared into her eyes then she put her arms around my neck.

"Forget about her and whatever happened between you two. It was in the past, and its over with. Lets focus on the fact that you graduated that’s more important. You gotta let that bullshit go ma, you got a lot of good things ahead of you and going back into the past isn’t going to help. Don’t ruin what you got going for yourself, okay?"i said and she nodded. "Smile"i mumbled and she laughed a little.

"You’re right, and thanks for last night and coming here today. This means a lot"she said looking me dead in the eyes then pressing her lips against mine. When she did that, i felt as if something switched on in me. My whole mood change then i finally knew my old self was back.

She pulled back from the kiss and saw my face then sighed. "I’m sorry, i didn’t mean to do that. Maybe i should go"she said pulling away from me and i quickly pulled her back and held her the way i had her before.

"Do it again"i mumbled and she looked at me surprised then kissed me again but this time i kissed back with nothing but but passion behind it. I didn’t want the kiss to happen because once i kiss a girl i like, she’s automatically mine. My property, My everything but its to late now.

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Chapter 20 part 2 (last chapter)

Sonya

“Where is she?“i asked walking up to him and he let out a slight laugh. I swear i wanted to punch him when he did that, i don’t like his punk ass at all.

“She in the house sleep, you know i made sure this dick put her ass to sleep"he chuckled and i frowned.

“Ugh, i know damn well she wouldn’t fuck your dirty nasty ass. Plus she has dick back home, she don’t want yours"i spat.

“Yeah then why she set all this bullshit up then? Obviously he ain’t shit"he said.

“Don’t fucking worry about it. Take your god damn money and leave ugly bastard"i said throwing the stack of cash at him and walking inside the house.

I walked inside seeing her sitting on the bed with her head down and playing with the tips of her hair. I already knew she depressed about this situation but mostly by the fact that August took the kids away from her. When she told me he did that, i got pissed and I was fed up. I’m so tired of this nigga treating her like shit so that’s why I came up with the perfect idea. Hopefully it will help his bitch ass realize he has a good ass girlfriend and good mother to his kids.

Even though I hate August, I can’t blame him for everything that happens in their relationship even though sometimes he’s always the one doing dumb shit. But Taylor obviously either likes when he does this shit or just ignores it, I mean every time he does something stupid she breaks up with him then a week later takes him back. If she was really tired of his bullshit she would’ve broken up with him for good. Hell I would. The only reason he kept doing dumb shit Is because he knew if he fucked up she would’ve gave him another chance.

But now I know she hit her breaking point, especially if she going through with this plan I just came up with. I know I keep saying it so I’m just going to explain what the plan is. I decided to pay Julio to kidnap her and bring her back to my brothers house, she of course didn’t know until I explained to her. I also paid those two cops to come to the house and deliver the bad news to August about Taylor being dead. Thank god lilla wasn’t in the room, tay honestly would’ve killed me. But the cops only agreed to go along with this plan because they felt he needed to learn a lesson especially for beating her. So we won’t be going to jail for this. I know this may be bad but the whole point of this is to make this nigga realize what he has and he needs to change asap.

“Hey love, how are you feeling?“I asked sitting next to her and she sighed.

“Okay I guess, I really miss my kids though. I can’t take this shit anymore Sonya. I did not deserve that, he knows I didn’t. He did that shit out of jealousy and pettiness. I know I was wrong for making him miss out on Austin being born, in fact we both did stupid shit then but what he did was worse. Anything he ever does is worse than what I do. You can’t tell me he hasn’t did anything worse than me"she said and tears rolled out her eyes.

“I won’t tay, you’re right babe. I know you love him to death I don’t know why but I know this maybe will help him understand that he needs to change because you can be gone at anytime"I said.

"Alilla wasn’t in the room when they broke the news to him was she?"she asked and I shook my head.

"No, August made her go in the room. But when she saw me, you were the first thing she asked about. She misses you so much tay"I said and she smiled a little then it quickly faded away.

"How long are we going through with this? I have to see my babies, especially Austin"she said and i shrugged my shoulders.

"I don’t know, at least a week maybe two. Lets just see how August turns out, if you see that he’s suffered enough then we can go tell him the truth"I said and she sighed.

"Okay"she mumbled.

"I know you don’t like this idea but i promise this will make him change. You love and want to make it work right?"i asked and she nodded.

"Okay then just relax, i know its going to be hard but it’ll be worth it i promise"i said and she nodded.

Alilla

Hours later…

"Goodnight baby, and don’t worry mommy will be home soon"daddy said and i nodded.

I watched him walk out the room and i closed my eyes. I wish my mommy and daddy could be together again, i don’t like it when they fight like this. I really miss mommy and i know daddy took us away from her because he wanted to be mean.

I sat up in bed when i heard a knock on my window, i rubbed my eyes then looked at the window seeing mommy. I gasped and jumped out the bed running to the window. I grabbed my pink chair putting it against the wall and stepped on it to open the window.

"Mom-”

“Sshh! Baby, i don’t want you to wake daddy up. Here step back so mommy can come in"she said and i nodded then jumped off my chair. She crawled through the window and i ran to my door locking it. As soon as she was finally out the window, i ran to her and jumped to her arms then cried.

"Mommy when are you coming home"i cried into her chest.

"Soon baby i promise, mommy just has to be away for a minute and i promise I’ll be home with you and brother okay?"she said.

"Are you and daddy gonna stop fighting too?"i asked and she nodded.

"Yes, i promise. I miss you so much baby girl, and i love you more than anything. Don’t ever forget that"she said kissing my cheek.

"I love you too mommy"i said sadly.

"Just promise mommy that you won’t tell daddy you saw me. Because if you do you won’t be able to see me anymore"she said.

"I promise mommy, i won’t tell daddy anything"i said and she smiled.

"Where’s brother?"she asked.

"He’s in the room next to mine, you wanna see him?"i asked and she nodded.

"Okay, but i have to see if daddy is sleep first"i said and she nodded.

I ran over to my door unlocking it and quietly opened it. I walked over to Daddy’s room seeing that his door is closed so i gently opened it seeing him asleep. I closed the door back then ran to my room seeing her gone.

"Mommy?"i asked and my closet door came open.

"Im right here baby, is daddy asleep?"she asked and i nodded.

"Yes, come on lets go see austin"i said and she walked up to me grabbing my hand.

Taylor

I know im wrong for going along with this plan but it doesn’t hurt to try. Maybe it’ll change august for real this time, i hope it does. After having that conversation with Sonya earlier about my kids, it just made me miss them more. So i decided to come late and see them, i knew alilla would still be up because she doesn’t like to go to sleep early like she’s suppose too.

And as spoiled as she is, i knew august would change her sleeping hours. Part of me wants to hate august for taking them away from me but for some reason i still love him and i don’t know why. He might not love me but i love him, even after everything he put me through.

We got inside the room and i seen that he was awake kicking his feet up in the air. I picked him up kissing him all over his face then felt his diaper noticing it was wet. I grabbed a diaper out his little drawer and laid him down on his changing pad.

He was squirming around a little but then finally settle down. I miss him so much, i just wanna take him with me hell alilla too. But i can’t, that’ll ruin the whole plan. After changing his diaper, i put him on his shoulder patting his back so i could put him back to sleep.

He moved his head into my chest and he quickly fell asleep. I laid him down in his crib and lilla came up behind me hugging my leg.

"Are you leaving mommy?"she asked.

"Yes baby i gotta go. Come on lets go put you back in bed"i said grabbing her and guiding her back to her room.

I really don’t want to leave, but i know august is going to wake up in about five minutes to check up on them. I cannot get caught, at all. Lilla got in her bed and i tucked her in like i use to because thats the only way she will fall asleep fast. August don’t know how to do it so that’s why she takes forever to go to sleep.

"Are you gonna come see us again?"she asked sadly.

"Of course princess, so don’t be sad okay? Im gonna come see you guys everyday just remember to not tell daddy"i said running my hands through her hair and she nodded.

"Okay i love you mommy"she said and i kissed her cheek.

"I love you too baby girl, now go to sleep"i said and she closed her eyes.

I walked over to the window quickly climbing out of it and closed it back. I glanced back at her one more time and she waved goodbye causing a tear to roll down my cheek. I blew her a kiss then stood up and made my way over to my car. Never again will i do this shit once its all over with, i miss my family so much and i want us together again.

But until then…. I guess sneaking in every night is my only way to see them.