Inevitable

August Alsina fanfic

[pseudonymousff]

Ten part two

Chris

Hours later…

“C-chris please stoop"she moaned and i shook my head. We’ve been having sex for hours and at this point, i could care less about the party. I didn’t want to go anyway, all my thirsty ass cousins are there and i would hate to murder one of them for looking at what’s mine.

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One

Lo

Two months later…

“I hope i never see you here again Ms. Brooks, you’re are a very smart girl and you do not belong here. You’re free to go sweety, have a nice life"the judge expressed and i flashed her a smile before being escorted to the building to get my belongings. I don’t even know how to explain how happy i am right now to be out this place, but now i don’t know what to do.

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Prologue

Lo

Thursday January 31st, 2013

An alpha, or and an alpha dog is a dominant leader of a pack. Every pack has a leader, but the alpha I know will do anything to protect his pack. Even if it includes an act of betrayal and in my case, that’s what it takes to protect what’s yours. He wasn’t only my leader, my boss or someone I worked for. He was my lover, my friend, my everything but now I’m not sure what he is or what to call him anymore. He’s definitely an enemy.

Being betrayed by someone you love is a crumpling feeling. Its almost a feeling that makes you desperate for attention, approval and affection. It makes you feel sick, it kills your self esteem, your trust..everything. It’s like you’re on your first roller coaster; everything’s too fast to comprehend, and as you are plunged down that steep hill your stomach lurches into your throat.

And when the ride ends things are a bit clearer, but everything is still dizzy and you are a bit numb. Or, worse, all your nerves are alive as ever and your senses are heightened. You want to go back on the ride again, because maybe next time the ride will be easier on you, and it will be as if it never hurt you.

When you get off a roller coaster, it’s as if the whole world is spinning around fast but you are standing still. There are strings holding you down and everybody is watching the one person who can’t move. You are vulnerable and you have no idea how to snip the strings and move on.

Today marks two years I been locked away in this prison, serving up a sentence that was meant for my ‘lover’. And today also marks the day I lost my mom to AIDS. They same night I was arrested was the same night I lost her and I was actually heading over to the hospital to see her one last time. But that chance was taken away from me because of him and that’s what makes him my enemy.

Being locked away in a cell is cold and unfeeling, Each wall is carefully designed to hold you back from the freedom you once had. A small room with barred doors  and no window confine you, with a small metallic frame with a worn out mattress and thin blankets make your sleeping area. And in the corner, you have this unclean, over used toilet bowl you have to share with another person you don’t even know. There’s no privacy-

“Brooks, you have a visitor"the guard somewhat yelled taking me out of my thoughts. I sat up closing my notebook and quickly stuck it under my pillow along with the pencil I had. “Come on lets go, visits aren’t that long today"he said rushing me.

“In all honesty, I’m not in the mood to see anybody sir. So whoever it is, tell them to fuck off"I said and he chuckled a little bit. “Now normally, I could do that but this person you have to see, its not optional so lets go"he said and i smacked my lips before hopping off the top bunk.

I walked over to the wall placing my hands above my head and they began placing the chains on my ankles then stood up placing the handcuffs on my wrists. “Why do i have to have all these fucking chains on? You act like I’m in here for murder"i spat and he grabbed my arm.

“You’re a prisoner, so you’ll get treated like one. Now walk"he said pushing me out the room and i shook my head then started walking.

Who could possibly be this important for me to see, to where i have to be forced out my cell? Out of all the two years i been here, i only got two visits from my so called ‘Sisters’ so i know its not them. “Can you at least tell me who it is? Is it a detective or a cop?“i asked but he didn’t answer.

Once we got to the visitors room, i scanned the room seeing a bunch of people and inmates visiting their families. But i didn’t see anyone i knew. I was taken out of my thoughts when the guard began taking off the chains along with the handcuffs. “Why am i here?“i asked turning around.

“Someone special wants to see you, obviously. Oh look, here he comes"he said and i rolled my eyes, this guard gets on my fucking nerves. Usually i would say some slick shit back but i don’t have the energy to argue nor do i feel like getting shoved to the ground.

“Lo"a voice called. It was a very familiar voice that she recognized, in fact she knew exactly who it was but didn’t want to believe that is was who she thought it was. Not once has she gotten a visit from him since she’s been locked away, so why was he here now?

She slowly turned around and locked eyes with her ‘Lover’. Her normally calm and somewhat pleasant demeanor slowly changed but her faced remained cold. He walked up to her pulling her into a tight hug and buried his face into her neck. Even though she was very heart broken and angry with him, she didn’t push him away because she missed his hugs. Part of her misses him a lot, but she wouldn’t dare to let him see it.

Before he pulled back from the hug, she took in the sweet smell of his cologne. She wanted to smile just at the thought of him wearing that fragrance because it was her favorite but she couldn’t. All because of her feelings, and the thought of her not being able to see her mom one last time. “I know you don’t want to see me but i wanted to see you"he explained and brushed some of her hair back.

“So how’ve you been? I mean how do you feel?“he asked her and she stared at him for a minute then looked away. As much as she wanted to cuss him out, she decided to keep the moment cordial between them too.

“Bones what do you want? You ain’t been here to see me since i was first brought here now you just pop up out of no where"she said straight forward and he sighed.

“So its ‘Bones’ now?“he asked then chuckled afterwards “What happened to Chris ma?"he asked pulling her closer to him. "Huh? I’m not Chris to you no more?"he said lowly and she quickly put her head down to hide the tears forming in her eyes.

"Nope, just bones. The guy who doesn’t care about nobody but himself"she said coldly. "Bones threw me in here not Chris"she said slightly in a whisper. Chris sighed while throwing his head back and looked back down at her.

"Come on you gon’ do me like that? I thought you’d be over that by now, i apologized plenty of times. I didn’t throw you in here because i wanted too, i had too"he said and she shook her head before wiping away the tears falling down her cheeks. "Don’t cry baby, i know i hurt you and i never intended to"he said lifting up her head and pressing his lips against hers.

"Then why couldn’t you just be a fuckin’ man and serve your own god damn time? You knew sending me here would hurt me so as far as you saying ‘i never intended to hurt you’ doesn’t help. It doesn’t change how i feel about you right now"Nami said pushing him back a little bit. "You will never understand the love i have for you, after all our struggles before the drugs and the money. Hell the fuckin’ mansions and material things, I’ve been there with you. I ran away from home at the age of sixteen to be with you and haven’t seen my family since. I’ve sacrificed so much for you because i love you, I’m IN love with you and this is how you return your love?"she preached causing him to sigh while rubbing his face.

Chris loved Lo, he was just as in love with her as she was with him. If he could, he would have faced his own consequences instead of her taking all the blame and being sent to prison but if he did, he would’ve been away for life and he couldn’t imagine being away from her forever. "I’m sorry, from the bottom of my fuckin’ heart …I’m sorry. I love you, I’m in love with you. I miss you so damn much, i know i hurt you and if i could take back what i did i would. I’m sorry for making you miss out on the opportunity to be with your mom when she really needed you, I’m so sorry baby. I promise I’ll make everything up to you, i just want to hear you say you forgive me and we can work things out to keep this relationship going when you get out. Because i can’t picture us breaking up Lo, i can’t. I need you ma"he said and pulled her closer to him again. "Say it"he said lowly. She stared into his eyes and could tell that he was sincerely sorry which caused her to develop somewhat of a soft spot for him. She loved him, and needed him as well.

"Alright time to go"the guard yelled out from across the room and Lo slowly back away from Chris.

"I forgive you and we can work things out but i don’t know if we will get any far because you lost all my trust. And i don’t know if you can ever gain it back"she said before getting chain up and escorted out leaving Chris there feeling horrible. Nothing hurted him more than to hear her say he lost her trust but he knew what he did would destroy one of the most important things every relationship needs and that was trust.

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Nine part one

Kennedi

Right now, I’m unfortunately with Chris’s mom shopping for this party his uncle is having tonight. Chris thought that if me and her came shopping together, maybe she’ll apologize but its literally been quiet between us this whole time. I don’t know why he keeps coming up with ways to make her talk to me when its not going to work. She made it clear that she doesn’t like me and i don’t see why i should continue trying to make her like me.

I don’t even know why i had to come shopping with her for some party I’m not going to. Chris promised he was actually going to show up with me but i just ignored him, i’m not going. His family doesn’t care about me anyway they just want to see him. I already know if i go, something is going to go wrong. And that’s a gut feeling, you should always trust your gut feeling.

While we were walking in silence, i just decided to separate from her and go grocery shopping for our house. I need to anyways since Chris eats too much and now he’s running low on snacks to eat whenever i don’t cook. Can you believe he has me doing all the cooking now? He only ‘attempted’ to cook for me once and the reason i say attempted is because he didn’t even cook. I think you know what we did instead.

I was taken out of my thoughts when i felt my phone vibrate and i took it out of my pocket seeing it was from Chris.

Babe😍😘: wyd?

I rolled my eyes at his dumb question then text’d back.

Me: I’m shopping with your evil ass mom, you know that. But im glad you text’d me do you want captain crunch or cinnamon toast crunch?

While i was waiting for him to text back, i grabbed him a box a fruit rollups and fruit snacks then he finally wrote me back.

Babe😍😘: 😂 and captain crunch, but get the ones with the berries in it. Can you get fruit rollups and fruit snacks? and hot pockets but the bite size ones. I’m at home btw, we finished setting shit up at my uncle’s.

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😂😂😂😂!

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Hey how you been it feel like you haven't been on in forever lol

Sorry im late to this lol and yeah i haven't been on but im good, how are you?

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Okay say you had to have sex with dj khaled... What would be your exact face after yall were done?

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lol what happened? 😂😂😂

Okay my uncle, lies so much. He claims that he works for Chris brown, keri hilson, tyga, beyonce a whole bunch of people. So on facebook he put up this picture of a office saying ‘my office is almost complete, time to go corporate’ the picture didn’t look right to me so me being petty, i searched the picture and found it on google. And this is the result…..

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😂😂😂 bruhhhh!

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Okay can all ff writers that follow me reblog this post or something so i can start reading your stories?

There’s a few i already read but i just feel like i should read other ff’s that either follow me or read my story.

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Chris

“So you live alone?“she asked while looking at my paintings on the wall and I stood there in the door way watching her every move.

“Yeah, I don’t need anyone else in the house with me"I said before taking out a cigarette and putting it between my lips. She turned around and looked at me with her big blue eyes then flashed me a smile.

“But why? Don’t you ever feel lonely in this big house? Wouldn’t you rather have someone, a woman to be exact to take care of the house for you or at least help you"she said making her way to the couch and sitting down.

I lit my cigarette and took a long hit then blew it out. “Nope, but I guess that’ll be okay. I mean less work for me. But I honestly do enjoy my privacy” I replied than took another hit.

“If it was a stormy night like this and I was alone, I wouldn’t mind having someone to be here with me. At least I know I’m safe, especially with all this madness going on"she said seductively while twirling her hair and I laughed.

“Are you scared"I asked and she stared at me for a minute then nodded before licking her lips.

“Mhmm, you think you can protect me?“she asked and I put out my half smoked cigarette then made my way behind her.

“Close your eyes” I mumbled in her ear before pressing my lips against hers. We started out with a mini kissing session then I reached down to her area only to find that she has no underwear on.

I plunged my fingers inside of her and her whole body jerked up. She used both of her hands to massage her breasts then pinch her sensitive nipples. I broke the kiss and moved down to her neck where I started sucking and roughly biting on it. Her breathing was picking up each time my fingers slid back in her soaking wet pussy.

I pulled my fingers out of her and rubbed up and down her drooling lips. She grabbed my hair and pulled my head towards her face then slid her tongue in my mouth. I have to admit that this is turning me on but I’m not going to let this turn me completely on because this isn’t going to last long.

I started pumping my fingers in her faster making her moan out even louder. Her legs began to shake and her body rose up off the couch as her mouth was in awe then I felt her release all on my fingers. She laid there with her eyes close breathing hard and I pulled my fingers out her pussy then brought them up to her lips.

“Taste yourself"I mumbled as i stuck my fingers in her mouth. She clamped her lips on them and slowly pulled away as she sucked on them. I saw her trying to open her eyes but I quickly placed my hand over them.

“I want you inside of me"she begged and I smirked.

“Okay, but you gotta keep your eyes close for me"I said and she nodded quickly.

I placed one hand on her chin then used the other to complete the act of snapping her neck. I watched her body slumped to the side and I stepped back but my front door flew open revealing two cops. They quickly took their guns out and sent bullets my way then I found myself dropping to the ground.

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I quickly sat up panting and rubbing my eyes. Once I got idea that was only a dream, i looked over at the clock seeing that it was three thirty in the morning. Wiping the sweat beads from my forehead, i grabbed the TV remote and turned up the volume when I saw that the news was on.

"Tonight we’re bringing you a report of a missing girl by the name of Natasha Lovett. She was last seen at a club downtown where witnesses said she was kicked out for fighting but she was also inebriated. Friends of Ms. Lovett said she never returned home”

I tossed the covers over to the side and slowly got out of bed then made my way over to the bottle of whiskey I had out. I heard something hitting the wall and I shook my head before picking up the glass and pouring myself a drink then turned my attention back to the news. “If anyone has anymore information, please call the number below. That’s all for tonight” the reporter said and I grabbed the remote flicking the TV off.

I down my whiskey and scrunched my face up at the burning sensation in my throat. The loud banging against my wall started up again and I sat my empty cup down. I calmly made my way over to the Axe I had sitting up against the door and grabbed it. I snatched my door open and walked down the dark hallway then threw the Axe over my shoulder.

Once I got to the room, I saw her laying there frozen in the position where she was ready to kick the wall again but her eyes were directly on me. I walked up to her and she scooted back against the wall then I brought the Axe down to my side. I stared at her for a minute and she had so much fear in her eyes that caused me to smile a little bit. I finally lifted up the Axe and swung it towards her neck causing her head to fly off.

I chopped up the rest of the body and stood there with my head back trying to catch my breath. "You got nothing to worry about man. They have no leads to you and never will. It was just a dream” I said to myself before laughing afterwards. I came this far and I refuse to let anyone stop me.

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Wait, isn't this your story?????? pseudonymousff

[inevitableff]

Can you share my story please?

Sure

[inevitableff]

You should bring back your old story demonsff, i miss that story.

Me too i want to.

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One

Liberty

“You are just to cute little boy"i said to my newborn baby boy. I’ve been in labor with this little guy for twenty- four hours because he wanted to take his sweet time coming out. But it was all worth it, he’s finally in my arms. Chris was standing over me staring down at him and i was doing the same.

We’re like..addicted to him, we can’t keep our eyes off him because he’s so perfect. I just can’t believe he’s here, after all the times Chris and i tried bringing a child into this world we finally did. Chris gently began to stroke his soft curls and Cyden stared back at him.

“I’m so glad he here, you took forever to get here man. You put yo’ mama through hell in here"he said jokingly and i laughed a little then kissed my sons cheek before handing him off to Chris. He sat down in the chair and started rocking him a little.

“Don’t you have work in a little while?“i asked and he shook his head. I’m surprised he’s even he here to be honest, he’s always so caught up into work we barely even spend time with each other. But i really think he’s out with other girls, he says he isn’t but i don’t trust anything he says anymore.

“I took a week off so i can be home with you and the baby"he said and i smacked my lips then pouted. “What’s wrong?“he asked looking up at me with his beautiful brown eyes.

“Just a week? You couldn’t make it at least two? I know the baby is here and all but we also haven’t had time to spend time together. Every since you started this art business, it also been interfering with our marriage"i said and he sighed then sat back.

“What do you mean by also? What else is interfering with our marriage lib? Because last time i checked, everyone was happy"he said and i looked at him like he was dumb. He knows it isn’t just his job that causes problems, its his infidelity issues.

“You cheating all the time, and kissing, making love to me whenever you feel shitty after the dirt is done. Now that Cyden is here, I’m not going to go through this shit with you anymore Chris. You fuck up again and that’s it, you’re going to have to go through with the divorce"i said and he laughed a little.

“We aren’t getting a divorce, i don’t believe in divorces. Im telling you babe, all the cheating shit is behind me. I don’t want to lose you and i don’t want ruin our family. I love you, i would never leave you for another girl, i promise"he said and i just turned over on my other side to not face him. “Come on lib don’t be like that, the last thing i want to feel is that you don’t trust what i say"he pleaded.

“That’s because i don’t Chris, you’ll do good for a couple of months then boom! I find out about another bitch. Look, i know that there’s going to be another girl soon, i can feel it. But this time its my last straw, either she goes or i do. And i mean that. Co- parenting will be the routine too"i warned and he sighed.

”Look im not going to do that anymore, can we just drop this conversation. I’m not trying to start an argument when our son just came into the world"he said but i just rolled my eyes and stayed quiet. I guess i can enjoy the ‘faithful’ Chris for now but whenever this mysterious women comes, im going to either make the bitch leave or I’m leaving him.

After a few hours of Chris and Cyden bonding, they both fell asleep but i eventually had Chris wake up to lay the baby down because i was paranoid that he would drop him. I’m extremely tired but i can’t sleep, i think its because im still so happy that my baby boy is here. In the past i was pregnant of couple of times but ended up having miscarriages because i was always sad and depressed over the issues i had with Chris.

I hate to say it but Chris is just no good when it comes to a relationship or marriage. He can’t keep his dick in his pants and i blame myself sometimes when he does cheat because I’m still with him. No matter what, i still love him but i know it will be right if i leave him. I just can’t picture myself doing it, but now that my baby is here, i know i would be doing the right thing for the sake of us.

***

“Alright you guys are all set to go home, bye baby Cyden we’re going to miss you"the nurse said but he was asleep of course. We left out the room and headed downstairs then out the hospital. My phone vibrated and i pulled it out seeing a text from my friend joy.

Joy 💀-Hey me and your boyfriend Tylan are at your house right now, is your side nigga going to trip? We just want to see Cyden tbh 😂.

I knew she was going to text something stupid but i just can’t help but laugh. Tylan is Chris’s friend who actually introduced us to each other, i knew Tylan for a while and i use to have feelings for him until i of course met Chris and found out he never felt the same for me.

But now that I’m married to his friend, he has feelings for me and I’m not going to lie, there’s still feelings for him that i have. Especially since he’s been by my side with all the things I’ve been going through with Chris. Joy has been there too, she wants me to be with Tylan and if things don’t work out with Chris then i definitely would. They only thing that makes me hesitant about it is the fact that they’re friends.

I don’t know though, i shouldn’t even be worried about relationships. My son should be more important but i also want to be with someone who will set a good example for him and teach him how to treat women because i would hate to see another girl go through what i do.

Me- 😮 my bae there!? And no he ain’t gon’ trip but we on our way. Did my mom make it?

Once we got Cyden situated in his car seat, i sat in the back with him and we took off. My phone vibrated again but this time it was a text message from Tylan which caused me to smile extra hard. “Who are you texting?“Chris asked looking at me through the rear view mirror. But i just ignored him and read Tylan’s text message.

Ty💦😍😘-babeee are you on your way orrr… Why you takin’ so long. Y'all better not be fuckin’ with my son around.

Me- boy i just i had a baby i can’t have sex for six weeks and im on my way now 😒

“Babe!"chris slightly yelled and i looked at him annoyed. "Who are you texting?"he asked and i rolled my eyes. Why is he always worried about who i’m texting? Its annoying.

Im texting joy, her and Tylan are at the house"i said and he sorta laughed. "What so funny"i asked.

"Nothing"he mumbled.

Joy💀- mommy made it now we waitin for you. Now hurry up i wanna see my baby!

I can’t wait to see them, but i know they aren’t trying to see me well Tylan is but my mom and joy aren’t. They just want to see Cyden, this little boy is going to be spoiled rotten.

Chris

We finally made it to the house and i saw joy and liberty’s mom running out the house to us. Tylan came out last and out of everyone that came out the house, he was the first person liberty went up to and hugged. That somewhat pissed me off because i know they have a past with each other but liberty would never cheat on me. So that’s why i bite my tongue when i see them talking to each other.

As soon as we got in the house, i took Cyden out his car seat then handed him over to ana. Liberty went upstairs to the room to go put her stuff up and i decided to follow behind her so i could talk to her real quick. I know i cheat a lot but i still love her to death, i would never leave her side just like she hasn’t left mine.

I know part of the reason why she still hasn’t left is because she obviously loves me so much. She always bring up the idea that we should get a divorce but I’m not and never will go through with it unless its something she truly wants. She only throws the divorce thing around whenever she’s pissed off and when i fuck around with other girls.

When we finally got into the room, i closed the door behind us and attacked her from behind but not to rough because you know..she obviously just had our son. "Are you still mad at me?"i asked and she shook her head.

"I was never mad, i just wanted to give you a heads up on if that situation happens again im leaving and you have to go with the divorce. Even if you don’t sign the papers i would still leave you"she said with a serious face and i kissed her lips.

"You really would leave daddy?"i asked and she nodded. "Mm, well you don’t have to worry about anything because you are my one and only. I know i fuck around a lot but the one thing that’s for sure is that I’ll never leave you for another girl"i said and she nodded.

"Good, now let’s go downstairs before they think we’re up here doing something"she said guiding me to the door and i chuckled. I know exactly who she’s talking about.

"They as an Tylan"i spat and she stopped then looked at me. "Look i know you and him had a past but i don’t feel comfortable with y'all texting each other and hangin’ out alone. He has feelings for you"i said.

"Chris, im with you okay. And if anybody should be worried about someone being alone with another person it should be me. I’m not the one with infidelity issues, you are. I never cheated on you but i know if i did, you would leave without any hesitation but i won’t ever do it. At least i would have a heart and break things off with you before i do anything with someone else. Now lets drop this conversation and go downstairs"she said walking out.

See, she always say drop the conversation but be the one that’s constantly bringing it up. Its obvious she isn’t over what i did, but im trying to show her i can change and i don’t want to lose her. I haven’t slept with no girls for months now, i might check out a few but that’s it. This shit is stressful, i don’t want to lose her or my son.

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Lol, I heard some smacking of the lips a Lil bit. And, whoever be giving him head must not be doing it right because he just all calm and collective like no bih, you want him groaning out chu name like "yass baybeh...damn"

Lmao right! But in the other video he must have been getting good head because he could not stop moving 😁

[inevitableff]

Come on aug... You gettin head while making videos gotta stop 😒😒

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Eight

Chris

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“You didn’t have sex with her did you?“red asked shoving her body in his trunk. I shook my head and took out my phone seeing three missed calls from Kennedi. I know she’s going to be pissed off at me when i show up, i just know she is.

“It wouldn’t be right or feel right if i did fuck her, i have so much love for Kennedi man. I love her way to much i can’t hurt her"i said staring at her picture which was set as my lock screen. I know red still doesn’t trust her but i don’t care, i trust her.

“Well if you love her so much you need to come clean to her about your issues. You know about the voices in your head and visions you have"he said and i looked up at him like he was crazy. At first, i was really planning to tell her but then i sat back and added everything up. If i told Kennedi i had mental issues, she would probably leave me and I’ll die if she does.

But if i also tell her im crazy, she would find out im a killer and then i would have to kill her. I really don’t want to but like i said, if i have to i will. “I’m not telling her, i know i got issues but if i wanted to hurt her i would’ve done it by now. We been together for three months now, and everything has been good. So there’s no need for me to say shit"i said and he shook his head.

”Of course everything is going to go good when y'all with each other 24/7 but you know if you see her with any fucking dude you’ll snap. Just tell her"he said and i shook my head. Kennedi knows i don’t like guys talking to her but as long she puts them in the friends zone, i could deal with it. Maybe.

“Look i got to go, just make sure you take care of this bitch’s body. Then text me when you’re done"i said getting inside my car. I watched him get in his car then drive off, my phone started ringing and i quickly answered it when i saw Kennedi’s face pop up.“Baby I’m sorry, I’m on my way right now"i said starting the car and she sighed.

“Well I’m not there anymore, i came back to the house. But you should still go because your mom wants to see you"she said sadly and i frowned. If she’s not there im not going, my mom probably drunk anyway and i don’t want be around her when she drunk.

“What happened why did you leave?"i asked then drove off. Before she could say anything i cut her off. "Wait im on my way back home so you can tell me when i get there"i said.

"Okay then"she said softly and hung up.

***

I walked inside the house seeing her sitting at the island eating ice cream but the whole time she had her head down. Something is entirely wrong because she’s never been sad like this. She only gets sad when we get into arguments but lately we haven’t gotten into any, so something happened at that party. "Hey"i said walking up to her. She looked up at me and smiled a little.

"There’s your plates from the party, your mom made some for you and i did also"she said then went back to eating her ice cream. I held her from behind and kissed her cheek.

"What’s wrong with you? How did the party go?"i asked and she sighed then turned towards me.

"The party went great but everything with your mom and i didn’t go so well. She made it very clear that she hates me and she doesn’t want me with you. I didn’t even come at her crazy Chris, as soon as i told her i was with you she snapped. She thinks im using in some kind of way after I’ve explained to her numerous times that i want nothing from you, i just want you. But she’s not buying it, she’s no where near convinced. I don’t know what to do"she said.

"I’ll talk to her, i mean at least we both know why she’s unsure about us being together. I think i can get her to change her mind about you so don’t worry, okay?"i said and she nodded.

"Okay, but she said the only way she’ll be convinced is if i have her first grandchild but then she was like, hm i don’t know if that would even be a good idea, you might use my son for child support"she said mocking her. "Why do she keep thinking i need money from you? Do i look like a gold digger or something?"she asked.

"Noo babe, but if you want to make her like you. I say we should just give the baby thing a try?"i said and she folded her arms giving me a deadly look. I really want a baby, every since Leslie got my hopes up and shot them down, I’ve been wanting to make my dream of having a Jr come true.

"Chris i told you about this baby thing already. We aren’t ready, i mean its fine that you have baby fever. I get it sometimes, but when we have a baby we won’t be giving all our love and attention to each other that much anymore it’ll be on the baby. And i don’t know about you but i enjoy it just being us two right now, i love having you to myself. Im a little selfish at this moment i can admit it, but i promise when im ready to have a baby I’ll let you know"she said. I hate to say it but she’s right, i even like it just being us but i still want a kid. Im ready.

"I get what you’re saying and i agree with it just being us two but i still want a baby. I want a son, i been alone in this house for years babe. You coming into my life put a start to it being complete, if you give me a baby i will officially have everything I’ve ever wanted” i said and she groaned.

"Okay how about we make a bet?"she suggested and i threw my head back. I swear bets is the most childish game ever but i’ll do it for her. "If you go three months without smoking, cigarettes mainly, i will have your baby but if you lose. You have to let me get birth control or start using condoms"she said. Three months without cigarettes? I don’t know if i can do it, i NEED my smokes.

"Shit fine, but I’m basically getting no sex and no cigarettes for three months. You have to at least please me or a nigga will go crazy. Im serious"i said looking her dead in the face.

"Well use a condom then we can have sex all you want” she said and i groaned then stood there staring at her annoyed. "Whaat Chris? Can we not make this night about you, i got embarrassed tonight by your mom. I tried sticking up for myself as much as i could and respectfully as i could"she whined.

"I said I’ll talk to her, just forget about it. She probably wasn’t even mad at you, she’s pissed off because i didn’t show up"i explained and she shook her then went back to eating her ice cream. "Well its good thing you didn’t show up, don’t forget what she did to you"a voice said in my head and i clenched my jaw.

"Well you should eat, because i can hear your stomach growling"she said and i walked over to the plates she brought back and started unwrapping the foil.

"She didn’t put that nasty ass potato salad on here did she?"i asked and she sighed before rolling her eyes. "She did didn’t she? Damn Kennedi why didn’t you just make my plate?!"i asked angrily.

"I did Christopher! Why do you think you have two plates? I told her you didn’t like potato salad and she was like, you don’t know my son then went back to putting random stuff on there. So i went and made you another one with stuff i know you wanted"she said.

"Don’t fucking yell at me, down ever in your life yell at me"i warned and she put the ice cream back in the freezer then started stomping out the kitchen until i grabbed her. "Did you hear what i said?"i asked.

"Yes"she mumbled and i let go of her arm then watched her storm upstairs. She better lose that damn attitude before i get up there, i don’t know why but lately i been letting her call the shots and that’s not normal for me. I control this relationship, and i get what i want.

After eating all my food, i tossed the empty plates and the shitty ones my mom made into the trash then made my way upstairs. I don’t care what she says, we’re fucking without condoms. In every relationship i’ve been in, i always made it clear i was in control but i never did with Kennedi which explains why she acts like a brat sometimes.

That’s all going to change tonight though, i didn’t like how she yelled at me. No girl ever has the right to yell at me, especially when im already pissed off. That makes shit worse, i kind of almost wanted to hit her when she did that.

Once i got upstairs to the room, i saw her in bed on her phone doing whatever it is she does on there. She’s probably texting dumb ass Bernice, but that’s going to stop. I walked up to her snatching it out her hand then grabbed her making her stand up. "You still got an attitude?"i asked and she rolled her eyes.

"No"she said and i let out a slight laugh then walked into the closet slipping out the clothes i had on. Before i tossed them into the hamper, i could smell that chick’s perfume. I immediately walked out the room with them and tossed them into the washer, i can’t afford to get caught up. And i definitely do not want Kennedi to have the idea that im cheating on her, i can’t deal with that.

I came back in the room seeing her sitting back down on the bed then i sat her phone on the dresser. I crawled in bed next to her and pulled her on top of me. "Did i tell you you can sit back down?"i said and she gave me this look until she saw that i was being serious.

"No, im sorry i won’t do it again"she said then tried getting off of me but i grabbed and slammed her back down. "How come every time someone does something wrong to you, you take out on me?"she asked.

"I never take my anger out on you, me yelling at you downstairs wasn’t me taking my anger out on you. It was me trying to figure out why you let her put some shit on my plate that you know i don’t eat. But forget about that, it wasn’t that serious"i said and she looked at me for a minute then bent down kissing my lips.

"So is this your way of telling me that i know you more than you mom does?"she asked and i nodded. My mom never gotten a chance to know me when i was under her wing, but she never even tried. Just like the other females, that’s why Kennedi is special and she needs to start realizing that.

"Moms and i aren’t as close as you think you we are. She doesn’t like you because she doesn’t trust you, its because she hates to see another girl in my life that treats me better than she did"i explained and she stayed silent. "She did me dirty when i was kid"i added.

"What do you mean?"she asked softly and i shook my head. If i explain to her all the shit my mom has did, I’ll just get pissed all over again and will want to kill a bitch. There’s times where I think about the situation and want to kill her but the only thing that stops me is the fact that she’s my mom and I’m suppose to love her I guess. I don’t even think she cares about me because she was going to kill me.

"I don’t want to talk about it but just know I’ll talk to her, I’m not going to let her ruin this relationship because I actually want to spend the rest of my life with you. And by all the sacrifices you made for me, I can tell this relationship means something to you. I mean you basically gave up that nice ass apartment to be here with me and you gave up your friendship with Bernice. No girl would do that for me, I didn’t think I would ever find someone like you"I said and she smiled. "So whatever my mom said to you, don’t let it get to you. As long as I feel good about you, that’s what most importantly matters"I explained.

[pseudonymousff]

He got some explaining to do 😔😒

[inevitableff]

Just a groupie...