Doctor M.Grey

Niko, Multi-fandom Born to be boring. they/them

[theheartofgryffindor]

we call eachother “love” yet he has never told me he loves me

i wonder if he will when i give him my body

does he need a fleshlight to love me

something to fuck

maybe his cum decide if i’m worthy of his love

is my vagina my only redeeming feature

i wish i could get rid of it

sew my legs shut

but then i would never be loved

[theheartofgryffindor]

my friend tells me about her boyfriend who abuses her

i tell her to leave him, expose him for the monster he is

my monster is sending me messages saying he misses me and appreciates me

i try to be kind, i try to ignore what happened that night

my stomach drops remembering how his hand applied pressure trying to find my clit while i told him to stop

i cry and reply i miss you too

my mind never feels at peace with my monster

[theheartofgryffindor]

i can’t do it

i sit here in my university library crying

i choke on sobs trying to muffle the sound

i hate myself

i hate everything about me

i want to die

i thought this feeling would go away but it’s an endless cycle of hardships

i don’t ever find peace

i wonder if there is peace when i am dead

i know it will be the hardest for my mom

i want my suffering to end

i want to be selfish for once

i don’t know if i can do it

[starstruckwonders]

gotten over that fuckass situationship 😝😝

[theheartofgryffindor]

i just took my first plan b just shy of my twentieth birthday

i’m scared

[theheartofgryffindor]

i feel like a dog

waiting happily for a stranger who showed me an ounce of affection

[theheartofgryffindor]

my anxiety is put at ease with you

i get scared i ask for too much

but you always comfort me

i’m sorry this isn’t long and deep but i appreciate you love

[theheartofgryffindor]

a man asked me out today something you never did

when i asked you out i was brushed aside and later told i was moving too fast when all i wanted was you

i don’t know how i am supposed to go on this date with him when all im thinking about is you at every hour of the day

why wouldn’t it be you asking me out?

why was i toy for you? did you not like me? was the care you showed me a falsehood?

I wish it was you.

[theheartofgryffindor]

no matter how fucking annoyed or mad you made me i never wanted to leave you

[starssonnets]

darling, dearest, dead.

[theheartofgryffindor]

Why do I think of you? It’s been some time now. You would think that it’s been long enough to gently progress towards moving forward but my mind and heart are still dealing with the turmoil of our simpering relationship. The word “relationship” feels wrong because there basically was nothing to us. We were friends at best and strangers at worst. Yet I think of you everyday. The spirit of your joy dances along my side when I feel happiness. The echoes of your laughter whir in my head. While your coy smile haunts my dreams. Your beauty memorized me beyond any man I’ve ever laid eyes upon. My friends call me ridiculous, but I am not being humorous. I write these pieces because I could never capture your sublime charm in any other medium. As I curl into bed I deeply wish to have you by my side. Your lowly voice in my ear like before. I always wondered what your hair would feel like if i ran my hands through it. I wonder if this is soured now. If you will always be the one who made me look like a fool with no common sense.

[theheartofgryffindor]

i miss you

my heart longs for you to court me

[theheartofgryffindor]

Jay, I’m sorry but I can’t do this anymore, it hurts me too much wait by the phone hoping ill become important to you. I need someone who will love me for me. My meanness and all. Someone who will not be ashamed to be attracted to me. Someone who will confidently say they want me in their life and not butt in randomly one day. I need that from a partner and friends. That why it wouldn’t have worked keeping you in my life. I need someone to hold me tight when i’m drowning. I can’t wish you luck right now because I need to stop putting you first. Every time i sent a message my heart sang for you. You refused me, denied my love. I hope you understand it was love, i loved you, so dearly.

[tyashj]

:,) sorry

[foundingfathersyaoi]

hi hello

[fafodill]

Severus Snape, who spent half of his life trying to appear posh and respectable.

But who cannot help the Midlands grit from his youth clawing up in his throat during sex. Something vulgar that would bleed despite his best efforts and cling to his tongue.

And he'd be ashamed of it until his partner tell him they love it.

"Y'want me raw like this? Bit o' gutter filth in yer bed?"

Raw.

The real him.

It would do something to him, to be accepted for who he was to his core. This rotten core he despised but could never ever get rid of. And it'd unleash/heal something in him because not having to pretend would feel so fookin' good.

[capysnapeart]

First day as a teacher. He’s so anxious. His teaching robes helped him a lot to build a mask of confidence and authority. 

Hi @geekling007

I was inspired by your prompt so.. Yeah. 

—

If you enjoy my work, you can support me : https://ko-fi.com/capysnapeart