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Intro ♱☾

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Heav/Heavenly ~ 18 ~ she/her ~ alternative/y2k

Diagnosed with: BPD, MDD

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About ♱☾

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Page Trigger Warnings:

Self harm

Suicidal ideation

Intrusive thoughts in general

Obsessiveness over a person or persons

Unhealthy coping mechanisms

NSFW sometimes

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I do NOT encourage or promote unhealthy behavior. This is a VENT account. Please do not report, only block.

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Socials ♱☾

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18 My official accounts

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Need active mutuals, please follow and comment so I can return the favor ~<3

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All I do is push you away.

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Isolate, rekindle, repeat.

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bxrderlinebxy

when will i find someone that loves me like i love them?

never. no one will make their schedule around yours so they can spend every last second possible with you. no one will ever say they won’t leave you and mean it. no one will have nightmares about you leaving them. no one will ever pick you as their favorite.

Oh wow thanks for the reminder that I mean nothing to you!

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ONE thing feels off so now I need to make it my life mission to ghost everyone and start over

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If you loved me you would be here.

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Tw self harm

I can’t cut deep enough. Please just let me die. It’s not working

Relapsing tonight. I want nothing more than this stress to die.

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You don’t need me. You’ve never needed this burden I bring. Just leave so I can finally rot.

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A message for borderlines: words from my therapist.

You're allowed to be angry. You're allowed to be hurt. You've gone through enough. Delaying the pain and distracting will only work for so long. Don't let it get to the point where you cannot hold back anymore.

(This does not mean it's ok to blow up at who you hold close. You are responsible for your own actions. The point of this message is to validate your feelings and responses to triggers.)

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Accusing me of things that never happened just to have the upper hand is fucking psychotic. Please get help.

dispiritedfae

Nobody apologized for how they treated me they just blamed me for how I reacted

If you WANTED to, you WOULD !!!

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I’m so much work. You deserve better.

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Why don’t you notice when I’m gone? Why do you pretend to care?

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I can’t let him see how ugly I get

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