[jess-imaveronica-deactivated201]

Any time, it’s no problem at all. We’ve all been there at some point in our lives. Especially us older ones. I’m totally down for that. I’ve been meaning to get out and find the perfect place to focus on my Zen.

[thehollandr]

Your Zen?

[mcliffordconda-deactivated20150]

You can also put on some sort of chick flick. It gives you more of an excuse to cry.

[thehollandr]

  You are right. Those always make me cry.

[ofpanthcrs]

You don’t sound too sure… Wanna go somewhere and relax? Maybe get ice cream or sit in the lobby or something?

[thehollandr]

Yes, please. I would love you forever if you kept me some company.

[lisa-imaveronica]

That’s all you can do, and the rest should happen for you eventually.

[thehollandr]

I know. I need to be more patient.

[ashtonirwin-rper]

Good, how’re feeling now? 

[thehollandr]

Much better. Thank you. Enough about me though, how are you?

[danielsharmanhwh-deactivated201]

It’s the only line of thought that’ll get you anywhere. As long as it’s unwavering.

[thehollandr]

Yeah, I get you. Life's just testing my will.

[msninanesbitt-blog]

I’d hate to see you or anyone else give up on their dream, How’ve you been dear?

[thehollandr]

Im better. Thanks for asking. What about you?

[emmaroserobertts-deactivated201]

I tell you what: You’re way too pretty to worry about rejection and I’m sure you’re great too, come on. 

[thehollandr]

Thanks, thats real nice of you to say.

[danielsharmanhwh-deactivated201]

That’s a good mentality to have for when you get to that point. Not everyone has it in them to carry on.

[thehollandr]

Yeah, its hard but if we really want something in life, we have no choice but to think like that.

[emmaroserobertts-deactivated201]

Try and don’t worry so much about this kind of thing… most of the times life won’t let you follow the plan A, anyway.

[thehollandr]

I know. I have to figure out a way to pull myself out of this shell Ive been hiding in because rejection is scarring me.

[mcliffordconda-deactivated20150]

I know that feeling. You just have to push through and have faith that you will get there. But if you just need to have a bit of a cry, that’s fine also. I recommend pizza.

[thehollandr]

Crying while eating pizza sounds like the absolute best idea. Thanks. 

[jess-imaveronica-deactivated201]

You’ll get there, Chooken. You just have to push past all the negativity and self doubt. You know what I think you need? You need to go outside for a walk in the fresh air. Maybe find a spot and try out some relaxation and meditation techniques. Clear your head. 

[thehollandr]

That is actually a very good idea. Thanks! I would love some company so if you need a little break from the hotel, you should join me.

[ashtonirwin-rper]

You can’t let it get you down. Use it as fuel for your fire. Don’t give up ever.

[thehollandr]

Thanks, your words mean so much. I wont give up ever. 

[lisa-imaveronica]

The struggle makes the end result so worth it. 

[thehollandr]

Yes, I try to remind myself that every time.

[ofpanthcrs]

Holland?

[thehollandr]

Yeah..? I think, sort of.

[msninanesbitt-blog]

I think we all get to this point as some time. The important part is to have that attitude to move forward despite everything around you saying no. I’m here to talk if you need love, you seem like you’re having a rough go of it.

[thehollandr]

Yeah, I know it happens. Im sure I will be fine, and I will go through it. I was taught better than to give up my dreams. Thank you so much though, love.

[thehollandr]

You get to a point in life where you wonder if you will ever get where you want but you want it so bad you know you have to take another step forward and not give up regardless how difficult it may be. I'm rambling nervously now. Great