11/1/2021
I really haven’t been on this website in years. I remember when it was my obsession. Instead of scrolling facebook, this was where I was. Maybe I could get back into it for journaling purposes.
I went through many years of my posts. How much I’ve changed!!! How much I’ve grown. A roller coaster of ups and downs, twists and turns and back agains.
If I’ve learned anything, it’s that the “purpose” of life, is to make it all your own. Nothing is real. The only reality is the one you make for yourself. So what do I want? I want to love. I want to LIVE. Experience. Teach. Create. Make money, off of my creation.
Don’t compare yourself to another’s story, they will never ever be the same. Don’t feel bad because someone’s social media depicts their life to be your idea of perfect. That’s all it is, an idea. In your own brain.
I do not follow mainstream society’s idea of a perfect life, Thank God. I am blessed to be close to my Spiritual Guide(s) That is my idea of perfection. To seek wisdom in suffering, to build a character I would be happy to leave behind. To live an uncomfortable life worth teaching.
Document everything.
My past self would be (is) proud to know I am way way way better than I’ve ever ever been. We have come to forgiveness and understanding of what her purpose was for me. What my purpose is for our future self.
George and I are getting married in January :) Getting married in Disney Land!!! how magical.
I live of life full of experience so when my babies ask me the hard, uncomfortable questions, I can answer them.
