perhaps it is not the way to force things. perhaps things will find you when you let the universe take control. not to say that you can't work fast and hard to get shit done to get to the things you really want to do but maybe that is why life is so hard. it's impossible to know what you want when you want to control everything. other people are good in that respect because they give you a different view on things. you donât always have to be the one that gets things done if you trust that others can and may help you.
like a pen being taken by a girl and then given back. donât fear a person because they are also scared and confused themselves. the best thing to do in reality, is treat everyone with respect and understanding. but donât let them step over your boundaries. taking a shower is important ha. the universe is cool sometimes so be cool to it and it will be cool to you. show love and love will be given to you, but donât show to much love or then everyone will expect it. you must have logic and a time to be happy and laugh at others because they need to grow and change in their own ways. if someone is caught in a loop of perpetual sadness, cheer them up, if someone is always happy you got to let them be sad every once in a while. you got to be alone sometimes too, alone in your thoughts alone in your feelings. not everyone needs you at every moment because when that moment comes when you do hang out it will be that much better.
most important of all is to believe in yourself and what you are doing is right even if no one else believes it. you have the rights to be what ever you want and do what ever you want. difference is scary because people donât like to dissect things so traditions. You shouldn't do it because you are TOLD that that you HAVE to, do it because it is what makes you, you. I built a motor for game modeling that was different than anyone else who chose something normal like you would see in a FPS or beat-um up. I chose something you would never see because it it was unique it had a personality and a purpose and wasn't just another dumb piece of geo that I wouldn't care about. sure it sucked ass to build but thatâs not the point. the point is I chose it because I decided to. everyone doesn't have to be the same. you donât have to follow one set of thinking or one principle, because it is yet another set of laws that people will blindly follow because that is what the people in power desire. Â Â