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steve harrington x fem!henderson!reader (word count: 9700)
summary: after trying to deal with the horrifying truth about what dustin had hidden in your house, you, steve and the others set out to hunt the creature before anyone else could get hurt. but deep in the woods outside hawkins, what starts as a desperate search quickly turns into something far worse, forcing you to realise dart was never the only monster out there.
warnings: canon-typical violence, cursing
note: I'm so sorry this took so long, my birthday was yesterday and was enjoying my holiday as much as possible, still in Japan so might post every two days up until the 27th if that is okay! but I hope you all enjoy :) so sorry again
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The drive back to your house is painfully awkward.
Not quiet exactlyâDustinâs far too stressed to stay quiet for longâbut tense in that strange way where nobody really knows how theyâre supposed to act around each other anymore. The headlights cut through the dark road ahead as your car speeds through Hawkins, the hum of the engine filling the spaces between conversation while your hands stay locked tightly around the steering wheel.
Steve sits in the backseat, slouched slightly forward with his elbows braced against his knees, trying to process everything Dustin has thrown at him in the last ten minutes. Every now and then you can feel him looking at you through the mirror, probably hoping for some sign this is all exaggerated.
Unfortunately for him, it isnât.
Dustin sits beside you in the passenger seat, clutching the nail bat across his lap like itâs a security blanket, bouncing his leg anxiously hard enough to shake half the car.
For a while, nobody says anything.
Then finally Steve breaks the silence.
ââŚHow big?â
Dustin immediately turns toward him.
âFirst he was like this,â he says, holding his fingers a few inches apart.
Steve squints at him.
âAnd now?â
Dustin lowers the bat awkwardly so he can use both hands this time, stretching them apart dramatically.
âNow heâs like this.â
Steve stares at him for a second before leaning back against the seat with a disbelieving shake of his head.
âI swear to God, dude, itâs probably just some lizardââ
âHeâs NOT a lizard,â Dustin shoots back instantly.
Steve throws his hands up slightly.
âYeah, how do you know?â
Dustin looks genuinely offended.
âHow do I know if heâs a lizard or not???â
âYeahââ
âBecause its face opened up and ate our cat,â you cut in flatly, eyes still fixed firmly on the road.
Silence.
Steve blinks once.
ââŚRight.â
But even now he still doesnât fully look convinced.
âWhat about those dragon things?â he asks a second later.
Dustin frowns. âDragons?â
âThe real ones.â
âThe real dragons?â Dustin repeats slowly.
Steve nods impatiently. âYeah, those things.â
Dustin stares at him for a long moment before realization finally hits.
âA Komodo?â
âYeah!â
Dustin groans loudly, dragging a hand down his face.
âOne: Komodo dragons are from Indonesia.â He holds up a finger. âAnd two: Dartâs not a Komodo.â
Steve sighs heavily. âThen what is it?â
Dustin turns fully in his seat then, completely serious.
âHeâs a baby Demogorgon.â
The words settle heavily in the car.
You feel Steveâs eyes flick toward you again through the mirror, still searching for confirmation, disbelief, anything.
Youâre too exhausted for this.
âCan both of you please shut up?â you mutter finally, rubbing a hand briefly over your forehead before gripping the wheel again.
The car falls quiet after that.
Outside, Hawkins grows darker around you, streetlights flickering past as you finally turn onto your road. Your stomach tightens immediately the second your house comes into view at the end of the street, the uneasy feeling returning full force now that youâre actually back.
The storm shelter.
The thing inside it.
The fact you left it there.
You pull into the driveway a little too fast, gravel crunching loudly beneath the tires before the car jerks to a stop.
Nobody moves for a second.
Then Steve abruptly pushes the back door open and climbs out.
You watch him through the windshield as he circles toward the trunk, still looking deeply unconvinced but tense enough now to at least take this seriously.
The trunk flies open with a loud WHOOM.
Steve reaches inside immediately and yanks out the nail bat, gripping it tightly before slamming the trunk shut again.
And standing there beneath the dim porch light, bat in hand, jaw tense, he finally starts looking less like an annoyed ex-boyfriend dragged into your problemsâ
And more like someone who survived this nightmare once already.
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The backyard feels colder at night.
Not literally maybe, but enough that it crawls over your skin the second you step out onto the grass behind Steve and Dustin. The porch light barely reaches this far, leaving most of the yard swallowed in darkness except for the pale glow stretching across the storm shelter doors.
You hate looking at them.
Knowing whatâs underneath them somehow makes your own backyard feel unfamiliar, wrong in a way that settles uneasily in your chest.
Steve walks slightly ahead of you now, the nail bat hanging from one hand, his shoulders tense in a way that tells you heâs finally stopped thinking this might be some elaborate misunderstanding. Dustin hovers close beside you, anxious energy practically radiating off him as the three of you approach the shelter slowly.
Steve glances toward the doors.
âI donât hear shit.â
âHeâs in there,â Dustin says immediately, too quickly.
Steve eyes him skeptically before stepping forward and tapping the metal lightly with the bat.
Nothing.
He hits it harder this time.
Still nothing.
âI swear,â Steve mutters, looking between the two of you now, âif this is some Halloween prank, youâre dead.â
You let out a sharp breath through your nose, already irritated again.
âSteve, trust me,â you say flatly, âitâs not a goddamn prank.â
He looks at you then, properly looks at you, and whatever he sees in your face finally wipes the last bit of disbelief from his expression.
Thereâs a beat before he turns back toward Dustin.
âYou got a key for this thing?â
Dustin immediately digs into his pocket, fingers fumbling slightly before producing the small key. But he hesitates before handing it over, swallowing hard as his eyes flick nervously toward the doors.
ââŚJust make it quick.â
âKey,â Steve repeats firmly, holding his hand out.
Dustin finally passes it over.
The metallic click of the lock sounds way too loud in the quiet backyard.
You feel yourself tense automatically as Steve slowly pulls one of the doors open, the hinges groaning softly as darkness yawns beneath it.
Steve raises the bat immediately, body braced for something to come flying up at himâ
But nothing does.
The three of you just stand there staring down into darkness.
Silent.
Still.
Dustin squints into the opening anxiously.
ââŚHe must be further down there,â he says quietly. âIâll stay up here. In case he, you know⌠tries to escape.â
Steve exhales slowly, clearly thrilled about this situation, tightening his grip on the bat before starting down the steps.
You roll your eyes instantly and move after him.
Steve glances back briefly like heâs about to argue, but youâre already following him into the shelter before he can.
âIâm not going to be known as the girl whose storm shelter Steve Harrington died in. Now moveâ you reply to his look, just pushing down your fears and following.Â
The darkness inside wraps around you immediately.
The air smells damp and stale, thick with dirt and something underneath it that instantly makes your stomach tightenâthe same horrible organic smell from Dustinâs room earlier. Steveâs sneakers echo softly against the concrete steps as the two of you descend carefully, your shoulder brushing the rough wall as you move deeper underground.
Itâs too quiet.
Thatâs the worst part.
After everything that happened earlier, the silence feels unnatural now, like something waiting.
Steve reaches the bottom first and immediately searches along the wall before finding the switch.
The fluorescent light overhead sputters violently before buzzing weakly to life, flooding the shelter in harsh flickering light that makes everything somehow look worse.
Your eyes adjust slowly.
And then you see it.
âOh, shit.â
The words leave you automatically.
Another pile of dead skin lies stretched across the floor, half submerged in thick puddles of mucus, bigger than the one from Dustinâs room. Much bigger.
Steve slowly kneels beside it, using the end of the bat to lift part of it carefully.
The skin unfolds grotesquely under the flickering light.
Your stomach drops.
It grew again.
Steve goes very still beside you, all traces of skepticism finally disappearing from his face as the reality settles in properly. You watch his expression tighten slightly, his jaw clenching as he stares at the thing hanging from the bat.
Then his eyes narrow toward something deeper in the shelter.
ââŚThe hell?â
You follow his line of sight.
At first you donât understand what youâre looking at.
Then your brain catches up.
The wall.
Thereâs a hole in it.
Not a crack.
Not damage.
A hole.
Big enough for something large to crawl through.
Behind you, Dustinâs voice drifts nervously down from above.
ââŚY/N? Whatâs going on? Steve?!â
Neither of you answer immediately.
Because honestly?
You donât know how to.
Steve straightens slowly before finally looking upward toward the opening.
âGet down here.â
A few moments later Dustin appears at the bottom of the stairs looking nervous as hell, his eyes immediately catching on the dead skin still hanging from Steveâs bat.
ââOh Jesusââ
âOver here,â you say quickly, unable to stop staring at the wall yourself.
Dustin moves toward you cautiously before freezing the second he sees it.
The hole is massive up close, the edges torn through dirt and concrete alike, disappearing into complete darkness beyond.
ââŚNo way.â
He kneels down slowly beside it, staring into the tunnel like heâs trying to force his brain to understand what heâs seeing.
You canât stop staring either.
Because it doesnât just end there.
The tunnel keeps going.
Deep.
Dark.
Stretching somewhere far beyond your backyard.
And standing there beside Steve in the flickering fluorescent light, your stomach sinks with a horrifying realization:
Dart didnât just escape.
It dug its way somewhere else.
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The three of you climb back out of the storm shelter slowly, like none of you really know what to do with the information you just found.
The cold night air hits your face the second you step back into the backyard, but it doesnât help clear your head. If anything, it just makes everything feel more surreal. Your own backyard suddenly feels too small now knowing thereâs a tunnel running beneath it, something dark and endless stretching somewhere underneath Hawkins itself.
Dustin pushes both shelter doors shut harder than necessary before immediately starting to pace across the grass, his curls damp with sweat again despite the cold. Steve lingers closer to the shelter, still gripping the nail bat tightly, his expression caught somewhere between disturbed and deeply confused.
You honestly canât decide which mood youâre stuck in yourself.
Panic.
Anger.
Exhaustion.
Probably all three.
You cross your arms tightly as Dustin keeps pacing back and forth in front of the shed, muttering under his breath while trying to think.
âNo no no, this is bad,â he says finally, louder now. âThis is seriously bad.â
âReally?â you reply dryly. âHadnât noticed.â
Steve glances toward you briefly at the sarcasm before looking back toward the shelter doors.
âThat thing dug all the way out of here?â he asks, still trying to process it. âLike⌠underground?â
âYes, Steve,â you sigh tiredly. âThat is generally what tunnels are.â
He shoots you an annoyed look.
âCan you not do that right now?â
âOh, Iâm sorry, is this stressful for you?â
âY/N,â Dustin groans sharply, throwing his hands up. âCan you two not do this right now either?â
You roll your eyes but let it drop, dragging a hand through your hair instead as the silence settles again.
The problem is nobody actually has an answer.
Dustin eventually stops pacing long enough to look between both of you, visibly trying to force himself to think rationally through the panic.
âWe have to go look for him,â he says suddenly.
You stare at him.
ââŚWhat?â
âTomorrow,â Dustin says quickly, already nodding to himself like heâs convincing his own brain. âWe have to find Dart tomorrow.â
âAnd then what?â you ask immediately, incredulous. âDustin, we were lucky last year. We were so incredibly lucky.â Your voice tightens slightly without meaning to as memories youâve spent a year trying not to think about start pushing back in. âAnd we had weapons and traps and actual adults helping us. We are not going to be that lucky again.â
âAgreed,â Steve says instantly.
You glance at him automatically, annoyed heâs agreeing with you for some reason you canât even explain, and he notices immediately.
âWhat?â he says defensively.
You just shake your head and look away again.
Dustin looks between both of you, frustrated now.
âWe have to find him,â he insists. âWhat if he starts killing things a lot bigger than Mews?â
That shuts you up.
Your jaw tightens slightly as the image flashes unwillingly through your mind againâthe blood on Dustinâs carpet, the shredded fur, the thing lifting its face toward you with those teeth.
You exhale slowly through your nose.
Because heâs right.
God, heâs right.
ââŚFine,â you mutter eventually, the word leaving reluctantly as you look down toward the grass. âFine.â
Dustin visibly relaxes just slightly at that before immediately turning toward Steve with renewed determination.
âSteve. Meet back here tomorrow.â
Steve blinks at him.
âFor what exactly?â He gestures vaguely with the bat still hanging from his hand. âYou got a plan in that head, Sherlock?â
Dustin just nods once like he absolutely does, even though youâre pretty sure heâs making this up as he goes along.
Then, without another word, he turns and heads back toward the house.
You sigh quietly and move to follow him, already exhausted by the entire night, by the monster, by the tunnels, by Nancy disappearing, by Steve Harrington somehow being dragged back into your life at the exact same time everything else was falling apartâ
âHey.â
You stop near the porch steps and turn around slowly.
Steveâs still standing near the shelter, the nail bat hanging loosely from one hand now.
âWhat,â you ask flatly.
He shifts awkwardly for a second before speaking.
ââŚCan you, like, take me back to my car?â
For a second you just stare at him.
The thought of sitting in another tense, silent car ride with Steve Harrington right now genuinely sounds unbearable. Your nerves are fried, your head hurts, and honestly? Youâre still annoyed at him. Maybe unfairly, but annoyed all the same.
Without another word, you pull your keys from your pocket and toss them toward him.
Steve barely catches them in time, looking startled.
âJust take my car,â you say tiredly, already turning back toward the house. âYouâre coming back anyway.â
âWaitâseriously?â
You donât answer.
You just head for the front door instead, hearing Dustin moving around inside already as you shove it open and step back into the house, leaving Steve standing alone in your driveway holding your keys beneath the dim porch light.
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Sleep comes easier than the night before, but only barely.
You still wake up exhausted.
Morning light spills weakly through the curtains, soft and pale against your bedroom walls as you slowly blink awake, your body heavy with the kind of tiredness sleep doesnât actually fix. For a second you just lie there staring blankly at the ceiling, disoriented and groggy, until the warm weight pressed beside you reminds you why Dustin is once again asleep in your bed.
Or was asleep.
The second he notices you moving, he practically jolts upright.
Unlike you, Dustin looks instantly awake. Alert. Focused. Like his brain never really shut off in the first place.
âWe gotta go today,â he mutters quickly, already shoving the blankets off himself as he scrambles out of bed. âLike early. Before people are around.â
You groan softly, dragging your hands down your face.
âGood morning to you too.â
But heâs already halfway out the room before you finish speaking.
You hear drawers slamming upstairs almost immediately, hurried footsteps rushing back and forth through the hallway while you stay buried beneath the blankets for another minute, trying to gather enough energy to function.
Because this is insane.
Three days ago your biggest problem was Nancy acting weird and Steve Harrington being irritating. Now thereâs another Demogorgon loose in Hawkins and somehow Steveâs involved in your life again in the weirdest possible way.
Eventually you force yourself up with another tired sigh, stretching slightly before trudging downstairs in your pajamas. The house smells faintly like coffee already, and when you step into the kitchen you find your mum pulling on her coat by the counter, keys in hand.
The second she sees you, her expression softens.
âMorning, sweetheart.â
You barely manage a hum in response before she walks over, pressing a quick kiss to the top of your head.
âIâll be back late tonight, okay?â she says gently. âI wanna keep looking for Mews.â
Your stomach twists instantly.
God.
The guilt hasnât eased at all.
âOkay,â you say quietly.
She gives your shoulder a small squeeze before heading toward the door, still looking worried as she leaves the house.
The second the front door shuts, the silence settles heavily around the kitchen again.
You stand there for a moment staring at nothing before finally turning toward the coffee pot, desperate for caffeine at this point. Your whole body feels sore with exhaustion as you pour yourself a mug, leaning against the counter while the coffee brews.
You barely get halfway through your first sip before someone knocks at the front door.
You freeze for half a second before remembering.
Right.
Steve.
With a long suffering sigh, you set your mug down and shuffle toward the front door, still half asleep, hair an absolute mess from sleep and stress and not caring enough to fix it yet.
The second you open the door, Steveâs eyes flick over you once before a smirk tugs at the corner of his mouth.
âMorning, princess,â he says easily. âYou look like shit.â
You stare at him flatly for a second before rolling your eyes and stepping aside to let him in.
âGood morning to you too, Harrington.â
Steve walks inside, hands shoved into the pockets of his jacket while you head straight back toward your coffee without waiting for him. He lingers awkwardly near the kitchen doorway for a second, looking strangely out of place standing in your house this early in the morning.
Honestly, it feels weird for you too.
Steve Harrington usually exists at school, or at parties, or attached to Nancy Wheelerâs sideânot standing in your kitchen at eight in the morning while Dustin races around upstairs preparing for monster hunting.
You take another sip of coffee as Steve glances around the kitchen before looking back at you.
âYou always this friendly in the morning?â
You donât even look at him.
âYou always this annoying?â
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Youâre halfway through your coffee when Dustin suddenly reappears like a tornado.
He storms into the kitchen carrying three buckets that clang loudly against his legs, a stuffed backpack hanging off one shoulder and his curls somehow even messier than before. The sheer amount of energy he has this early in the morning honestly feels offensive.
Steve, meanwhile, has drifted further into the kitchen while waiting, glancing around your house with quiet curiosity. His eyes catch on the framed photos covering the walls and shelvesâpictures of you and Dustin as kids at birthday parties, Christmas mornings, school events. Thereâs one of you missing your two front teeth holding a furious-looking Dustin in a puddle at the beach. Another where twelve-year-old you are asleep on the couch with Dustin drooling all over your shoulder.
Steve snorts softly under his breath at one of them.
âOh my God.â
You narrow your eyes immediately over the rim of your mug.
âWhat.â
Before Steve can answer, Dustin shoves one of the buckets straight into his chest.
Steve barely catches it in time.
âWe need supplies,â Dustin says quickly, already moving toward the back of the house.
Steve looks down at the bucket in confusion. âWhy do I have this?â
âY/N,â Dustin continues, ignoring him completely, âdo we still have loads of meat in the freezer?â
You blink at him slowly, still barely awake.
âProbably. I donât exactly take freezer stocktakes, Dustin.â You frown slightly. âWhy?â
âTo lure Dart,â he says like itâs the most obvious thing in the world. âCome on.â
He disappears toward the garage freezer before either of you can argue.
You sigh heavily and shove yourself away from the counter, coffee still clutched tightly in your hand as you follow after him with Steve trailing behind. The garage is cold when Dustin throws open the freezer, immediately digging through it with determination while muttering to himself.
Steve stares into the freezer.
ââŚJesus Christ, how much meat do you people have?â
âMom likes a saleâ you mumble tiredly.
âThere is not enough people in this house for this much meat.â
Dustin starts tossing frozen packages into the buckets one by oneâground beef, chicken, steaks, whatever he can grab fastest. Steve eventually crouches down to help, still looking deeply disturbed by the entire situation.
âSo let me get this straight,â he says while throwing frozen burgers into the bucket. âWeâre hunting a baby Demogorgon with raw meat.â
âYes,â Dustin says immediately.
Steve looks at you for confirmation.
You shrug weakly.Â
By the time the buckets are full, your fingers are freezing and your exhaustion has somehow gotten worse. Dustin starts rambling again immediately about trails and bait while you slowly back away toward the hallway.
âI need a shower before I die.â
Neither of them even properly acknowledge you as you head to the bathroom.
The hot water helps slightly. Not enough, but slightly. By the time you finish showering and changing into jeans and an old sweater, you at least feel more human than corpse-like. You towel dry your hair quickly before heading back, only to find Steve leaning against the kitchen counter waiting while Dustin continues reorganizing supplies nearby.
Steveâs eyes flick up the second he sees you.
âWell,â he says with a smirk, ânot going monster hunting in the princess pajamas? Thatâs a shame.â
You roll your eyes immediately, grabbing your keys from the counter.
âYouâre hilarious.â
âI know.â
Unfortunately, the confidence with which he says it almost makes it annoying enough to work.
A few minutes later the three of you head outside together, Steve carrying the buckets while Dustin struggles with his overloaded backpack. The cold morning air bites at your face as you approach your car parked in the driveway.
You automatically move toward the driverâs side door.
Steve stops you immediately.
A hand catches lightly around your arm before you can open it.
âNope.â
You blink at him.
âWhat?â
âYouâre a zombie right now,â Steve says plainly. âIâm not sitting in a car with you driving.â
You narrow your eyes. âI drive perfectly fine tired.â
âYou almost poured orange juice into your coffee ten minutes ago.â
Steve is already moving around toward the driverâs side. Acknowledging your silence.
âExactly.â
Normally youâd argue.
Normally you absolutely would.
But honestly? Youâre too exhausted, too stressed, and way too overwhelmed to fight with him right now.
So instead you just let out a long suffering sigh and climb into the passenger seat while Dustin throws himself into the back beside the buckets of frozen meat.
A second later the engine starts.
And with far too much confidence for someone about to hunt another Upside Down creature, Steve Harrington pulls out of your driveway.
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The car ride is quieter this time.
Not awkward exactly, just tired.
The heater hums softly while Hawkins rolls by outside the windows in washed out shades of grey and brown, the morning still cold enough that condensation clings faintly to the glass. Dustin sits in the back surrounded by supplies, muttering under his breath while checking over his walkie for what feels like the hundredth time, while you sit slumped in the passenger seat staring blankly out the window.
Your brain feels sluggish this morning.
Too little sleep. Too much stress. Too much happening all at once.
Eventually your eyes drift lazily across the dashboard instead, mostly out of boredomâand then you pause.
Your brows pull together slightly.
The fuel gauge is full.
Completely full.
You slowly turn your head toward Steve.
ââŚDid you fill up my tank?â
Steve visibly startles beside you like he genuinely wasnât expecting you to notice. His fingers tighten slightly around the steering wheel.
âUhâyeah. I meanâI did, I donât know, I just thoughtââ
âPark here!â
Dustin suddenly cuts across him loudly from the backseat, leaning forward between the seats and pointing toward the edge of the forest ahead.
Steve looks almost relieved by the interruption.
He immediately pulls the car over near the treeline, gravel crunching beneath the tires before the engine cuts off. The woods stretch endlessly ahead of you, dense and deeply uninviting this early in the morning.
Fantastic.
The second you step out of the car, the cold air hits your face hard enough to wake you up properly. Steve heads toward the trunk while Dustin is already fumbling with his walkie again, pacing anxiously near the front of the car.
You move around beside Steve just as he throws the trunk open.
Three buckets of barely defrosted meat.
Backpacks stuffed with supplies.
The nail bat sticking awkwardly out the top of one.
And somehow, standing at the edge of the woods preparing bait buckets for a Demogorgon hunt, you have a brief moment where you realise your life has become completely insane.
Static suddenly crackles loudly through Dustinâs walkie.
You and Steve both glance over automatically.
Dustin immediately lights up.
âFinally.â
He hurries a few steps away from the car, lowering his voice slightly as he starts talking rapidly into the headset. You canât properly hear the other side of the conversation from where youâre standing, but judging by Dustinâs relieved expression, somebody finally answered him.
Which hopefully means more help.
You let out a breath through your nose and reach for one of the buckets, only for Steveâs hand to brush yours at the exact same time.
You both pull back immediately.
âSorry,â he mutters.
âItâs a bucket, Harrington, not a grenade.â
Steve rolls his eyes but grabs it anyway, hoisting it awkwardly against his hip while you sling one of the backpacks over your shoulder.
For a minute the two of you work in silence, unloading supplies side by side while Dustin continues pacing nearby talking into the walkie.
Itâs weirdly domestic.
Or it would be if the supplies werenât raw meat and weapons.
Steve shuts the trunk harder than necessary before glancing sideways at you.
âYouâre still annoyed at me, huh?â
You look up from adjusting the backpack strap.
âWhat gave it away?â
âThe glaring mostly.â
âI always glare at you.â
âFair point.â
You hate that he says it so casually.
Dustin continues talking nearby while you pull on a pair of dish gloves, shoving another bucket toward Steve without looking at him properly.
âHold this.â
Steve takes it obediently this time.
Another awkward silence settles between you while Dustin talks in hushed urgent tones nearby, and you can practically feel Steve wanting to say something else.
Eventually he does.
ââŚYou thought I wouldnât come back?â
You pause slightly.
Your eyes flick toward him briefly before away again.
âI didnât know,â you answer honestly.
And that seems to shut him up.
A few moments later Dustin finally yanks the walkie off with a relieved sigh before jogging back over toward the two of you.
âTheyâre coming.â
You donât even ask who they are.
At this point, more help is more help.
Steve shoulders one of the backpacks while you grab another bucket, exhaustion still weighing heavily in your limbs as you stare toward the woods ahead.
The trees look darker up close.
Too dark.
Like theyâre waiting.
âCome on,â Dustin says firmly.
And together, the three of you head into the forest.
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The woods feel wrong.
Not in an obvious way at first, not enough that you can point to something specific and say there, thatâs whatâs making your skin crawlâbut wrong enough that every step deeper into the trees makes the uneasy feeling in your stomach tighten a little more.
The train tracks stretch endlessly ahead of you, disappearing between dense walls of trees while wind rattles through the branches overhead. Somewhere far off, crows cry out, the sound carrying strangely through the quiet.
Too quiet.
Thatâs the worst part.
You walk slightly ahead of the boys, the bucket swinging heavily from your gloved hand as you scoop another dripping chunk of raw meat from inside it and toss it onto the tracks.
SPLAT.
The smell is genuinely horrific. Cold blood and raw meat cling to your gloves, your jacket, the air around you, and every few minutes another gust of wind makes it all somehow worse.
Behind you, Steve makes a noise of disgust while reaching into his own bucket.
ââŚSo let me get this straight,â he says, throwing another bloody piece onto the gravel. âYou kept something you knew was probably dangerous just to impress a girl you met like two seconds ago?â
âHow?â Steve asks incredulously. âYou found a weird slug thing and decided yeah, thisâll definitely get me girls.â
âIt wasnât just a weird slug thing,â Dustin argues. âIt was an interdimensional weird slug thing.â
You sigh tiredly without turning around.
âDustin.â
âWhat?â he says defensively. âIt sounds cooler when I say it like that.â
Steve snorts softly behind you. You can practically hear Dustin glaring at him.
âOkay, well not all of us have your perfect hair, alright?â
That pulls a reluctant laugh out of you before you can stop it.
Small.
Brief.
But enough that Steve notices.
You immediately regret it when you hear the smugness creep into his voice.
âItâs not about the hair, man.â Steve ignores you completely.
âThe key with girls,â he continues importantly, âis acting like you donât care.â
You stop so suddenly on the tracks that gravel crunches sharply beneath your shoes.
Slowly, you turn around.
Steve nearly walks into you.
âWhat,â you say flatly.
He blinks innocently back at you.
âWhat?â
âYou just told my little brother to emotionally manipulate women.â
âThat is not what I said.â
âIt literally is.â
Steve gestures vaguely with his bloody dish glove like obviously youâre missing the point.
âIâm saying confidence matters.â
âYou said pretend not to care.â
âIt drives them nuts!â
You stare at him in complete disbelief for a long second, genuinely too exhausted to even process how stupid this conversation is happening while the three of you are actively hunting a baby Demogorgon through the woods.
Dustin, meanwhile, is looking between the two of you like heâs watching his favourite television show.
âBut⌠then what?â he asks Steve eagerly.
You groan softly and turn back around, continuing down the tracks before this conversation kills you instead of the monster.
âYou just wait until you feel it,â Steve says behind you.
âFeel what?â
Thereâs a pause while Steve thinks.
You toss another piece of meat further down the tracks, your eyes scanning the dark trees automatically while you listen despite yourself.
âItâs likeâŚâ Steve starts slowly. âBefore it storms, you know? You canât see it yet, but you can feel it. Like electricity in the air.â
You roll your eyes slightly.
âLike a⌠sexual electricity.â
You physically recoil.
âOh my God.â
Behind you, Dustin sounds completely fascinated.
âWhoa.â
âYou feel that,â Steve continues with far too much confidence, âthen you make your move.â
âAnd thatâs when you kiss her?â
âSlow down, Romeo,â Steve laughs. âSome girls want you to be aggressive, move in strong like a lion. But othersâŚâ He shrugs. âYou gotta move slow. Stealthy. Like a ninja. Otherwise you scare them off.â
You rub your hand over your face.
âThis is genuinely the worst conversation Iâve ever listened to.â
Dustin ignores you entirely, deep in thought now.
ââŚWhat type do you think Y/N is?â
Your footsteps stop again.
âDustin.â
Thereâs a brief silence behind you this time.
Not awkward exactly.
Just⌠quieter.
You glance over your shoulder slightly and catch Steve already looking at you before he quickly looks away again, clearing his throat.
âY/Nâs different,â he says eventually.
Your eyebrows pull together faintly.
Dustin nods immediately. âYeah.â
Steve tosses another piece of meat onto the tracks before continuing.
âShe knows what she wants.â His eyes flick briefly toward you again. âShe just keeps picking the wrong guys.â
You let out a loud scoff.
âExcuse me?â
Steve shrugs instantly like he didnât just say something wildly irritating.
âYou heard me.â
âOh, you are unbelievable.â
âAm I wrong?â
âYou just have something weird against me even talking to Billyâ
âYou dated Billy for like three days.â
âI did not date Billy!â
âYou were flirting with him.â
âThat is not the same thing!â
Dustinâs grin grows wider with every second of this.
âYou guys argue like an old married couple.â
âShut up, Dustin.â
âShut up, Dustin,â Steve says at the exact same time.
The two of you pause.
Then immediately glare at each other.
Dustin bursts into laughter.
Steve sighs dramatically before shaking his head.
Dustin looks up instantly.
ââŚWhat?â
âFabergĂŠ Organics.â
Dustin blinks. âWhat?â
âThe shampoo and conditioner,â Steve explains seriously. âThen when your hairâs dampânot too wetâfour puffs of the Farrah Fawcett spray.â
Dustin stares at him like heâs being handed military secrets.
âFarrah Fawcett?â
Steve points a threatening dish glove at him immediately.
âYou tell anyone that and youâre dead. Understand me, Henderson?â His eyes flick toward you next. âAnd you too, Y/N. I swear to God.â
A slow grin finally spreads across your face.
âOh, Iâm absolutely telling everyone I know.â
Steve groans loudly while Dustin laughs beside him, and despite the freezing air, the blood smell, the fear sitting heavily beneath all of thisâ
For the first time since everything with Dart startedâ
Things feel almost normal.
Almost.
As the three of you continue down the tracks together, tossing bloody meat deeper into the woods, none of you notice the yellow flag tied beside one of the rotting trees you pass.
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By the time the junkyard comes into view, the sun has already started sinking lower in the sky.
Everything is painted gold and orange beneath the fading light, long shadows stretching between mountains of rusted metal and broken-down cars. The abandoned place looks even creepier at dusk, all twisted scrap and silence, the wind whining softly through hollow metal like something breathing.
You step over an old tire while carrying your bucket beside Dustin, Steve a little ahead of both of you as he scans the junkyard through his sunglasses.
Then Steve stops.
He slowly pushes the sunglasses up onto his head, looking around the massive maze of scrap metal and wrecked cars before nodding once.
âYeah,â he says finally. âThisâll do.â
His mouth pulls slightly into something impressed as he looks toward Dustin.
âGood call, dude.â
Dustin absolutely lights up at the compliment.
You try not to notice it.
Instead, you keep walking deeper into the junkyard with your bucket swinging at your side, stepping carefully over rusted debris while Steve and Dustin follow behind. The whole place feels isolated enough to make your stomach uneasy.
Perfect place to trap a monster, apparently.
A few minutes later the three of you finally stop near a clearing between giant heaps of rusted machinery and overturned cars. Without much ceremony, you all upend your buckets, bloody meat slopping wetly onto the ground while you grimace at the smell worsening all over again.
Thenâ
âI said medium well!â
A familiar voice echoes across the junkyard.
All three of you immediately look up.
You spot Lucas first, climbing over a pile of scrap with someone following close behind him. The second your eyes land on the red-haired girl beside him, recognition clicks instantly.
Billyâs sister.
Youâd only really seen her in passing before around school or near Billyâs car, but up close she looks younger than you expected.
Your eyes flick briefly toward Dustin automatically.
And immediately understand.
Because the poor kid looks like heâs just been shot.
Steve notices too.
ââŚWhoâs that?â he asks quietly.
Nobody answers him.
Dustinâs expression twists almost instantly from stunned heartbreak into betrayal as Lucas and Max finally reach the clearing.
âYou told her?â Dustin demands immediately.
The tension spikes so fast it almost gives you whiplash.
You let out a quiet sigh and move away before the argument properly starts, deciding you genuinely do not have the patience to referee boy drama right now.
Instead, you head toward one of the nearby piles of scrap metal where Max is already crouching down collecting pieces silently. Steve joins nearby a moment later, dragging loose metal sheets across the dirt while Dustin and Lucas continue hissing at each other somewhere behind the rusted machinery.
The argument echoes faintly through the junkyard while you work.
ââŚWe all agreed not to tell herââ
ââŚYou wanted to tell her tooââ
ââŚThat was before he turned into a Demogorgon!â
You shove an old hubcap into place with more force than necessary before glancing briefly toward Max beside you.
She notices.
âSo,â she says dryly, lifting another piece of scrap. âThis is either a cult or the weirdest school project ever.â
A small laugh escapes you before you can stop it.
âHonestly? Still figuring that out myself.â
Max smirks slightly at that before going back to work.
A few feet away, Steve is trying to move an entire rusted car door by himself and failing miserably.
You watch him struggle for a second before sighing.
âMove.â
Steve looks up immediately. âIâve got it.â
âYou very clearly donât.â
He narrows his eyes slightly but steps aside anyway while you grab the other side of the metal with him. Together you drag it into place against a stack of junk cars, creating another wall around the clearing Dustin apparently plans to use as a trap.
The silence between you stretches awkwardly for a moment.
Not hostile exactly.
Just strange.
Different than before.
âYou still mad at me?â Steve asks eventually, not looking directly at you this time.
You blink slightly.
ââŚAbout what specifically?â
Steve lets out a quiet breath that almost sounds like a laugh.
âFair enough.â
Before either of you can say anything else, loud clapping suddenly echoes through the junkyard.
WHAP. WHAP.
You look up to see Steve already striding away from you toward the boys, clapping his hands loudly as Dustin and Lucas finally emerge from behind the scrap pile.
âHEY, DICKHEADS!â Steve shouts. âHow come the only people helping me are that random girl and your sister?â
Max snorts loudly beside you.
âWe lose light in forty,â Steve continues. âLetâs go!â
The boys stare at him.
Steve claps again even louder.
âLETâS GO!â
And somehow, unbelievably, they actually listen.
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The junkyard slowly transforms around you.
What started as piles of rusted scrap and abandoned cars begins turning into something almost defensive, something desperate and hurried as all five of you work beneath the fading evening light. The sun hangs lower now, staining everything gold and orange while long shadows stretch between towers of metal.
Nobody really talks much anymore.
Not because thereâs nothing to say, but because suddenly all of this feels very real.
You can feel it settling over everyone.
The nerves.
The anticipation.
The fear.
Lucas stands inside the old bus hammering sheets of scrap metal over the windows while Max passes more pieces up through the broken frame one at a time. Every loud BANG of the hammer echoes through the junkyard, sharp against the otherwise empty silence.
Nearby, Dustin sits comfortably in one of the old bus seats like heâs supervising a construction site instead of preparing for a Demogorgon attack.
He gives Lucas an approving thumbs up.
âLooking good.â
Lucas stares at him flatly from the window.
âYou know, you could help.â
Dustin opens his mouth to respondâ
Only for you to smack the back of his head immediately as you walk past.
âOWââ
âGet up and do something useful,â you mutter.
Dustin glares at you dramatically while rubbing the back of his head, but eventually drags himself upright with an exaggerated sigh.
âViolence in the workplace. Nice.â
âMove, Henderson.â
Steve snorts quietly from outside the bus where heâs dragging more scrap metal across the dirt. His sleeves are rolled up now, hair messy from the wind, dirt and grease streaked across his hands and jeans while he works.
Honestly, he looks ridiculous.
And annoyingly good doing it.
You choose not to think about that too hard.
Instead, you grab the gas can from beside the bus and move toward the centre of the junkyard clearing where the disgusting pile of raw meat sits waiting.
The smell is genuinely nauseating now.
You wrinkle your nose immediately before tipping the gas can carefully, pouring gasoline in a wide ring around the meat heap while the sharp chemical smell fills the air. The liquid darkens the dirt instantly, soaking into the ground as you circle the pile slowly.
âCareful with that,â Steve calls from nearby.
You glance over your shoulder.
âWhat, worried Iâll burn your hair with all itâs products?â
Steve points at you immediately. âExactly.â
A reluctant smile threatens at the corner of your mouth before you kill it quickly, continuing your trail of gasoline back toward the bus instead.
Across the junkyard, Max appears carrying an old rusted ladder almost as tall as she is.
âFound one!â
Steve jogs over to help her before she drops it on herself, grabbing one side while she keeps hold of the other. Together they lift it toward the roof hatch of the bus, metal screeching loudly as they hook it into place.
The setup starts making sense now.
The bus.
The barricades.
The ladder.
The meat.
A trap.
An actual trap.
Your stomach twists slightly at the realization.
Because last yearâs trap nearly killed all of you.
The memory flashes through your head unwillinglyâblood, screaming, broken wood, the sound of that thing roaringâ
You shove the thought away immediately.
Not now.
By the time the sky starts dimming properly, the bus is fully barricaded.
Every window covered.
Every weak point reinforced.
The inside smells like rust and sweat and gasoline by the time all of you finally climb aboard one after another, exhausted and dirty from hours of work.
Lucas climbs through one of the windows first before helping Max in behind him. Steve follows next, hauling himself through with far less grace than he probably intended while Dustin scrambles in after him.
Youâre last.
The second your feet hit the bus floor, Dustin grabs the folding door and yanks it shut hard behind you.
CLANG.
Then locks it.
And suddenly the entire bus falls quiet.
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Night settles over the junkyard slowly.
The last of the sunlight disappears behind the towering heaps of rusted metal until everything is swallowed in shades of blue and black, fog creeping low across the ground between abandoned cars and broken machinery. The wind whistles softly through hollow metal somewhere outside the bus, making the entire thing groan faintly around you.
It feels claustrophobic inside now.
Like a submarine slowly sinking.
You sit near one of the barricaded windows with your arms folded tightly across your chest, exhaustion still heavy in your bones after the endless day. Across from you, Dustin paces anxiously up and down the narrow aisle of the bus for what has to be the hundredth time, muttering quietly under his breath while Steve lounges further back in one of the seats, flicking his lighter open and closed over and over again.
FWOOM.
Click.
FWOOM.
Click.
The tiny bursts of orange light briefly illuminate his face each time before plunging the bus back into darkness again.
Above you, you can hear faint movement from the roof where Lucas keeps watch through the makeshift crowâs nest.
Max glances toward Steve after a moment, arms folded loosely as she watches the lighter flicker again.
âYou really fought one of these things before?â
Steve nods once.
Maxâs eyes shift toward you next.
âAnd you too?â
You let out a quiet breath through your nose.
âUnfortunately.â
Max studies both of you carefully, still looking skeptical despite everything sheâs seen today.
âAnd youâre both, like, totally one hundred percent sure it wasnât a bear?â
Dustin immediately stops pacing.
âDonât be an idiot,â he says flatly. âIt wasnât a bear. I donât even know why youâre here if you donât believe us.â
Max raises an eyebrow.
âYeesh. Someoneâs cranky.â She smirks slightly. âPast your bedtime?â
Then she heads for the ladder before Dustin can snap back again, climbing smoothly toward the roof.
Steve watches her go before leaning slightly toward Dustin.
âThatâs good,â he says quietly. âShow her you donât care.â
Dustin frowns immediately.
âI donât.â
Steve winks at him knowingly.
You let out an incredulous scoff from across the bus.
âOh my God, you are both unbearable.â
Steve grins shamelessly while flicking the lighter again.
FWOOM.
Click.
The bus falls quieter after that.
Outside, the fog thickens more and more around the junkyard until the world beyond the barricaded windows starts looking almost unreal. Every now and then you hear faint muffled voices drifting from the roof where Lucas and Max sit keeping watch together.
At first you donât pay attention.
Mostly because youâre trying very hard not to think about the fact youâre currently sitting in a barricaded bus waiting for a Demogorgon to appear.
But thenâ
ââŚstepbrotherâŚâ
Your attention flickers upward slightly.
The conversation above is too muffled to make out properly, but you catch enough words here and there drifting down through the roof hatch.
ââŚalways a dickâŚâ
ââŚangry all the timeâŚâ
ââŚtakes it out on youâŚâ
Something cold settles uncomfortably in your stomach.
Billy.
Your mind flashes briefly back to the parking lot outside school, the way Max looked climbing into his car, the tension in her shoulders, the sharpness in Billyâs voice when he spoke to her.
You knew something was off.
But hearing even pieces of this makes your stomach twist unpleasantly.
Sheâs just a kid.
Your eyes lower toward the bus floor quietly, suddenly feeling vaguely sick.
Across the aisle, Steveâs lighter stops flicking.
You glance up automatically and realise he heard it too.
For a brief second your eyes meet across the dim bus interior.
Steve doesnât say anything.
Doesnât smirk.
Doesnât hit you with an I told you so even though he absolutely could.
He just looks at you for a moment, understanding flickering silently across his face before you look away first, staring back toward the dark windows instead.
The silence that settles afterward feels heavier somehow.
Then suddenlyâ
âLucasâ?!â
Dustinâs voice cuts sharply through the quiet.
Above you, movement scrambles across the roof.
âHOLD ON!â
Everyone in the bus goes instantly still.
You hear Lucas shifting quickly overhead before silence falls again for one horrible second.
Thenâ
âIâve got eyes! Ten oâclockâTEN OâCLOCKâbehind the fence!â
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The junkyard has gone completely still.
The fog drifting through the rusted cars and broken machinery has thickened now, curling low across the ground like smoke while darkness settles fully over everything. From inside the barricaded bus, the outside world feels distant somehow, muffled beneath layers of metal and fog and growing tension.
You crouch beside one of the tiny gaps between the welded scrap metal covering the windows, squinting through it into the dark.
There.
Dart stands motionless behind one of the fences in the distance.
Not moving.
Not reacting.
Just watching.
Beside you, Dustin shifts anxiously.
âWhatâs he doingâŚ?â
Steve leans slightly closer to the peephole, his brows furrowing.
âI have no ideaâŚâ
Outside, the fog curls around Dartâs silhouette in slow waves, making the thing look even less real somehow. Every instinct in your body is screaming that something about this is wrong.
Very wrong.
Steveâs fingers tighten slightly around the nail bat.
âHeâs not taking the bait,â he mutters quietly. âWhyâs he not taking the baitâŚ?â
âMaybe heâs not hungry?â Dustin offers weakly.
Your eyes stay fixed on the dark silhouette.
ââŚOr maybe heâs sick of cow.â
The words leave your mouth before you fully think them through.
But the second they do, a decision settles heavily in your chest.
You straighten immediately.
Then grab Steveâs bat.
Dustinâs head snaps toward you instantly.
âWhat are you doing?â
Before you can answer, Steve reacts even faster.
âAbsolutely not.â
He grabs the bat right back out of your hands, immediately passing you the hunting knife tucked into his belt instead before pushing himself toward the bus door.
You blink.
ââŚSteveââ
But heâs already moving.
Then he tosses his lighter toward Dustin without even looking.
âJust get ready.â
The rusty folding bus door groans loudly as Steve slowly pushes it open, cold fog immediately spilling into the dark bus interior.
Every nerve in your body screams at you not to go out there.
Unfortunately, you ignore all of them.
Knife gripped tightly in your hand, you slip out after Steve into the freezing night air.
The junkyard suddenly feels massive outside the bus.
Endless.
The fog drifts around your legs while you and Steve move carefully through the maze of rusted metal toward the meat pile sitting exposed in the centre of the clearing. Somewhere behind you, you can hear muffled movement from inside the bus and faint shouting from the roof, but the words blur together indistinctly beneath the wind.
Your heart pounds harder with every step.
This is stupid.
This is such a stupid idea.
Steve reaches the meat pile first and immediately starts waving the bat through the air aggressively.
âCome on!â he shouts into the darkness. âLetâs go!â
You grimace before forcing yourself to join in.
âHey, buddy,â you call nervously into the fog, your voice sounding far less confident than you wanted it to. âHumanâs better than cat, I promiseââ
The words die in your throat.
Movement.
Dart slowly emerges from the fog beyond the fence.
Only now he barely even resembles Dart anymore.
Your stomach drops instantly.
Heâs enormous now.
Not dog-sized.
Bigger.
The thing stalking toward you through the fog is easily the size of a Great Dane, its slick body rippling unnaturally beneath pale grey skin while thick strings of mucus drip from its partially opened jaws. Every movement looks wrong, too smooth and too animalistic at the same time.
Terrifying.
Beside you, Steve subtly moves in front of you without thinking, one arm shifting slightly backward like heâs shoving you further behind him while tightening his grip on the bat.
Dart slinks forward slowly.
One slimy paw at a time.
And suddenly you regret this entire plan with every fibre of your being.
From somewhere behind you, muffled shouting erupts again from the bus roof.
Louder this time.
Urgent.
Steve barely reacts, too focused on the creature stalking closer.
âIâm a little busy here!â he shouts back without turning around.
Then you hear it.
Growling.
Not from in front of you.
From the side.
Your head snaps sharply toward the soundâ
And your heart stops.
Another creature moves through the fog to your right.
Same size.
Same horrible movement.
Same peeling face.
Your hand instantly grabs Steveâs arm hard enough to make him turn.
The second he sees it, his expression changes completely.
âOh, shit.â
More movement.
Another one emerges behind an old rusted tractor.
Then another behind a pile of crushed cars.
Shapes moving everywhere through the fog now.
A pack.
âOh God,â you breathe.
Behind you, the bus doors burst open.
âY/N! STEVE!âABORT! ABORT!â
You spin automatically toward Dustinâs voice.
Bad idea.
Because the second you look awayâ
Dart SCREAMS.
Its face peels open violently into rows of teeth and petals and horror before the entire pack charges at once.
Straight toward you.
Everything happens too fast after that.
You barely even process the sound you make before you turn and run.
The creatures shriek behind you, claws tearing through dirt and scrap metal as they charge across the junkyard at terrifying speed. Fog explodes around your legs while your lungs burn instantly, adrenaline slamming through your body hard enough to make your vision blur.
Beside you, Steve moves fast.
Really fast.
You almost forget sometimes that beneath all the hair and sarcasm and stupidity, Steve Harrington is actually athletic as hell.
He vaults over a fallen fridge in one smooth movement before grabbing your arm briefly to yank you around the side of a wrecked car just as claws SNAP at your heels.
âMOVE!â
âI AM MOVING!â
A Demogorgon launches over the hood behind you with a shriek.
You duck instinctively while Steve swings the bat hard enough to crack against its side before both of you keep running.
The bus.
The bus is right there.
Almost there.
Another creature lunges from the fog beside you and you barely dodge out the way in time, nearly slipping on wet gravel before Steve grabs your jacket and physically yanks you upright again.
âHurry!â
The bus doors are open now.
Dustin screaming something incoherent.
Lucas shouting from the roof.
Everything dissolves into noise and panic and claws and shriekingâ
Then finallyâ
You leap.
Straight into the bus.
Momentum sends you crashing directly into Steve as both of you slam hard onto the floor in a tangled mess of limbs and panicâ
WHAM!
The folding bus doors slam shut behind you.
And a second laterâ
A Demogorgon crashes full force into the barricade.
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The entire bus erupts into chaos.
Everyone screams at once as the Demogorgons slam into the barricades from every direction, the whole vehicle rocking violently hard. Metal groans loudly around you while claws scrape against the outside of the bus with horrible screeching sounds.
For one disorienting second, youâre still sprawled half on top of Steve near the entrance, his arm locked tightly around your waist from where heâd caught you both when you crashed through the doors.
Your breathing is ragged.
His is too.
Then another violent impact rocks the bus hard enough to snap you back to reality.
You shove yourself upright immediately, breaking away from him fast enough to almost stumble before instinct takes over completely.
âMove!â
You grab Dustin by the shoulder, shoving him backwards while forcing Lucas behind you too as another deafening slam rattles through the bus walls.
âHOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHITââ
Dustinâs panicked voice practically echoes through the bus while Max stares wide-eyed at the barricaded windows.
âAre they rabid or something?!â she yells.
Outside, the Demogorgons scream and shriek loud enough to make your ears ring.
The bus shakes violently again.
Steve lunges toward the folding doors, grabbing loose scrap metal and shoving it harder against the barricade while Lucas clings white-knuckled to one of the seats nearby.
âThey canât get in!â Lucas shouts frantically. âThey canâtâ!â
The bus lurches hard sideways.
A claw suddenly punches straight through one of the metal-covered windows with a horrible screech of tearing steel.
You all scream.
Steve reacts instantly, swinging the bat hard enough to crack against the claw and force it back outside again.
âBack up!â he shouts.
Dustin is practically hyperventilating now as he grabs his walkie with shaking hands.
âIF ANYONE IS OUT THEREâMIKE, WILL, HOPPER, ERICA, GOD, ANYBODYââ
Another shriek splits through the night.
Metal tears somewhere near the back of the bus.
âWEâRE IN THE OLD JUNKYARD!â Dustin screams desperately into the walkie. âDO YOU COPY?! WEâRE IN THE OLD JUNKYARD AND WE ARE GOING TO DIEâ!â
The ceiling suddenly groans above you.
Max looks upward first.
Dust sifts down slowly from the roof hatch.
Your stomach drops.
Thenâ
A Demogorgon lunges through the open hatch.
Max screams.
The thing roars directly in her face, jaws peeling open into rows and rows of teeth while slime drips from its mouth onto the roof of the bus. Up close itâs somehow even worse, all muscle and claws and hunger and wrongness.
And from the horrified expression on Maxâs faceâ
She finally believes you.
âOUTTA THE WAY!â
Steve shoves forward instantly.
He practically throws himself between Max and the creature without hesitation, planting himself beneath the hatch while gripping the nail bat tightly over his shoulder.
His eyes are wild now.
Furious.
Terrified.
Adrenaline surging through him so hard it practically radiates off him.
âCOME GET THIS!â Steve screams upward at the monster. âCOME GET THIS!â
For one horrible second, the Demogorgon crouches there above him, shrieking and twitching and ready to attackâ
Then suddenly it stops.
Its head jerks upward sharply.
A strange guttural cry leaves its throat.
The sound echoes through the junkyard outside.
And then all around you, the other Demogorgons answer.
The entire bus falls still.
Every creature outside suddenly shrieks back in unison beforeâ
Silence.
The Demogorgon above the hatch abruptly retreats backward out of sight.
Outside, the assault stops just as suddenly as it began.
No more claws.
No more impacts.
No more screaming.
Just silence.
Everyone inside the bus stands frozen, breathing hard while the vehicle creaks softly around you.
Steve slowly lowers the bat, chest heaving.
Dustin practically collapses against one of the seats trying to catch his breath while Lucas stares around in complete confusion.
Beside you, Max suddenly realises sheâs still clutching Lucasâs hand tightly.
She lets go immediately.
Neither of them says anything.
A few minutes later, the folding bus door slowly creaks open.
EEEEEEEEE.
Steve steps outside first.
You follow close behind him this time.
The junkyard is almost completely swallowed by fog now, the night dark and empty around the wrecked cars and rusted metal.
Gone.
Theyâre gone.
Somewhere in the distance, faint howls echo through the woods, growing quieter and quieter.
Fleeing.
The others slowly gather behind you near the bus entrance while Steve scans the darkness carefully, bat still hanging loosely in one hand.
ââŚWhat happened?â Lucas asks quietly.
Dustin wipes shakily at his face.
âSteve scared them off.â
âNo,â you say immediately.
Your eyes stay fixed on the dark woods ahead, dread slowly curling colder and colder in your stomach.
âNo way.â
You swallow hard.
Then finally look toward the direction the creatures disappeared.
hi! Iâm doing okay, throughly enjoying my holiday and my birthday yesterday, back to writing now with my next part coming out tomorrow! I hope you are well!
Hi bb do u know when the next chap is going to come out? NO rush at all im genuinely just curious and u might not know which is completely okay too!! I dont want this to come off as any pressure bc i hateeeee when asks r demanding !
hey lovely! Iâm just on holiday atm and had a lot of yuck stuff happen in my personal life so decided for me to take a break. But my next chapter will be out and I can vouch for the 21st!
Hi queen i hope ur doing okay! Ur series r amazing and seriously no big deal to take a break đđ
thank you sm. I just started my trip for my birthday so just wanted to take days to get over jet lag and also be in a better mindset to continue sharing my stories. I promise it wonât be long and thank you to everyone for their kindness đ¤
steve harrington x fem!henderson!reader (word count: 6000)
summary: after trying to pretend everything was finally normal again, one terrible discovery sends your world crashing right back into the nightmare you thought hawkins had left behind. as panic spreads through the henderson house and dustinâs secret spirals out of control, youâre forced to cover up the impossible, search for help that no one seems able to give, and face the horrifying realisation that the upside down was never truly gone.
warnings: mentions of death, cursing
note: thank you guys for allowing me to have a mental health break <3 sorry I took a while :(
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Sleep doesnât really happen.
Itâs more like time passes while you lie there, staring at the ceiling, every muscle in your body too tight to relax, your mind refusing to slow down long enough to let you drift off. Dustin is curled up beside you, closer than heâs been in years, like something out of when he was little and scared of thunderstorms, except this time thereâs no comforting it away, no telling him itâs just noise, just imagination.
You both know what you saw.
You can still hear it if you try not toâwet, tearing, feeding.
You donât let yourself think about Mews.
You donât let yourself think about whatâs sitting in his room right now, just a few steps down the hall, behind a door you didnât dare open again after you dragged him out of there. The house feels wrong because of it, like something has shifted in a way you canât undo, like the walls themselves are holding their breath.
At some point Dustinâs breathing evens out, soft and steady, exhaustion finally pulling him under, but you stay awake long after, eyes open in the dark, listening.
Waiting.
For a sound.
For movement.
For anything.
It doesnât come.
Morning still arrives too soon.
Light spills through your curtains in thin streaks, pale and unwelcome, dragging you back into a reality you didnât want to wake up to. For half a second, thereâs that disorienting moment where everything feels normal againâwhere you almost forgetâ
And then Dustin shifts beside you.
And it all comes rushing back.
You sit up slowly, your head heavy, your stomach already tightening with that same awful feeling, except now it has shape, weight, teeth. Dustin rubs his eyes, quieter than usual, like heâs afraid of making too much noise, and when your eyes meet thereâs something unspoken there, something neither of you seems ready to touch yet.
Not until you have to.
You both get up without saying much, moving through the motions like routine might anchor you, like brushing your teeth and getting dressed could somehow make last night feel less real. It doesnât. Every step out into the hallway feels heavier than it should, every glance toward his closed bedroom door something you have to force yourself not to linger on.
You donât stop there.
You donât open it.
You just keep walking.
âMEWS?!! MEWS??!!â
The sound of your momâs voice hits you before you even reach the stairs, sharp and panicked, and your stomach drops so fast it makes you feel lightheaded. You freeze for half a second at the bottom, Dustin just behind you, before you move toward the front door, already knowing.
Already dreading it.
âMEWSYYY??! MEWSYYY??!â
Sheâs outside, on her hands and knees in the front yard, pushing through the bushes, shaking that stupid little jingly toy like itâs going to magically pull the cat out of hiding. Thereâs something desperate in the way she moves, something that twists painfully in your chest, because you know exactly where Mews is.
Or whatâs left of her.
You canât tell her.
You physically canât.
You glance back at Dustin and see the same realization written all over his face, the guilt, the fear, the understanding that thereâs no version of this where you just tell the truth and everything is okay.
âDusty, Y/Nâmy babies, you sure sheâs not in one of your roomsâ?â
She rushes back inside, breathless, eyes darting between the two of you, and for a second you donât know what to say, your mind scrambling for somethingâanythingâthat doesnât sound like a lie.
Dustin beats you to it.
He lifts a finger, silencing her, already on the phone like heâs been doing this his whole life, like this is just another normal morning.
âUh huh. Uh huh. Right. Thank you, Mr. McCorkle, thank you so much, youâre a real lifesaver.â
You blink at him, thrown, watching the way he nods, the way his voice holds steady when everything about this situation should be unraveling him.
He hangs up and turns to her.
âAlright, good newsââ
She lights up instantly, hope flooding her face so fast it makes your chest ache.
âThey have herâ?!â
âNo, but they saw her. Wandering in Loch Noraââ
Thereâs a beat where you can see the question forming, the doubt, the need for reassurance, and you step in before it can land, forcing your voice to sound normal, even.
âLost, I guess. Theyâre gonna look around. Weâll stay here in case they call again.â
She nods quickly, clinging to that, to anything that sounds like a solution, already grabbing her purse, already halfway out the door again.
âOkayâokay, Iâll go checkââ
The door slams behind her.
Silence rushes in.
And just like that, whatever Dustin was holding together falls apart.
His shoulders drop, his face tightening as he turns to you, all the fear he didnât show her coming back twice as strong.
âOkay,â he says quickly, like if he stops moving he might fall apart. âI have a plan.â
You stare at him, incredulous.
âA plan?â The word comes out sharper than you mean it to. âDustin, what kind of planâ?â
âNo time,â he cuts in, already moving past you, heading toward the back of the house. âJustâtrust me, okay?â
You almost argue.
Almost tell him this is insane, that there is no plan for something like that, that you need to think, to breathe, to do something other than whatever this isâ
But you follow him anyway.
Because what else are you supposed to do?
He moves through the house like heâs on a mission, fast and focused, grabbing things without explanationâopening the storm shelter door in the backyard, disappearing into a closet, pulling something out of the fridgeâwhile you trail after him, your confusion mounting with every step.
âWhat are you doing?â you demand, watching as he pulls out a pack of bologna and tears it open.
âJustâhelp me,â he says, not even looking at you this time. âPlease.â
âHelp you how? Dustinââ
âTrust me.â
The words hit something in you, something that makes you stop pushing, even if you donât like it.
So you stay.
And you watch.
And slowly, horribly, it starts to make sense.
The bologna hits the floor in soft, wet slaps as he drops piece after piece, stepping backward through the house, creating a trail. A path.
Your stomach churns.
âYouâre trying to lure it,â you say, the realization settling in like a weight.
He doesnât deny it.
Doesnât even look at you.
Just keeps going.
So you follow.
Because there is no version of this where you let him do this alone.
By the time you reach the upstairs hallway, the air feels too still, too quiet, like the house itself is waiting. Your nerves are shot, every sound amplified, every step feeling like it might be the one that sets something off.
Dustin drops the last piece of bologna in front of his bedroom door.
Then straightens.
And thatâs when you really take him in.
The hockey gear.
The padding.
The helmet.
The stick clutched tightly in his hands like thatâs going to protect him from something you know it wonât.
Your heart drops into your stomach.
âDustinâŚâ you say, softer now, disbelief and fear tangled together in your voice.
He swallows hard, staring at the door like it might open on its own.
ââŚOkay, Dart,â he mutters, his voice low, trying to sound braver than he is. âBreakfast time.â
And standing there beside him, staring at that door, knowing exactly whatâs on the other side of itâ
You realize just how bad this really is.
Because whatever that thing is nowâ
Itâs not just hiding anymore.
Itâs waiting.
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Thereâs a momentâjust before it all startsâwhere everything feels impossibly still.
Youâre standing beside Dustin in the hallway, your eyes fixed on his bedroom door, your pulse loud in your ears, your entire body braced like youâre about to be hit by something you canât see yet. The trail of bologna lies scattered behind you, leading all the way down the stairs and out the back, ridiculous and surreal and somehow the only plan you have.
You donât like it.
You donât like any of this.
But youâre here.
And youâre not letting him do it alone.
Dustin takes a breath beside you, the sound shaky even through the helmet, his hand tightening around the hockey stick before reaching for the doorknob. You see the hesitation in the way his fingers hover there for half a second too long, and before you can stop yourself, your hand movesâgrabbing his arm, grounding him just enough to make him look at you.
âHey,â you say quietly, your voice steadier than you feel. âWe do this together, okay? You donât run off without me.â
He nods quickly, eyes wide, swallowing hard.
âOkay.â
Itâs not confidence.
Itâs trust.
And thatâs enough.
You step back, giving him space, your own muscles coiling tight as he turns back to the door.
He doesnât ease into it.
He doesnât hesitate again.
He flings it open.
WHOOMâ
You donât wait.
Neither of you do.
Youâre already moving the second the door swings wide, instinct taking over as Dustin bolts forward and you follow right on his heels, your heart hammering as you tear down the hallway, past the stairs, through the house, following that stupid, desperate trail.
You can feel it behind you.
Even if you donât hear it yet.
Even if you donât see it.
You know itâs there.
You burst through the back door, the sudden rush of fresh air hitting your lungs hard as you sprint into the yard, gravel crunching under your shoes as Dustin veers toward the shed and you donât even question itâyou go with him.
He dives inside.
You follow, yanking the door shut behind you with shaking hands, pressing your back against it as both of you try to catch your breath, the silence slamming down just as hard as the noise had seconds ago.
For a second, neither of you speak.
You just listen.
Then Dustin moves, careful, slow, crouching toward the narrow slats in the wood, peering out toward the house.
You hesitateâthen step up beside him, close enough that your shoulder brushes his, your breath still uneven as you follow his line of sight.
The back door.
Empty.
Still.
Nothing.
Dustin leans closer, whispering under his breath like the thing can hear him from across the yard.
âCome on⌠come on, you know youâre hungryâŚâ
You donât say anything.
You just watch.
Every second stretches.
Too long.
Too quiet.
Your fingers curl slightly at your sides, nails biting into your palms as your eyes stay locked on that door, waiting for it to move.
Waiting for something.
And thenâ
It does.
The door creaks open just slightly.
And it steps out.
Your stomach drops instantly.
Itâs bigger.
God, itâs so much bigger.
No longer something small enough to pretend might not be dangerous, not something you can dismiss as anything but what it isâa creature, hunched and wrong and alive, its movements jerky and unnatural as it lowers its head to the ground and starts eating.
The bologna.
Itâs working.
You can barely breathe as you watch it move forward, piece by piece, following the trail exactly how Dustin planned, its back rising and falling with each movement, the soft, wet sounds carrying across the yard in a way that makes your skin crawl.
Dustin lets out a tiny, almost disbelieving whisper.
âYes⌠yes, come onâŚâ
You donât echo it.
You canât.
Because all you can think isâ
please donât look over here.
The creature moves closer.
Closer.
Closer to the shelter.
Just a few more stepsâ
And then it stops.
Your heart stutters.
No.
No no noâ
âKeep going,â Dustin breathes, barely audible, like if he says it too loud itâll break whatever fragile control he has over this moment. âCome onâjust a little moreââ
But it doesnât move.
Its head tilts.
Slow.
Deliberate.
And thenâ
It snaps toward you.
Your breath catches so hard it hurts.
Itâs looking right at you.
Not through you.
At you.
You freeze.
Every instinct screaming at you to move, to run, to do anythingâbut you donât.
You canât.
Dustin jerks back from the slat, slamming against the shed wall, and you follow, pulling yourself away just as quickly, your back hitting the wood as you hold your breath, your entire body going rigid.
It heard.
It knows.
The silence that follows is suffocating.
You donât breathe.
You donât move.
You just listen.
A faint clicking sound cuts through the air outside.
Closer now.
Too close.
Your eyes flick to Dustin, and for a second you both just look at each other, the same realization passing between you without a single word.
Itâs coming here.
Your grip tightens, your jaw setting as something shifts inside youânot fear, not entirely.
Something sharper.
More instinctive.
You push off the door first.
âDustinânow.â
He doesnât argue.
Doesnât hesitate.
The moment stretches thinâ
And thenâ
WHOOM!
You shove the shed door open with him, bursting out into the yard as Dustin lets out a raw, unfiltered yell, charging forward with the hockey stick raised high.
âAAAAAAARGH!â
Youâre right behind him, adrenaline crashing through your system as the creature barely has time to react beforeâ
WHACK!
The impact echoes, the force of it sending the thing tumbling backward, its body twisting unnaturally as it falls straight into the open storm shelter.
You donât stop.
You move with Dustin, grabbing the edge of the door as the creature hits the bottom with a shriek that cuts straight through you, sharp and furious and alive.
Itâs already moving again.
Already scrambling.
Too fast.
Too strong.
You see itâfeel itâracing back up toward you, that horrible sound building as it charges.
âDustinâ!â
âIâm sorryâ!â
WHAM!
The door slams shut.
Your hands press down hard against it, holding it in place as the impact from below reverberates through the metal, a violent bang that rattles up your arms and into your chest.
Then another.
And another.
You brace yourself, heart pounding, breath shaking, every muscle locked tight as you hold that door shut with everything you have.
Because whatever is down thereâ
Isnât done.
And neither are you.
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The second the storm shelter door finally stops shaking beneath your hands, the silence that follows feels almost worse.
You donât move right away. Your palms stay pressed flat against the cold metal, your fingers curled tight along the edge like if you let go, it might burst back open and undo everything you just did. Your chest rises and falls too fast, breath catching in uneven pulls as the echo of that shriek still rings in your ears, as the memory of it charging straight at you refuses to settle.
Itâs in there.
You know it is.
You can feel it.
Slowly, carefully, you pull your hands away, flexing your fingers like theyâve forgotten how to work, your gaze flicking immediately to Dustin beside you. His helmet is half askew, his grip still tight around the hockey stick, his whole body wound up with adrenaline that hasnât had time to come down yetâbut heâs standing.
Heâs okay.
That matters more than anything else.
For now.
âDonât,â you say quickly when he instinctively shifts toward the door again, your hand catching his arm before he can even think about touching it. Your voice is firm despite the way your pulse is still racing. âWeâre not opening that again. Not right now.â
He nods quickly, swallowing hard, and for a second you both just stand there, breathing, letting the reality of what you just did settle in around you.
Then everything else hits at once.
Mews.
The blood.
Your mom.
Your stomach twists sharply and you pull your hand away, already stepping back from the shelter, your voice tightening as urgency takes over again. âWe need to fix this. Likeânow.â
Dustin doesnât argue.
He doesnât hesitate.
And just like that, youâre both moving again.
The backyard feels wrong in a way you canât fully put into words, like it doesnât belong to you anymore. The dirt is soft beneath your hands as you dig, the shovel biting into the ground in uneven, hurried motions as you try not to think about what youâre covering, try not to picture it, try not to let yourself feel it.
You just work.
Fast.
Focused.
Dustin paces nearby, his hockey gear discarded in a heap, the walkie pressed tightly to his ear as he talks into it, his voice strained and just a little too loud.
ââGuysâthis is Dustinâagain. Does anyone copyâthis is a code red. I repeatâa code redââ
You donât look up.
You canât.
Not when your throat feels like itâs closing and your chest is tight for reasons that have nothing to do with fear anymore.
Thereâs no response.
Of course there isnât.
âCome onâŚâ he mutters, dragging a hand through his hair before trying again, louder now, more desperate. âI really need someone to answer hereâHopper is M.I.A. and Iâve got a code red hereâa CODE REDââ
Still nothing.
You shove the last of the dirt over the hole, pressing it down harder than necessary, your grip tightening on the shovel as you stare at it for just a second too long before forcing yourself to step back.
You canât fix that part.
Not right now.
âDustin,â you say, your voice quieter but edged with something sharper, more grounded. âInside. We have to clean your room before Mom comes back.â
He nods immediately, already moving.
The house feels different when you step back inside, like it knows something you donât want it to. Dustin drops to his knees in front of the cabinet under the sink, throwing it open and grabbing whatever he can reachâbottles, gloves, brushesâwhile still talking into the walkie like itâs the only thing keeping him tethered.
ââOkayâthis is DustinâAGAINâIâm serious guysâcode redâI donât know where you are but I need you to pick upâthis is a codeââ
You take what he hands you without thinking, already heading for the stairs, your stomach tightening the closer you get to his room. You hesitate just outside the door for half a secondâjust long enough for the memory of last night to flash too vividly behind your eyesâbefore pushing it open and stepping inside anyway.
The smell hits you first.
Even with the window cracked open, even with the cleaner already in your hands, itâs still thereâsharp and metallic and impossible to ignore. You swallow hard, forcing it down as you kneel on the carpet, snapping on the gloves with quick, practiced movements before pressing the brush into the worst of it.
Thereâs too much blood.
More than there should be.
More than you want to deal with.
You scrub anyway.
Hard at first, too fast, the motion almost frantic until you force yourself to slow down, to focus, to actually do it right instead of just reacting.
Behind you, Dustin keeps going, his voice filling the room, climbing higher with frustration the longer no one answers.
ââOkayâthis is DustinâAGAINâIâm serious guysâcode redâI donât know where you are but I need you to pick upâthis is a codeââ
âWould you PLEEEEASE shut upââ
The voice cuts through the static so suddenly it makes you freeze, your hand stopping mid-motion as you glance over your shoulder.
Dustin straightens instantly, relief flashing across his face before it twists into something more complicated.
âEricaâitâs Dustinâwhere is Lucasâ?!â
You go back to scrubbing, slower now, listening despite yourself, the tension in your shoulders refusing to ease.
âDonât know, donât careââ the voice shoots back.
Dustin exhales sharply, pacing now, running a hand through his hair.
âIs he with Mikeâ?â
âDonât know. Donât care.â
You huff quietly under your breath, shaking your head as you scrub at a stubborn patch, the repetitive motion grounding you just enough to keep from spiraling again.
âOkay, okayâif you see himâand this is super important, okay, Ericaâtell him Dustin called with aââ
âA code red?â
âExactlyââ
Thereâs a pause.
Thenâ
âMmm. Iâve got a code for you instead. Itâs called code shut your mouth.â
Click.
Silence drops back into the room.
You sit back slightly, pulling off one glove and wiping your hand against your jeans before looking over at him.
âWow,â you mutter, your voice dry despite everything. âSheâs helpful.â
Dustin just stares at the walkie for a second longer, like heâs hoping it might turn back on out of pity, before lowering it slowly, the weight of everything settling back in all at once.
âThis is not good,â he says quietly.
You glance at the carpet, at the faint stains still lingering no matter how much you scrub, then toward the door.
And without meaning to, your gaze drifts furtherâtoward the backyard.
Toward the storm shelter.
Your stomach tightens again, that same heavy feeling settling deep in your chest.
âNo,â you say, softer now, but more certain. âItâs really not.â
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By the time the worst of the blood is scrubbed from Dustinâs carpet and the cleaning supplies are shoved back under the sink, the panic has settled into something heavier.
Not calmer.
Just heavier.
The house feels too quiet now, the kind of quiet that makes every little sound stand out too muchâthe ticking clock in the kitchen, the hum of the refrigerator, the occasional creak somewhere upstairs that immediately makes your stomach tighten before you remember the thing is locked underground.
Hopefully locked underground.
You sit on the couch in the living room like your legs finally gave out on you, elbows braced against your knees as you press your hands hard over your face, trying to think through the pounding in your head.
Across from you, Dustin looks wrecked.
His curls are damp with sweat, his expression pale and drawn, the adrenaline from earlier completely burned out now, leaving him looking younger than usual somehow. Smaller.
For a minute neither of you speaks.
Then finally, muffled through your hands, you ask, âWhy would you keep that thing in this house?â
The question comes out tired more than angry now, but it still makes Dustin shrink slightly into himself.
âI didnât know what it was,â he says quickly. âAt first, I mean. I thought it was just⌠I donât know, some weird reptile or something.â
You slowly drag your hands down your face, staring at him in disbelief.
âDustin.â
âIâm serious!â he insists, leaning forward. âI thought it was a scientific discovery. Likeâsomething nobody had ever seen before.â He pauses for half a second before adding quietly, âI even named him.â
Your eyebrows lift immediately.
âYou named the mini Demogorgon?â
He winces.
ââŚD'Artagnan. Dart for short.â
For one brief second you just stare at him.
Then you let out a breath somewhere between exhaustion and disbelief, shaking your head as you lean back against the couch cushions.
âOh my God.â
âI didnât know!â he says again, more distressed now. âY/N, I swear, I didnât know it was one of those things until last night.â
You look at him then, really look at him, and the guilt written all over his face takes some of the edge out of your frustration.
Because heâs terrified.
Not just of the creature.
Of what he did.
âDo you know how much danger you put yourself in?â you ask quietly. âPut Mom in?â
His face falls immediately.
âI know.â
The answer comes small.
Honest.
âI know, okay? Iâm sorry.â
And just like that, your anger fizzles out completely.
Because heâs Dustin.
Because heâs your little brother.
Because despite how stupid this all was, despite how unbelievably reckless and horrifying it turned out to be, heâs sitting here looking like the weight of the world just got dropped on his shoulders.
You sigh softly, pushing yourself up from the couch before stepping over to him.
âDustyâŚâ
He barely has time to look up before you pull him into a hug.
He melts into it instantly.
You feel him exhale against your shoulder, tense muscles finally loosening just slightly as your arms wrap around him tightly.
âItâs okay,â you murmur, gentler now, one hand moving up into his curls automatically. âWeâll figure this out. Together. But first we need help, yeah?â
He nods against your chest.
A small movement.
But enough.
You pull back after a moment, keeping your hands on his shoulders briefly before letting go and starting to pace instead, your brain already trying to work through the mess of names and possibilities.
âOkay,â you mutter, mostly to yourself. âSo weâve tried Hopper, the Byers, the WheelersâŚâ You run a hand through your hair, frustration building again the more you think about it. âAnd thanks to Erica, we know Lucas is M.I.A too.â
Dustin nods from the couch, chewing anxiously on the inside of his cheek.
You keep pacing.
Back and forth across the living room.
Thinking.
Trying to think.
But every plan feels incomplete before it even fully forms.
âWhat do we do?â you ask finally, stopping dead in the middle of the room.
Dustin looks up helplessly.
âI donât know.â
The honesty of it makes your chest tighten again.
For a second you just stand there in silence, your thoughts racing too fast to catch properly, until finally you let out a long breath and reach for the only thing you can do.
âOkay.â You grab your keys from the table by the door. âThen we go to the Wheelersâ house and figure it out from there. Come on.â
Dustin is already on his feet before you finish speaking, hurrying after you as you head for the front door together.
And as you step outside, locking the door behind you, you canât help glancing once toward the backyard.
Toward the storm shelter.
The uneasy feeling in your stomach tightens all over again.
Because you have no idea how long that thing is going to stay locked up down there.
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The drive to the Wheelersâ is tense from the second you pull out of the driveway.
Dustin keeps bouncing his leg in the passenger seat hard enough to shake the entire car while you grip the steering wheel tighter than necessary, your thoughts moving too fast to properly settle on any one thing. Every possible outcome feels bad. Every person you need is suddenly nowhere to be found. Hopperâs missing, Nancy vanished halfway through yesterday and apparently still hasnât been home, the Byers arenât answering their phone, Lucas is off somewhere with Mikeâ
And sitting in your backyard is a locked storm shelter containing a baby Demogorgon.
Your stomach twists again at the thought.
You press harder on the gas.
The Wheeler house comes into view quickly after that, and before youâve even fully stopped the car Dustin is already yanking the passenger door open.
âJesus Christâhold onââ you mutter, hurriedly throwing the car into park before climbing out after him.
The two of you practically sprint up the driveway together, both out of breath already, nerves making everything feel frantic and rushed. Dustin slams the doorbell hard enough that you wince.
A few seconds later the front door swings open to reveal Mr. Wheeler, looking deeply inconvenienced by your existence.
Dustin doesnât even give him a chance to speak.
âYour lineâs been busy for over two hours, Mr. Wheeler, do you realize thatâ?â
âIâm well aware,â Ted replies flatly.
âIs Mike home?â
âNo.â
Dustin blinks.
âNo?â His voice rises immediately. âWhere the hell is he?â
Ted lets out a sigh like this is somehow the hardest moment of his day before shouting back into the house.
âKAREN! WHEREâS OUR SON?!â
Muffled yelling answers from somewhere inside.
âWILLâS!â
Ted looks back at the two of you.
âWillâs.â
Your brows pull together immediately.
âBut no oneâs answering thereââ You stop yourself halfway through, trying to think. Trying to recalibrate. âOkayâwhat about Nancy?â
Another long-suffering sigh from Ted before he turns and bellows again.
âKAREN! WHEREâS NANCY?!â
âALLYâS!â
Ted nods once like that settles everything.
âAllyâs,â he says. âOur children donât live here anymore, didnât you know?â
You stare at him in disbelief.
Seriously?
Beside you, Dustin drags a frustrated hand down his face.
âSon of a bitchââ
âLANGUAGE!â Ted snaps instantly.
The door slams shut before either of you can say another word.
For a second you and Dustin just stand there on the porch, staring at the closed door with matching expressions of exhausted disbelief before turning and heading back toward the car.
âWell that was useful,â you mutter under your breath.
Dustin groans loudly beside you. âI swear to God if one more person disappears todayââ
The sound of a car engine cuts him off.
You both turn at the same time just as a familiar red BMW pulls into the driveway beside yours.
Of course.
The driverâs door swings open and Steve climbs out, one hand pushing the door shut behind him as he glances between the two of you.
âWhat are you two up to?â
âSTEVE!â
Dustin says it like heâs just spotted divine intervention.
Steve visibly startles at the volume of it, his expression immediately shifting into confusion as Dustin strides toward him at full speed.
âWe need your help.â
âWhat?â Steve looks between the two of you, baffled already. âWhy?â
You immediately shake your head.
âDustin, letâs just try the Byers againââ
âCome with us.â
Dustin grabs Steve by the arm before he can protest and starts dragging him away from the BMW.
âWhat the hellâ?!â Steve stumbles after him, trying to pull back. âDudeââ
âNancyâs not home,â Dustin says quickly, like that somehow explains anything.
Steve blinks.
âIâm not here for Nancy,â he says defensively, jogging after the two of you now. âIâm wondering what the hell you two are doing togetherââ
âDoesnât matter,â Dustin shoots back instantly. âAnd sheâs my sister, didnât you know that?â
Steve actually stops walking for a second.
âWhat?â
You roll your eyes immediately, already moving back toward your car.
âSteve, itâs not exactly like weâre best friends,â you say dryly over your shoulder. âI donât have to tell you everything.â
His eyebrows lift slightly at that, clearly still trying to process the revelation while Dustin barrels ahead.
âYou still have that bat?â
Steveâs confusion deepens.
ââŚBat? What bat?â
âThe one with all the nails.â
Steve stares at him for a long second.
Then at you.
Then back at Dustin.
âWhy do you need the bat with nails?â
Dustin doesnât answer.
Instead, he abruptly pivots, heads straight for Steveâs BMW, and yanks open the trunk before Steve can stop him.
âHeyâ!â
A second later Dustin emerges triumphantly holding the bat.
Steve looks genuinely alarmed now.
âWeâll explain on the way,â Dustin says quickly, already hurrying toward your car. âCome on.â
He climbs into the passenger seat without another word, clutching the bat tightly across his lap.
Steve just stands there in the driveway for a second, staring after him before looking at you again.
ââŚBrother?â
You sigh heavily, already climbing into the driverâs seat.
âYes, Steve,â you deadpan as you shove the keys into the ignition. âDustinâs been my brother this entire time.â
The engine roars to life.
Steve still looks completely lost.
And despite yourselfâdespite the panic twisting in your stomach and the monster locked in your backyard and the fact that absolutely nothing makes sense right now anymoreâ
You almost laugh.
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The drive back feels unreal.
The sun is starting to dip lower by the time you pull away from the Wheelersâ, the warm gold of late afternoon slowly bleeding into darker shades as Hawkins passes by outside the windows. Usually you like driving around this time of day. Usually the quiet roads and fading light feel calming.
Right now it just makes everything feel heavier.
Dustin is twisted around in the passenger seat, still clutching Steveâs stupid nail bat across his lap while trying to explain the situation in the fastest, most panicked way possible. Every few seconds his words trip over each other because heâs thinking too quickly to keep up with himself.
âSo basically,â he says, gesturing wildly with one hand, âI found this thing, okay? But I didnât know what it was at first because it was small and weird and kinda cuteââ
âCute?â Steve repeats from the backseat incredulously.
Dustin ignores him.
âAnd then it got bigger andââ
âHow much bigger?â
âLike⌠dog sized?â
Steve goes dead silent for a second.
You keep your eyes fixed on the road.
âAnd then,â Dustin continues quickly, âit ate our cat.â
Steve makes a strangled noise behind you.
âWhat?!â
âI KNOW!â
âAnd you kept this thing in your house?!â Steve sounds genuinely horrified now. âAre you insane?!â
âI didnât know it was a baby Demogorgon!â
The word hangs heavily in the car.
Demogorgon.
Even hearing it again after all this time makes your stomach tighten.
Steve goes quiet after that, probably because he realizes Dustin isnât joking.
Probably because nobody would joke about that.
You glance briefly in the rearview mirror and catch the look on his faceâcompletely thrown, caught somewhere between disbelief and dawning understanding. His eyes flick toward you again, searching for confirmation, for some sign Dustin is exaggerating.
You donât give him one.
You just keep driving.
Hands tight on the steering wheel.
Jaw tense.
Because honestly, youâre still trying to process the fact that this is happening at all.
Yesterday your biggest problem was Nancy acting weird and Steve being irritating and Billy flirting with anything that breathed. Now thereâs another Demogorgon trapped in your backyard and somehow Steve Harrington is involved again.
Fantastic.
Steve keeps looking at you every now and then while Dustin talks, clearly waiting for you to jump in, to explain properly, to say something useful.
You donât.
Partially because Dustinâs doing enough talking for everyone in the car.
Partially because every time you think about the thing in the storm shelter, your chest tightens all over again.
But mostly because youâre still annoyed.
Not just at Steve.
At everything.
At Nancy disappearing. At nobody answering phones. At being dragged back into this nightmare again after spending a year trying to pretend it was over.
The car falls quiet for a moment apart from the sound of the engine and Dustinâs uneven breathing.
Outside, the sky grows darker, sunset stretching long shadows across the roads as you turn onto the final stretch toward home.
Steve leans forward slightly from the backseat then, rubbing a hand over his face before looking between the two of you again.
âI still cannot believe I got kidnapped into this,â he mutters.
That finally gets you to speak.
You glance at him briefly before looking back at the road.
âLook, Steve,â you say, exhaustion threaded through your voice now more than irritation, âwe wouldnât just kidnap you without reason.â
Dustin nods emphatically beside you.
âExactly.â
You ignore him and continue, your grip tightening slightly on the wheel.
âIâm not exactly thrilled about this either, okay? But we donât really have a choice.â
Steve looks strangely taken aback by that, like hearing the strain in your voice finally makes the situation click into place properly.
The annoyance fades slightly from his expression.
He sighs heavily instead, rubbing at his forehead before leaning back into the seat.
ââŚOkay.â
Itâs quiet after that.
Not comfortable quiet.
Just the kind where everyone is thinking too much.
You turn the final corner toward your street, the last light of sunset spilling across the windshield in streaks of orange and gold.
And for the first time since leaving the house earlier, a thought settles heavily into your chest:
Youâre about to go back there.
Back to the thing waiting underneath your backyard.
hey guys again I feel like Iâm letting yall down with the lack of daily posts just having a bit of a mental health break away from phones. Iâll be back to it tomorrow đ¤
steve harrington x fem!henderson!reader (word count: 5400)
summary: with nancy gone and everyone acting like somethingâs changed overnight, youâre left trying to piece together what no one will explain. but when you finally push for the truth, what you find isnât just unsettlingâitâs something you recognize. something that proves whatever happened last year isnât over.
warnings: death, unease, cursing
note: hey lovelies, once again another shorter one, but when you read it you can tell, things are just about to start getting interesting again :)
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Morning doesnât fix anything.
If anything, it just makes it worse.
You wake up with that same dull confusion sitting heavy in your chest, like it followed you into sleep and decided to stay. For a second you just lie there, staring up at the ceiling, trying to piece together yesterday in a way that actually makes senseâbut it doesnât. None of it does. Nancy disappearing. Steve acting like a completely different person. Dustin being⌠whatever the hell that was.
You let out a quiet groan and push yourself upright.
Fine.
If no oneâs going to explain anything, youâll figure it out yourself.
You move through your routine on autopilotâshower, clothes, brushing your hair just enough to pass as effortâbefore heading straight down the hall, toothbrush still in hand, your steps a little more purposeful this time.
Dustinâs door is closed.
Again.
That alone is enough to make your brows knit together.
He never closes his door.
Not in the mornings. Not when heâs supposed to be up, getting ready, talking too loud for this hour of the day like he always does.
You donât knock.
You just push the door open.
The room is dimmer than it should be, the curtains only half open, and your eyes immediately land on the terrarium sitting on his dresserâthe heat lamp above it switched off, which is⌠weird.
You take a step further inside without thinking.
Heâs standing in front of the tank, completely focused, sprinkling something inside before crouching slightly, like heâs waiting for a reaction.
ââŚIâve got to go to school,â he continues, like this is a completely normal conversation. âBut Iâll be back soon. Sound good?â
Thatâs when you really look.
At the tank.
At the way heâs standing.
At the fact that he is, very clearly, talking to something that is definitely not responding in any normal, turtle-like way.
And before you can say anythingâ
The blanket flies up and over the terrarium.
Dustin turns so fast it almost makes you blink.
You lean against the doorframe, one eyebrow already raised.
ââŚWere you just having a conversation with your turtle?â
Thereâs a pause.
âUhâyeah,â he says quickly. Too quickly. âYeah, I was.â
You donât move.
âThen why did you just fling a towel over his cage?â
You step further into the room, slow and deliberate now, your eyes flicking back to the covered tank as you start toward it.
Dustin moves faster.
Like, really fast.
He practically scrambles in front of you, arms out just enough to block your path without making it obvious heâs blocking your path.
âItâsâhibernation season,â he blurts out. âYou know. They like the dark.â
You stop.
Stare at him.
Then slowly raise your other eyebrow.
âOkay⌠but itâs not even time for that yetââ
âYeah, well,â he cuts in, already guiding you back toward the door with a hand on your shoulder, way too eager to get you out of the room, âhe got a head start.â
You let yourself be pushed back, mostly because youâre trying to process how weird this is, your gaze flicking once more toward the covered terrarium before you step out into the hallway.
Dustin follows immediately, pulling the door shut behind him like itâs the most important thing in the world.
âAnyways,â he says quickly, already halfway moving past you, âIâm off to schoolâand you should be too! Okay love you byeââ
And just like that, heâs gone.
Rushing down the hall.
Out the door.
Leaving you standing there with your toothbrush still in your hand and absolutely no idea what you just walked into.
You stare at his closed bedroom door for a second longer.
Then glance toward the front door he just disappeared through.
Then back again.
ââŚOkay,â you mutter under your breath.
Because thatâ
That was definitely not normal.
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By the time you pull into the school parking lot, youâve already decided youâre not looking for her.
Not today.
Yesterday was enough of thatâwalking around like an idiot trying to track her down, only to get brushed off like it didnât matter. And then she doesnât even call? Not once?
Yeah. No.
You cut the engine, grabbing your bag from the passenger seat and slinging it over your shoulder, your expression settling into something a little more closed off as you head toward the building with everyone else. If Nancy wants to disappear for a day and pretend everythingâs fine, she can explain it when she actually decides to show up.
Youâre not chasing her around for answers.
Not again.
Inside, the halls are already filling up, lockers slamming, voices overlapping in that usual morning chaos, but you move through it without really engaging, heading straight for your locker. You grab what you need for first period without overthinking it, shove the rest back inside, and close it with a dull clang before turning toward your classroom.
Sheâll be there.
Sheâs always there.
You tell yourself that as you walk, like itâs a fact, like itâs something you donât need to question.
By the time you step into the classroom, itâs already half full. People are settling into their seats, talking quietly, the teacher not quite paying attention yet as the last few minutes before the bell tick down.
You slide into your seat, dropping your bag beside your desk and pulling out your book and pencil, the motions automatic. Your eyes flick briefly to the seat next to youâ
Empty.
You donât react.
Not immediately.
Thereâs still time.
You flip open your book, tapping your pencil lightly against the page as you wait, your gaze drifting toward the door every few seconds without meaning to.
The bell rings.
Students hurry in, the last few slipping into their seats just before the teacher turns to start the lesson.
You glance at the door again.
Nothing.
Your grip tightens slightly around your pencil.
Okay.
Maybe sheâs just late.
It happens.
Not often, butâ
The second bell rings.
And the door doesnât open.
Something in your chest shifts, subtle but immediate, the earlier annoyance twisting into something a little sharper.
You glance over again, this time more deliberately, really taking in the room instead of just waiting for one person to walk in.
And thatâs when you notice.
Itâs not just her.
Jonathanâs seatâ
Empty too.
Your brows pull together slightly as you sit back in your chair, your pencil stilled against the page.
Thatâs not a coincidence.
Not with the way they left yesterday.
Not with the way she brushed you off.
A quiet unease settles in, heavier than before, replacing the irritation youâd been holding onto since last night.
Because now itâs not just weird.
Now itâsâ
Something else.
And you donât know what it is.
But youâre starting to think you should.
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Gym feels different today.
Not quieterâif anything itâs louderâbut youâre not in it the same way. The volleyball drifts back and forth over the net, people calling half-heartedly for it, shoes squeaking against the floor, but your reactions are slower, your focus somewhere else entirely.
You barely look toward the basketball court this time.
Yesterday you couldnât stop noticing.
Todayâ
You donât have the energy.
Nancy still isnât here. She didnât show up to first period, didnât show up at all, and now Jonathanâs missing too, and the more you think about it, the more it stops feeling like coincidence and starts feeling like something youâre not being told.
Which, apparently, is just how things are now.
You huff quietly under your breath, bumping the ball back over the net without much thought, your mind already drifting againâ
Until voices cut through.
Louder than the rest.
Sharpened.
You donât mean to listen, but itâs impossible not to.
ââŚI donât have a girlfriendââ
Thatâs Steve.
You glance over despite yourself, just in time to catch the tail end of itâBilly circling him, that same smirk in place, saying something else you canât quite hear beforeâ
ââŚstop looking at Henderson like she is your girlfriend.â
Your stomach flips.
You look away immediately.
Nope.
Not touching that.
The game continues like nothing happened, like no one just said your name loud enough for half the gym to hear, but the air feels different nowâtenser, heavier in a way you donât want to deal with.
So you donât.
You focus on the gameâbarelyâand count down the minutes until itâs over.
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The girlsâ locker room is humid and loud when you step inside, the air thick with steam and chatter as everyone rushes through getting changed. You move through it quickly, not in the mood for conversation, pulling your clothes back on and grabbing your things without lingering longer than you need to.
You just want out.
Out of the noise.
Out of the day.
Out of whatever this is.
By the time you push through the locker room doors and into the hallway, the cooler air hits you like a reset, and you let out a quiet breath as you start toward your locker, adjusting your bag on your shoulder.
You donât see him until itâs too late.
You round the corner at the same time he doesâ
And walk straight into him.
âDamn, Harrington, do you ever look?â you mutter automatically, the sarcasm slipping out before you even think about it.
He barely pauses.
Just stiffens slightly, mutters something under his breath, and moves past you like he didnât even hear it properly.
Like he doesnât want to.
You turn, frowning immediately.
Okayâwhat?
âHeyâwait a second.â
He keeps walking.
You take a few steps after him, irritation already rising.
âWhat did I do to you?â
That makes him stop.
Slowly.
He turns back toward you, his expression tight, like heâs trying very hard to keep it that way.
âNothing, Y/N.â
You let out a short, disbelieving breath, crossing your arms.
âReally? Because it seems like no one is speaking to me right now.â
His jaw tightens just slightly, something flickering across his face before he exhales, dragging a hand through his still-damp hair.
âWell,â he says, a little sharper now, âyouâre the one who said I donât have to be nice to you. So Iâm not being nice to you.â
You blink at that, thrown off for a second.
âSteve, I was just sayingââ
âI know what you were saying.â
The way he cuts you off makes you pause.
Thereâs something under itâfrustration, maybeâbut itâs not directed at you the way it sounds like it is.
Not entirely.
He exhales again, like heâs already over this conversation before itâs even finished.
âLook,â he says, softer now but still tense, âsorry. Justââ
He shakes his head slightly, like heâs abandoning the thought halfway through.
âIâll see you around.â
And then he turns and walks away.
Just like that.
Leaving you standing there in the hallway, your arms still crossed, your expression shifting from confusion to something sharper, more irritated.
You watch him go for a second longer than you should.
Then let out a quiet, frustrated breath.
âUnbelievable,â you mutter under your breath.
Because now itâs not just Nancy.
Not just Dustin.
Not just one thing.
Itâs everyone.
Everyoneâs acting weird.
Everyoneâs shutting you out.
And somehowâ
Youâre the only one who doesnât know what the hell is going on.
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The air outside the school feels different the second you step out.
Not quieter exactlyâthere are still voices drifting from the courtyard, the distant slam of a locker door carried through an open window, the low hum of students moving between classesâbut out here, by the phone booth near the edge of the grounds, everything feels just far enough removed that it gives you space to breathe.
Space to think.
Not that itâs helping much.
Your thoughts have been going in circles all morning, looping over the same things again and again until they donât even feel like separate problems anymore, just one big, tangled mess you canât quite pull apart. Nancy not showing up. Jonathan missing too. Dustin acting like a complete weirdo before school. Steveâbeing whatever the hell that was earlier.
None of it lines up.
None of it makes sense.
You shift your bag higher on your shoulder and step into the booth, the metal door creaking slightly as it closes behind you. The enclosed space smells faintly like old plastic and something stale, something you donât think too hard about as you dig a coin from your pocket and slot it in with a dull clink.
The number comes easily.
Youâve dialed it enough times.
It rings.
You press the receiver closer to your ear, your free hand bracing lightly against the side of the booth as you wait, your foot starting to tap against the ground without you really noticing.
Once.
Twice.
Three times.
Dies.Â
You hang up immediately, the quiet click echoing louder than it should in the small space.
âSeriously?â you mutter under your breath, already reaching for another coin.
You dial again, a little quicker this time, like somehow speed will make a difference.
It doesnât.
The same ringing fills your ear, steady and indifferent, stretching out just long enough to make your chest tighten slightly before it cuts off again.
You let out a sharper breath this time, your fingers tightening briefly around the receiver before you drop it back into place.
One more.
Just one more.
You fish another coin from your pocket, pushing it in with a little more force than necessary before dialing for the third time, your shoulder pressing against the side of the booth as you lean into it, your patience thinning with every second that passes.
Ringâ
Click.
Relief hits you before you can stop it.
âFinallyââ
ââŚWho is this?â
You freeze for half a second.
Right.
Not Nancy.
You straighten slightly, adjusting your grip on the receiver.
âItâsâuhâY/N. Henderson,â you say quickly, trying to smooth over the stumble in your voice. âIs Nance there?â
Thereâs a pause on the other end.
âSheâs at school, is she not?â
And just like that, the relief disappears.
Your stomach drops, a small, uneasy feeling settling in its place as your brain scrambles to catch up, to fix what you just said before it turns into something else.
âSorryâyeah, thatâs my bad,â you rush, the words coming a little too fast now. âShe said she had to go home and grab some more books for school.â
Another pause.
A low, distracted grumble.
Thenâ
The line goes dead.
You pull the receiver away from your ear slowly, staring at it for a moment like it might explain itself if you give it long enough.
It doesnât.
You hang it back up, the sound softer this time, more final, and step out of the booth, the cooler air outside hitting you in a way that should feel grounding but doesnât quite manage it.
Because nowâ
Now itâs worse.
Nancy isnât at school.
Sheâs not at home.
And she didnât tell her parents anything.
Your fingers curl slightly around the strap of your bag as you start walking, slower than before, your gaze drifting across the grounds without really seeing any of it.
And the more you think about it, the more that uneasy feeling from earlier starts to twist into something sharper, something that sits heavier in your chest and refuses to settle.
It feels familiar.
Thatâs the worst part.
Not in a clear, obvious wayâbut in that quiet, creeping sense of something being off, something just beneath the surface that you canât quite name but recognize anyway.
Like before.
Like last year.
You swallow, your steps slowing slightly as your mind runs back through everything again, picking at it from different angles, trying to force it into something that makes sense.
Nancy leaving.
Jonathan with her.
Dustin acting strange.
Steve snapping at youâ
You cut that thought off, shaking your head slightly as you push forward, trying again, harder this time, to connect it all.
But thereâs nothing.
No clear line.
No obvious answer.
Just fragments that refuse to fit together no matter how many times you turn them over.
The bell rings before you realize how far youâve walked, the sharp sound cutting clean through your thoughts and pulling you back into the moment with a jolt.
You blink, looking up at the building in front of you, then back down at the ground, letting out a quiet breath thatâs somewhere between a sigh and a frustrated huff.
âGreat,â you mutter under your breath.
Because of course it would ring now.
Of course everything would keep moving like thisâlike nothingâs wrong, like nothingâs changed, like youâre not standing here trying to make sense of something that clearly isnât normal.
You adjust your bag again and head back inside, the noise of the school closing in around you as the doors swing shut behind you.
Maybe later.
Maybe at some point today, something will actually start to make sense.
But right nowâ
It feels like youâre the only one who doesnât know whatâs going on.
And thatâs starting to feel a lot worse than just confusing.
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By the time the final bell rings, it feels less like an end to the day and more like a release.
Not reliefâjust⌠escape.
You move with the rest of the students as they spill out into the hallway, the noise rising instantly, lockers slamming and voices overlapping in that familiar end-of-day chaos, but it all feels distant somehow, like youâre not quite part of it. Your arms tighten slightly around the books pressed against your chest, holding them a little too close, your mind still running in circles no matter how many times you try to shut it off.
Nothing has settled.
If anything, itâs worse.
Nancy still hasnât shown up.
Not to first period, not to any class after that, and definitely not to find you, whichâfine, whatever, you told yourself you werenât going to go looking for her againâbut that doesnât mean it doesnât sit wrong. And Jonathan being gone too? Thatâs not a coincidence. It canât be.
Dustin this morning.
Steve earlier.
Every single person in your life acting like somethingâs changed overnightâand youâre the only one who didnât get the memo.
You push through the doors with everyone else, stepping out into the late afternoon light, the shift from the dim halls to the open air making you squint slightly as you adjust. The parking lot is already filling with movement, engines starting, people calling out to each other, laughter carrying across the rows of carsâbut it all blurs together as you move through it, your focus turned inward instead of out.
Your grip tightens around your books without you noticing.
There has to be something youâre missing.
Some piece of this that makes it all click into place.
But every time you try to follow the thread, it just⌠stops.
âSkipping out on me again, Henderson?â
The voice cuts through your thoughts like it always doesâsmooth, easy, like he belongs wherever he decides to standâand you blink, pulling yourself back just enough to glance to your side.
Billy.
Heâs fallen into step beside you without you even noticing, walking close enough that you can feel the presence of him there, that same half-smirk sitting on his mouth like he already knows how this is supposed to go.
Normally, youâd play along.
Youâd meet him right where he is, throw something back just as sharp, just as easy, let it be what it always isâlight, meaningless, fun.
But right nowâ
Your head is somewhere else entirely.
âI need to go home,â you say, the words coming out a little flatter than usual, your gaze already drifting ahead instead of staying on him.
Thereâs a pause.
A small oneâbut enough.
Enough for you to feel the shift beside you, the change in the way he carries himself when he realizes heâs not getting the reaction he expected.
âSeriously?â he says, and thereâs an edge to it now, something just slightly irritated beneath the charm. âWhat is this, some kind of act?â
You donât answer.
You donât have the energy to.
âWhat, you done playing games?â he pushes, a short, humorless laugh following. âWhat a prude. Harrington goes his hand on you? Is that it?â
That pulls your attention back just enough.
You slow, turning your head toward him with a faint frown, confusion flickering across your expression.
âWhat does that mean?â
But heâs already over it.
Already stepping away from you, like whatever interest he had has just dropped off completely.
âForget it,â he mutters, brushing past you, his shoulder just barely grazing yours as he moves ahead, done with the conversation before it even really started.
You watch him go for a second, your brows knitting together slightly before you let out a quiet breath, shaking your head.
Right.
Yeah.
No time for that.
Not today.
You adjust your grip on your books and keep moving, weaving through the rows of cars until you finally reach your own, the sight of it grounding in a way nothing else has managed to all day. Your fingers curl around your keys as you pull them from your bag, the familiar weight settling into your palm as you unlock the door with a quick click.
Youâre just reaching for the handle whenâ
Voices carry across the lot.
Not loud enough to be a scene.
But sharp enough to catch your attention.
You glance up without really meaning to, your gaze drifting a few rows overâ
And landing right back on Billy.
Except this time, itâs not the same.
Not the easy, cocky version of him that had been walking beside you a minute ago, tossing out lines like itâs all a game.
This is⌠different.
Heâs standing by his car, the driverâs side door open, looking down at the girl in front of himâyou think, his sister by the looks of itâand thereâs something in the way heâs holding himself that makes you pause without thinking.
Tighter.
More controlled.
You canât hear everything.
Just fragments.
ââŚthat kid⌠who is he?â
ââŚno oneââ
ââŚwhy are you so upsetââ
Her voice snaps back at him, sharper than you expect, and for a second, you actually stop moving, your hand still resting on your car door as you watch.
Billy doesnât like that.
Itâs subtleâbut itâs there.
In the way he steps a little closer. In the way his posture shifts, his voice dropping into something lower, something firmer.
ââŚIâm older than youââ
ââŚcertain types⌠you stay away fromâŚâ
ââŚstay away.â
The tone alone is enough.
Even without hearing every word.
Your expression tightens slightly, something uncomfortable settling low in your chest as you take in the way heâs talking to her, the way she looks away instead of pushing back, like sheâs swallowing whatever she actually wants to say.
Thatâs not the same guy.
Not the one who leans in too close with a smirk, who plays and flirts and laughs like nothing matters.
Thisâ
This is something else entirely.
Your eyes narrow slightly, your nose scrunching for just a second like that might shake the feeling off, like you didnât just see that shift happen right in front of you.
But when you look againâ
Heâs already climbing into the car, the door slamming shut with a sharp sound that echoes across the lot, the engine roaring to life a second later.
You donât watch them leave.
You donât want to.
Instead, you turn back to your own car, pulling the door open and sliding inside, shutting it behind you with a solid thud that cuts off the noise from outside in one clean motion.
For a moment, you just sit there.
Hands resting loosely on the steering wheel.
Breathing.
Thinking.
Everything from the day pressing in all at onceâNancy, Jonathan, Dustin, Steve, Billyânone of it fitting together, none of it making sense no matter how many times you try to force it to.
You exhale slowly, leaning back into the seat before reaching for the key, turning it in the ignition.
The engine hums to life beneath you.
But the feeling doesnât go away.
If anythingâ
It settles deeper.
Because now itâs not just confusion.
Not just being left out.
Now it feels like something is happening around you that youâre not seeing clearly yet.
Something wrong.
And no matter how hard you tryâ
You still canât figure out what it is.
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By the time you get home, the house feels too quiet.
Not peacefulâjust⌠off.
Youâve been in the living room for what feels like hours, though you havenât actually checked the clock once. The television flickers across your face in soft, shifting light, some show playing that you havenât followed for more than a few seconds at a time. The voices blend together into background noise, rising and falling without meaning, filling the space in a way that should feel comforting.
It doesnât.
You sit curled into the corner of the couch, one leg tucked beneath you, the remote loose in your hand as your thumb drags absentmindedly along its edge. Every now and then your eyes lift to the screen, but your focus never stays there for long. It drifts. Back to the same thoughts. The same questions. The same frustrating, looping mess that hasnât let up all day.
Nancy.
Still nothing.
No call. No explanation. No sign that she even thought to check in, to say anything at all after yesterday. The more you sit with that, the more it starts to get under your skinânot just worry anymore, but irritation, something sharper and more personal. Youâve always been there for her, always been the one she could rely on, and now she just⌠disappears? Leaves you completely in the dark like you donât even factor into whatever sheâs dealing with?
You let out a quiet, frustrated breath, your jaw tightening as you shift slightly against the cushions.
And itâs not just her.
Dustin this morningâhovering over that tank, talking to something that definitely wasnât acting like any normal pet. The way he covered it so fast, the way he practically shoved you out of his room like you werenât supposed to see whatever was in there.
Steve snapping at you in the hallway, like youâd done something to him.
Billyâhis mood flipping on a dime, and then later⌠the way he talked to Max, the edge in his voice that didnât match the easy smirk he usually wears.
Itâs all wrong.
All of it.
And that feeling has been sitting in your stomach all day, low and heavy, growing with every hour you try to ignore it. Itâs not just confusion anymore. Itâs something deeper. Something that feels dangerously familiar in a way you donât want to name.
Like before.
Like last year.
You squeeze your eyes shut for a second, pressing your lips together as if that might force the thought away.
It doesnât.
The front door slams open downstairs.
The sound cuts through the house sharply, and youâre already sitting up before you fully register why, your body reacting faster than your thoughts.
âHiâhi Momââ
Dustin.
Your brows knit together immediately.
Thereâs something in his voiceâtight, rushed, just slightly too highâthat sets every alarm in your body off at once.
Youâre on your feet before you even realize youâve moved, the remote slipping from your hand onto the couch as you step into the hallway just in time to see him rush past, barely sparing you a glance. His backpack hangs off one shoulder, half-zipped, his movements quick and erratic like heâs trying to outrun something only he can see.
âDustinâ?â
He doesnât answer.
Heâs already heading for his room.Â
Thatâs it.
Whatever patience you had left snaps clean in half.
Youâre moving after him without thinking, your footsteps quick and sharp against the floor as you follow him up, your frustration now tangled tightly with something elseâsomething more urgent, more pressing.
âDustinâ!â
His door slams shut just as you reach the top.
You donât knock.
You donât pause.
You push it open.
âDustin, please tell me what the hell is going onâeveryone is acting weird, including you, and Iâm sick of itââ
The words come out fast, breathless with everything youâve been holding in all day, but they falter the second you actually see him.
Heâs standing near his dresser.
Frozen.
Thereâs a look on his face youâve never seen before.
Not annoyance.
Not guilt.
Fear.
Real, unmistakable fear.
It makes your anger hesitate, just for a second, your voice dropping slightly as you step further into the room.
ââŚDustin?â
He doesnât respond right away.
Doesnât even look at you.
His attention is fixed downward, on something heâs holding in his hands, and when you follow his gazeâ
Your stomach twists.
It takes your brain a second to process what youâre seeing.
It looks like skin.
But not in a normal way.
Itâs thin. Pale. Almost translucent, clinging in damp, uneven strips as it hangs from his fingers, glistening faintly in the low light like itâs still wet.
âDustin⌠what the hell is that?â you ask, your voice quieter now, unease threading through every word.
He swallows hard, his throat bobbing.
âWe may have a problem.â
A hollow, disbelieving laugh almost escapes you.
âWhat do you mean we have a problem? What the hell is going onââ
You donât get to finish.
Because you hear it.
A sound.
Soft.
Wet.
A faint, unmistakable slurping noise from somewhere behind you.
Everything in your body stills instantly.
Dustin hears it tooâyou see it in the way his shoulders tense, the way his eyes snap past you toward the far side of the room.
Neither of you move.
For a moment, the world narrows down to that sound alone.
Slow.
Sticky.
Wrong.
Then it comes again.
Closer this time.
Your breath catches as your eyes drop to the floor.
And thatâs when you see it.
A trail.
Dark.
Thick.
Dragging across the carpet in a jagged line, disappearing around the side of the bed.
Your pulse spikes.
âNoâŚâ you whisper, barely audible.
Dustin doesnât say anything.
He just steps forward.
Slowly.
Carefully.
Following it.
And despite everything screaming at you to drag him awayâyou follow him.
Step by step, your heart pounding harder with each movement, that familiar dread rising fast now, clawing its way up your chest.
You round the edge of the bed.
And everything inside you drops.
Mews.
Or whatâs left of her.
The sight hits you like a physical blow, your stomach lurching violently as you take it inâthe torn fur, the stillness, the wrongness of it all.
And thenâ
You see it.
Something hunched over her body, its back arched, shoulders rising and falling with slow, heavy motions as it feeds.
You canât see its face at first.
Just the shape of it.
The size.
Too big.
Far too big.
The sound fills the room again, that wet tearing noise that makes your skin crawl.
Your body goes cold.
Because even before it movesâ
You know.
Somewhere deep, instinctive, buried under everything elseâ
You know.
It stops.
The movement.
The sound.
Slowly, it lifts its head.
And turns.
Whatâs left of your breath leaves your lungs in a sharp, silent rush as its faceâif it can even be called thatâsplits open, peeling back in a grotesque, blooming motion, revealing row after row of razor-sharp teeth, slick with blood.
Your vision blurs at the edges.
Your chest tightens so hard it almost hurts.
Because youâve seen this before.
Not exactly like this.
But close enough.
Too close.
ââŚNo,â you breathe, the word barely there.
Itâs smaller than before.
But not small.
Not harmless.
Not anything close to safe.
A Demogorgon.
The creature lets out a shriek, sharp and piercing and wrong, and every instinct in your body screams at you to move, to run, to grab Dustin and get outâ
But you canât.
Youâre frozen in place, rooted to the spot as the reality of it crashes down around you.
steve harrington x fem!henderson!reader (word count: 5900)
summary: after a night that shouldâve been easy to forget, nothing quite feels right. nancy is distant, steve is different, and dustin is acting like heâs hiding somethingâbut no one is actually saying anything. as everything around you starts to shift, youâre left trying to piece it together alone, wondering when exactly you got pushed out of the loop.
warnings: cursing, lil angst, billy again lol
note: this is more a bridge chapter, not too much interesting stuff, YET, stay with me people <3
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Your alarm cuts through the quiet like something personal.
You groan before your eyes even open, one arm dragging lazily across your bedside table until your fingers finally find it, slapping it silent with far less grace than youâd like. For a second, you just lie there, face pressed into your pillow, letting the dull throb behind your eyes settle into something manageable.
Not awful.
But not great either.
You shift onto your back with a quiet exhale, blinking up at the ceiling as the events of last night come back in piecesâmusic, noise, too many people, Billyâs smirk, Steveâs attitude, Nancyâ
You squeeze your eyes shut briefly.
Right.
School.
âWhy did Halloween have to be on a school night?â you mutter to yourself, dragging a hand down your face before forcing yourself upright.
Your body protests a little, heavier than usual, but itâs nothing you canât push through. Youâve had worse mornings. You swing your legs over the side of the bed, sitting there for a moment longer than necessary before finally standing and heading toward the bathroom.
The shower helps.
A lot.
The hot water clears your head just enough to take the edge off, washing away whatever was left of last night until you feel almost human again. By the time you step out, towel wrapped around you, things feel more manageableâstill a little slow, still a little tired, but steady.
You get dressed quickly, nothing fancyâjust something comfortable enough to get you through the day without thinking too hard about it. Your hairâs still slightly damp as you move through the motions, toothbrush hanging from your mouth as you head back into the hallway.
Thatâs when you notice it.
Dustinâs door.
Closed.
You pause mid-step, frowning slightly.
ThatâsâŚnot normal.
Not at this time.
Heâs usually halfway done with breakfast by now, or at least blasting something loud enough to wake the entire house. The quiet, paired with the closed door, sits just a little wrong.
You walk over slowly, knocking once with the back of your knuckles before pushing it open without waiting.
âDustinââ
The door barely cracks before heâs suddenly there.
Right in the frame.
Like he was waiting for it.
You blink, toothbrush still in your mouth, caught off guard as he shifts slightly, blocking your view of the room behind him.
âWhatâs up with you?â you mumble around the toothbrush, eyebrow lifting.
âNothingânothing, Iâumââ he stumbles, already moving, already turning like heâs halfway out the conversation before it starts. âIâm leaving! See you later!â
Before you can say anything else, he shuts the door again.
You stand there for a second, staring at it.
Then you hear it.
Movement.
Fast.
Drawers opening, things being grabbed, something thudding lightly against the floor. It goes on for a few seconds before the door suddenly flies open againâ
And Dustin bolts past you like a man on a mission.
âBye!â he calls over his shoulder, already halfway down the hall.
You turn slightly, watching him go, your expression somewhere between confused and amused.
âItâs only sevenâŚ,â you mutter.
When the front door slams shut, the house falls quiet again.
You glance back at his room.
The doorâs open now.
You step forward, pushing it wider with your foot as you lean in slightly, scanning the space.
Everything looksâŚnormal.
Messy, sureâbut normal messy. Nothing obviously out of place. Nothing that explains whatever that was.
You linger for a second longer, your brow furrowing faintly before you shrug it off, pulling the toothbrush from your mouth and heading back toward the bathroom.
Weird.
But not weird enough to deal with this early in the morning.
Not when youâve got school to survive.
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The halls are already alive by the time you get to school, lockers slamming shut in uneven rhythms, voices overlapping, laughter echoing just a little too loudly for your liking. It feels sharper today, like every sound is landing a fraction harder than it should, and youâre pretty sure your head has something to do with that.
You make your way to your locker, twisting the dial with more concentration than usual before pulling it open and just⌠staring for a second.
Your books stare back.
Unhelpfully.
You squint slightly, scanning the shelves like something is going to jog your memory if you look at it long enough. History? English? You definitely have something first period, and youâre almost certain youâre meant to bring a book for it, but your brain isnât exactly cooperating right now.
âGreat,â you mutter under your breath, pulling one book out, hesitating, then sliding it back in like that solved anything.
You rest your forehead briefly against the cool metal of the locker door, letting out a quiet breath before straightening again, trying to piece together what your actual schedule looks like.
But itâs not just the hangover making this harder than it should be.
Nancy isnât here.
Your eyes flick down the hallway without thinking, then back again, then down the hallway once more like she might just appear if you look long enough.
Sheâs always here.
Either waiting by your locker or already with Steve, the two of them drifting over together like itâs part of some unspoken routine. Itâs predictable. Consistent.
And right nowâ
Sheâs not.
Something shifts in your stomach, small but noticeable, the unease from last night creeping back in now that everythingâs clearer, harder to ignore.
Something definitely happened.
You just donât know what.
You turn back to your locker, trying to focus on something simple, reaching for another book whenâ
âHey.â
You look up.
Nancyâs suddenly there beside you, like she appeared out of nowhere.
And for a second, all you do is take her in.
Pale. Tired. Her hair slightly off, like she didnât even bother fixing it properly. Her eyes unfocused in that way that tells you sheâs still catching up with herself.
You shut your locker with a dull clang, leaning back against it slightly as a smirk tugs at your lips.
âGood morning, sunshine,â you say, your voice light despite the way youâre looking at her. âYou look like shit.â
Nancy groans instantly, bringing a hand up to her forehead like the effort of existing is already too much.
âI think I blacked out,â she mutters, her voice low and rough. âI donât remember what happened last night.â
A quiet laugh slips out of you before you can stop it, your head shaking slightly just as the bell rings overheadâ
BRRRRRING!
Nancy flinches, her eyes squeezing shut for a second as she winces at the sound, and you canât help the small, amused exhale that follows.
You nudge your locker closed fully and start heading toward your classroom, glancing back just enough to make sure sheâs following.
âSo what do you remember?â you ask, adjusting the book under your arm.
She falls into step beside you, moving slower than usual, her expression still pinched.
âI remember drinking,â she says after a moment, like sheâs piecing it together as she goes. âA lot of drinking. And then⌠I remember being in bed.â
You push open the classroom door, stepping inside as you let out a soft huff of a laugh.
âYeah,â you say under your breath. âThat sounds about right.â
You make your way to your seats, dropping your things down before glancing over at her again, your tone shifting just slightlyâstill casual, but a little more pointed now.
âWell,â you add, lowering your voice as you sit back, âyou might want to talk to Steve about what else happened. He wasnât exactly thrilled when he dropped me home last night.â
Nancy pauses.
Actually pauses.
âWaitââ she says, turning toward you, confusion cutting through the hangover just enough to sharpen her expression. âHow did I get home?â
You raise an eyebrow, leaning back in your chair, crossing one leg over the other.
âYour other, better boyfriend,â you say dryly. âDuh.â
She just stares at you for a second, clearly trying to process that through whateverâs left of last night, and you can practically see the confusion settling in.
Yeah.
This is going to be a long day.
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The gym is louder today.
Not just in the usual wayâwith the echo of voices bouncing off the high ceilings and the constant squeak of sneakers against polished woodâbut louder in a way that sits wrong in your head, like everything is just a little too sharp, a little too present. The lingering edge of your hangover doesnât help, dulling your focus in all the wrong places while amplifying everything else.
On your side of the gym, the volleyball game drifts in and out of motion, the ball arcing lazily over the net as people half-commit to it, more interested in talking than actually playing. You move when you need to, your body keeping up appearances well enough, but your attention isnât really here.
It keeps slipping.
Across the gym.
Because on the other side, the energy is completely different.
The basketball game is louder, faster, more aggressiveâshirts versus skins, bodies moving hard across the court, the sharp rhythm of dribbling cutting through the noise as players shout over each other. And right at the center of itâ
BillyÂ
He stands out without even trying. Shirtless, confident, moving like he already owns the place, even though heâs barely been here long enough for that to make sense. Every pass, every step, every glance feels deliberate, like he knows exactly whoâs watching.
And right nowâ
He is.
Watching you.
You catch it once, then again, and this time he doesnât look away. Just lets his gaze linger for a second longer than it should, a slow, knowing smirk pulling at his mouth before he turns back to the game like nothing happened.
You exhale quietly, shifting your weight, trying to focus back on the ball coming your wayâbut itâs already too late for that.
Because itâs working.
Annoyingly, stupidly well.
Your mind drifts despite yourself, back to last nightâto the music, the heat, the way everything felt easier when you werenât thinking too hard about anything. The way he looked at you like it didnât have to mean something.
If things hadnât gone the way they didâ
If Nancy and Steve hadnâtâ
You cut the thought off before it finishes, pushing it aside with a quiet huff as you tap the ball back over the net.
Across the gym, the tension shifts.
You notice it immediately.
Billy presses closer to Steve, guarding him tight, saying something low and close that you canât quite hearâbut you donât need to. You can see it in the way Steve reacts, in the sharpness of his movements, the way he tries to shake him off and push past him like heâs got something to prove.
Billy doesnât give him the space.
He stays right there.
And then, in one quick, effortless moveâ
He steals the ball.
Takes off across the court.
Scores.
The reaction is instantâcheers, laughter, teammates closing in around him as he plays it up, soaking in the attention like it belongs to him.
You lean slightly against the post, watching it unfold, your expression unreadable.
Steve straightens slowly on the other end of the court, hands on his hips for a second, catching his breath. But when he looks up againâ
Something changes.
His attention shifts past the game entirely, locking onto something near the gym doors.
You follow his line of sight.
Nancy.
Sheâs standing there, arms crossed, her expression tight enough that you can feel it from here.
And just like thatâ
The game doesnât matter anymore.
Steve heads straight for her, tension still clinging to him as he moves, and they disappear out without another word.
You donât follow.
You donât need to.
Whatever that conversation isâitâs not for you.
The volleyball game slows, someone calling for a break, and you step back slightly, flexing your fingers as you let out a quiet breath.
âHello, stranger.â
You turnâ
And there he is.
Billyâs already made his way across the gym, cutting through the space like itâs nothing, like crossing from one side to the other just to talk to you isnât even worth thinking about.
You donât stop yourself this time.
Your eyes flick over him onceâquick, unapologeticâbefore you meet his gaze again, a small smirk tugging at your lips.
âDidnât you say last night you wouldnât leave without me?â he asks, tilting his head slightly, voice just low enough to feel intentional.
You shift your weight onto one leg, arms loosely crossing.
âYeah,â you admit, a hint of amusement slipping into your tone. âSorry. Something came up.â
His smile doesnât falter.
If anything, it sharpens.
âWell,â he says, stepping just a little closer, âthatâs a shame.â
You hold your ground, not backing up, not giving him the reaction heâs probably expecting.
âYeah,â you echo lightly. âIt is.â
Thereâs a pauseâbrief, charged, the kind that lingers just enough to feel like something could happen if you let it.
Thenâ
âYouâre different,â he says, studying you now instead of just looking. âNot like these other Hawkins chicks.â
Your eyebrow lifts slightly.
âMaybe I am,â you shoot back. âYou donât even know me.â
Something in his expression shifts at thatâinterest, maybe, or the promise of a challenge.
âWell,â he says, voice dipping just slightly, âweâll see about that, Henderson.â
âCome on, Hargrove!â
Steveâs voice cuts across the gym again.
Sharper this time.
You glance past Billy, back toward the basketball court, where Steve is already standing in position againâbut something about him feels off now. His stance is tighter, his jaw set just enough to notice, his eyes flicking toward you and Billy for half a second longer than they need to before he looks away.
Itâs not obvious.
Not really.
But itâs there.
That edge.
That irritation that doesnât quite match the situation.
Billy doesnât turn right away. He lingers for just a second longer, like heâs aware of it too, like heâs choosing not to respond immediately just to push it a little further.
Then he smirks.
âIâll be seeing you later,â he says quietly.
And then heâs gone again, jogging back toward the court, slipping right back into the game like nothing happened.
Steve doesnât look at you this time.
Not directly.
But his focus isnât entirely on the game anymore either.
And youâ
You watch for a second longer than you should.
Before forcing yourself to look away.
Because this is starting to feel complicated in a way you donât have the energy for today.
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The cafeteria feels louder than usual.
Not just busyâthe kind of noise that always fills the space at lunchâbut overwhelming in a way that presses in on you from all sides. Voices blur together, trays clatter, chairs scrape across the floor, and somewhere behind it all thereâs laughter that feels just a little too sharp against your still-recovering head.
You step inside anyway, eyes already scanning the room without thinking, moving from table to table in search of something familiar.
Nancy.
Sheâs usually easy to find.
A constant, predictable presenceâeither already seated or just getting there, sometimes with Steve, sometimes not, but always somewhere you can spot her without trying too hard.
Todayâ
Nothing.
Your gaze lingers longer this time, more deliberate as you check again, slower now, like maybe you missed her the first time. But thereâs no flash of familiar dark hair, no sign of her tucked into a corner or sitting with her books or waiting for you to join her.
You exhale quietly, shifting your weight as that small, lingering unease from earlier creeps back in.
Sheâs probably still dealing with Steve.
Or⌠not dealing with Steve.
Youâre not entirely sure which version of that is worse.
Either way, you donât push itânot here, not in the middle of all this noise. Instead, you grab your food and make your way over to an empty table near the edge of the room, somewhere just removed enough to feel like a break from everything else.
You drop into the seat, sliding your tray in front of you before reaching into your bag for your Walkman. The headphones slip over your ears, and a second later The Clash fills your head, dulling the chaos around you just enough to make it manageable.
It helps.
A little.
You pick at your food, scribbling down notes from your English class between bites, your pen moving lazily across the page as you try to convince yourself youâre actually being productive.
For a moment, it almost works.
Until something lands across from you.
The sound cuts through even the music just enough to make you look up, your fingers tugging the headphones down around your neck as your attention shiftsâ
And lands on Steve.
You blink once, caught off guard, your brows pulling together slightly.
ââŚHey.â
He nods in return, already picking at his food like this is completely normal.
âHey.â
And thenâ
Nothing.
The silence settles in almost immediately, awkward and unfamiliar, stretching just long enough to feel deliberate. You shift slightly in your seat, glancing down at your notebook, then back up at him, waiting for some kind of explanation that doesnât come.
Eventually, you give in.
âWhatâs up?â
He doesnât look at you when he answers.
âNothing. Why?â
You let out a quiet breath, leaning back slightly in your chair.
âYou donât usually sit with me unless youâre with Nancy.â
That gets a reaction.
Smallâbut there.
He exhales, dragging a hand through his hair before letting it drop, his shoulders tightening just enough to notice.
âLook,â he says, a little sharper now, âcan I just sit here, please?â
You blink, a little thrown.
âIâm not sitting with Tommy and Carolâtheyâre obsessed with Billy, and frankly they suckâ he continues, irritation slipping into his voice, âand Iâm not with Nancy anymore, and I just want some peace and quiet.â
You straighten immediately.
âWoahâwait. What do you mean youâre not with Nancy anymore?â
He pauses at that.
Really pauses.
For a second, it looks like he might brush it off, avoid it completelyâbut something in your expression must make him reconsider, because he exhales again, heavier this time, leaning back slightly in his seat.
âShe told me she didnât love me,â he says, quieter now, like heâs still trying to process it himself. âAt the party. And then this morningâI asked her to just say it, and she couldnât.â
You donât interrupt.
You just watch him.
âShe said everything was bullshit,â he adds after a beat. âUs. Everything.â
Thereâs no dramatics in it.
No exaggeration.
Just something honest, sitting there between you.
You shift slightly, your fingers tapping once against your notebook before stilling.
You do feel bad.
A little.
Not enough to suddenly like himâbut enough to understand that this isnât just Steve being Steve.
ââŚThat sucks,â you admit.
He lets out a quiet, humorless breath.
âYeah.â
For a moment, neither of you says anything.
Then you shrug lightly, reaching for your food again.
âYou can sit,â you say, like itâs not a big deal. âJust donât make it weird.â
That earns you the smallest huff of a laugh, and he nods once, going back to eating.
The silence that follows is different this time.
Still quietâbut easier.
More settled.
It doesnât last.
Because when you glance up again, your attention catches on movement near the entranceâ
And there he is.
Billy.
Walking into the cafeteria like he belongs there, like heâs always belonged there, a loose crowd of girls trailing behind him, laughing, leaning in, hanging off every word like it actually matters.
You donât react.
Not really.
But your eyes linger for just a second too long.
Because itâs hard not to look.
Steve notices.
Of course he does.
His gaze follows yours before he lets out a quiet scoff under his breath.
You donât even turn your head.
âWhat now, Harrington?â
âI donât get what you see in that guy,â he mutters.
That makes you look at him, one eyebrow lifting slightly.
âI donât see anything,â you say easily. âI just see a fun time.â
He rolls his eyes immediately.
âOf course you do.â
You lean back slightly, the corner of your mouth tugging into something amused.
âWhat, Steve Harringtonâwho used to date girls like clockworkâdoesnât understand a bit of fun?â
That hits.
You can tell it does.
But not in the way you expect.
âThatâs not why Iâm scoffing,â he says, a little more serious now, his gaze flicking briefly back toward Billy before settling on you again. âHeâs a dick, Y/N. And alsoâyou deserveââ
The bell cuts him off.
Sharp. Loud. Final.
You raise your eyebrows slightly, waiting for him to finish.
He doesnât.
Instead, he just stands, grabbing his tray, already stepping away like heâs decided against whatever he was about to say.
âSee you,â he mutters.
You watch him go for a second, the unfinished sentence lingering in your head longer than it should.
Then your gaze drifts back toward the room.
Nancy.
You push your chair back, grabbing your things.
Yeah.
You need to find her.
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You donât even make it to your next class.
The bell rings and people start moving, the hallway filling with that familiar rush of bodies and noise, but you donât follow. You linger for a second, your eyes drifting over the crowd again like she might suddenly appear if you just look hard enough.
She doesnât.
Nancy still isnât here.
You shift your weight, chewing lightly on the inside of your cheek before letting out a quiet breath.
Yeah. No.
Youâre not going to sit through a class pretending to listen when somethingâs clearly off.
You adjust your bag on your shoulder and turn away from the flow of students, slipping down the opposite hallway instead, your steps picking up just slightly. You donât have a plan exactly, but you know Nancy well enough to trust that if sheâs somewhere in the school, youâll find her.
You check a couple classrooms as you pass, glance down the usual corridors, cut across toward the main entranceâ
And then you see her.
Up ahead.
Walking fast.
Not wandering, not lingeringâmoving like she knows exactly where sheâs going.
And sheâs not alone.
Jonathanâs just ahead of her, already pushing the doors open like whatever theyâre doing, it canât wait.
Your stomach dips.
âNancy!â
Your voice cuts through the noise before you can second guess it, echoing just enough to make her stop.
She turns, and you close the distance quickly, your pace turning into a short jog until youâre right in front of her.
Up close, she looks⌠different.
Not as wrecked as she did this morningâbut not okay either. Thereâs something more focused about her now, something set, like sheâs already made up her mind about something and youâre just arriving too late to be part of it.
âHey,â you say, your voice softer now, searching her face. âAre you okay? I heard about⌠you know. Steve.â
You donât say it outright, but you donât need to.
She nods quickly.
âYeah. Iâm okay.â
She isnât. You know her better than that.
You can hear it in the way she says itâtoo fast, too rehearsedâand you catch the way her eyes flick briefly toward the doors, toward Jonathan waiting just outside.
Your brows pull together slightly.
âWhatâs going on?â you ask, glancing past her for a second before looking back. âWhy are youââ
âNothing,â she cuts in, just a little too quickly. âI just have to get home.â
You blink at that.
âOkay⌠then Iâll come with you.â
It comes out easily, instinctively, like itâs the most obvious solution.
But she shakes her head almost immediately.
âNoâno, itâs fine,â she says, already stepping back, already half turned away from you. âIâll call you later, okay?â
Thatâs what makes you pause.
Not the words.
The way she says them.
Thereâs a small smile there, but it doesnât quite sit right, like itâs something sheâs putting on rather than something she means.
You hesitate, studying her for a second longer, something unsettled tightening quietly in your chest.
ââŚYeah,â you say finally, slower this time. âOkay.â
She holds your gaze for a moment, like she might explain, like she might let you in on whatever this isâ
But she doesnât.
Instead, she turns and heads out the doors, falling into step with Jonathan like you were never part of the plan to begin with.
You stay where you are.
Watching them go.
The confusion hits first.
Then something sharper.
Because Nancy doesnât brush you off like that.
Not without a reason.
And whatever that reason isâ
Youâre not part of it.
Not this time.
The noise of the hallway starts to creep back in around you, people moving past, talking, laughing like nothingâs changed, like youâre not standing there trying to piece something together that doesnât quite fit.
You let out a quiet breath, shifting your bag on your shoulder.
Yeah.
Somethingâs definitely going on.
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By the time the final bell rings, your head feels worse than it did this morning.
Not because of the hangoverâthatâs mostly faded nowâbut because nothing today has made any sense.
You move through the hallway with everyone else, but youâre not really part of it, your thoughts looping back on themselves in a way thatâs starting to get frustrating. Nancy disappears in the middle of the day and brushes you off like itâs nothing. Steve shows up out of nowhere, sits with you like itâs normal, and then drops the fact that theyâre apparently over like it doesnât shift the entire dynamic of your life. And Dustinâ
You frown slightly as you push through the doors to the parking lot.
Dustin was weird.
Really weird.
You hadnât thought much of it this morning, too tired to care, but now itâs sitting there in the back of your mind, scratching at something you canât quite place.
You feel⌠out of the loop.
Like everythingâs moving around you and youâre the only one not getting the memo.
âGreat,â you mutter under your breath, adjusting your bag on your shoulder as you make your way across the lot.
Your car comes into viewâand so does the figure leaning casually against it.
You slow.
Of course.
Billy pushes himself off the side of your car as you get closer, that same easy confidence written into every movement like heâs been waiting there all day just for this.
Despite everything else buzzing in your head, a small smile still pulls at your lips.
âHow can I help you, Hargrove?â
He tilts his head slightly, watching you in that way that feels just a little too deliberate.
âI was wondering if youâre free later.â
You shift your weight, stepping closer until youâre leaning lightly against the car beside him, your expression settling into something a little more playful despite the edge still lingering underneath.
âI would say yes,â you say, glancing at him briefly, âbut that would be no fun, would it?â
He chuckles softly, the sound low and amused.
âYouâre playing hard to get, arenât you?â
You let out a quiet breath of a laugh, shaking your head.
âNo. Iâm just having fun,â you reply, pushing off the car slightly. âGo talk to one of your horde of women.â
His smirk deepens at that, eyes narrowing just a fraction.
âJealous?â
You pause, looking at him properly now, the corner of your mouth tugging upward.
âYou would love me to be, wouldnât you?â
Before he can answer, you step forward, nudging him out of the way just enough to reach your door, pulling your keys from your bag and unlocking it with a quick click.
You open the door, tossing your bag onto the passenger seat before turning back toward him, still standing there like he has no intention of leaving anytime soon.
And thenâ
âOh no,â Billy drawls, glancing over your shoulder. âLook who it is. Your boyfriendâs coming.â
You frown slightly.
âWhat boyfriendâ?â
You turn.
And there he is.
Steve.
Walking toward you with that same tightness in his posture youâve been seeing all day, something just under the surface that hasnât quite settled.
You roll your eyes immediately, leaning your arm against the top of your car.
âWhat now, Harrington?â
He slows as he reaches you, his expression caught somewhere between irritated and restrained.
âNothing,â he says, like heâs trying to keep it that way. âJust saying bye.â
You stare at him for a second.
Then let out a short laugh.
âName me one time in the last year youâve ever said bye to me.â
Billy lets out a quiet, amused sound beside you.
âLoversâ spat, hmm?â he says, clearly enjoying this far more than he should. âIâll see you later, Henderson.â
Before you can react, he leans in just enough to press a quick kiss to your cheek, all confidence and intention, before pulling away and heading off toward his car like he didnât just make things infinitely worse.
You donât even watch him go.
Your attention is already back on Steve.
âWhat the hell has gotten into you, Harrington?â
He exhales sharply, running a hand through his hair again like it might help him find the right words.
âHeâs bad news, Y/N,â he says, more serious now. âSeriously. Not a good pick.â
You blink at him.
Then laughâsharp, disbelieving.
âSince when have you ever cared about me or my decisions?â
That stops him.
Just for a second.
His mouth opens slightly, like he has something ready to sayâbut it doesnât come out right.
âAfter last year, I thought we wereââ
âWhat?â you cut in, your tone flattening. âFriends?â
You shake your head, already stepping around to the driverâs side of your car.
âBefore Nancy, Steve, you couldnât care less if I dropped dead.â
That one lands.
You can see it.
But you donât stop.
âLook, I get what happened with Nance, and Iâm sorry it happened. Trulyâ you continue, pulling your door open, âBut seriouslyâyou donât need to be nice to me to get her back. Itâs okay.â
You slide into the seat before he can respond, shutting the door with a little more force than necessary as you shove the key into the ignition.
The engine turns over, filling the space with something solid, something grounding.
Outside, heâs still standing there.
A little stunned.
A little annoyed.
You donât give him the chance to say anything else.
You shift into reverse, backing out of the space and pulling away, leaving him exactly where he is.
And for the first time all dayâ
You feel just as frustrated as youâve been trying not to be.
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By the time you get home, the day feels like itâs been stretched out far longer than it shouldâve been.
Nothing dramatic happenedânot reallyâbut everything about it sat just slightly wrong, like a puzzle with too many pieces missing. You drop your bag onto the floor of your room with a quiet thud and kick your door shut behind you, letting the familiar space settle around you in a way the rest of the day never quite did.
Finally.
You sink onto your bed with a soft exhale, reaching for the small bottle of nail polish on your bedside table more out of habit than anything else. The brush glides across your nails slowly, carefully, giving you something to focus on that isnât the constant loop of thoughts still running through your head.
Because the more you think about itâ
The less it makes sense.
Nancy disappearing halfway through the day, brushing you off like it was nothing, like you were nothing to worry about. Not telling you where she was going. Not letting you come with her.
And she still hasnât called.
You pause for a second, the brush hovering just above your nail before you set it back into the bottle, your lips pressing together slightly.
Thatâs not like her.
Not even a little.
You shake the thought off before it settles too deeply, blowing gently on your nails as you stretch your legs out across the bed, staring up at the ceiling.
âY/N! Dinner!â
Your momâs voice cuts through the quiet from down the hall, and you glance down at your hands, waving them slightly to help them dry before carefully pushing yourself up off the bed.
âComing!â you call back.
You make your way down the hallway, the smell of dinner already filling the house, warm and familiar in a way that instantly feels grounding after everything else. When you step into the kitchen, your momâs already moving around, setting things down on the table.
You lean in without thinking, pressing a quick kiss to her cheek.
âThanks, Mom.â
She smiles, soft and easy, the kind that makes everything feel normal again, even if itâs just for a moment.
âOf course, honey.â
You slide into your seat, tucking one leg under you as you reach for your fork, letting the quiet settle in for a second before she glances up at you.
âSo,â she says, âhow was your day?â
You shrug lightly, poking at your food.
âIt was okay.â
She watches you for a moment longer than that answer probably deserves, something knowing flickering across her expression.
âDo you want to talk about it?â
You shake your head quickly, not even looking up.
âNo, itâs okay,â you say, taking a bite. âPeople are just weird.â
That earns a soft laugh from her, the sound warm and amused as she shakes her head slightly.
âTeenagers,â she mutters, more to herself than anything.
You smile faintly at that, letting the conversation drop as you both settle into eating, the quiet of the kitchen a welcome change from the chaos of the day.
It takes you a minute to notice.
But when you do, you glance up slightly, your brows pulling together.
âWhereâs Dustin?â
Your mom doesnât look up from her plate.
âAV club,â she says casually.
You pause.
âAV club?â you repeat, slower this time.
Something about that doesnât quite line up.
You couldâve sworn it was on a different day.
But then againâ
Todayâs been weird enough already.
You huff quietly to yourself, shaking it off as you take another bite.
âOkay.â
Itâs probably nothing.
Just your brain still trying to catch up.
You finish dinner not long after, pushing your plate away as you stand, stretching slightly.
âI think Iâm gonna head to bed early,â you say, glancing over at her. âIâm tired.â
She nods immediately, like she expected that.
âLong day?â
âYeah,â you murmur.
She leans in as you pass, pressing a quick kiss to your cheek.
âGet some rest.â
You nod, offering a small smile before heading back down the hallway, the quiet of the house settling in again around you.
Back in your room, you move through the motions without thinkingâgrabbing your toothbrush, washing your face, getting changedâletting routine carry you the rest of the way now that your energyâs finally starting to dip.
But even as you brush your teeth, your thoughts drift back.
Nancy.
Dustin.
Steve.
Billy.
Everything.
Nothing about today felt normal.
And for some reasonâ
You canât shake the feeling that itâs not over yet.
steve harrington x fem!henderson!reader (word count: 8400)
summary: as you try to move forward, one night of pretending everything is fine pulls you back into something that feels dangerously close to normal. but between fleeting distractions, unresolved grief, and tension you canât quite ignore, the night begins to unravel in ways you donât fully understand. and even if you miss it in the moment, by the end⌠itâs clear not everything is holding together the way it should.
warnings: drinking, cursing, mentions of death, billy lol
note: I enjoyed writing this one - something different and I can't wait for you all to see how this season turns out :)
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Morning comes a little easier than it did yesterday.
Not betterâjustâŚlighter, in that surface-level way where everything looks normal if you donât think about it too hard.
Youâre already up, already dressed, already sitting at the dining table with a half-eaten breakfast in front of you, your elbow resting against the surface as you absently pick at your toast. The kitchen smells like coffee and something sweet your mom probably insisted Dustin eat before leaving, the quiet hum of the house settling into its usual rhythm.
And thenâ
âSmile! I want to see those teeth! SHOW ME THOSE PEARLS!â
You glance up, unable to stop the small smile that pulls at your lips as your mom circles Dustin like heâs the most important photo shoot of her life.
SNAPâSNAPâSNAP.
The camera flashes over and over again as Dustin poses dramatically in the middle of the living room, fully decked out in his Ghostbusters outfitâproton pack, jumpsuit, the whole thing. He shifts from one ridiculous stance to another, holding up his trap like heâs about to capture something right there in the house.
Mews sits nearby, watching the whole thing like sheâs deeply confused but committed to seeing it through.
âTurnâyes! Thatâs it! Oh, honey, you look so handsome!â your mom gushes, lowering the camera for half a second before immediately bringing it back up again.
You shake your head, letting out a quiet laugh as you lean back slightly in your chair.
âYou look so cute, Dusty.â
Dustin doesnât even hesitate.
âI know.â
Of course he does.
He grins wide, showing off his teeth exactly like your mom asked, lifting the trap again like itâs the final touch to his masterpiece pose.
Another round of photos.
You huff softly, shaking your head as you turn back to your breakfast, taking another bite as the chaos continues behind you. Itâs loud. Itâs ridiculous.
Itâs normal.
And for a second, you let yourself sit in that.
Just that.
But as the camera finally lowers and the noise dips into something quieter, your thoughts driftâslow, unwanted, but inevitable.
Back to last night.
The house.
The photos.
The way Mr. and Mrs. Holland smiled when they talked about finding her.
Your stomach tightens slightly, your appetite fading as your fingers still against the plate.
Theyâre never going to find her.
The thought sits there, heavy and unmoving, pressing against everything else youâre trying to focus on.
Theyâre selling their house for something that doesnât exist anymore.
Your gaze drops, your mind pulling further in on itself untilâ
ââhey, honey?â
You donât respond.
Not right away.
âHeyââ
You blink, your head lifting slightly as you realize your mom is looking at you now, something softer in her expression.
âSorry,â you murmur quickly, straightening a little. âWhat?â
She gives you a small look, not quite concerned, but close enough.
âI said you should probably get going. You donât want to be late.â
You glance toward the clock.
Shit.
âYeahâyeah, okay.â
You push your chair back, grabbing your keys from the counter as you move past her, leaning in automatically to press a quick kiss to her cheek.
âLove you.â
âLove you too, sweetheart.â
You head for the door, pulling it open as the cool air hits your face, grounding, immediate. The morning light is brighter than it feels like it should be, the sky clear in that way that almost feels unfair.
And then you see him.
Dustinâs already halfway down the driveway, wobbling slightly as he adjusts his balance on his bike, his Ghostbusters gear somehow still fully intact.
You canât help it.
âWho you gonna call?â
He doesnât even turn around.
âGHOSTBUSTERS!â
You laugh, the sound easier than anything else has been so far, and for a second, it almost feels like nothingâs wrong at all.
âTry not to fall!â you call after him.
âNo promises!â he shouts back.
You shake your head, smiling to yourself as you head for your car, pulling the door open and sliding into the driverâs seat. The familiar motion settles into your hands automatically as you start the engine, the quiet hum filling the space as you glance once more down the driveway.
Dustinâs already gone.
You shift into gear, pulling out onto the roadâ
And just like that, another day begins.
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The hallway is already loud by the time you get there, lockers slamming open and shut in uneven bursts, voices overlapping in that constant, restless way that never really settles between classes.
You stand in front of your locker, twisting the dial without thinking, the motion automatic as it clicks open. Books shift as you swap them out, pulling what you need for the next period and sliding the rest back in, your movements quick but not rushedâjust enough to keep up with everything happening around you.
Youâre halfway through it whenâ
âHey.â
You donât even have to look up.
âHey,â you reply, glancing over as Nancy steps in beside you, already leaning lightly against the locker next to yours.
You shut yours with a soft clang, adjusting the books in your arms as you turn toward her properly, your eyes flicking over her face for half a second longer than usual.
âHow are you feeling?â you ask, quieter now.
She doesnât hesitate.
âFine.â
Itâs immediate.
Too immediate.
And you know her well enough to hear it for what it is.
Your expression softens slightly, your grip tightening just a fraction around your books as you study her for a second, like you might say something moreâlike you want to say something moreâ
But you donât.
Not here.
Not with people brushing past you on both sides, not with voices close enough to overhear if they tried hard enough. Not when everything that matters is something youâre not allowed to say out loud.
About last year.
About Barb.
About any of it.
So instead, you let the moment pass.
You shift your weight, nudging her lightly with your elbow as you start walking down the hallway together.
âSo,â you say, easy, like the conversation never almost went somewhere else, âwhat are you wearing to Tinaâs thing tonight?â
Nancy lets out a small breath, like sheâs grateful for the change without saying it.
âUhâSteve and I are going as Joel and Lana from Risky Business.â
You stop mid-step for half a second, turning your head to look at her properly before a laugh slips out.
âYouâre doing a couples costume?â you repeat, clearly amused.
She immediately smacks your arm.
âShut up.â
You grin anyway, the sound of your laugh quieter now as you shake your head, falling back into step beside her.
âOh my God,â you mutter. âYouâre one of those people now.â
âAm not,â she shoots back, though thereâs a smile tugging at her mouth despite herself.
âMmhm.â
She rolls her eyes, nudging you back as the two of you move with the flow of students toward your next class.
âWhat are you going as?â she asks, glancing sideways at you.
You donât hesitate.
âSandy. From Grease.â
Nancy raises an eyebrow immediately.
âBefore Sandy⌠or after Sandy?â
You push open the classroom door as you answer, not even looking back.
âLeather Sandy,â you say simply. âDuh.â
Nancy laughs as she follows you inside, the sound lighter than it was a moment ago as the two of you head for your seats, slipping back into something that almost feels normal again.
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Study hall is quieter than the rest of the school, but it never really feels quiet. Thereâs always somethingâchairs shifting against the floor, the soft scrape of pencils, low voices slipping through the room despite the expectation that everyone should be working. Itâs the kind of noise you can ignore if you let yourself settle into it.
You step inside, letting your gaze drift briefly across the room before it lands on them.
Nancy and Steve sit across from each other at one of the tables, papers spread out, both looking like theyâre actually trying. Itâs enough to make you pause for a secondânot out of surprise, justâŚadjustment. Then you move toward them anyway, sliding into the seat beside Nancy and setting your books down in front of you.
She looks up first, something in her expression easing just slightly when she sees you.
âHey.â
âHey,â you answer, pulling your notebook closer as you settle in.
Steve glances up next, his attention flicking between you and whatever heâs supposed to be working on, and thereâs that familiar hint of amusement sitting just beneath his expression. You donât give it anything to work with. Youâve learned better than that.
Instead, you focus on your work, pen moving steadily across the page as you try to sink into it, to let the rhythm take over the way it usually does. For a little while, it works. The noise fades into something manageable, your attention narrowing just enough to make progress.
Beside you, Nancy is doing the same thingâbut thereâs something off about it.
You notice it without trying to. The way her hand moves faster than it needs to, the way she presses harder into the paper, like sheâs forcing herself to concentrate instead of actually managing it.
Writing.
Erasing.
Writing again.
Erasing again.
Itâs repetitive. Tense. Like sheâs chasing something she canât quite catch.
You glance up again just asâ
SNAP.
The sound cuts through the table, sharp enough to pull your attention fully back.
Nancy stills, staring down at the broken pencil tip for a second before pushing her chair back slightly, her breath leaving her in a quiet, frustrated exhale.
âShit.â
She stands, heading toward the wall without another word, the pencil still in her hand as she moves to the sharpener.
Your eyes follow her for a moment longer than they should before you force yourself back down to your page.
You try to refocus.
Try.
âWow,â Steve mutters from across the table, dragging his pen across his paper like itâs physically painful. âThis isâthis is actual torture.â
You donât look up.
âThen stop complaining and do it.â
âI am doing it.â
âBarely.â
You can feel him looking at you now, waiting for more, waiting for something to react to.
âDo you ever take a break from being annoying?â he asks, his tone light, like heâs testing how far he can push.
Your pen doesnât pause.
âNo.â
Thereâs a beat.
âGood. Just checking.â
You roll your eyes to yourself, but you donât engage any further, letting the conversation die there instead of feeding into it. Itâs easier that way. He enjoys getting a reactionâyouâve figured that out already. So you donât give him one.
Across the room, the sound of the pencil sharpener starts up, low at first, then building into that steady mechanical grind.
You glance up again.
Nancy stands at the wall, one hand braced against it, the other turning the sharpenerâbut something about it feelsâŚoff.
She isnât moving the way she should be.
Sheâs just standing there.
The sound keeps going.
Longer than it needs to.
Your pen slows, your attention shifting fully now as you watch her, the unease settling in quietly.
âHey,â Steve says, his voice different this timeâless teasing, more uncertain. âIs she okay?â
You donât answer right away. Youâre still watching her, still trying to figure out what youâre seeing.
Her hand keeps turning the sharpener, but her eyesâ
Theyâre not focused on it.
Theyâre somewhere else entirely.
âI donât know,â you admit quietly.
Steve doesnât hesitate after that. His chair scrapes softly against the floor as he pushes it back, already standing, his attention fixed on her now in a way that tells you he sees it too.
You watch him cross the room, your pen resting uselessly against the page as your focus follows him instead.
He says something when he reaches herâyou canât hear it from hereâbut Nancy startles slightly, like sheâs being pulled back from somewhere far away. She looks down at the sharpener, finally stopping it, and when she pulls the pencil outâ
Thereâs barely anything left.
Just a splintered stub.
She stares at it for a second, then looks back at Steve, her expression tight, something fragile sitting just beneath it.
Whatever he says next, you still donât hear.
But you see the shift.
See the way she pulls herself together just enough to move.
She brushes past him, heading for the door without looking back.
Steve follows her almost immediately.
The door swings shut behind them, the sound soft but final, and just like thatâ
The space feels different.
Youâre still sitting there, your notebook open, your pen resting where you left it, but your focus is nowhere near it anymore. The noise of the room fills in around you again, distant and unfocused, like it belongs to something else.
Your eyes drift toward the door they disappeared through, lingering there for a moment.
Youâve seen that look before.
You know what it means.
You sit there a second longer than you should, the weight of it settling in your chest before you finally look back down at your page.
And tryâagainâto concentrate.
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The final bell sends everyone spilling into the hallway at once, the noise rising fastâlockers slamming, voices overlapping, that restless end-of-day energy pushing everyone toward the exits.
You fall into it easily, stopping at your locker and twisting the dial open, your bag slipping off your shoulder as you start swapping out your books. Itâs automatic at this point, hands moving without much thought as you slide things in and out, your focus somewhere between the routine and just getting out of here.
âSee you tonight.â
You glance over your shoulder just enough to catch Nancy and Steve passing behind you, his arm draped loosely over her shoulders like it belongs there, pulling her in as they walk.
âYeah, see ya,â you call back, turning to finish up at your locker.
âWeâll pick you up early!â Steve adds, loud enough for half the hallway to hear. âJust like you like, princess!â
You pause, then roll your eyes, shutting your locker with a dull clang.
âStill hate that,â you mutter under your breath.
You adjust your bag and head down the hallway, weaving through the last of the crowd toward the doors, the outside light spilling in ahead of you. You push one openâ
âand stop short when someone steps directly into your path.
You nearly walk straight into him.
Your foot catches just enough that you have to steady yourself, your breath hitching slightly as you take a quick step backâ
A low laugh follows.
âYou alright?â
You look up.
And for a secondâjust a secondâyour brain kind of forgets what it was doing.
Itâs him.
Up close this time.
And somehow thatâs worse.
Because from a distance, you could pretend it was just the whole new guy thing, the attention, the entranceâbut standing here now, actually looking at him, itâsâŚnot that.
Itâs the way he holds himself. The way heâs looking at you like he already knows exactly what effect heâs having and doesnât feel the need to hide it. Itâs easy. Effortless.
Annoyingly so.
You blink, catching yourself.
âYeah,â you say quickly, nodding once. âIâm fine.â
His smile lingers, slow and a little too knowing.
âBilly,â he says, like heâs giving you something important. âJust moved here. California.â
That tracks.
âY/N,â you reply, shifting your weight slightly under his gaze. âHenderson. Iâuhâmoved here from Minnesota. Years ago. Not recently. Obviously.â
You stop yourself.
Because why are you still talking?
âSorry,â you add, a small, awkward breath of a laugh slipping out. âYou didnât need to know that.â
He watches you for a second, like heâs taking his time with it.
âI didnât,â he says lightly. âBut I donât mind.â
Thereâs something in the way he says itâlike heâs not really talking about Minnesota anymore.
You feel the heat rise up your neck before you can stop it, your cheeks warming in a way thatâs way too obvious, and you hate that itâs happening, hate that you canât control it even when you know itâs happening.
His eyes flick over your face, catching it immediately.
Of course he notices.
âSo,â he continues, leaning just slightly closer, like heâs not in a hurry to leave, âyou going to that party tonight?â
âTinaâs?â you ask, even though you already know.
He nods.
âYeah.â
You nod back, a little slower this time.
âYeah. I am.â
His smile shiftsâmore satisfied now, like he just got confirmation of something he was already expecting.
âGood.â
The way he says it makes your stomach flip in a way youâre not about to unpack.
Then he steps past you, just like that, brushing by close enough that you can still feel it a second after heâs gone, and starts down the steps without looking back.
You stand there for a moment, staring after him longer than you probably should.
Then you exhale, shaking your head slightly like that might reset something, and force yourself to move.
The parking lot feels quieter now, the late afternoon slipping toward evening as you head toward your car, your thoughts still catching up with you.
Youâre almost there when you feel it again.
That sense of being watched.
You glance to the sideâ
And thereâs Steve.
Sitting in the driverâs seat of his BMW, one arm draped over the wheel, Nancy beside him. Heâs not even pretending he didnât just witness that entire interaction, one eyebrow raised like heâs already halfway through forming a comment.
Your eyes meet for a brief second.
You donât give him anything.
You just look away, pushing the thought aside as you reach your car, pulling the door open and sliding inside, your bag dropping into the passenger seat.
The engine turns over.
You donât look back.
But you can still feel the heat in your cheeks as you pull out of the lot, the image of that smirk lingering a little longer than youâd like.
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Your room smells faintly of hairspray and whatever perfume you dug out from the back of your drawer, the kind you only reach for when something actually matters. Music hums distantly from down the hall, something Dustin left playing, but it barely registers as you stand in front of your mirror, adjusting the sleeve of your jacket.
The leather sits perfectly on your shoulders, the off-the-shoulder top slipping just enough to show skin without trying too hard, the black spandex hugging in a way that makes you pause for a secondânot to fix anything, just to look.
You tilt your head slightly, running your hands down your sides, taking it in properly this time.
Yeah.
This works.
A small smile pulls at your lips, something a little more confident settling in your chest as you lean closer to the mirror, finishing the last bit of your makeup with careful precision. A touch more eyeliner, a quick check, a final adjustmentâ
The door bursts open.
You jump slightly, your hand pausing mid-motion as your eyes snap toward the doorway.
Dustin stands there.
Still in his Ghostbusters outfit.
You stare at him through the mirror for half a second before turning around.
âWhat do girls like?â
You blink.
âIâm sorryâwhat?â
âNo time for that, Y/N,â he says immediately, stepping into the room like this is the most urgent thing heâs ever dealt with. âThis is serious. Code red serious. What do girls like?â
You cross your arms lightly, trying not to laugh at how intense he looks about it.
âI donât know,â you answer honestly. âIt depends on the girl. Everyoneâs different.â
Dustin stares at you like that was the worst possible answer you couldâve given him.
Then he lets out a dramatic sigh.
âSon of a bitch, youâre no help.â
And just like that, heâs gone again, already halfway down the hall before you can say anything else, his footsteps echoing as he heads straight for the front door.
You hear it open.
Close.
Silence.
You stand there for a second, then shake your head with a quiet laugh, turning back to the mirror.
âGood luck with that,â you mutter.
You give yourself one last lookâquick, but satisfied this timeâbefore stepping back just as a car honk sounds from outside.
Right on time.
A minute laterâ
âNancyâs here!â
Your momâs voice floats to your room, warm and familiar.
âComing!â you call back, grabbing your bag and slipping your shoes on before heading out of your room.
Sheâs waiting near the door when you reach it, her eyes lighting up the second she sees you.
âOh, sweetie,â she says softly. âYou look beautiful.â
You smile, a little more genuine than you expect.
âThanks, Mom.â
âHave fun, okay?â
âI will.â
You lean in, pressing a quick kiss to her cheek before pulling the door open, the cool night air brushing against your skin as you step outside and close it behind you.
Steveâs BMW waits at the curb.
You walk over, pulling open the back door and sliding inside, the leather cool beneath you as you shut it.
For a moment, nothing happens.
Then you catch itâSteveâs eyes flicking up to the rearview mirror.
Heâs looking at you.
It lingers just long enough to notice before he looks away again, like it wasnât intentional.
Nancy turns in her seat immediately, her face lighting up.
âOh my God, you look so good!â
You grin, leaning back slightly.
âYou too,â you say, taking her in properly. âYou look amazing.â
She beams at that, clearly pleased, before settling back into her seat.
The car doesnât move.
You lean forward slightly, resting your arm against the back of Steveâs seat.
âWell?â you say, tilting your head. âAre you going to drive Risky Business, or are we just sitting here all night?â
He rolls his eyes, but thereâs a faint smirk tugging at his mouth as he finally shifts the car into gear.
âRelax.â
The engine hums as the car pulls away from the curb, the streetlights passing overhead as the three of you head out into the nightâ
toward the party.
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Night has fully settled by the time Steve pulls up, the street already lined with cars, headlights flashing as more people arrive, voices spilling out into the open air before you even step out.
The music hits you first.
Loud.
Heavy.
Vibrating through the walls and into your chest the second you shut the car door.
You follow Nancy and Steve toward the house, the three of you slipping into the crowd of costumed teenagers streaming inside, laughter and shouting blending into something chaotic and alive.
Itâs a lot.
But not in a bad way.
Not tonight.
The backyard is already packed when you step through, bodies moving everywhere, music blastingââ99 Luftballonsâ loud enough to drown out almost everything else. Lights strung up across the space flicker over faces and costumes, over red cups and spilled drinks and people who are already far too drunk for how early it still is.
And right in the middle of itâ
Billy.
Balanced upside down in a keg stand, shirtless under his jacket, hair falling back as the crowd counts loudly around him.
âFortyâforty-oneâforty-two!â
He drops back down, beer spilling from his mouth as he laughs, breathless and loud, and the crowd erupts around him.
âFORTY-TWO! WE GOT OURSELVES A NEW KEG KING!â
Someone grabs his arm, lifting it like he just won something that matters.
âWHOOOO-WEEEEEE! THATâS HOW YOU DO IT, HAWKINS!â
Heâs grinning, wild and completely in his element as people crowd around him, chanting his name, pulling him deeper into the party like he already belongs there.
Like he always has.
You watch it for a second longer than you mean to, your eyebrow lifting slightly as the whole thing plays out.
âSubtle,â you mutter under your breath.
Steve scoffs quietly beside you as the three of you move toward the house, the crowd parting just enough to let you through.
Inside is worse.
Hotter. Louder. Packed shoulder to shoulder as Billy makes his way through, high-fiving people, soaking in the attention like itâs exactly what he came for.
âNew Keg King, Harrington!â Tommy calls out as you step into the foyer.
âEat it, Harrington!â someone else adds from the crowd.
You donât miss the way Steve stiffens slightly beside you, his jaw tightening just enough to notice.
Billy steps right into his space for a secondâclose enough to make a pointâbefore moving on like Steve doesnât matter anymore.
And maybeâ
Right nowâ
He doesnât.
Your attention shifts.
Because Billyâs looking at you.
Not subtle.
Not even trying to be.
His gaze drags over you in a way that makes your stomach flip before you can stop it, something warm settling low in your chest as he changes direction without hesitation, cutting through the crowd straight toward you.
Nancy drifts off toward the kitchen with Steve not far behind, leaving you exactly where you are when Billy stops in front of you.
âDid you see that?â he asks, like he already knows the answer.
You cross your arms lightly, tilting your head as you look at him.
âYeah. Wow. So cool,â you say dryly. âDo you get a medal?â
He laughsâgenuinely this time, not put on, like he actually enjoys the response.
âI donât know,â he says, stepping a little closer. âYou gonna give it to me?â
You hold his gaze, not backing off, not even pretending to.
âYouâre gonna have to try a little harder than that,â you say, your voice quieter now, a little more deliberate. âBilly from California.â
Something shifts in his expression.
Interest.
Real interest.
âHappy to,â he replies, just as easily.
Thereâs a moment.
Just a second where neither of you moves, the noise of the party fading out around you as the space between you feels a little smaller than it should.
He looks at you like heâs figuring something out.
Like heâs decided something already.
âCan I get you a drink?â he asks.
You donât hesitate.
âPlease.â
His hand brushes lightly against your arm as he turns, guiding you through the crowd toward the kitchen, and you follow without thinking too hard about it.
Because right nowâ
You donât want to.
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The kitchen is louder than the rest of the house, heat and noise pressing in from every direction, bodies packed too close, voices overlapping until it all blurs together into something you donât have to think about too hard.
Itâs perfect for that.
Billy moves through it like heâs done it a hundred times, barely slowing as he reaches the counter and grabs a couple of cups, dipping one into the punch bowl before handing it to you.
âHere.â
You take it, your fingers brushing his briefly, and bring it up for a sip without asking whatâs in it.
Itâs strong.
You feel it immediately, that sharp burn that lingers just enough to make you pause before swallowing.
You huff a quiet breath, glancing down at the cup, then back up at him.
âYeah⌠that explains a lot.â
Billy just smirks, lifting his own drink and taking a long sip, his eyes never leaving yours like heâs deliberately holding your attention there.
You donât look away.
You take another drink instead, letting the warmth settle, letting it do exactly what you need it toâtake the edge off, quiet everything thatâs been sitting too close to the surface lately.
The house. The photos. The way the Hollands smiled.
You push it down.
Billyâs voice cuts through it easily.
âI like the costume.â
Your attention shifts back to him fully, and thereâs something about the way heâs looking at you that makes it feel like more than just a comment.
You tilt your head slightly, a small smile pulling at your mouth.
âThanks.â
Your gaze drops brieflyâtaking him in properly this time. The jacket, the bare chest, the confidence of it like he knows exactly what heâs doing.
âAnd youâre supposed to be what?â you add, lifting your cup slightly. âA shirtless guy?â
He laughs, stepping just a little closer.
âNo,â he says, easy and sure. âIâm a hot shirtless guy.â
You roll your eyes, but you canât quite hide the smile that follows.
âRight. My mistake.â
For a second, itâs simple.
Easy.
Just back-and-forth, no weight behind it, no expectations.
And it feelsâŚgood.
You hadnât realized how much you missed that.
Not thinking.
Not carrying anything.
Not having every conversation circle back to something heavy.
You havenât been out with a guy or to a party sinceâ
since everything.
Since Barb.
Since the Upside Down.
Since things stopped being normal.
And nowâ
Standing here, with music too loud and a drink in your hand and someone looking at you like thisâ
It feels like a break.
A distraction youâre not about to turn down.
Your eyes drift across the room for a secondâ
And land on Steve.
Heâs on the dance floor with Nancy, but heâs not fully in it, his attention flicking toward the kitchen just long enough to clock the situationâBilly, the proximity, the way heâs standing a little too close to you.
Itâs not subtle.
But itâs not what it looks like, either.
Just a slight tightening in his expressionâthe kind that comes from instinct more than anything else.
Steve doesnât like Billy.
Doesnât trust him. That much is obvious.Â
And the fact that Billy is currently standing this close to Nancyâs best friend doesnât help.
Thatâs it.
Thatâs all. Right?
You look away before it turns into anything worth acknowledging.
Because youâre not dealing with that tonight.
Billy notices the shift in your attention, even if he doesnât follow it.
âCome on,â he says, nodding toward the living room. âYouâre not gonna stand in the kitchen all night, are you?â
You take one last sip, setting your cup down on the counter.
âNo.â
His hand finds yoursânot forceful, just enough to guideâand he pulls you through the crowd, back toward the music, toward the chaos.
The dance floor is packed, bodies moving in every direction, the bass heavy enough to feel under your skin as Billy turns back to you, still holding your hand for a second longer than necessary.
âTry to keep up,â he says, a hint of a challenge in his voice.
You let out a quiet laugh.
âPlease.â
You step in closer instead.
The space between you disappears easily, the music taking over where words leave off as you fall into the rhythm of it, the moment pulling you in before you can think about it too much.
Heâs close.
Deliberately so.
Hands brushing where they donât need to, lingering just enough to test the line.
You donât step back.
You meet him there.
Let it happen.
Because right now, with everything else sitting just under the surfaceâ
This is easy.
And easy feels good.
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The music feels louder nowâor maybe itâs just the way it settles into your body, pulsing through your chest, smoothing everything out until thinking becomes optional. The drink you had earlier sits warm and steady in your system, not enough to tip you over the edge, just enough to take the sharpness off everything thatâs been lingering all day.
Youâre laughing, moving easily with the rhythm, letting yourself fall into it without overthinking. Billyâs hands find your waist again, familiar now, confident in a way that doesnât ask permission, and this time you donât hesitate. You lean into it, matching his energy, letting the moment stay simple for as long as it can.
It feels good.
Thatâs the part you notice most.
Not having to think about anything else. Not letting your mind drift somewhere heavier. Just music, movement, someone looking at you like youâre the only thing in front of him.
You hadnât realized how much you needed that.
And then, without really meaning to, your attention shifts.
Something at the edge of the room pulls itâjust enough to make you glance over your shoulder, your focus catching on the doorway as someone steps inside.
Jonathan.
He looks exactly how youâd expectâslightly stiff, shoulders tight, like heâs already questioning why he came. No costume, no attempt to blend in, just him standing there in the middle of all of it like he accidentally walked into the wrong place.
Your expression changes immediately.
âJonathan!â
You donât even think about it. You slip out of Billyâs hold and make your way through the crowd, reaching him in seconds, wrapping your arms around him without hesitation.
He laughs softly, returning the hug just as easily.
âYouâre drunk.â
You pull back just enough to look at him, your grin relaxed and unbothered.
âYeah, itâs a partyâduh.â
His eyes flick past you, and you already know what heâs seeing.
Billy.
âAh,â Jonathan says quietly. âI see.â
Billy doesnât give you much time to respond before heâs beside you again, his presence settling back in like he never really left, his hand resting at your waist with that same easy confidence.
âOh, shut up,â you mumble, nudging Jonathan lightly.
Before he can come back with anythingâ
âNice costume!â
Jonathan turns, caught off guard, and you follow his line of sight just enough to see the girl whoâs walked upâdark hair, bold makeup, dressed like she stepped straight out of a band poster.
âUhâyeah,â Jonathan says, a little awkward, but smiling anyway. âIâm going as⌠a guy who hates parties.â
She laughs, and just like that, something shifts.
You catch it immediatelyâthe way she looks at him, the way he relaxes a fraction, like the tension he walked in with is already starting to ease.
You glance between them, then back at Jonathan, a slow grin spreading across your face as you give him a very obvious wink.
He groans under his breath.
You ignore it.
âHave fun,â you say lightly, already stepping back.
Billyâs hand finds yours again as you move away, guiding you back into the crowd, and you let him, casting one last glance over your shoulder just long enough to see Jonathan actually talking to her now.
Good.
He needs that.
The music swallows you again as you step back into it, the crowd closing in, Billy pulling you closer like nothing interrupted it at all. You fall back into the rhythm easily, letting it carry you, letting it stay light.
But your attention doesnât stay there for long.
It drifts again, pulled by something you canât quite ignore this time.
Nancy.
Sheâs on the dance floor with Steve, but itâs not the same kind of dancing anymore. Thereâs something off about itâtoo loose, too unsteady, her movements just a little out of sync with everything around her. Her hair sticks slightly to her face, her grip on the red cup uneven as she leans into him, laughing at something that doesnât quite land the way it should.
Your smile fades without you noticing.
You watch as she lifts the cup again, tipping it backâ
Empty.
She disappears toward the kitchen, and your eyes follow her automatically, the noise around you dulling just slightly as your focus narrows.
Steve goes after her.
From here, you canât hear what theyâre saying, but you donât need to.
The way he reaches for her, the way she pulls away, the tension in the movement alone is enough to tell you everything.
Then the spillâbright red against whiteâand the reaction that follows.
You exhale slowly, your head tilting back for a moment as your hand drags through your hair.
âRight,â you murmur under your breath, the word carrying more weight than you mean it to.
Billy leans in slightly, following your gaze.
âWhat?â
You shake your head, already stepping back from him.
âI need a cigarette to deal with that.â
He studies you for a moment, like heâs considering pushing, but decides against it.
âIâll catch you later, then,â he says easily. âDonât leave without me.â
You glance back at him, the edge of a smile returning despite everything.
âWouldnât dare.â
He smirks, satisfied with that, and lets you go as you turn and make your way out of the house, pushing through the crowd until the noise starts to fade behind you.
The air outside hits differentlyâcooler, quieter, grounding in a way the inside wasnât.
You step onto the porch, pulling a cigarette from your pocket and lighting it, the flame flickering briefly before settling as you take a slow drag.
For a moment, you just stand there, letting the quiet settle in, the chaos of the party muffled behind you.
And for the first time all night, you let yourself breathe.
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The night feels lighter out here.
Not quietânever quiet with the music still thumping through the wallsâbut softer somehow, like the air itself has taken the edge off everything. Cool against your skin, steady, grounding in a way the inside of the house wasnât.
You lean back against the railing, cigarette between your fingers, taking a slow drag as you let your head tip back slightly.
Everything feelsâŚloose.
Warm.
Easy.
Your thoughts donât stick the way they usually do. They drift instead, slipping past anything heavy before it has a chance to settle. For the first time in a long while, your mind isnât circling back to the same things over and over again.
Barb.
Nancy.
The Hollands.
Itâs all still thereâyou know it isâbut right now it feels far away, like it belongs to someone else for a few hours.
You exhale slowly, watching the smoke curl up into the night, a small, lazy smile pulling at your lips.
Maybe this is what you needed.
Not to fix anything.
Just to not feel it so much.
Billy crosses your mindâhis smirk, the way he looked at you, the way everything with him felt uncomplicatedâand your smile lingers, softer now as you take another drag.
A little fun.
Nothing serious.
Nothing that means anything.
And for once, thatâs enough.
The front door bursts open.
The sound cuts through your thoughts just enough to make you blink, your head turning a little slower than it normally would, your focus taking a second to catch up as your eyes land on Steve.
Heâs already moving.
Fast.
Not looking at anything, not stopping, just heading straight off the porch like heâs trying to outrun something.
You frown slightly, pushing yourself off the railing, your balance just a little off as your foot hits the step a fraction too late.
âHeyâ!â
Your voice comes out a little softer than you mean it to, a little slower.
He doesnât stop.
Doesnât even look at you.
You huff quietly, dropping your cigarette and missing the edge of the step for half a second before catching yourself, shaking it off as you follow him down the driveway.
âWhere are you going?â you ask, your words just slightly slurred together at the edges.
âHome,â he says, short and flat.
You blink at that, processing it a second too late as you keep walking after him.
âOkay, butâyouâre my ride?â you point out, your tone more confused than anything else. âDidnât think to tell me?â
No answer.
He just keeps going.
You frown, your brows pulling together as you trail after him, your thoughts not quite lining up as fast as they should.
âWaitââ you add, slower now, like the question takes a second to form properly. âWhereâs Nance?â
He scoffs.
Sharp.
Not loud, but enough to make you pause for half a second.
Something about that feels off.
Really off.
If you were sober, youâd probably ask more questions.Â
But the thoughts don't quite land the way it should.
They get lost somewhere between the buzz in your head and the way everything feels just a little too far away to grab onto.
Instead, you just keep following him.
He reaches the car, unlocking it quickly, the movement tense, impatient.
You stop a few steps away, watching him, trying to piece it together, but it doesnât quite click.
Then he opens the door, pauses, and looks over at you.
âComing or what?â
You hesitate.
Just for a second.
Then you let out a small sigh, running a hand through your hair, pushing the thought away before it has a chance to stick.
âYeah,â you mutter.
You walk around to the passenger side, pulling the door open and sliding into the seat, the motion a little less coordinated than usual but not enough to stop you.
The door shuts.
The music fades.
And just like thatâ
Whatever was waiting back inside gets left behind.
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The drive is quiet.
Not the comfortable kind, eitherâthe kind that settles heavy in the space between you, thick enough that even the low hum of the engine canât quite fill it. The music is off, the only sound the road beneath the tires and the occasional flick of the indicator as Steve turns onto another street.
You glance over at him.
His hands are tight on the wheel, knuckles pale, his jaw set hard enough to notice. Whatever was there earlierâthe shock, the hurtâitâs gone now, or at least buried. All thatâs left is agitation, sitting just under the surface like itâs looking for somewhere to go.
You shift slightly in your seat, the buzz in your system dulled now but not gone, your thoughts coming back a little clearer than they were ten minutes ago.
âSo⌠what happened?â you ask, your voice softer this time, less careless than before.
Steve exhales sharply through his nose, like the question alone is enough to irritate him.
âCan we please just not talk about it?â
You pause, then lift your hands slightly in surrender.
âOkay, okayâsorry.â
The silence settles back in.
You watch the road for a bit, your head resting lightly against the window, the passing streetlights flashing briefly across your vision. The quiet stretches just long enough to feel awkward again, your thoughts drifting, then circling back.
You huff a small breath.
âI hope you know,â you start, glancing over at him, âI sacrificed a good time just to leave early with you, Harrington.â
That gets a reaction.
Not a good one.
âWhat?â he snaps, his head turning slightly before he catches himself, eyes flicking back to the road. âGetting groped by Billy?â
Your eyebrows shoot up immediately.
âHeyâwhatâs wrong with that?â you shoot back, straightening slightly in your seat now. âIâm allowed to have fun too, you know.â
Steve drags a hand through his hair, frustrated, shaking his head.
âHeâs an asshole,â he mutters. âWho cares only cares about getting his dick wet.â
You turn to him fully now, the irritation settling in properly.
âYou know, Steve,â you say, your tone sharpening, âyouâre sounding a little jealous of Billy.â
He lets out a short, disbelieving scoff.
âJealous of what?â he shoots back. âThat dick being able to do a keg stand? Please.â
You roll your eyes, crossing your arms.
âJust because Iâm Nancyâs best friend doesnât mean you have to try and protect me or whatever the hell you think youâre doing, you know.â
âTrust me,â he says quickly, his grip tightening on the wheel, âI wonât be doing it again.â
âGood.â
âGood.â
The word lands flat between you.
After that, neither of you says anything.
The rest of the drive passes in silence, the tension sitting thick in the car until Steve finally pulls up outside your house, the headlights cutting across the front lawn before the engine idles down.
You reach for the door, pushing it openâ
âHey.â
You pause, glancing back at him.
Steveâs looking at you now, something different in his expressionânot as sharp, not as defensive. JustâŚtired.
âLook, Iâm not trying to be a dick, okay? I justââ
He stops.
The words donât come.
You tilt your head slightly.
âJust what?â
He hesitates, then shakes his head like heâs already decided against it.
âNothing,â he mutters. âSee you around school.â
You study him for a second, like you might push it, but you donât.
âYeah,â you say instead, brushing it off as you step out of the car. âSee you.â
You close the door behind you, the sound dull in the quiet of the night as you head toward your front door, not looking back as you let yourself inside.
Behind you, the car stays for a second longerâ
Then pulls away.
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The sound of Steveâs car fades quicker than you expect.
One second itâs thereâthe low hum of the engine, the crunch of tires pulling awayâand the next itâs gone, swallowed up by the quiet of the street until all thatâs left is the faint ringing in your ears from the party still lingering somewhere in the back of your head.
You stand at the edge of the driveway for a moment, arms loosely folded against the cool air, watching the empty space where the car had been like it might explain something.
It doesnât.
With a small breath, you turn and head toward the house, your steps a little slower now, the buzz in your system dulled but not gone, softening everything just enough to keep your thoughts from settling properly.
Dustinâs bike is already there, leaned up by the front door at an angle that suggests he didnât bother putting it away properlyâjust dropped it and ran inside. That, at least, feels normal. You pass it without much thought, reaching for the handle before something else catches your eye.
The bin.
The lid sits slightly off to the side, not quite where it should be, like someone didnât close it all the way.
You pause.
Not for long.
Just enough to notice.
Your brow furrows faintly, your head tilting a fraction as you look at it, the detail registering somewhere in the back of your mind.
Weird.
But the thought doesnât hold. Not tonight. Not with your head still a little light and your body already halfway to exhausted.
You let it go easily, pushing the door open and stepping inside.
The house is quiet.
Really quiet.
The kind that only happens this late, when everything has finally settled and even Dustin has run out of energy. You close the door softly behind you, slipping your shoes off near the entrance before heading down the hall, your footsteps light against the floor.
Your room greets you in the same state you left it, the faint scent of your earlier perfume still lingering in the air as you step inside and shut the door behind you.
For a second, you just stand there.
Letting the night catch up to you.
Then you move.
Your jacket slips off your shoulders first, landing somewhere over the chair without much care, your hands coming up to your hair next, pulling at the pieces that had been styled too carefully earlier in the evening. You catch your reflection in the mirror as you pass itâmakeup slightly smudged now, the sharp edges softened, the confidence from earlier still there but quieter.
More real.
You step closer, reaching automatically for the remover, beginning the slow process of wiping it away. The cotton drags lightly across your skin, taking the night with it piece by piece until whatâs left feels more like you again.
Your eyes linger for just a second.
Then you look away.
Instead, you reach for the phone.
It rings longer than you expect.
Each second stretches just enough to make you shift your weight, your fingers tapping lightly against the side of the receiver as you wait.
Thenâ
âHello?â
You blink.
Thatâs not Nancy.
âJonathan?â
Thereâs a pause on the other end, then a quiet, âHey.â
You straighten slightly, the confusion flickering across your face before you push past it.
âUhâhi. Is Nancy there?â
âYeah,â he says, his voice softer now. âSheâs okay. Just⌠really drunk. Sheâs asleep.â
Relief settles in your chest immediately, your shoulders dropping without you meaning them to.
âOkay, thank godâ you murmur. âGood.â
For a moment, neither of you says anything.
Thenâ
âHowâd you get home?â Jonathan asks. âI was actually about to head back and check on you.â
You lean back against your desk slightly, the corner pressing into your hip.
âSteve dropped me,â you say.
Thereâs a brief pause, then a quiet huff of amusement on the other end.
âYou managed to deal with him alone?â he says. âYouâve grown.â
A small laugh slips out before you can stop it.
âWhatever, Jonathan. See you tomorrow.â
âYeah,â he replies easily. âSee you tomorrow.â
The line clicks dead.
You stay there for a second, the receiver still in your hand before you place it back down, the soft clunk echoing a little louder in the quiet room than it should.
Nancyâs okay.
Thatâs what matters.
You change slowly, the motions automatic now as you pull the outfit off piece by piece, trading leather and tight fabric for something soft, something familiar. Your pajamas feel better the second theyâre on, the last remnants of the night slipping away with everything else.
You make a quick stop in the kitchen, grabbing a glass and filling it with water, then another, drinking both like youâre trying to stay one step ahead of the morning you know is coming.
By the time you make it back to your room, the tiredness has settled in properly, heavy in your limbs as you slip under the covers, the bed cool and quiet and exactly what you need.
You sink into it.
Let your eyes close.
But your mind doesnât follow right away.
Because now that everything is still, now that thereâs nothing left to distract you, it creeps back in againâ
Steveâs face.
The way he wouldnât talk.
The way Nancy looked earlier.
Something happened.
Something more than just too much to drink.
You stare up at the ceiling, your thoughts slower now, hazy at the edges, but still circling.
What the hell happened between them?
The question lingers, unanswered, as your body finally gives in, the weight of the day pulling you underâ
steve harrington x fem!henderson!reader (word count: 8500)
summary: a year later, youâre still pretending everything is fine. school, friends, routinesâit all looks normal from the outside, but nothing feels the same underneath. because no matter how hard you try to move forward, there are things you canât fix⌠and people you canât bring back. and when the truth is something youâre forced to hide, it starts to feel less like healingâand more like being stuck.
warnings: cursing, trauma, mentions of death
note: welcome to season two baby!
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Youâre stretched out across your bed, the book open in your hands more out of habit than focus, your eyes skimming the same line for what has to be the third time without actually taking any of it in. One of your fingers idly twists a strand of your hair, looping it, unwinding it, looping it againâa mindless rhythm youâve fallen into without noticing.
Itâs quiet.
Too quiet, maybe.
Or maybe you just notice it more now.
A year ago, things were louder. Messier. Sharper in a way that didnât leave room for silence. Now everything feelsâŚsettled. On the surface, at least. Like Hawkins has decided to pretend nothing ever happened in 1983âlike the world didnât crack open just long enough to show you something it was never supposed to.
You shift slightly against your pillows, exhaling through your nose as your eyes drift off the page again.
Normal.
Thatâs what this is supposed to be.
School, home, Dustin being Dustin, your mom fussing over dinnerânormal. And most days, you play along. Most days, it almost works.
Almost.
And thenâ
âSON OF Aâ!â
Your eyes close briefly.
There it is.
You donât even need to think about who that is.
The book drops slightly against your chest as you let out a long, slow breath, your fingers pausing in your hair before you finally push yourself upright.
âOf course,â you mutter under your breath, already swinging your legs off the bed.
Another crash follows from somewhere down the hallâsomething hitting the floor, something else being draggedâand you roll your eyes as you stand, smoothing your hand absently down your shirt as you head for the door.
Whatever it is, itâs not quiet.
And itâs definitely Dustin.
You pull your door open and step into the hallway, the noise getting louder immediately as you make your way toward the living room, the flicker of the TV casting uneven light across the walls.
By the time you round the corner, the scene is exactly what you expected.
Dustin is tearing through the living room like a man possessed, couch cushions already halfway across the floor as he drops to his knees, reaching under the sofa.
âAnother stupid penny!â he snaps, yanking his hand back out and immediately flinging the coin across the room.
It whistles past your momâs head.
âDusty!â she startles, pulling Mews a little closer into her lap as she shoots him a look. âWatch it! You almost hit Mews!â
âSorry!â he fires back instantly, already scrambling to his feet. âCan I check under your cushion?â
âDustyââ she groans, already bracing herself.
You step fully into the room, leaning slightly against the doorway as you take it all in, your tone flat with familiarity.
âDustin, leave her be.â
âGuys, this is an emergency! Please!â he insists, already hovering like heâs about to do it anyway.
Your mom sighs heavily, but she stands, shifting Mews into her arms as she gives in with a reluctant shake of her head.
The second she moves, Dustin dives in, yanking the cushion off the recliner with zero hesitation.
Thereâs a beatâ
And then his entire face lights up.
âJackpot!â
Two quarters glint in his hand like heâs just struck gold.
âLove you, Ma!â he adds quickly, leaning in to press a loud kiss to her cheek before she can even react.
And then heâs gone again.
Of course he is.
You barely have time to push yourself off the doorway before heâs already skidding to a stop in front of you, eyes wide, hopeful, a little wild.
âHave you got any spare change?â he pleads. âPleaseeeââ
You donât even pretend to think about it.
âI have two quarters on my bedside table. Thatâs itââ
Heâs already moving before you finish.
You turn your head just in time to watch him bolt down the hallway at full speed, disappearing into your room like a hurricane thatâs already onto its next target.
You let out a quiet breath through your nose, shaking your head slightly.
âUnbelievable.â
From Dustinâs room, you hear drawers opening, something clattering, and thenâ
His voice, louder now, sharper with urgency.
âLucas, you copy? Iâve got four quarters! Whatâs your haul?â
You linger where you are for a second, listening to him spiral into whatever chaos heâs currently invested in, before the noise fades just enough to become background again.
The TV drones on behind youâsomething about a police chase, voices clipped and seriousâbut you donât really catch the details.
Instead, you drift over to the couch and drop down beside your mom, the cushions dipping softly under your weight as you lean into her without much thought, your shoulder brushing against hers.
Itâs instinct at this point.
Something youâve found yourself doing more often than you used to.
She adjusts slightly, one arm coming around you without hesitation, her hand resting warm and familiar against your arm.
âHow you doing, honey?â she asks gently, her voice quieter now, softer than it had been a moment ago.
You stare at the TV for a second, not really seeing it.
âIâm okay,â you say.
And itâs not a lie.
Not exactly.
You curl in just a little more against her shoulder, letting the warmth settle, letting the normalcy sit where it canâquiet, steady, uncomplicated.
For nowâ
Thatâs enough.
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Morning comes softer than you expect.
Not peacefulâjustâŚquiet.
You blink awake slowly, the light already slipping through your curtains in thin, pale streaks that stretch across your walls. For a second, you just lie there, staring at the ceiling, your body still heavy with sleep, your mind not quite ready to catch up.
Itâs strange how quickly nights fade.
How everything that felt loud and chaotic and overwhelming justâŚdisappears by morning, like it never happened.
You exhale quietly and push yourself upright, the sheets shifting around you as your feet find the floor. The cold hits instantly, grounding, real, and you run a hand through your hair as you sit there for a second longer than necessary.
Another day.
You donât say it out loud.
You donât need to.
You move through your routine almost automatically after thatâgetting dressed, pulling your hair together, grabbing whatever you need for the day without really thinking about it. Itâs all muscle memory now. Something your body knows how to do even when your mind is somewhere else.
Especially when your mind is somewhere else.
You reach for your bag, slinging it over your shoulder as you turn toward the doorâ
And stop.
Your reflection catches you again.
Just for a second.
But itâs not you youâre looking at.
Not really.
Your gaze drifts, slow and unintentional, to the corner of the mirror.
The photo.
You step closer without thinking, your fingers brushing lightly against the edge as you lift it just enough to see it properly. The three of you, frozen in timeâsmiling, close, untouched by everything that came after.
Your thumb moves across Barbâs face, slow, careful.
You donât even realize how long youâve been standing there.
You just know itâs too long.
A tight breath pulls you back, your chest tightening slightly as you blink, forcing yourself to move before the weight of it settles any deeper.
âShitââ
You set the photo back down a little too quickly, grabbing your bag properly this time as you turn and head for the door, your pace picking up as you move into the hallway.
Normal.
You can do normal.
The smell of breakfast hits you as you step into the kitchen, warm and familiar, your mom already moving between the stove and the counter like she does every morning.
You donât slow down.
You lean in as you pass, pressing a quick kiss to her cheek.
âMorning,â you murmur.
âMorning, sweetheart,â she replies easily, her hand brushing your arm for just a second.
You grab something smallâtoast, fruit, whateverâs closestâand head for the door again before she can say anything about you rushing.
Because if you stopâ
Youâll think.
And if you thinkâ
Youâll be late.
The morning air is crisp when you step outside, cool enough to wake you up properly as you cross the driveway toward your car. The world looks normal. Feels normal.
You unlock the door, sliding into the driverâs seat with a quiet exhale as your bag drops onto the passenger side.
For a second, you just sit there.
Hands resting loosely on the wheel.
Staring straight ahead.
School.
Hallways. People. Noise. Pretending everything is fine.
You let out a small, quiet huffâhalf sigh, half something else you donât bother naming.
Then you reach forward, turning the key.
The engine rumbles to life.
You shift into gear, your grip tightening just slightly on the wheel as you glance once at the road ahead.
And thenâ
You pull out of the driveway.
Time to survive the day.
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The parking lot is already alive by the time you pull in, the kind of loud, restless energy that always hangs in the air before first bell like everyone is trying to get everything out at once before the day actually starts. Cars are parked at odd angles, doors slam shut one after another, voices overlap and echo across the pavement, and somewhere in the distance you can already hear the faint clang of lockers being opened inside.
It should feel normal.
It does feel normal.
And yetâ
You ease your car into a space and let it idle for just a second longer than necessary, your hands resting loosely on the wheel as your eyes drift across the lot without really thinking about it.
And then you see it.
A familiar BMW sits a few rows over, clean and polished in a way that stands out against everything else, like it exists just slightly outside the chaos around it. You donât even have to think about it, donât have to question it, because if Nancyâs anywhere this morningâ
Sheâs there.
You let out a quiet breath through your nose, grabbing your bag and pushing the door open, already heading in that direction with a small roll of your eyes that comes more from habit than actual annoyance. The closer you get, the clearer the picture becomesâNancy in the passenger seat, something in her hands, Steve beside her looking tense in that way he does when heâs trying too hard to pretend heâs not.
You donât bother easing into it.
You step up to the window and knock.
Sharp.
Immediate.
Both of them jump.
You almost smile at that, but it fades quickly as Nancy rolls the window down, her expression softening the second she sees you.
âMorning.â
âMorning,â you echo, leaning slightly against the car door, your gaze flicking briefly between them.
Steve barely acknowledges you.
â...I know, I know, itâs crap,â heâs saying, already reaching for the paper in Nancyâs hands, his voice edged with frustration.
She pulls it away before he can take it back.
âItâs not crap.â
âBut itâs not goodââ
âItâs going to be,â she insists, already grabbing a pen, her focus shifting completely. âIt just⌠needs to be reorganized a bit. Can I mark on it?â
Steve exhales sharply, dragging a hand through his hair. âI guessâŚâ
You shift your weight, arms folding loosely as you watch Nancy lean into it, pen already moving across the page as she starts breaking it down piece by piece.
âThis first paragraph,â she explains, âyouâre using the basketball game versus Northern as a metaphor for your life, which is greatâbut then here, you switch to talking about your granddadâs experiences in the war, and I just donât see how it connectsââ
âIt connects because, you know, we both won.â
Thereâs a pause.
A long one.
Your eyebrow lifts slightly before you can stop it, and you glance away for a second, pressing your lips together to keep from saying anything worse.
Nancy just stares at him.
You let out a quiet, almost amused breath.
âRight,â you mutter under your breath. âInspiring.â
Steve ignores you completely, too caught up in his own spiral.
âI mean, you want me to start from scratch?â he asks, the edge in his voice sharper now.
âNo, noâI mean, itâs justâŚâ Nancy trails off, clearly avoiding that answer. âWhenâs the deadline again?â
âTomorrow. Early application,â Steve says quickly, like the words themselves stress him out. âCan you help me tonight?â
You straighten slightly at that, cutting in before Nancy can answer.
âWeâve got our dinner, remember?â you say, glancing at her. âAnd we already canceled last weekââ
Steve groans immediately, the sound dragged out and dramatic as he leans back in his seat like the universe just personally wronged him.
Nancy nudges him gently, her tone softening. âYou donât have to come. Just work on thisââ
âWhatâs the point?â he snaps, grabbing the paper from her and crumpling it in his hand before she can stop him.
Nancy reaches for him instantly, her hand closing around his.
âHeyâhey, calm downââ
âIâm calm,â he insists, though nothing about him actually is. âIâm just being honest. Iâm gonna end up working for my dad anywayââ
âThatâs not trueââ
âYou know it is,â he pushes, his voice quieter now but no less firm. âAnd I mean, is that really such a bad thing? Itâs a good job. Pays well. Benefits, insuranceâall that adult stuff.â
You lean back slightly, watching them both now, something about the shift in his tone catching your attention despite yourself.
âAnd if I stayed,â he continues, softer, âI could be here for your senior year.â
Nancyâs expression changes just slightly at that.
âSteveââ
âKeep an eye on you,â he adds, a faint smile tugging at his mouth. âMake sure you donât forget about this pretty face.â
Nancy smiles.
You physically recoil.
âYou guys are sickening.â
The words slip out easily, automatic, and before either of them can react youâre already stepping back, turning away just enough to give them spaceâor maybe just to save yourself from having to witness whatever comes next.
You love Nancy.
You really do.
But Steve?
You can only handle so much.
Behind you, Steveâs voice softens again, quieter now, stripped of the edge it had before.
âIâm serious⌠I donât want to lose you.â
âYouâre not going to lose me.â
âI love you.â
ââŚI love you, too.â
Your jaw tightens slightly before you can stop it, something about knowing youâd have to deal with Steve for the rest of your life annoys youâbut you donât linger on it. You donât let yourself.
Becauseâ
KAVROOOM.
The sound rips through the parking lot, loud and aggressive, cutting clean through the moment like it doesnât belong hereâand your head snaps up instantly, your attention pulled toward it before you even realize youâve moved.
A black Camaro tears into the lot, engine growling low and heavy as it swings into a spot with more force than necessary, the sound vibrating through the ground beneath your feet.
You straighten, eyes already locked onto it.
The driverâs door opens.
And then he steps out.
Everything about him feels deliberateâthe way he moves, the way he carries himself, like he knows exactly the kind of attention heâs pulling and doesnât care enough to hide it. Jean jacket, boots, hair that falls just right without trying too hardâitâs effortless in a way that stands out immediately.
Your gaze tracks him without hesitation.
âWho is that?â Nancy asks beside you, stepping out of the car.
You donât even look at her.
âNo idea,â you answer honestly.
A beat passes.
âBut Iâd really like to find out.â
Her hand comes down against your shoulder in a quick smack, and you barely react, your attention still fixed exactly where it was.
Steve rolls his eyes somewhere behind you, muttering something under his breath, but you donât catch it.
Because youâre too busy watching.
The passenger door opens, and a younger girl hops outâquieter, smaller, already stepping onto a skateboard like sheâs done this a hundred times before. She doesnât linger, doesnât draw attention to herself, just kicks off toward the middle school and disappears into the distance like she was never part of the entrance at all.
But you donât follow her.
Your focus stays locked on him.
Because as he starts toward the school, not even sparing the rest of you a glance, you donât even pretend to look away.
And for the first time since you pulled into the parking lotâ
Something about today doesnât feel quite so routine anymore.
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The flow of students doesnât really let up once you leave the parking lot, bodies moving in loose clusters toward the building, voices bouncing off the brick walls as the morning settles into something louder, busier, harder to ignore.
You fall into step beside Nancy without thinking, the two of you slipping easily into that familiar rhythm as you head inside, your shoulder brushing hers once before you adjust your bag higher on your shoulder. The hallway greets you with the usual chaosâlockers slamming, laughter cutting through the noise, someone shouting from the other end like theyâve got something important to prove before the bell rings.
Normal.
Or at least close enough to pass for it.
Nancy glances sideways at you, already smiling a little like she knows exactly what youâre about to say before you even open your mouth.
You donât disappoint.
âSo,â you start casually, like itâs not the only interesting thing thatâs happened all morning, âthe new guy.â
She lets out a quiet laugh under her breath, shaking her head as she tucks a strand of hair behind her ear. âI knew you were going to bring that up.â
âOh, come on,â you continue, nudging her lightly with your elbow. âYou saw him.â
âI saw him,â she admits.
âAnd?â you press, dragging the word out slightly as you turn your head to look at her properly.
Nancy gives you a look.
A very Nancy look.
âHeâs⌠noticeable,â she says carefully.
You let out a short huff of amusement, shaking your head.
âNoticeable?â you repeat. âThatâs what weâre going with?â
She smiles despite herself, but thereâs a warning in it too.
âDonât do it.â
You scoff immediately.
âIâm not doing anything,â you say, though the corner of your mouth betrays you just a little. âIâm just sayingâif Hawkins is suddenly importing guys that look like that, I think I of all people deserve to be informed.â
Nancy laughs properly at that, the sound softer than the noise around you but still enough to cut through it.
âYouâre unbelievable.â
âAnd youâre boring,â you shoot back lightly.
âSomeone has to be,â she replies, bumping your shoulder in return.
You grin, but it fades just slightly as you turn the corner toward your classroom, your attention shifting automatically as you spot a familiar figure just ahead.
Jonathan.
Heâs halfway through the doorway already, one hand on the strap of his bag as he pauses just long enough to glance back when he hears you approaching.
âMorning,â you call out.
âMorning,â he returns, giving you both a small nod, his expression easy, familiar.
Nancy echoes the greeting as the three of you fall into step for the last few feet, slipping into the classroom just as the bell threatens to ring, the noise of the hallway cutting off behind you as the door swings shut.
The room settles quickly.
Chairs scrape against the floor as people take their seats, papers shuffle, someone mutters under their breath about being late. You slide into your usual spot without much thought, dropping your bag beside your desk as Nancy takes the seat next to you, Jonathan a row over.
Itâs automatic.
All of it.
The teacher starts talking almost immediately, launching into whatever lesson was planned for the day with the kind of enthusiasm that doesnât quite land this early in the morning. His voice fills the room, steady and continuous, words stacking on top of each other in a way that should probably make sense if you were actually listening.
You try.
You really do.
Your pen moves across the page, jotting down something that vaguely resembles notes, your eyes flicking up to the board every now and then like thatâs enough to convince yourself youâre paying attention.
But your mind keeps drifting.
Itâs not even on anything specific.
JustâŚeverywhere else.
The sound of the classroom fades in and out, the scrape of chairs, the low hum of someone whispering behind you, the teacherâs voice blending into the background until itâs more noise than anything else.
You shift slightly in your seat, your gaze wandering without meaning toâ
And then it lands.
The desk between you and Nancy.
Empty.
It hits you quietly.
Not all at once, not like a shock, but slow and familiar in a way that settles heavier the longer you look at it. The space is the same as itâs always beenâsame chair, same scratched surface, same everythingâ
Except it isnât.
Because itâs missing something.
Someone.
Your grip tightens just slightly around your pen as your eyes linger there for a second too long, the noise of the room dimming even further as the thought settles in your chest, heavy and unmoving.
She should be there.
Sitting between you, leaning over to whisper something under her breath, rolling her when you donât pay attention, passing notes like itâs the most normal thing in the world.
She should be there.
Your jaw tightens faintly as you force your gaze away, your attention snapping back to the front of the room like you can outrun the thought if you move fast enough.
The teacher is still talking.
Nothingâs changed.
Everythingâs fine.
You press your pen back to the page, your notes picking up again, a little messier this time, a little less focused.
Youâre a good student.
You know how to do this.
Even when youâre tired.
Even when it feels like youâre pretending.
Even when normal doesnât quite fit the way itâs supposed to anymore.
So you sit there.
You listen.
You write.
And you tryâ
Just like you always do.
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The bell rings loud and sharp, cutting clean through the classroom and sending chairs scraping back all at once as everyone starts moving before the sound even finishes echoing.
Youâre on your feet with the rest of them, gathering your things quickly, your chair pushing back as you sling your bag over your shoulder. The room empties fast, voices spilling out into the hallway in a rush of noise and movement, and within seconds youâre swept into itâstudents pouring out in every direction, conversations overlapping, laughter bouncing off the walls.
Nancy falls into step beside you, Jonathan just behind, the three of you slipping back into that familiar formation without needing to think about it.
Right outside the door, Tina is already waiting.
Bright. Smiling. Entirely too energetic for this early in the day.
Sheâs handing out flyers to anyone who passes, her arm extending automatically as she spots you.
âOne for youââ
You take it without slowing, your eyes dropping briefly to the bold, obnoxiously bright orange page.
TINAâS HALLOWEEN BASH!
Nancy slows just enough to glance at hers before looking back up at Tina.
âCan I have anotherâ?â
Tina smiles immediately, like she was hoping sheâd ask.
âOf course.â
She hands over a second one, and before you even have time to question it, Nancy is already turning, pressing the extra flyer straight into Jonathanâs chest as the three of you start down the hallway again.
He barely looks at it before trying to push it back.
âUmâno thanksââ
âYouâre coming to this,â Nancy cuts in without hesitation, already walking forward like the decisionâs been made.
Jonathan shakes his head, keeping pace with you both.
âNo, Iâm notââ
âPlease, Jonathan,â you add, tilting your head slightly toward him, your tone just shy of dramatic. âIâm begging you.â
Nancy doesnât miss a beat.
âWeâre not gonna let you sit at home by yourself all Halloween. Thatâs just not acceptable.â
He exhales through his nose, clearly already over it.
âWell, you both can relax,â he says, glancing between you both. âIâm not gonna be alone. Iâm trick-or-treating with Will.â
Nancy raises an eyebrow immediately.
âAll night?â
âYeah.â
âNo way,â she counters. âYouâre gonna be home by eight and listening to Talking Heads and readingâwhatâVonnegut or something.â
Jonathan hums lightly, like heâs actually considering it.
ââŚSounds like a nice night.â
You let out a soft groan, dragging a hand down your face.
âJonathan, please,â you say, leaning closer as you walk. âI cannot be left alone with Romeo and Juliet.â
He glances at you, confused for half a second before it clicks.
Nancy rolls her eyes.
âHeyââ
âJonathan,â she continues firmly, ignoring you entirely, âjust come. Who knows, you might even meet someoneââ
Before he can answerâ
Nancy lets out a startled scream.
You flinch instinctively, your head snapping toward her just in time to see Steve pulling her into his arms out of nowhere, like heâs been waiting for the exact moment to strike.
âGotcha!â
He grins, holding her close like heâs proud of himself, those stupid sunglasses perched on his face like he thinks heâs in a movie.
Nancy immediately pushes at him.
âGod, take those stupid things offââ
He lowers them just enough to look at her over the top, entirely unbothered.
âHey,â he says, softer now. âI missed you.â
âItâs been an hour!â
âTell me about it.â
And then he kisses her.
Not quick.
Not subtle.
Not anything even remotely private.
You stare at them for exactly half a second before youâre looking straight to Jonathan.
Jonathan shifts beside you, awkward in that way he always gets when things get tooâŚthis.
You donât give it time to get worse.
With a quiet, unimpressed exhale, you reach out and grab his arm, tugging him forward and away from the scene before Steve can escalate it any further.
âCome on,â you mutter, already steering him through the crowd.
Behind you, the noise of the hallway swallows them up almost immediately.
You donât look back.
âYouâre going to have to either do something,â you continue as you walk, your tone dry, âor make this less obvious.â
Jonathan frowns slightly, glancing at you.
âWhat are you talking about?â
You shoot him a look, incredulous.
âYour undying pining over Nancy,â you say plainly. âI already have to deal with too muchâI cannot bear witness to this as well.â
For a second, he just looks at you.
And thenâ
He laughs.
Quiet, a little surprised, like he wasnât expecting that to come out of your mouth.
You smile, but thereâs a flicker of âsorryâ there as you keep walking, weaving through the crowd toward your next class.
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The bell rings again, louder this timeâor maybe it just feels louder after the drag of the last classâand the room immediately shifts, chairs scraping back, voices rising as everyone starts packing up at once.
You donât rush.
You rarely do.
Your movements are slower, a little more deliberate as you gather your things, sliding your notebook into your bag and zipping it closed with a quiet exhale. Your head still feels a step behind everything else, like it never fully caught up after this morning, and the thought of another crowded room, another hour of noise and pretendingâ
You hesitate for a second.
Lunch.
Automatically, your mind goes to Nancy.
Thatâs where youâd normally go.
Where you should go.
But then, just as quickly, the image shiftsâNancy in the cafeteria, Steve leaning too close, his arm draped over the back of her chair like it belongs there, the two of them wrapped up in their own little world like no one else exists.
You press your lips together slightly, already knowing how that plays out.
Youâve been trying.
You have.
Trying to be nicer. Trying not to snap every time he opens his mouth. Trying to ignore the part of you that still doesnât trust himânot fully, not after everythingâeven if he did come back, even if he helped.
But trying doesnât mean you want front-row seats to it.
Not today.
You sling your bag over your shoulder and slip out with the rest of the class, letting the hallway carry you for a few steps before you veer off, heading toward the doors instead of the cafeteria.
The outside air hits you immediately when you step outâcooler, quieter, the noise of the school fading just enough to make it easier to breathe.
Better.
Your eyes scan the parking lot automatically, drifting over cars, small groups of students scattered aroundâ
âand then landing exactly where you expect them to.
Jonathan sits alone at one of the picnic tables, hunched slightly over whatever heâs eating, his camera bag resting beside him like it never leaves his side.
You donât hesitate.
You make your way over, your footsteps crunching lightly against the gravel as you approach, dropping your bag onto the bench before sliding in across from him like itâs second nature.
Because it is.
He glances up as you settle in, already half-smiling.
âHey.â
âHey,â you return, leaning forward slightly as you let out a quiet huff, dropping your chin briefly into your hand.
âI cannot concentrate today,â you mutter, more to yourself than anything.
He snorts softly at that, like heâs not entirely surprised.
âYeah?â
You nod, dragging your notebook out of your bag and flipping it open to a page that looksâŚempty.
Suspiciously empty.
You angle it toward him slightly.
âDid you get anything from history?â you ask, glancing up at him. âBecause Iâve gotââ you gesture vaguely at the page, ââthis.â
He takes one look and huffs out a quiet laugh, already reaching into his bag.
âYeah. I got something.â
âOf course you did,â you mumble under your breath smiling.
He hands over his notes without a second thought, and you take them quickly, pulling them closer as you grab your pen and start copying, your handwriting a little faster than usual like youâre trying to catch up to something you missed.
For a few minutes, itâs quiet.
Comfortably so.
Just the scratch of your pen, the distant hum of students somewhere behind you, the occasional shift of movement as people pass through the lot.
And thenâ
A sound.
Low.
Distinct.
Your pen slows.
You donât mean to look.
You really donât.
But you do.
Your gaze lifts slightly, drifting past Jonathanâs shoulder toward the direction of the doors just as they swing open againâ
âand there he is.
The new guy.
The one from this morning.
He steps out like he did earlierâlike he owns the space without needing to prove it, like the attention just naturally follows him whether he wants it to or not. A couple of girls trail behind him, laughing a little too loudly, leaning in a little too close.
You donât even realize youâve stopped writing.
Your eyes track him without permission, your head tilting just slightly as you take him in againâlike youâre confirming something you already noticed earlier.
Yeah.
Still holds up.
And thenâ
Like he feels itâ
He looks over.
Straight at you.
Your stomach drops just a fraction before your brain can catch up, your eyes locking with his for half a secondâ
And then he winks.
You freeze.
Heat creeps up your neck almost instantly, your expression tightening as you snap your gaze back down to your notebook like youâve just been caught doing something you absolutely were doing.
You clear your throat quietly, your pen moving againâfaster this time, like that somehow fixes it.
Across from you, Jonathan watches the whole thing.
Of course he does.
âYouâre unbelievable,â he mutters under his breath.
You roll your eyes immediately, not even looking up.
âWhat?â you shoot back, your tone defensive but light. âIâm just looking at the menu, not eating it.â
Thereâs a beat.
And then he laughs.
Quiet, easy, familiar.
You try not to smile.
Try.
But it tugs at the corner of your mouth anyway as you shake your head slightly and keep writing, the moment slipping back into something normal again as the two of you fall back into what you were doing like nothing happened.
Even ifâ
Just for a secondâ
It didnât feel like nothing.
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By the time the final bell rings, it feels like the day has stretched on longer than it had any right to.
Chairs scrape back all around you, the classroom breaking apart in an instant as everyone rushes to leave, voices rising again now that the last stretch is over. You take your time packing up, sliding your books into your bag with a quiet exhale, your shoulders loosening just slightly now that youâre finally done pretending to pay attention for the day.
Youâre tired.
Not just the kind sleep fixesâjustâŚdone.
You sling your bag over your shoulder and step out into the hallway, falling into step beside Nancy almost immediately, the two of you moving with the flow of students heading toward the exit.
Steveâs already there, leaning against a locker like heâs been waiting, straightening the second he spots her.
Nancy smiles when she reaches him, and just like that, the three of you are walking together toward the parking lot, the late afternoon light spilling in through the doors ahead.
âSo,â Nancy starts, already flipping open her notebook as she walks, âfor biologyâdid you write down what she said about the enzyme reactions?â
You nod, adjusting your bag slightly on your shoulder.
âYeahâshe said to focus on the process more than the names. Likeâunderstanding how it works, not just memorizing it.â
Nancy hums thoughtfully. âRight. And she said something about diagramsââ
âLabeling them,â you cut in, glancing at her. âSheâs definitely gonna put one on the quiz.â
Steve walks between you for a second, clearly trying to follow along, his expression shifting like heâs piecing together a language he doesnât speak.
âWaitâenzyme what? I donât remember that from last yearâ he asks, looking between the two of you.
You glance at him, then at Nancy, and for a second you almost let it goâ
But you donât.
âItâs basically how your body speeds stuff up,â you say, keeping it simple as you gesture lightly with your hand. âLike chemical reactions. Breaking things down, building things up.â
Steve nods slowly.
ââŚRight.â
Nancy glances at him, a small smile tugging at her mouth.
âDonât worry,â she adds, âyouâll survive without knowing it.â
âComforting,â he mutters.
You huff a quiet laugh, the sound slipping out before you can stop it, and for a second the three of you fall into something that almost feelsâŚeasy.
Not natural.
Not quite.
But better than it used to be.
The doors swing open as you step outside, the air cooler now, the sun sitting lower in the sky as the parking lot comes back into view. Cars are already pulling out, engines turning over, students scattering toward their rides.
You reach the BMW first.
Steve turns slightly toward you, pulling his keys from his pocket.
âWhat timeâs dinner?â he asks, like it just occurred to him.
You donât even hesitate.
âFive oâclock,â you reply, already stepping back slightly. âSo pleaseâpick me up earlier this time.â
He lets out a quiet chuckle at that, shaking his head as Nancy moves past him, opening the passenger door.
Nancy pauses before getting in, glancing back at you.
âSee you later,â she says, her tone soft, familiar.
âYeah, see you,â you return, giving her a small nod.
She slides into the car, and Steve leans against the door for half a second longer, looking at you like heâs debating whether or not to say somethingâ
Which means he absolutely is.
âSee you earlier then. Whatever you want, princess.â
You donât even turn around.
You just lift your hand over your shoulder and flip him off without breaking stride.
âStill hate that nickname!â you call back, your voice carrying just enough as you head toward your own car.
Behind you, you hear him laugh.
You ignore it.
You reach your car a second later, pulling the door open and dropping into the driverâs seat with a quiet exhale, your bag landing in the passenger seat beside you. For a moment, you just sit there, hands resting on the wheel, letting the noise of the parking lot settle around you as the day finally comes to an end.
Then you turn the key.
The engine comes to life.
And just like thatâ
Youâre on your way home.
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By the time youâre ready, the house feels quieter than usual.
Not wrongâjust missing something.
Dustinâs not there, which means no background noise bleeding through the walls, no sudden yelling about a game or a theory or something that absolutely didnât need that much volume. Just the low, steady rhythm of your mom moving somewhere in the house and the soft creak of floorboards settling as evening slips in.
You donât think about it too hard.
Youâve already changed, something a little nicer but still comfortable, your fingers smoothing down the fabric out of habit as you give yourself a quick once-over in the mirror. This time, you donât linger. No getting stuck in your own reflection, no drifting.
Just enough.
Headlights sweep across your window.
Right on time.
You grab your jacket and head out, calling a quick goodbye to your mom as you pass through, the front door clicking shut softly behind you as the cool air meets your skin.
Steveâs BMW is already idling at the curb, headlights casting a low glow across the driveway. Nancyâs in the front seat, turned slightly like sheâs been waiting for you, and for a second, the whole thing feels easy. Familiar.
You donât question it.
You cross the driveway, pull open the back door, and slide into the seat, the leather cool beneath you as you reach for the seatbelt, clicking it into place.
Steveâs eyes flick up immediately in the rearview mirror.
âThis early enough for you?â he asks, a small grin tugging at his mouth.
You meet his gaze for a brief second before rolling your eyes.
âJust drive, Harrington.â
He chuckles, shaking his head as he shifts into gear, and beside him Nancy lets out a quiet, amused breath before the car pulls away from the curb.
The drive is familiar.
Youâve done this before.
Same roads, same turns, the kind you donât need to think about anymore. The three of you fall into a quiet that isnât uncomfortableâjust understood, the hum of the engine filling the space where words donât quite need to be.
Eventually, Steve slows, easing the car to a stop along the curb.
You donât need to look up to know where you are.
You already do.
You unbuckle, pushing the door open and stepping out, the night air cooler now, settling against your skin as you close it behind you. Nancy and Steve join you a second later, and the three of you start toward the house together without saying anything.
Itâs quiet here.
Still.
Your eyes drift across the yard without much thoughtâ
And then they catch on it.
The sign.
FOR SALE.
Your steps slow.
Just slightly.
Beside you, Nancy sees it at the same time. You donât have to look directly at her to knowâyou feel it in the way her hand tenses faintly, the way her posture shifts like something just knocked the air out of her without warning.
Your chest tightens before you can stop it.
Neither of you say anything.
Steve does.
He reaches for Nancyâs hand without hesitation, his fingers closing around hers, grounding, steady.
âHey.â
She looks at him, her voice quieter now.
âWhat?â
âItâs going to be okay,â he says gently. âIt always is.â
Nancy nods, but itâs small, controlled, like sheâs holding something in place as she takes a slow breath in, then out.
You step a little closer without thinking, reaching for her other hand, your fingers curling around it in a quiet squeeze.
She glances at you.
Just for a second.
But itâs enough.
She squeezes back.
Then she lets go, stepping forward toward the door, her hand lifting slowly as she reaches for the doorbell.
Thereâs a pause.
Brief.
Heavy.
And thenâ
DING DONG.
The sound echoes into the house.
And the quiet somehow feels louder after it.
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The door opens, and the second you step inside, something settles over you that you canât quite name.
It isnât loud. It isnât obvious. Nothing jumps out and tells you something is wrongâbut itâs there anyway, threaded quietly through the air, sitting in the stillness of the house like itâs been waiting.
Mrs. Holland greets you warmly, her voice brightâtoo brightâas she ushers you all in, her words coming a little too quickly, like sheâs trying to stay ahead of something that might catch up if she slows down.
You follow Nancy and Steve inside, the door closing softly behind you, and your eyes drift without meaning to.
They land on the mantel.
And then they donât move.
Photos.
Dozens of them.
All of her.
Barb, smiling in every single oneâlaughing, mid-conversation, caught in moments that feel so alive it almost doesnât make sense against the quiet of the house. There are no family pictures. No group shots. No balance.
Just her.
Frame after frame after frame.
Your chest tightens, slow and uncomfortable, something twisting faintly beneath your ribs as your gaze lingers longer than it should, your thumb brushing unconsciously against your palm like you need something to ground you.
Like if you stare long enoughâ
She might step out of one of them.
You force yourself to move.
The dining room is already set when you step in, the table neat in a way that feels too deliberate, too prepared, and you take your seat without really thinking about itâNancy on one side of Steve, you on the other, the three of you lined up across from Mr. and Mrs. Holland like this is something practiced.
Like itâs happened before.
And it has.
But it doesnât feel easier.
It never does.
âIâm so sorry I didnât get to cook,â Mrs. Holland starts immediately, her words tumbling over themselves as she gestures toward the table. âI was going to make that baked ziti you guys like so much, I justâI lost track of the time and before you know itââ she lets out a small, breathless laugh, âoh my God, itâs five oâclock!â
Your eyes flick down.
A bucket of Kentucky Fried Chicken sits in the center of the table, along with a couple of sides and a bottle of Dr. Pepper, everything arranged carefully but stillâŚnot quite enough to fill the space the way she wants it to.
âItâs fine,â Nancy says quickly, her voice soft but steady. âItâs great.â
âI love KFC,â Steve adds from between you, a little too quick, a little too eager to smooth things over.
The silence that follows presses in anyway.
You shift slightly in your seat, your fingers brushing against the edge of the table before you speak, your voice quieter than you intend.
âOut front⌠I, uh, saw a âfor saleâ sign. Is that the neighborâs orâŚ?â
The change is immediate.
Not dramatic.
But enough.
Mr. and Mrs. Holland share a lookâone of those quiet, loaded exchanges that says everything without a single wordâand something in your stomach drops before either of them even answers.
âYou want to tell them?â Mr. Holland says.
âGo ahead,â Mrs. Holland replies, already turning back toward you, something almost excited flickering behind her eyes.
Too bright.
âWe hired a man named Murray Baumanâhave either of you heard of him?â
Nancy shakes her head slightly. âNoâŚâ
âI donât think so,â you add, your brow furrowing faintly.
Mrs. Holland reaches forward, sliding a business card across the table, and you pick it up along with Nancy, your eyes flicking over the photo, the name printed neatly beneath it, something about it already making your chest feel tight.
âHe was an investigative journalist for the Chicago Sun-Times,â she explains quickly.
âHeâs pretty well known,â Mr. Holland adds.
âAnyway, heâs freelance now andâŚâ she trails off just long enough to take her husbandâs hand, her fingers curling around his as if to steady herselfâand then she looks back at you.
Smiling.
Actually smiling.
âHe agreed to take the case.â
Your gaze flicks to Nancy instantly.
Sheâs already looking at you.
Same confusion.
Same sinking feeling.
âThatâsâthatâs amazing,â Steve says carefully, glancing between the two of you like heâs trying to land on the right reaction. âRight?â
You donât answer him.
âWhatâwhat does that mean exactly?â you ask instead, your voice quieter now, more cautious.
Mr. Holland leans forward slightly, his tone sharpening.
âIt means heâs going to do what that lazy sonofabitch Jim Hopperââ he catches himself, glancing briefly at his wife, ââsorryâwhat the Hawkins police havenât been capable of doing.â
His eyes settle on you.
âIt means we have a real detective on the case.â
âIt meansâŚâ Mrs. Hollandâs voice softens, her grip tightening around her husbandâs hand, âweâre going to find our Barb.â
The words land heavy.
Heavier than anything else has so far.
You feel it settle in your chest, pressing down in a way that makes it just a little harder to breathe, your fingers curling slightly against your lap as you try not to let it show.
Mr. Holland nods, emotion creeping into his voice despite his attempt to keep it steady.
âIf anyone can find her, itâs this man. He already has leads. By God, heâs worth every last pennyââ
And then it clicks.
Your eyes shift back toward Nancy.
The tension in her shoulders. The way her jaw tightens, just barely.
ââŚIs that why youâre selling the house?â she asks quietly.
Another look passes between them.
They donât answer right away.
They donât have to.
âDonât worry about us, sweetie,â Mrs. Holland says gently, her smile returningâbrighter, steadier, almost forced now. âWeâre fine.â
âFor the first time in a long time,â she adds softly, âweâre hopeful.â
Nancy nods.
She smiles.
But you can see it.
It doesnât reach her eyes.
âExcuse me⌠IâIâll be right back.â
She pushes back from the table quickly, the chair scraping softly against the floor as she stands, already moving before anyone can respond.
You donât hesitate.
Youâre on your feet almost immediately, your chair shifting back as you follow her down the hallway without a word, your pulse picking up just slightly as the air feels heavier the further you move away from the table.
You donât look back.
You donât need to.
But you feel it.
The weight of the room.
The silence left behind.
And the way something about tonight has shifted into something neither of you were ready for.
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The door barely has time to swing shut behind you, the force of it rattling the frame as you fumble with the lockâ
Click.
The sound feels louder than it should.
Too final.
Nancy braces herself against the sink, her hands gripping the edges like itâs the only thing keeping her upright, her breath coming faster than it should, uneven, like somethingâs caught in her chest and wonât let go.
You hover for half a second, the space suddenly too small, too quiet compared to the weight of everything sitting just outside the door.
âAre you okay?â you ask softly, even though you already know the answer.
Nancy shakes her head before she even turns around.
âI canât keep doing this to them.â
Her voice cracks on the last word, thinner than youâve ever heard it, and something in your chest tightens painfully in response. You donât answer right away, because what is there to say?
You feel it too.
Sitting at that table. Smiling. Nodding. Letting them believe something that isnât trueâsomething that never will be.
Itâs not just lying.
ItâsâŚworse than that.
Itâs watching them hold onto something that doesnât exist anymore.
Your gaze drops for a moment, your hands folding loosely in front of you as you swallow hard, the weight of it pressing down in a way that makes it hard to breathe properly.
âShe should beââ you start quietly, but the words donât finish. They donât need to.
Nancy turns the tap on suddenly, the rush of water filling the silence as she splashes it onto her face, over and over, like sheâs trying to wash something off that wonât come off.
She grips the edge of the sink again, breathing in, out, trying to steady herselfâ
And then she looks up.
Freezes.
You follow her gaze instinctively.
The photograph sits on the wall beside the mirror.
Barb.
Smiling.
Bright.
Alive.
Your stomach drops.
Something about thatâabout seeing her there, in a space that small, that ordinaryâfeels worse than the rest of the house somehow. Like thereâs nowhere she isnât. Like sheâs been placed everywhere on purpose so she canât be forgotten.
Nancy canât take it.
You see it happen.
The moment it becomes too much.
She steps forward quickly, her hand reaching out, and turns the frame around so the glass faces the wall, like that alone might be enough to make it stop.
It doesnât.
It never does.
She backs away from the sink, her movements unsteady as she sinks down onto the edge of the bathtub, her hands falling uselessly into her lap as everything sheâs been holding in finally breaks loose.
The first sob hits hard.
Sharp.
Uncontrolled.
And then the rest follow.
You donât hesitate.
You drop down in front of her, your knees pressing into the tile as you move closer, your hands finding her instinctively before you lean forward, resting your head gently against her lap.
She doesnât push you away.
If anything, her hands come to you just as quickly, gripping onto your shoulders, your hair, anything she can hold onto as the tears keep coming, uneven and messy and real.
And you let them come too.
You donât try to stop them.
Not here.
Not with her.
Because you feel it just as muchâthe grief, the anger, the frustration of it all sitting trapped inside you with nowhere to go, no one to tell, no way to make it right.
Barb is gone.
And no one will ever know the truth.
The thought sits heavy between you, unspoken but understood, as the two of you stay there on the bathroom floor, holding onto each other like itâs the only thing keeping you steady.
hey everyone! an fyi itâs my birthday next month, and im going on a vacation to japan (woop woop). I was hoping that I would have enough chapters in my drafts to maintain my daily posts, but after how awful last week was, doesnât look like I will or have the time to be able to. so between the 07 May and 27 May Iâll be posting every two-three days đ¤ lots of love - m
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